been bz at wk... e onli time which i'm able to cum online is every mornin... b4 i leave hse 4 wk while i'm hafin breakfast. so sad rite? hafin training for two weeks. e 1st wk jus ended... hmmm... n it's onli 5 days n i had alr had like...6-7 tests? horrible rite? n their passing marks is 75/100. no logic rite? haha! anything lower than that, it'l b retest again. it's so crazy lo. n i'm e onli one who hafen had any retest. meaning...others took more test than me. so dey shld b worse off? yep. trainin is tiring n fun at e same time. stm it's jus purely gossiping session. bt ya, at least e trainer is not 24/7 stern-looking n e ppl dere are mostly friendly ppl. haha! n ya, my fellow trainees r crappy. v.crappy n funny. took another test today. n i tink 80% i'l haf to re-take it. too much info to rem le. although e trainin is tiring...i learn lots stuffs i guess. how e platform works n all e systems. if not, i wun find out all e misconceptions i had initially abt tis organisation.

throat nt exactly v.well now. tink drank too much milo frm e dispenser. haha... i realise it's so much easier to drink w tt. lazy ppl's best friend! haha! gt mocha too! haha. nice! tt's hw i ended up w sore throat nw i tink. discover quite a few coffeeshops w nice food too! haha~ tink i mite jus grow fat w all e sittin down n eating... haha! shall update again soon wen i'm free ba...

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just a story to share... it's touching...

wat's meant to b yrs will b yrs. wat's nt meant to b yrs... dere's no way u could get it back...

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。 　　蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。

上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

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Back from the chalet le...gg tru e aftermath of chalet now... due to insufficient slp n freakin weather... haha..slept onli 1+hr for e first nite. stayed up all e way tilll 4.40am to play w my cousins... haha! den woke up at 7am again. bt tt doesnt mean i slept in b/w. too many ppl le la... ended up slpin on e cold hard floor w my bro. cant reali slp well... haha!

day 2... helped my auntie to clear up e place n prepare for curry b4 bringin my niece n nephew out for a walk. it'd haf been great if e sun wasnt tt strong. haha! played v.ball for a while n den went to c em play in e pool. haha! so fun... was splashin water at each other n tryin not to get caught by e lifeguard. haha! cos sum of us din bring our swimsuits dere ma. n we wanted to play. haha! e drizzle came suddenly n all of us started runnin back. my cousin lead us n all of us jus followed blindly. she jus ran into another bungalow n dere were 3 ladies staring at us w e look of astonishment as if we were a bunch of professional killers. haha! so malu-ating la... sum1 shouted "wrong alr la!" n we dashed off as quickly as we came, leavin e 3 ladies in shock. haha!

started BBQ-ing w cousins i'm more comfortable w n we were all jokin n laming ard. e 'gays' appear tog with all e 'yes mdm' 'yes sir'. haha! oOooh...i simply love e sotongs & prawns w belachan! it's freakin nice! my aunt n cousin super nice... remove prawns shells for us! haha! it reali benefits lazy ppl like me! haha! den we started preparin for bombs!!! yep! we bombed at nite! haha! one of my cousins got a 'face' shot rite at e start n we started lookin for his specs b4 we con't w e 'war'. haha... at e end of e game, i was drenched n tired bt hafin lots fun. haha!

yep. soon, we helped to pack up a lil' since we don plan to stay for e nite. i wouldnt wan to slp on e floor again. while e others slp on e bed. haha! yep. in e end left at almost 1am. haha! i'm glad my ah ma went for tis chalet n i could see tt she was enjoyin herself thou she couldn't reali join us in all e activities. helped her to walk all e way to e pool to c my nephew swimmin n could c tt she dn reali haf much strength. was so afraid i wld trip n bring her down w me. massage her legs n saw how dry her legs were. e skins were all peeling. omg. i was afraid tt e massage wld injure her or wat la. cos e skins were alr. peeling. luckily she say it isn't painful. yep! nxt up would b her 84th bday celebration in july!!! haha! cant wait for it to b here...

bt ya, i agree w few of my aunties. we are dere to enjoy ourselves. not to help ppl clean up. sum ppl shld jus b more considerate n clear their tings after eating. nt leavin dere to attract all e ants n assume dey do not nd to clear. yep.

tis was how i spent my 1st nite. playin bishi bashi, daidee n slap jack.

my right palm was red at e end of e game.haha!

my beloved nephew preparing for his swim!

~e most traditional game of 5-stones~

admire their skills

yep! he's tryin to imitate my mom n aunties. tryin out his skills!

oh yes! he was so cute! he hurt his hand while playin w sparkles n a blister was formed. he acted pitifully n kp askin my cousin (his uncle) to sayang him. kp sayin "ah pek...hoo hoo...pain pain". he cheered up for a moment b4 repeatin tt again. i was in e room w him n he ran to me n said e same ting! "yi yi... hoo hoo...hug hug..." omg! kids nowadays are clever!!! very clever!

work starts tomolo...haiz...hope i'll b able to do well!

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dinner w e nh peeps haf alw been nice. n e food was nice yday too.thou it was a bit too much. haha! m glad tt hh managed 2 join us n help us finish one plate of food. went to sign contract b4 tt. yep. found a job n startin on mon. haiz. prayin hard tt it'll b nice n smooth. couldnt join sharon n yilin for drinks cos i nd to be up early today. yep. let's meet up again soon k? apologies for being unable to join u guys...

went to tiong bahru market w my family n met my aunt. haha! first time ate so much for breakfast. ate laksa, chwee kueh, drank soya bean. den half an hour later, went to ya kun 4 teas n coffees & toasts. haha! was bloated wen noon came. haha! shopped ard at TBP b4 cumin JP to get groceries again. wen i reached hm, i'm super duper shagged. haha! bt i had fun... it's not often e whole family gets to dine out tog n shopped together. i'm glad today turned out fine n hope tt there will be more to cum... haha!

gg for chalet soon... duno shld go tml or on sat. since sat's e bbq. haha! go extra day muz bring extra set of clothes. lazy. hee! it's sorta e 1st time we go chalet w e whole family. n i reali mean e whole family. tink there will b at least... 40ppl? haha! cant wait act... wana play vball, frisbee n... my cousins suggest BOMBS! haha.. a popular game wen we were in sec days. so long din play le...haha! hangin out w em makes me feel as if i'm back in sec sch days.haha! tt's all for now ba... tink i'l b v.sian wen i'm back on sun... cos tt means i've to wk nxt day. haiz.. new environment... wish me luck!

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~ sum photos taken durin my cousin's 21st bday~

~decorating & preparing for food!!!~

~ my adorable nephew!!! ~

~poor cousin gettin bullied~

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suddenly feel tt humans are scary creatures. it's horrible to c hw scary dey can be wen sth crops up. wen unhappiness arise. i'm glad we weren't dere wen e war arose.

wen war arose, e commoners suffered most. cos dey were those that are stuck in e middle.

seriously, i pity em lots.

thou i'm nt dere, i can picture e whole tingy. how could he bear to do tt?

ignoring e pain n heartaches he mite bring to her?

esp wen her health is alr on e rocks.

i'm glad tt dey are dere to support her. to prevent her frm gettin too agitated.

bt him...he's reali a goner.

cant believe tis kinda guy exist in tis world.

hw could he bring himself to create all tis chaos?!

did he tink of e consequences? or how he's gg to face all e others?

dislike tis kinda person. pls don let me run into another one of tis kind.

dislike irresponsible ppl...dislike ppl who make empty promises...dislike ppl who raise ppl's hopes n destroy em at e nxt moment...

为了不伤害别人而伤害自己...

值得吗???

为了自己的利益而伤害你最亲的人

最后仍然还是自己受伤

这是你要的后果吗?

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anyone interested in this play???
click on e pic to find out more.haha~

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read tis on email n tink it's kinda meaningful...so shall post here...

~OOLONG TEA~

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea...You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.
Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.'

'Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea,' she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the Oolong. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The Oolong tea was unique, however. After they were in the boiling water , they had changed the water color and taste.
'Which are you?' she asked her daughter.

'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a Oolong tea?

Think of this: Which are u? Are u the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do u wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Are u the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did u have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have u become hardened and stiff? Does yr shell look the same, but on the inside are u bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or are u like the Oolong tea? The tea actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the tea, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level?

How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a Oolong tea?

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人一身当中有许多转角,

不管是好是坏,

你都需要很大的勇气去面对.

你能做的到吗?

~在下个转角又会遇到什么事呢?~

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went to k w my k partner n soonhui. it's another cold cold session bt we had lots fun. nt much disturbance too. haha! it was reali fun n i enjoyed myself. rite partner??? haha~ yep. enjoyin my days at home. bt still keepin a lookout.

haha~ i finally found e mp3 tt most of us are looking for. tis song is reali nice. i like e lyrics...

the link to get e song is here.

enjoy e song!!!

shall kp tis a short short entry.

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bot a bk durin my trip to foodfair w mom tt day. cos mph was hafin sales too. bot 1 bk onli. if onli i'm nt tt broke, i'd haf bot more. i like e feelin of buyin new books to read. like to own books. haha! finished tt bk in a day. so i've nuttin much to do again. haha! will re-read harry potter's bks 1st b4 i go lib. haha! gonna refreshed my memory b4 e movie release~

e book is quite interesting. it's "Toxic Bachelors" by Danielle Steel.
e story revolves ard 3 men. yep. filthy rich guys of certain age le. they had their fair share of romance n went tru sth which caused em to lose confidence in r/s, marriage and familes. they led a very fast paced life. 1 a successful lawyer, 1 an artist n 1 e successor of a huge firm. so every yr, e 3 of em will meet tog n go on a hol on e yacht, Blue Moon, owend by e successor. dey would tour e sea for 1 month! yep. jus e 3 of em onli. n dey ll stop by e few islands to haf meals, n enjoy e nite life tog. ocassionally, dey would stil get into those never lastin romance w e ladies on those islands. bt nt e one which would change their minds abt e serious r/s. until tis year... n til e artist met a bunch of gals...

soon, e artist got tog w e woman n told e successor abt his r/s. afraid tt e artist wld get hurt once more, afraid tt there'll b one bachelor missin frm their annual 'bachelors' club trip', dey gt into a heated argument n parted angrily. yep. e 'attachment' of one resulted in a test of friendship among e 3 frens. soon, dey sorted out everything n both e successor n lawyer found their other halves too. n more problems arose. yep. bt stil, tings will eventually haf their solutions. :)

it's a bk on test of friendship... test of trust... test of love...

nice bk~

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