no wonder sx kp askin me to watch...my eyes r so tired now...frm all e tears...all e sadness... thanks alot for e recommendation! yep. the show tt i've finally finished...

"One Litre Of Tears (一公升的眼泪)"
e story is about a gal, Aya, who contracted a dreadful illness called Spinocerebellar Degeneration at e age of onli 15!!! imagine wat all of us were doin at tt age??? playin...hafin fun w our frens... runnin ard etc... but tis gal was desperately tryin her v.best to fight e illness! all e tings she had to gif up, her beloved sport-- basketball! n she lost lots of tings in e process...her crush, her freedom, her ability to walk, and YET, she con't to fight... Nv give up at all...

reali admire her courage, her determination... i guess tt wat all of us are lackin in... her mom too... is one brave lady... alw there wen Aya nds her, alw ready to comfort her n support her... w/o showin her upsetness, e pain she felt... tink e other person tt helps her alot is tt guy... haruto. A guy who lost his elder brother... he's alw there to defend her, to help her wen she's in trouble...another gal whom i admire is Aya's sis, Ako. Initially, my view of her was jus a selfish gal who cares onli for herself...but soon, i realised i was wrong. unlike their bro, she did nt look down on Aya jus cos of her illness. Instead, she defended Aya, scolded her bro for e selfish tinking n even tried her best to fulfil Aya's dream to graduate frm e high sch!


yep...tt's all for now...peeps, pls watch tis show if possible... "Just being alive is such a lovely & wonderful thing" tt's the kind of attitude we shld haf... always...


we should all learn from her!!!

gotta stop here le...eyes super tired...

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argh!my entry got deleted suddenly!muz retype everything!!! shall kp everything short le... argh! went to watch "confession of pain" w shan, meikee, hh n yaoguai... supposed to watch e long awaited "deathnote2" de..bt sx cant make it so postponed to 3rd dec. sx, touched anot?! haha...nw at least i've sth else to look fwd to on 3rd thou i dn wan tt day to cum! cos sch starts tt day! :( haiz! anw, e movie is nice...diff fr others cos e truth is revealed in e beginning...n e movie shows how e main lead (takeshi, shuai wor!!! haha~) search n dig out e truth bits by bits... n how e culprit, another lead, reacts n responds to e findings of e investigator...e mental struggle he had n his pain...yep! e show,like e title reveals (chinese title, "shang chen"), shows e diff kinds of pain e city dwellers experience. how dey muz cover up their weakness, their pain n stil lead their lives wo lettin others noe. e deep secrets dey haf...e pains n scars...everything. it's kinda tragedy-like but not to tt extreme end... anw, it's nice la... go on summore, i feel as if i'm doin a movie review le...haha...

aft e movie, we went to drink tea! reali tt kinda tea..haahaa...den e evil meishan came up w an evil idea! a special concoction of hers...n me n meikee ended up drinking it! argh! torture siaz! luckily, she drank my share for e 2nd time! duno y me n meikee so heng la... lost twice... get to taste tt 'UNIQUE" tea made by our dear meishan...pity us ritE???? luckily, nuttin's wrong w my tummy aft tt (thou in e beginning, my tummy had tt kinda funny feeling...). so beware of shan n her special concoction!!!

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wk had been reali hectic for e past days...workin till 11pm every nite... lack of slp!!! argh...worse is wen u nd to face those sickenin shoppers...n e ppl i hate most...n wen ppl dn understand u n u r feelin shagged...but i'm glad there r alw ppl there to cheer me up n make me feel more energetic... haha...anw, tis yr's xmas wk had cum to an end le...nt as fun as pre yrs bt nvm. we survived.

went to shan's hse to celeb xmas laz nite...on xmas eve...haha...had a nice steamboat on a coolin day...started playin sum silly card games w shan's bro n sis....tt got all of us luffin like lunatics!!! haha...den we act missed e countdown!nvm la...we stil wished each other merry xmas lo...shan's mom chased her bro go slp den meikee joined us for daidee...so funny la...kp pattin her doggie... it's a funny scene wen 2 of her dogs came out n 'fight' w each other...dogs r reali energetic animals!!! haha... went out at ard 4am to get fresh air...e walk is reali refreshing...thou cold...
went back n con't watchin tv...siao rite?bt i was too tired to con't. tink i jus dozed off on e sofa. haha~ reach hm at ard 9plus...knocked out all e way till 5pm! horrible sia! 1st time i slept so soundly...cos wen i woke up, i realised sx sent lots websms to me+sum xmas greetings+a missed call!!!n my phone wasn't in silent mode lo...haha...oh well...messy entry tis is...shall end here le ...

~merry xmas peeps!~

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yep...been pia-ing tis show despite e hectic wk... it's currently showin on channel u but alw miss e show due to wk...luckily dear shan gt e discs so i can watch! haha..it's similar to e normal immortal-mortal love... n no doubt, it'll bring tears to u. all e hardships dey went tru b4 dey can becum husband n wife onli for ...100days...bt e ending stunned me...hahaha! n my mom too! cos it's nt e usual one. a nice show to watch wen u haf time...

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managed to recover by tues nite so went out yday on my off day! to meet sharon,yilin& soonhui. went to vivo. yep! Ate too much yday i tink. dn feel like eatin at all today. all we did were walk n eat...but as usual, had fun crappin w em...all e funny funny stuffs n all e catchin up. yep. it's feels gd to meet up w em once in a while...to catch up, to take a break fr our daily life... aft tt, went to JP to watch ERAGON w shan n soonhui n meikee! haha...it's e first time we reach e counter den decide wat show to watch. haha...but yep, it's a nice choice. eragon is reali a nice show...v.exciting ma...w magic, dragons n...monsters???(wat do u call those ugly freaks?) no harry potter tis yr, no more LOTR too...but Eragon can make up for em ba...yep! fr tonite all e way till sat, will b workin till 11pm at nite...woo! duno hw will it b like...sure bz de..den i'l b too shagged to do anything again! haha~

tsai: i'm so glad to see yr card!! thanks alot! watch out for ours too but tink it'll b late... paiseh!! how r u doin over there???

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feeling weak for e past days. so din do much..jus wk n go home... hid under my blanket, wearin my jacket shivering...haha! drank bitter cold remedy tea... oh man... cold is nt good... achin all over...as if i've jus ran 5km e previous day. feelin much better now... still gonna wk later... haiz... oh ya!!! jus came back fr e dentist...haha...tot my tooth gt prob cos got hole but it turned out tt e hole is normal! phew! haha... dentist earns lots siaz...me plus dad took less than 30mins...n he earns...$85! haha...noe lots tings happenin ard me...but ya, din reali haf e energy to find out due to all e aching...hope all of em are ok now...

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"用行动来证明"
~累了这么办?~

你说你很想拥有它
口说没用, 用行动来证明!
你说你很爱她
用行动来证明!

你说你珍惜你们的关系
用行动来证明!
什么都用行动来证明
累了这么办?

累了这么证明?
当一个人无怨无悔地付出
却无法获得他所希望的
痛彻心扉

用好几年的时间去维持关系
用好多心思好多关心
想做好自己的本分
却无法和其他刚认识的人
甚至是通过你而认识的人相比

从几时开始礼物是看价钱
而不是看心思
从几时开始
我们之间出现了隐形的高墙
影响了你我之间的关系...

jus sum random tots...dn worry...

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yep.back @ hm!!! today's k-ing session is fun...fun...fun! haha.. sx has finaly find another partner to sing her 'pi-li, pa-la' song!!! haha... sharon act knew e song too...woo!!! sang alot today too. tired...bt fun! yep! thou dere were sum moments, i tot i'm gg to die frm all e luffin...haha!

aft all e singin, dey came jp for dinner...cant join em cos dey decided laz min den mom alr cooked my share.sum1 ran into e beloved K n gt high...haha! so funnie la! anw, sharon came over n we chatted for a lil' while.an hr plus. it's a nice chat...thou ya...haha!hope all of us can find an answer soon!!!

shall end here for tis entry...woo...k 10hrs tis wk... dn wana go back to wk so soon...nxt off day...14th! yippie!!!

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yep...finally...OVER!!!
haha...my papers ended yday.but din feel as happy as i finish my econ paper~
work ll start again on mon.but guess i'l b spendin my nxt few days well! went k-ing straight aft my laz paper. yep. w my k-box kakee...shuxian! haha... sang for 5hrs...but yep. had fun as usual...like it wen we sang david tao's ai hen jian dan. hee!
TODAY...went to meet mr chng n chieu for lunch @ marche... hafen seen him since e last time i went back nhss... yep. kinda fun la today. thou it's a lil' awkward at times? he brot his kid along!!! haha.. n he kps cryin to get chng's attention!!! haha..he's a lil' too chubby for his age? 9kg 6months old onli!!! oh man...he better watch his diet! haha...i quickly finish my crepe if nt chng sure cant eat in peace...helped him carry a while...bt it din help much act. jus as he finish his lunch, e baby started cryin again!!! haha...bt ya, he's heavy.so glad chng took his kid back. my hand suan le lo...haha..bt...his kid sorta 'bite' my shoulder!!!cos i felt sth hard on my shoulder. lucky he has one tooth onli!so nt pain la...haha..& i can feel his saliva there too!!! guess tt's all e price u've to pay if u haf a kid...hahaha!
tml...gg k again...w sharon & soonhui...haha...wonder how it'll b like...bt sure it'l be fun!!! noe i jus went yday...but it's ok...stm, it's nt e activity tt matters, bt who u do e activity w... so it doesnt matter much if u spend money to do sth u've done b4/don like. yep!
sunday...shld b gg out w my dad!!!haha...bring him out to see e world...haha... lamo...

mon...work starts...
can i've monday off too???i wan another day off...a day tt belongs solely to myself... a day to push everything to e back of my mind...n jus relax...

yep...i'm a happy gal now...spendin my free days w few of my closest frens...
how many more chances do we haf in future???

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tired!!!
stop workin since tue...n i've been tryin to settle down to mug since den... been droppin by smu...stoppin there to mug... stm it's coolin...stm it's hot! stm it's quiet stm it's noisy... argh!!! dn like to mug for papers... thou it's onli a mock...i stil hope to do well... argh...cant wait for nxt thu to arrive...
received a bad news early tis mornin... a phone call tt wakes me up totally despite e 30mins i've been lazyin on my bed.. gd news & bad news tis wk. wen i'm tryin to settle down to mug. gd news- niece's one month celeb tis sat (2nd dec). welcome to tis world! a new addition to our family!!! bad news- aunt's hospitalized due to shortage of red blood cells. wat does tt means? lots uncertainties...but results will b out after all e check-ups. oh pls...pls let gd news cum out of e bad one. pls bless my aunt...n everyone ard me... esp my loved ones. hope my niece will haf a fulfillin life, a smooth-sailing n 'worries-free' one... yep!

seriously nd to sweat it out!!! nd a game of badminton soon...n i reali mean it!

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