Saturday, December 29, 2007

well...bz wk... act went to town 3 times in 4 days.
still rem i was still tellin pong on xmas eve
i din had e time to visit town durin tis xmas period.
how wrong i was.haha!
went to town on boxing day w chew.
had lunch w reeve tog w chew.
act tt was e first time i tok to him.
heard abt how dey spent their days in nh...
woo. exciting interesting.
haha!
thu.. a short reunion w e cli.
we act walked all e way fr bugis to ps to cine.
not reali a long walk thou...
as compared to e agreement we made tt day.
:)
thanks for e wonderful nite.
went to visit ahma today.
1st visit since she was discharged.
bt m glad tt she's doin so fine! :P
jus a lil too skinny ba...
chatted w her alone for more than an hour.
my hokkien reali cmi.
bt i'm glad she understood me.
jus hope to spend time w her n she wun feel tt sian.
i guess i'll reali make stm to visit her every now n den.
shall end here for now ba...
there r tings tt i wana say bt shall kp em off here for e time being...
so long till e nxt post...

Friday, December 28, 2007

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

merry merry xmas everyone!
(a lil' late thou.hee!)
was super super bz...
ended up w a bz xmas tis 2007.
was bz workin...shoppin...eating...catchin up...

started on xmas eve...
had a long lunch cum dinner w cousins + colleague.
her last day @ jp.
it's a form of relief! muahaha!
e meal lasted for a reali long time.
jus kp chattin n chattin...

den it was shoppin w my cousins...
for my another cousin's weddin on xmas
cool rite? to hav weddin on xmas.haha!
we started lookin for clothes...
n soon it was time 4 me 2 rush home to put down e gifts & mit up w pong dey all!


first time counting down at chevrons...
first time i sang so many xmas songs at e 1st hr of xmas.
muahaha...
took sum fotos n watched chew & pong gettin high over their eng songs.
haha!

dey r like long lost music mates..
e celeb ended w BIG BREAKFAST @ MAC!
caught few hrs of slp b4 i went to buy my clothes.
din had e time 2 buy em on eve aft shoppin 4 so long...
so tired la!!!

finally reached e restaurant...
wow..like wat all my aunts say...
i tink everyone has grown up.
e dressing all diff le.
all pretty ladies le..
muahaha!
e few of us took alot of fotos..
as if we r e ones gettin married.
so funny!

first time i finished tt glass of red wine so fast...
first time i experienced e giddiness due to e alcohol.
all cousin's fault. ask drink everything at one go.
kept drinkin tea 2 get rid of e giddiness.
now i noe e power of alcohol alr.haha!

anw tis is e first time i took so many fotos durin e dinner too...
i guess weddin dinners is also another kinda gd chance
for ppl to catch up w each other.
:)


was so entertained by my niece n nephew!
dey r so so so cute!!!!!!!
...sum fotos on e weddin first...
fang+glynis+jariath+me!!!



e scene tt melts my heart totally!!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

stayed over at hosp on mon nite. well, tt was e first time i stayed over in a hosp. w my bro & younger cousin. no one else. nuttin much. it's jus another kinda experience. to b slpin in e 'open' wen anyone can jus cum over to u. bt i'm reali reali glad tt my ah ma is gettin reali well... went to visit her again tis mornin b4 i left 4 sch. chatted w her w my super lousy hokkien & took a short walk w her w e help of bro + nurse. m glad tt she's doin reali well. felt so much better...so much happier aft tis mornin... jus hope tt she'll eat more n more & gain back all e weight lost & she'll b able to go home!!!

managed to steal sum time to watch golden compass yday. it has been a reali long time since i had sum time to myself. haha. well, i was still afraid tt i mite dozed off durin e movie cos tt was wat happened durin lecture yday mornin. bt wat i wish to say is tt i reali reali like e movie. thou my fren's gf say e movie isn't nice. bt i totally disagree. it's a bit narnia-like, potter-like kinda movie. fantasy. sth tt wun happen in reality. yep. exciting movie. shld watch!
yep! tis is e pl where i was borned & e pl which heals my ah ma! :) :)
our slpin area tt nite. open to public.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

i'm reali reali tired...
losin touch on lots stuffs... by e time i reach hm everyday, it's bathing n slping. nutting else.
bt i bet all tis cant be compared to my ah ma...
gg tru all those to fight...
yep. all tis days i've been rushing here n dere...
go hosp early mornin den rush to sch/work...
droppin by to c her wenever i can...
neglectin everything else. yep. go sch bt nt full attention & no time for tutorials.
feel as if i'm gg to collapse anytime soon.
bt i'll stil hang on n con't w all tis.
cos...everytime i c her, my heart aches.
lots efforts ll b needed to fight e uncontrollables.
almost lost wen i started on e journey back alone.
oh god...pls all e gods out dere...
pls bless my ah ma...
she's still fightin n not givin up.
pls pls dn give up on her.
fulfil her wish & let her leave e cold lonely place.
let her go back to our comfy old hse.

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never felt so helpless before.
wat good can be done?
beyond wat i can do.
beyond wat we can do.
standin there, watchin, gg into daze.
became e onli ting i can do.
elva's song started playin in my player.
bt wat came to my mind wasnt e lyrics.
it was e memories & e celeb tt took place tis year.
such great differences, such great changes.
i guess tt's how unpredictable life is.
please let me hide into my own world for e time being.
please let e year end well...
please lessen e pain n sufferings.
please.

好无助 好难受 好孤独
它们坚持陪伴在她身旁.
没人可以分担她所承受的痛苦
请你们通通消失好吗!!!
让幸福温暖动力继续陪伴着她
看见她现在的状况
我的心好痛.
真的真的好痛.

*阿嬷, 请不要放弃. 我们一直都陪着您. 一定要坚持到底, 不要让我们失望. 因为我们非常非常爱您.*

Saturday, November 24, 2007

r kids nowadays more fortunate?
i bet they are!
my tutee jus got herself a pink DS Lite!
jus to get her to cut her long long hair, her mom had to get her a DS! jus lidat.
so xin fu lo...
bt of cos,
tt'll act spoil e kid too.
突然觉得一个人的事并不是真的一个人的事.
这就是我们常听到的 '对别人/社会负责' 吗?
我不明白... 到底是对自己负责比较重要还是对别人负责比较重要?
满足了别人, 自己会开心吗?
满足了自己, 别人的眼光, 看法, 你又要如何去面对?
明明不关他人的事, 但是总是会听到他们的意见...
明明不关我的事, 但是总是被拉进去...
到底应该是对自己负责呢? 还是应该考虑到其他人呢?
是对自己好, 还是自私?
站在这个的立场, 我明白它的想法,
站在那个的立场, 我明白它的处境, 它们的苦衷, 了解它的顾虑.
但是我又能这么做呢?
我不想想了
还是休息了.
否则, 他们又说我迷失了自己,
要我找回我自己...
gg to find myself now...

Monday, November 19, 2007

oh yes!!! tsai's comin back sooN!!!
n she's comin back for 2 to 3 weeks!!!
woohoo!!! great news sia!!!!!!
cant wait!!!!
:) :) :) :)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHINHUI!!!


yep.tis is the birthday gal w her bday cake.
simply love her bday cake.
it's super duper nice!!!
nice rite?


so... tis is e bday celeb i attended tis saturday.
miss chew shin hui's 21st bday.
our friendship started off wen i was employed by nets.
i've known her for onli... less than 6months i guessed.
initially, we were mere colleagues.
linked tog by work.
sumhow, we jus become closer friends
as we went out for dinner tog & started chattin n crappin more often.
i guess & hope tt e friendship tt's shared will be much cherished.
enjoy chattin w her, luffin at her laughters n our crappin session.
i guess tis is sth interesting abt human r/s. (:



wanted to reach e ulu chalet early de.
bt sumhow, i jus ended up super late w cheryl n clarence.
was tinkin if she'd realise tt i wasnt dere yet wen she called me.
tricked her tt i forgot abt her celeb & went hm alr.
din expect her to believe me. bt she reali did.
hopefully, she isnt tt affected by tt. muahaha!
yep. tt's all abt it ba.


sum catchin up w e other temps staffs & walkin ard e places lo.
got her a super big pooh balloon myself which was so attention grabbin all e way from town.
& shared w e others to get a mp3 for her
hopefully, she likes e gifts & e cards.
hope it's a memorable one for her too! :P


left shortly aft e cake cuttin session.
thanks to shenlyn & her parents for e free ride!


~e beautifully designed cake~

us w e bday gal + e popular mr wong.

another shot! (from left: cheryl, me, clarence, shin, shenlyn)

Shin:

hey gal, thanks alot for the invitation. i enjoyed myself alot. it's like a mini gathering for all of us too. u did a gr8 job in plannin yr bday celeb! i'm glad to noe u! thanks for all e help u've given. shan't say much here k? most of wat i wana say is alr in e card. yep! hope u reali enjoyed yrself. as requested, tis post is solely on yr bday, for u. thou e contents mite be a lil' random. hee! silly gal, dn tear while readin k? hee! send me e fotos of e big balloon k? i act forgot to snap a foto of it!!! & w u. haha. take great care of yrself! anything, i'm jus a phone call away k? :)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

felt so silly... it's jus a fone call to convey e msg & it is alr lidat...
pls pls...pls don let our worse fear come true...
bt perhaps, it wld be kinda selfish of us to hope tt way...
thou it hurts to see her in tt way...
issit a relief or a fear...

another tinkin session last nite...
was told tt i'm still a simple gal w simple tots...
simplicity is goOod...
is tt true??? i hope i'm n i hope i'll stay tt way for as long as possible.
bt both of us noe tt tis ll nt benefit me wen i reali stepped into e society.
meaning...i shld chge into sum1 scheming... sum1 who's no longer simple?
how long can one stay simple n innocent?
i bet it reali takes alot of... efforts to do so ba.
everyone came into this world...pure & clean...
bt wen we reali leave e world, how 'clean' & 'pure' can we be?
suddenly feel tt e workin society is kinda scary...
u never noe who'r reali frens w who & e treachery or tricks behind those smiles.
who wld we act chge into? wt wld happen if 2 gd frens enter e same company?
wld e disaster happen too? wld it affect their frenship?
who's true to u...who's not... how much do u believe in u/them?

~人与人之间的关系真的很复杂, 多少的真心, 多少的欺骗, 你又知道多少?~

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i guess tis month isnt a smooth sailin one afterall...
muz eat more apples to kp e doc away frm me... far far away.
sorethroat, flu, cough. den tis mornin tummy nt tt gd. vomitted my breakfast.
bt well, at least i'm feelin so much better now.
luck hasnt been gd either.
those plans made had to be abolish w e receipt of e news.
wat i predicted wld happen, happened last nite.
b4 tt it was still e war of silence.
bt still, at least there ll b peace for 3 days.
i dn wish to noe wat will happen aft tt.
tis isnt e first time i receive such calls le.
m i reali so lucky?
so nxt time if got lucky draws, i shldnt stay la.
shld jus leave & i'll win e grand prizes.
rec'd another call today sayin tt i've won e 3rd prize in e event @ esplanade last friday.
of cos, b4 tt dey alr asked me2attend & gif me my no.
bt i din go la. obviously sth's not rite lo.
den dey called me tt nite2go collect e prize & of cos i say i bz.
jus nw dey called & told me e prize is USD $50K.
woohooo! tempting rite? bt of cos, dn trust them so easily.
i jus played ard askin for sum details b4 sayin i'm bz & hung up.
muahaha...
if onli tis is true... imagine wat i can do w tt sum of money.
ok. wake up! e main idea of tis post is...
DON BE A VICTIM IN THESE KINDA SCAM!!!
REALITY HURTS.... THERE'S NO SUCH GOOD LOBANGS!!!!!!!
shld i make a report on tis??
muahaha!

Friday, November 09, 2007

argh... i'm falllin sick... even b4 all e stuffs begin... all cos of a fried kueh. my throat is torturing me now... went to ah ma's hse on mon & realised tt she aged alot since e last time i saw her. haiz. gettin weaker too. n she jus cant stop her thoughts from gg wild. looking at her, stm i reali feel tt ageing is a scary process. bt at least managed to make her luff tt day at e expense of me n my nephew. was playin w him when i tripped n fell outside her room den wen we went to e living room, my nephew knocked his head! to tink he still imitate my fall by gg on his knees. haha. malu-ating. now my knees all blue black. haha! cant believe i was so 'lucky' tt day. soon aft tt, my nephew vomitted on me!!! ah! while all of us were enjoyin our ice-cream. i almost vomitted my icecream out too. cos e scene is too... unpleasant for me.haha! 2 of my aunts even threw away their barely eaten ice cream. haha! wat a bz day! :(

tues nite...i had my longest chat of e year ba... muahaha. from 10+ to almost 2am. thou we stopped for ard 40mins in b/w. yep. it was a nice chat. tok abt lots of stuffs. brought back alot of memories as we tok abt diff stuffs. it reali makes me wonder at times... is it good or bad to build up all those r/s & have those fears of em being affected by time & surroundings? well, enuff abt all this le ba. hey gal, duno if u'll read tis bt ya, even thou e past year haven been a smoothsailing one for u, don be too upset k? at times we'll have to go tru all this de. dn worry k? i'm sure e upcoming year would be better much better for u de k? smilez!

Friday, November 02, 2007

ahHhHh...so fast nov le...hai... i'm gg to hav a super duper bz nov! omg... hopefully i'll survive. yep. it's e opp cost. my colleagues alw tell me to pia more wen young... tt's wat i'm doin now. bt hope i'm not like a candle buring at both ends... haha! so i guess i wun be bloggin tt often or 'seen' online le. haiz... bz bz bz... bt yep. at least time will pass fast fast n i can fall asleep e moment i hit my bed. tt will call off my nites wen i lied on my bed n cant get to slp at all... haha! time has been passin too quickly le... so fast so tt i'm lost! wk have been piling up & i duno wat to start on at all!
soon...i'll have to gif up my slp too...hopefully, it's worth it & it'll be a gd experience ba. muz hang hang hang on!!!! more coffees & chicken essences pls!!! more motivatioN!!! :)

seen sth which i dn reali like today. how can a middle aged person jus walk by herself w her daughter in e pram n ignoring e elderly behind?? i mean ok la...elderly mite walk slower bt not once she turned ard to check if e elderly is ok anot. n e distance b/w em jus got wider n wider... so disappointed in her for tt act of hers.. or issit becos it's her so i'm more affected & disappointed in her??? which is which? :(

你要扮演好那个角色呢?
当你到这个世上, 你变成了你父母的孩子.
当你大概三岁时, 你可能上了学, 做一位学生, 别人的朋友.
但是, 你依然是你父母的孩子.
当你接近二十岁左右, 也许你成了别人的男/女友.
但是, 你依然是你父母的孩子.
当你步入中年时, 也许你已经成了家, 当了别人的老公/老婆, 你孩子的爸爸/妈妈.
但是, 你依然是你父母的孩子.
你的选择有是什么?
如果连基本的都做不好...又何必谈其他的呢?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

another wk has passed...hmmmm...went to visit my nephew on tues! super duper long din c him le. well, din expect to stay for e whole day de...but...he become so clever le...so much tt we can trick him w our usual tricks to get away! he jus hold my index finger tightly & refused to let me outta his sight. yep. plus e fact tt he's sick, i cant bear to leave him. so ended up kpin him company for e whole day. even brot him to c e doc. alr forgotten e fact tt young kids r scared of 'masked' doc. haha. till he started crying. 'doc bite bite!' omg. tis was wat he 'complained' to e nurses outside. onli managed to zao wen he went to slp. haha. was so tired at e end of e day. babysitting is hard job eh...haha. bt yep, seeing him smile makes everything worthwhile...

how i wish to go back to my childhood days...


e smile which alw melts my heart...


wearing his shoes by himself...clever boy :P

Friday, October 26, 2007

i was told by sum1 tt my previous posts were v.emo...
mayb ba...
mood wasn't tt well.
bt not due to any particular reason la.
there'll definitely be a period of time when i nd to shout out everything.
empty my mind of everything.

chatted w daryl today.
he mentioned abt sec sch days...
he said he had e most fun w our batch.
haha. i totally agreed w him.
our batch rocks!
den he mentioned abt another senior.
one who has alw been e target of teasings & mockings...
both of us felt guilty abt tt
cos more or less we did all those too.
bt at least we din do tt in front of him la
bad mouth behind ba.
g.u.i.l.t.y

i guess most of us will haf tis kinda feelings at times
all of us will do tis kinda tings too.
but have we spare a tot for e victim?
at times i guess e ans is NO.
doin tt is bad. mockin or teasing in front of e person is WORST.
i bet none of us wana become e victim oso.
perhaps it's cos we were young at tt pt of time.
年少无知
can i use tt excuse 4 my involvement too?
well, i guess most of us have grown up alr.
shall strive to be a better person.
wahaha.

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*What Hurts The Most*

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

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love tis song...
thou it's sad & makes me emo aft listening it at times.
muahaha!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007



recently there r quite a no. of news on their romance.

no...not ah xin n faye but ah Qing n Faye.

well, i admire their courage to make their romance known n show their love affair in e entertainment world esp when there r so many 'doggies' in their cty.

seriously hope it'd last & not be affected by e media or watsoever.

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*gg to restrict myself to 30mins for facebooking each time i cum online!*

Sunday, October 21, 2007

went to visit soonhui laz nite w e usual ppl...

glad to c tt he shld be recovering quite well.

aft we left e hse & sx gave tl a ride,

pong mentioned tt he's hungry & there we go...

JP Mac for supper.

wahaha.

chatted for quite sum while..

n listened to him abt his trip to Langkawi.

omg!

it further tempts me to leave tis hectic city.

to sumwhere where e lifestyle is much much slower & peaceful.

mayb i shld start saving up now...

enjoyed e chat last nite.

:)

Friday, October 19, 2007

a short phone call... a short sms... a short period of time...

it'll reflect e r/s b/w 2 ppl.

i like to observe e crowd, e ppl ard me.

i like to be respected... to be given enuf space to do my own stuffs.

i like it wen e ppl ard me are sensitive towards my feelings.

not over-sensitive of cos.

i like it wen ppl clear up tings w me n not leave me in doubt.

hate it wen i'm like taken for granted.

hate it wen i'm being maligned n not given a chance to defend myself.

hate it wen i'm misunderstood by a fren.

i like it wen i noe e ppl ard me cares.

hate it wen i'm treated w coldness & rudeness.

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突然好想好想离开这里

离开这喧闹的城市

离开周围的人

到一个宁静的地方或岛屿

安安静静地休息,

我不贪心, 三四天就好了

就让我好好充电

好好享受一下宁静的生活

我想这是大多数城市人所面对的事情吧...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

positivism... realism... interpretivism...

durkheim...comte...spencer...weber...

i cant take all at one go!!!

help!!!

*trying to find e sociologist in me... as for e counselling...we shall see...*

:(

Monday, October 15, 2007

well... hectic bt enjoyable wkend! yep! enjoyed myself super duper loads! even thou i ended my makeup lect @ 10pm on fri nite & had to wake up at 7.30am. muahaha! had to gif e sentosa trip a miss cos i've alr promised to mit up w my fellow band mates on sat. e last time all of us got tog was....was....4yrs back? i cant believe i couldnt rem so many ppl! most of em are my juniors who are 2yrs younger than us. neither did i tink tt we could act communicate so well thou it's been so long since we meet. imagine we act. chatted till almost 11pm & we left is cos swensen's closing alr!!! obtained lots updates from em & we took photos to commemorate tis day. muahaha. all thanks to daryl who took e efforts to org tis mini gathering. I guess stm as we grow up, we'll have chances to mit up w ppl whom we've not seen for ages & even thou there mite be sum awkwardness initially, it mite not last long too. I bet nuttin beats seeing your fren standing happily, chatting in front of u...

Den sunday came. dragged myself outta bed, feeling e pain in my tummy. another gastric attack? mayb. ate a pill immediately & had my brunch b4 i started preparing to go wk. wk was alright since i've e company of e crazy gal. (muaahaha! dn kill me/ start beating me after reading this k?) well, it's act my first time wk9 4hrs on sundays. other times i wk for e full 8hrs. mayb tt's y ba. first time in my stay dere, i act forgot to log out on time! anw, aft wk, went to mit shan & meikee for dinner first b4 sx joined us w her parents. muahaha! i like her parents siaz. damn on & enthu! yep! dey went to sing k w us too. eh no, i mean dey took their own room, we took our own. poor sx had to sing in 2 rooms. pro gal eh? haha! well, act we were onli supposed to sing for 3hrs bt sumhow, e ppl forgotten abt us & we sang till we drop. haha. nah, we sang 4hrs b4 leaving. ultimate le. i was freaking tired after tt can. haha! but yep, i'm sure all of us had lots fun. took sum funny videos. e downfall of xxx. muahaha! n some fotos. from e singing session, i discover another side of our dear shan. hahaha! n poor sx, sang till she no voice lidat. shall post e pics up bt guess, i shall leave e videos for myself. too hilarious & face-throwing le. e sudden coldness & hotness + e drinks muz have done sth to our mentality & made us all high & crazy for e moment.

well, din had so much fun over e weekend for quite a long while. i'm glad tt i managed to find time for my own social life. thou i hope i wun be paying a price for it. haha! reali reali luff alot tis wkend n i guess e weariness tt i'm facing rite now is worthy for all e fun. i guess we shld all learn to cherish our chance to enjoy ourselves & create memories for us to relive in future. who noes wen can we enjoy such moments again? another gathering/ outing pls???
photos time!

~Daryl's 21st bday celeb~
e bday boy cum organiser (our 'dear' senior. muahaha!)


tryin his best to stretch open his eyes widely...
~e gals~~NHSB cornet section 2002~
(missing quite a big portion of ppl)

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crazy session @ K- 141007
warming up for e excitement...



~e start of e high-ness~
SUPERMAN!!! FLY!!!

~ tt's all for now! :P ~

Friday, October 05, 2007

hmmm...life recently has slowed down a bit. not workin so much & act stoppin soon. met up w sx to have pizza lunch on mon! been craving so much for it! muahaha! went down to my RC to help pong book e pit for 3 consecutive days! all i can say is tt their service is LOUSY! it don have to be so troublesome de lo & poor pong had to make so many unanswered calls & wasted trips...
it's e first time we book & it's alr lidat. luckily in e end we still managed to get e pits. looking forward to e bbq on saturday! guess sum of us hav to be dere early to clean up. it's so dirty there!!! haha! i wan eat BBQ sotong! muahaha!

today's e official last day of my bro's sec sch life...
suddenly i cant reali rem wat did we do on our last sch day in NHSS!!!
i can rem grad nite etc... bt nt last day of sch.
can sum1 refresh my memory???
haha! suddenly miss e laksa there... & e fried mee etc.
wahaha!
miss playin netball/captain ball in quadrangle...
miss e band practices & performance.
e "BZCC" area.
wahaha!

不知为何心情有时有点乱, 不是难过而是有点不知所措的感觉.
可能是因为有了自己的空间有了自己的时间吧. 也不知道在做什么...
可能就是这样吧. 我想人都是奇怪的动物.
有时会突然怀念起那些时光, 虽然当时的我可能是很讨厌那些日子的.
有时以为一切都已经过去,
但是总是会有一些无聊的人或事再次把一切又提起
引起又一起的风波和困扰
有些人能够把欢笑带给你, 而有些就是专门让你不爽
你身边又有多少这些人呢?

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是非题
歌手:
范玮琪


每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷你
是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

*fallin in love with this song*

Monday, October 01, 2007

Tiring day!!!
wasnt supposed to be out e whole day...
wanted to do a bit of reading b4 i go mit em...
ended up rottin 4hrs at imm w my dad.
jus to get his hp.
he jus refused to let me go.
haha!
met sharon at imm.
saw her bros first.
haha. spore is small.
ran into her again for duno how many times later.
haha.


went back to office to slack a while to mit em.
felt so ps. haha!
supposed to mit em at 5plus de.
ended up 6plus.
den e 3 of us proceeded to Bugis for our long awaited steamboat buffet!
it's nice... n too spicy!!!
haha!
shld've jus choose 小辣
instead of 中辣.
imagine wat wld happen if we've chosen 麻辣加辣.
muahaha!
had lots fun luffing & eating.
shall find chance to go try other steamboats dere again.
~e sinful dinner~

*my dining partners*

scheming cheryl purposing moving back to maker her face so tiny!!!


Saturday, September 29, 2007

long time since i last blogged...
muahaha...
on e request of sum1...
i shall blog today.
:)
i duno wat have i been doin lately...
don worry. i'm still me...
haha.
jus that time seems to pass so quickly.
losing grasp of wat i'm doing...
went to mit chew & shan aft wk today.
chew went to get guitar.
haha..
i oso wan learn!!!
bt nt at tis pt of time ba.
gonna save up...
in future, i wana learn guitar... get my own guitar...
learn piano...
muahaha...
hope tt can be done.
n i wun become too stupid to learn.
work today was fine...
n i can finally announce e finalised date of my last day!!!
muahaha! yep.
15th Oct.
tt's e extreme.
yippee yea yea!
maybe i'll go back to office tml..
to enjoy e company of 2 fellow temps
n e peacefulness...
nah!
i don love e place...
it's cos i'm mtg em for dinner tml!
v.tired now..
been slpin at 2am since thu.
today's trip was a nice one.
we chat a lot n crap alot.
jus kp luffin n luffin...
shall slp soon.
steamboat buffet tml nite!
muahaha!
pizza lunch on mon!
omg.
*fat*
:)

Monday, September 17, 2007

it's a working wkend...
worked half day on sat.
full day on sun.
muahaha!


wk on sat was a short 4hrs...
spent a lil time crappin w sum ppl.
left 2mins aft 1pm to rush down to jp.
ratatouille @ 1.50pm.
n it turned out i wasn't e latest.
e movie was nice bt was disrupted by e nv-ending children's cryings.

den we went to sx's pl 2 play.
original plan was mj
bt we ended up playin wii.
n aft tt, i ended up w muscle aches.
realised pulling punches in e air isnt an ez task.
haha. bt tt was e most exciting one le ba.
making us pespire aft each game.
but yep. i had lots fun w em.


sunday...as usual, onli 3ppl will be in e office.
i stil like tt kinda feeling.
yep!
nt forgettin shin who called in to disturb us by feignin as a consumer.
luckily i wasnt e one who kana e call.
muahaha!


well... 4 more times to wk before my last day reali comes.
shall just take everything ez & finish off beautifully.
i hope! muahaha!
bt yep, learn quite a lot of stuffs there.
frm my observations.
be it r/s among colleagues or affairs of e heart.
how nice colleagues can become strangers
or how a gal can put up so much w a guy who broke her heart into pieces.

ok.enuf of all tis tok.
back to life...
time to settle my soci tut & read up!

oh ya! i act went w my parents to see e popular 'monkey trees' tis morning.
well, e crowd is reali big & i pity those grass dere.
i tink onli one of e trees reali gt e monkeys resemblances


managed to take a shot of it before i leave.lookalike?

well...it all depends on human's imagination.

Friday, September 14, 2007

another book down.
muahaha...
tt's e benefit of nt wk9 so much.
my 2nd bk in less than 2 wks.
if onli my texts are as interesting as those.


i love tis book...

since young, e 2 of em had been so close...

since young, fate has been meddling w their lives

separating em w e oceans n countries...

keepin em apart w e many new ppl they met.

since e day dey were borned till...

dey have been on tis world for 50 years.



YET...

dey managed to stay close.

w all e texting, emails, letters & cards.

fr pure friendship til love...

sum parts of it almost made me cry.

wahaha.

oh ya! e whole bk is jus purely emails & conversations + texts.

yep. it's how powerful it's. to convey e whole story in tt form.

amazed.


another book of hers tt's nice is "IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW"
sth along e same line but yet different.
yep.
in another form of expression

e 1st bk of hers tt i read was "PS I LOVE YOU"
a much much touching bk which gets me hooked onto her books.
til now, it's stil my fave bk out of all her books. (:
wahaha.


nxt book on my list...

"A PLACE CALLED HERE"


:)





Wednesday, September 12, 2007

tsai has left spore le...
it oso means...
sch kinda officially started le...
may e yr pass by quickly again so she can return again soon.
oh yes! my ear is finally unblocked!
jus 2min ago.
wen it's blocked since sat :(
haha!
finally can hear more clearly le.
bz days...
duno y did i agree to join em in e POEMS com.
yep. it's a gd experience at least can learn a lil' on stocks.
it's kinda exciting too.
to watch those stocks rise n fall.
if onli those were real money.
den i'm rich & dn have to brood over e wk prob.
muahaha!
been living in my own world.
lazy to sms...to tok...to meet up.
feel so worn out at times & tt days r passin too quickly...
so i appreciate those who took e initiative to sms chat.
thanks alot.
e onli person i've tok to other than those i met everyday is shin.
could chat w her during late hours.
another nite owl.
who wld suddenly call me up 2 chat.
well, i enjoy chattin w her still.
perhaps is cos of her contagious laughter.
nv fails to make me luff n luff.
n fall into slp till e nxt morning.
thanks!
spore kana tremor again.
wouldnt noe if not for shatec's sms to ask if i'm ok.
well, tt's v.sweet of her.
to sms to check on us.
touched by her sms.
e 1st person to show tis act.
well, may e good be repaid & gd luck alw follow her!
well, hope tis time rd there wun be too many victims.
can all e disasters stop?
suddenly feel tt it's happenin too oftenly in e recent years.
too much lives lost.
dn understand y sum ppl can stil make a joke out of it.
jus hope spore wld still stay safe.
shall carry on reading my books now.
falling in love w cecilia ahern's books!~!

Sunday, September 09, 2007

等了又等...
但是结果却不是自己所希望的
人就是这样
想法都是自相矛盾
自寻烦恼.
不去再想, 不去再烦
随心所欲
异想天开
~sum photos~

~me & shenlyn~

*me & vani*

~me + clarence + shenlyn~

* full force elites :) *

~ cheryl our cute darling~

* me & joseph*

i guess no matter how tough those times were...

i'll still miss em...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

been more than a week since i last blog...
feeling lazy to blog since my last entry.
would rather read my novels or watch shows online.
muahaha!

anw, went to celeb gk's bday laz wed.
silly boy had no idea tt we met up tt day was to celeb his bday.
ask him abt stuffs related to his bday
tell him wed's expenses r on us
he still blur blur till we brot out e waffle for him!
it wasnt meant to b a surprise at all loh.
bt in e end it was reali a surprise for him!
cos he din realise we noe his bday!
i'm glad all of us enjoyed e nice dinner & e ultra cold singing session!

den...followed by dept dinner on fri @ far east!
yep. i was on off tt day bt went back to join em 4 dinner.
so ps for being late n letting so many ppl wait.
it was a short dinner but e food was nice!
gt e feeling tt i'd run into sum1 whom i've nv c for ages
sum1 who loves to shop in far east.
n true enuf, i ran into her imm. after i left e restaurant.
yep. she's yulin!
missed hanging out w her...
bt glad to c tt she's fine.

sat...went to chevrons to k w nh ppl.
zhe was super high thou he drank onli sprite!
treating e seession as his concert.
& pong had to scare all of us w e song most of us like to listen to.
n i bet e few of us will nv choose tt song to sing ever again.
i'm still amazed by how e window moved itself.
n e figure-like tingy dere.
muahaha!

went back to wk again on sun.
thou a lil boring
it's super peaceful.
i like tt kinda feeling.

off on mon.
rushing through my farewell cards.
den stupid me, went to get cookie mix n started making cookies
all cos of my colleague who tempted me.
haha! well, at least it turned out well enuf to be eaten
bt yep. i dn tink dey look pretty enuf.
haha!

yday! was supposed to b e official end of contract @ NETS.
bt ya, e 4 of us will be helping out till end of sept
mon i'm wk9 alone w/o e other temps.
i'll miss em so much la. :(
so last day doesnt feel like last day to me yet.
haha!

stayed & waited for my fierce sup, wati till 7pm.
cos she suddenly gt e urge 2 go Q for donuts.
yep. donuts.
in e end, we dragged cheryl along
n she act gt so serious while tinking of wat flavors to buy
wen she's e one who 'mock' at us for bein so lame 2 Q for donuts!
muahaha!
guess how much we teased her aft tt.
it was reali a 110% luffin session la
we jus kept luffin n luffin. NON-STOP.
till my stomach muscles complain bt stil cant stop!
it has been a reali long time since i'm so happy n luff so much
esp wen i was so affected by wat happened at wk.
it reali sucks wen ppl tell u diff stuffs & ended up still doin e wrong stuffs
n mite even get sum1 into trouble.
i'm glad my sup isn't angry w me.
haha!

bt yep. i reali enjoy their company yday.
thou it's abit paiseh wen shin started luffin non-stop.
n it's contagious siaz.
muahaha!

suffering frm sorethroat since tue wen i had ljs w wati.
it hasn't got any better. :(
skipped lunch yday cos of a heavy breakfast.
din eat so much for a reali long time le lo.
all thanks to joseph for tt nice breakfast.
yday was his last day too.
all e best for his internship in china.
interesting place for internship.
muahaha!
~sum photos for now~

shall upload more fotos wen i'm nt tt lazy...

Saturday, August 25, 2007

have been bz lately...
din had much extra time for other stuffs.
worked on e laz sunday.
today leh...
went back to my alma mater ...
to help my cousin who's e vice chair of e alumini.
muahaha...
thou i was kinda reluctant...
havin to wake up early again tis mornin...
n nt being able to spend time catching up on my slp.
but yep. i'm glad i went. thou i had no food since 9am till i reach hm after e carnival.

first ting was...
i got to sit in a chio white mini cooper!
it's so so so chio la!
n u can c tt everyone on e road is lookin at us...
haha. ok not us. lookin at e cooper.
yep! freaking nice.
so envious of my cousin!

well, after decorating e alumini room, i jus slacked ard...
n ard... n ard... from 1pm till 5pm.
bt yep. i saw joel, one of my pri sch fren
& we chatted for a lil'while.
thou a bit awkward bt stil, i'm glad we at least tok.
saw e ex-principle & my p6 form teacher!
went over to tok2her & i'm glad she still rem us.
may not b v.clear bt still, a bit here n dere la.
afterall, it has been 8yrs since we grad.
omg! 8 yrs. din noe we're so old le.

den...alvin ng came!
he entered e alumini room & i'm like standin so close to him
haha! feel like a lil kid again...amazed by idol.
haha.nope i'm nt into idol stuffs bt ya, he's reali a shuai ge.
muahaha!
first time so close to a celebrity.
din had to squeeze or Q up to take pic w him.
even chatted w him for a while tog w my cousins.
well, all i can say is tt he's a nice guy la.
seeing e way he jokes ard w e pri sch students etc.
unlike sum1who din cum cos e sch doesnt wan 2 pay.
at least alvin ng made e effort to cum thou his schedule is v.tight.
tt sum1 shld feel guilty ba.haha!
not forgettin e other 2 young celebs.
magen from Homerun.
& ashley, another young actor.
n he's studyin in nanhua now too.
muahaha!

well, it feels kinda weird to step into my pri sch again.
nt exactly my pri sch cos it's nt e same campus.
bt still, it brings back fond memories...
~our simple decor made by cousin's fren~

*alvin...magen...ashley...alumini of JPS*


~ALVIN NG!!!~

*e aluminis!*

~me and magen (she doesnt look like e gal in Homerun rite?)~

*me & alvin ng* :)