e post b4 tis is jus a test... quite a lengthy one. can igore if u r nt interested...
tis wk is finally over... been feelin tired whole of tis wk. can i spend one whole day jus on my bed???haha!

anw, tuned in to 933fm tis morning...woo! DJ cruz teng attended e gala premier for Phantom of e Opera. his comments was so positive! i cant wait for wed to cum!!! (thou i noe i'l b super dead on thu...) he says he 'tot' it'll jus b a musical so he will jus listen to e songs faithfully or sth lidat..bt he was kept entertained tru'out e whole musical!!! hahaa!! cos of all e effects n pretty settings...n nt forgetting e lil magic tricks! so exciting!!!

5 MORE DAYS To GO!!!~~~ :)

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Which type of love have you experienced ..??

1) You have liked two people at the same time before.
A. Yes (Go to Q4)
B. No (Go to Q2)

2) You prefer younger person rather than older than you.
A. Yes (Go to Q5)
B. No (Go to Q3)

3) You usually declare your feelings first when you like someone.
A. Yes (Go to Q5)
B. No (Go to Q6)

4) You see your parents and couples like them as the ideal relationship between two, intimate people.
A. Yes (Go to Q7)
B. No (Go to Q5)

5) You prefer to wear colourful intimate apparel.
A. Yes (Go to Q8)
B. No (Go to Q9)

6) You would never forgive your partner for cheating on you.
A. Yes (Go to Q9)
B. No (Go to Q5)

7) You prefer to eat at home rather than to dine out.
A. Yes (Go to Q10)
B. No (Go to Q8)

8)You like Marilyn Monroe more than Audrey Hepburn.
A. Yes (Go to Q11)
B. No (Go to Q9)

9) You enjoy giving presents to people.
A. Yes (Go to Q12)
B. No (Go to Q11)

10) The two important qualities your partner should possess are human warmth and kindness.
A. Yes (Go to Q13)
B. No (Go to Q11)

11) You often fall in love at first sight.
A. Yes (Go to Q14)
B. No (Go to Q15)

12) You tend to pursue excitement over stability in love.
A. Yes (Go to Q14)
B. No (Go to Q15)

13) A divorce would be absolutely out of the question for you.
A. Yes (A-type)
B. No (Go to Q16)

14) You don't dislike reptiles or other creepy creatures.
A. Yes (Go to Q21)
B. No (Go to Q17)

15) You are against pre-marital sex.
A. Yes (H-type)
B. No (Go to Q17)

16) You often hear that you are sexy.
A. Yes (Go to Q21)
B. No (Go to Q19)

17) You firmly believe that love can be obtained.
A. Yes (Go to Q20)
B. No (Go to Q19)

18) You consider the person's educational and family background as a more essential factor for marriage than your feelings for him/her.
A. Yes (E-type)
B. No (Go to Q21)

19) You feel that anything is forgivable if you love a person.
A. Yes (B-type)
B. No (Go to Q20)

20) You often desire things that other people already possess.
A. Yes (D-type)
B. No (C-type)

21) Your relationships never lasted longer than 3 months.
A. Yes (G-type)
B. No (F-type)

The Results:
\ A-type: Cinderella Type \
Just like Cinderella, you were the heroine of a beautiful and happy love story in your former life. This does not mean that you were born with this privilege or that you necessarily had this happiness until the end of your life. You actually witnessed the harshness of reality as child, including the loss of your parents and poverty. But all this darkness disappeared the moment you met the love of your life and a new bright light started to shine toward your way. You ultimately gained happiness and honor through love. Both of you genuinely loved each other and enjoyed a blissful life for a very long time. It is just natural that this genuine life in your previous existence can only be a blessing in this present moment. This may be the opportunity to work for charity by helping out other people in need and to be thankful.

\ B-type: The Charitable type \
You were the devoted lover in your former existence that dedicated your whole being to the object of affection. When you fell in love, you forgot about everything else including your own self. You experienced a lot of pain because many people took advantage of your kindness. All your lovers were beautiful people but they possessed narcissistic qualities, which was the result of your breakups. Their selfishness never allowed them to return the love that you continuously provided for them. But you never despised them for the wounds they left on you. What you should do in this life-time is to become more sensible, rational, and calculative, so that you will not have to endure so much pain as you did in the past. Don't just settle for anyone who crosses your path but wait patiently for someone who will provide you with a reciprocal love.

\ C-type: The Lascivious type \
You were a very fickle person in your previous life, who could not stay with one partner for a long time. Love was something you had to experience through as many people as possible and only then were you happy as a person. You met many, diverse people whom you shared an intimate relationship with. Although you were an amorous lover, you possessed a cold and rational mind. It gave you this power of never being hurt by someone. It will be difficult to settle down completely for you unless you meet a very charismatic person that will capture your entire heart. And a journey for you would not completely end with marriage either.

\ D-type: The Reckless type \
You were the center of a love triangle or an immoral love that was destined to end tragically. Your rash and independent spirit set the stage for a love story like this. You were an egocentric character who broke many people's hearts. In this way, you were much like the C-type that was previously mentioned. You moved on from one person to another as soon as that spark or passion for you faded. A person who existed as this type in the past is bound to be affected by these remnant qualities today. This is why it is vital to appreciate the other person in your relationship now and to become more mature. Getting rid of your selfish desires may be the key to a happy relationship for you.

\ E-type: The Romeo and Juliet type \
You are one of the few people who experienced the most passionate love affair in your former life. It was love at first sight and both of you could not think of anything else during the day than to dream about each other. It was a Romeo and Juliet love affair, which may not have ended in disaster just like in the story. Your families may even have been very accepting about your relationship. But the likelihood of a passionate love increases the more obstacles are between the two lovers. But the affection tends to fade when there is no conflicting element involved.
Therefore, it is important for you to be more patient in your present relationship. The challenge is to keep that passion going by constantly introducing new and interesting ideas.

\ F-type: The Plain type \
You did not find love through your own actions but with the help of other people. You were in your own comfort zone, so that it was not necessary for you to find someone special. This is why you were far away from experiencing a fervent love affair. Everybody accepted your relationship with your partner and stability may be have been the pivotal characteristic of your love. Many people would not even consider this peaceful and simple relationship to be love but it may just be the true essence. You may feel perfectly comfortable with an arranged marriage.

\ G-type: The Abusive type \
There is no human being who perfect and therefore a certain contradiction exists within us. Thus, an internal conflict between cruelty and kindness is apparent in us. You were familiar with this conflict in your previous life, where mistreatment was used on people. There was a lot of anger in you and this may be a reason why you were open to challenges without a blink of an eye. You often found this sardonic pleasure when you made a person feel sad or perplexed. Monotony did not exist in your vocabulary and so you looked for excitement. A little child exists in you that is waiting for stability and you have shot at finding love when you find the person who is able to provide this comfort for you.

\ H-type: The Glass Marble type \
You were a purely naive person who was scared to be hurt. This led you to love a person from afar but the chance that you came together was very slim. You were a sociable person but oddly enough, you became the shy and quiet person in front of the person you liked. The painful event occurred when the day your object of affection became another person's mate and moved to another faraway place. You have to accept the fact that you will not see a relationship in the future if you don't start gaining some courage to make that crucial advance. You can start with taking subtle steps toward that person.

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went to visit my grandma on mon... almost the whole day gone bt i dn mind. cos i enjoyed myself. she fell on sun n scratched her arm. i was so worried wen i heard tt. afterall, she's alr kinda old n nt in v.gd health. luckily, it's nt a bad fall n she managed to break her fall. if nt, i dn dare to imagine e consequences.

anw, went to fetch my nephew over to grandma's hse. haha! he's reali one cute boy!!! cant imagine he's onli one yr old. he was holdin a saliva filled jelly on his hand n i was carrying him. my aunties were like all trying to test him n see if he'll share his jelly w em n he did.he didn't disappoint em. BUT... i din ask for his jelly cos i dn wana touch his saliva. noeing tt i dn wan to 'eat' his jelly, n tt i'm afraid of his saliva, e more he tried to shove his jelly to me. i jus kp dodging n dodging wen i'm still carrying him. he still luff as he sees me dodging! haha.. in e end, he jus shoved e whole jelly on my face n luff , clappin his hands happily!!! omg! so mischevious bt adorable! haha! cant bring myself to get angry w him makin my face full of his saliva oso..haha!

cant forget e look on his face wen he walked over to me w pacifier in his mouth n his blanket hung over his shoulder...e smile on his face... to ask me to carry him while he slp! he's nt exactly very light... haha... luckily i was sitting down... hahah...playin w him reali makes me forget everything else on my mind...haha!

been listening to 933fm everynite..like e new host. n her short stories. v.meaningful...n nice. tings she said sets me pondering at times... haha...a v.nice program which last til 1am... haha!

要忘记事情不是逼着自己要忘记, 而是不在去再想它,继续过正常的生活
真正的忘记是当你再次想起时, 你会问自己"以前我有这样做?"
这才是真正的忘记吧...

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went to settlers' cafe @ holland v yday w e usual gang. had loads fun there... luffin n playin. creatin a din! haha.. felt so tired aft that. but it was fun la...haha...perhaps we mit too late le. so din mit for long...haha!

anw, guai kia found a song which i've been lookin for v.long time!!! haha.. reali muz thank him.. it's an old song...heard it wen i was young n i can still rem till now. reali like tis song...

叶良俊的《爱你不是爱给别人看》

也许下次见面的时候，心中会有一丝茫然恍若隔世,

毕竟我们从不曾分别那么久，月光正明亮把我们分隔两方。

每次相爱我总不设防，无能为力面对任何谣言和中伤，

你去回想过去我对你怎么样，让你去猜疑是我最大的遗憾。

冷冷夜色总是教人彷徨，我不相信那是因为太孤单，

爱情世界可以是很简单，我不相信相爱下场是如此荒凉。

我爱你不是爱给别人看，何必去管别人怎么讲，别让世界教你迷惘

我爱你不是爱给别人看，何必去猜别人怎么想，

在你心中留个地方，容许我坚持向你证明，爱真的可以地老天荒。

hw do u noe hw impt u r to sum1 n hw impt sum1 is to u? u can find out tru times of troubles bt perhaps it'll b even clearer tru daily observations... hw often promises r made bt broken... e number of times he/she miss a date for sum1 else, for sth else. hw often words of concern are given + received..nt onli durin troubled times bt oso daily life... cos durin troubled times most ppl will show their concern...like 'touch n go' tt kind... onli true ones 'touch n stay'...

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back 2 lectures n more lectures... anw came across sth pleasant wen i watched e news tonite.
a china couple who are both ice-skating experts (i tink) took part in sum competition n won. after e prize presentation, amidst all e applause n cheers, e guy knelt down in front of everyone n proposed to e gal. wow! best rite? so cool n romantic. haha! all e best to em!

imagine u r a guy in a r/s for several yrs n u don haf a gd job w unstable income. yr gf, on e other hand, does well in her law studies n had a chance to go overseas to complete her masters. she tells u tt she will stay instead cos she doesnt wan to b separated fr u. wat wld u do?
tis was wat gary cao ge faced. guess wat he did? he chose to betray himself n forsake his beloved. n till nw, he did't regret. he still kp in touch w e gf who is doin very well in overseas. i like wat he said. he will not regret his decisions. becos they r irreversible n so, jus make e best out of it.
betraying yrself muz be hurting...

背叛

雨 不停落下来 花 怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀

爱 只剩下无奈 我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹著空白 缺了一块 就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye 当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管 只要你能愉快

心 有一句感慨 我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看 那些片段 还在不在

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went to KAP aft gg sim w chieu... wow...den i realised e last time i went there was... 2yrs back? wen e few of us gathered there to finish up tsai's bday card. haha... n i rem tt day i even skipped sch. missed econ lect, cos onli one lecture tt day i tink. (haha,excuses!) more convenient to go there frm my hse ba... yep. haha.. still rem tt day. haha.. wonderful time thou it's a short one.

an enjoyable one...

yep. tis is e foto i managed to dig out. fond memories...

miss hangin out w u guys!!!

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stared at e screen for a long time... forgot wat i wanted to blog abt le...haha...
oh ya..finally rem... watched e laz ep of e 10pm show on mon... haha...

one of e female leads was sayin... perhaps she's too strong... too independent... so much so tt her other half alw find tt she doesnt nd him at all.. tt's y her r/s alw din work out... so does tt means tt gals shld nt be independent at all n rely lots on their other halves? bt tot guys wun like gals who r too sticky or too dependent? haha.. i guess it's e environment she's in tt caused her to be strong n independent. afterall, she's a madam. i mean, deep down in all women's hearts, who wouldn't want to find a guy so reliable, who love her more than she loves herself, so much so that she can put down her armour, her brave front n jus depend on him? haha... mayb jus not too much independence or dependence ba...but usually e line tt seperate both is blurred...

sth else from the show... quite interesting too.. kope tis fr a fren cos lazy to type out... hee...
It's about how man perceive woman in term of food.. interesting...

Women in 20s are like buffet ..High in demand ..Everyone will be fighting for them
Women in 30s are like fast food .. Grab and go
Women in 40s are like vegetarian food ..Only being remembered on 1st day and 15th day of lunar month
Women in 50s are like CNY reunion dinner ..Enjoy happiness once a year only
haha...is tis reali e case??? guys, don take women for granted k? haha~

anw, thanks to all those out there who sms-ed/ tagged aft readin... dn worry i'm fine. jus wana shout it out here onli. yep. thanks tsai, shan, soonhui... thanks shatec & ch (duno if u'll b readin tis..). thanks alot for yr concern...

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我知道我不应该那么说...那句话一出口就是一个错误,我就知道事情会变得更糟.
想说 '对不起', 但是这三个字就好象咔在我喉里, 根本出不来.
很抱歉,我真的不是有意惹你生气的.
只是真的受不了你对他的溺爱, 也许我是嫉妒,但也是有理由的吧.

他从来就无需自己亲自动手, 饭来张口,衣来伸手
你凡事都迁就他,为他设想, 造成今天的局面
有时,我真的很想恨他
但,我就是做不到

有时, 我很羡慕他的个性, 潇洒, 完全不顾他人的感受
也只有他, 才能 '制服' 你的牛脾气
可能他就是遗传你的吧.
这样的我, 你会是怎样对待我?

只做我喜欢的是, 我行我素, 完全不管其他人
自己做决定,无需担心你是否会生气,会失望
可能也就不会因为你的一言一语, 一举一动,不受你的约束.
自由自在, 那时的我会比较开心吗?

就因为这样, 今天的心情真的是糟透了...
整个人好象要崩溃, 就因为你说的那些话.
我的心好痛, 我知道我也有错
但是请你站在我的立场想想.

爱我的人和我爱的人
对不起,我爱你.

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had few days break since my paper. bt ya, jus nt much mood to blog. bz watchin hana kimi n slackin ard. finally finished e show bt ya, endin wasn't reali nice. haha! had fun yday watchin 'jus follow law'. my third movie for e 2weeks. horrible. i muz stop gg to e movies!!! haha... went tl's hse to play mj. i tink tis is e first time i had so much fun playin mj. haha... mayb cos laz nite my luck was quite gd ba...or shld i say e seat i'm sittin is gd??? haha...

went to e IT show on fri w chieu. woo...so freakin packed.. bt it's expected of cos.haha.. n there... haha... no more buyin of new clothes for e nxt few weeks... no more sumptuous meals... no more movies... till i can earn back e money... hahaha... all cos of tis sleek K3. haha... was contemplatin for a long while ever since i saw e news, n it caught my eye...haha..

yep. tis is K3. isn't it chio? haha.. my new precious... bt due to e sensitive screen, i v.stressed wen i'm using it..haha! oh ya! e salesman who served me is cute!!! haha.. big eyes! dimples, v.friendly too... bt tink he shld b younger than us...haha..since i'm hafin hols n others are all bz, i decided to wk again... n mayb TRY to do sum wk b4 sch starts nxt wk...(notice is TRY?) haha...

oh ya, wat's happenin to e IT show? it's like a showcase of chio bus...haha... attract more guys to buy??? haha...

anw, i saw sum1 who looks reali like xj! haha... if i'm nt in jurong area, i mite reali mistook e guy for xj. omg! haha... i was stunned for a moment wen i saw him... scary! haha! tt's all for now!

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yep.mock is finally over...hard time revising tis time nw..jus isnt't in e rite mood for muggin i guess. din reali slp well too. insuff slp ah!!! haha... shld b hafin holidays til nxt fri i tink.haha! hopefully can enjoy a bit if nt, aft tt will b intensive revision le. haha!

watched two movies for e past 3 days. protege is nt bad. shows e bad tings abt takin drugs... but it's a lil gross at times...esp e dying part n e injection parts. yucks! hopefully tis show will deter ppl frm takin anymore drugs.

went to watch hannibal rising tonite. it was e decision of chieu n guai kia. haha..cos they finished their banking paper 1.5hrs b4 i finished my 4essays. ps! i tried my best to finish asap le. haha..i act took 3.5hrs to finish 4.obviously, my ans wun worth 25marks each. bt i duno wat to write le. haha...hannibal was gruesome actually. jus plain killin n eating of human flesh. but i guess u cant blame him totally for his cruelty. afterall, he's exposed to such violence at such a young age. seriously, i sympathised him instead. being tormented for so many years... haiz...

suddenly dn feel like growing up. i jus wana stay at tis age!!! stay younger even better. perhaps it's due to a nightmare which i had days ago. one so scary which made me woke up crying. scary! yep. e older u are, e more deaths u'd face. i wouldnt noe wat wld happen to me wen i encounter sunch incidents. mayb it'l be better if we dn nt noe so many ppl. in tis way, e number of deaths we must face wouldnt b as great too...

pls bless e ppl ard me!!!

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