Friday, February 29, 2008

once in 4yrs!

today is e 'leap' day! haha!
once every 4 yrs...
supposed to catch e movie w pri sch frens tonite
bt had tuition so push till tml!
lookin fwd to tt! :P

我想老天是公平的吧

一个人的快乐和不快乐都是差不多吧

那天的我很快乐

隔天的我很沮丧

都是一种循环

有时的我很害怕得到快乐

因为这代表另一天我可能会很难过

很不想再次尝到苦的滋味

只想尝到甜甜的滋味

好贪心好懦弱吧


有时又觉得老天不公平

为何他人快乐的时光总是用不完

为何他人总是顺顺利利

矛盾吧?

这就是命运.


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又有人问要不要出国的事...

啊啊啊!!!

搞得我心痒痒

我好想马上走出这里

为何上一期的多多我没中?

哈哈!

不然,我就可以不管三七二十一地出国了!

i wana runaway!

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today is a long day...

yet a day filled w both happiness n sadness...

enjoyed eshort chat w a fren.

wat lies beyond today?

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

没遵守的承诺

"承诺是金"
每一次都提醒自己要遵守对他人的承诺
一直记得对他人说过的话
却一次一次忘了对自己的承诺

逃避了第一次...
第二次...
总是给自己理由, 为自己辩护.
其实, 问题还是出现在自己

不再给自己理由或辩护
因为它们都是借口
成为让我再一次犯错逃避的...
借口

Friday, February 22, 2008

sth's definitely wrong w me...
while ppl are all aiming for high high distinctions...
i'm actually aiming for sth lower...
:(
been 'snack-ing' on alot...
in b/w meals...
wen i'm muggin late into e nite...
appetite has been too gd recently..
or isit due to e high stress level?
gotta do sth abt it b4 it gets outta ctrl.
clses ended officially alr.
mock starting nxt wk n soon...
it'll be both local n UOL revision...
a long battle...
C.O.N.C.E.N.T.R.A.T.E.
i definitely nd e power of this word!

Just a short lil' test which i tink is quite accurate...Rem to write down yr ans for ez reference.

1. When do you feel your best?

a) in the morning B) during the afternoon and early evening C) late at night

2. You usually walk...

a) fairly fast, with long steps B) fairly fast, with little steps C) less fast head up, looking the world in the face D) less fast, head down E) very slowly

3. When talking to people you..

a) stand with your arms folded B) have your hands clasped C) have one or both your hands on your hips D) touch or push the person to whom you are talking E) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with.

a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side B) your legs crossed C) your legs stretched out or straight D) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...

a) big appreciated laugh B) a laugh, but not a loud one C) a quiet chuckle D) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...

a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you B) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know C) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted..

a) welcome the break B) feel extremely irritated C) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?

a) Red or orange B) black C) yellow or light blue D) green E) dark blue or purple F) white G) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...

a) stretched out on your back B) stretched out face down on your stomach C) on your side, slightly curled D) with your head on one arm E) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...

a) falling B) fighting or struggling C) searching for something or somebody D) flying or floating E) you usually have dreamless sleep F) your dreams are always

POINTS:

1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6

2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c ) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1

3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6

4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1

5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2

6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2

7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4

8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1

9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1

10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 ; (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

>60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 - 60: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 - 50: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 - 40: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 - 30: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, ext remely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature..

<21:>

True anot? tt's up to u to decide... :)

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

all i can say is...
LIFE is fragile...
whilst sum ppl r wasting their lives away...
sum r tryin so hard to stay alive.

which r u?

Friday, February 15, 2008

came w e intention to blog...
bt sumhow i jus stared at e empty screen for ages...
was awoken by a horrible nitemare tis morning...
sharon said it was e after-effects of wz's singing...
muahaha...i doubt so...
perhaps it's due to e lil' fear tt's hiding in a dark corner of my heart...

tis yr vday was spent w my dear frens @ K...
sumhow i was so so so tired...
bt still, e session turned out to be fun...
thanks alot for e cake sharon...
thanks wz for all e singing..
muahaha.

life's gonna be hectic soon i guess...
muz muz MUZ study.
pls get me into e muggin mode.
no more youtubing...
no more stoning sessions at my own personal time.
no more silly tinking...
yep...NO TIME!

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人与人之间的关系真的很奇怪
几时我才能猜透一切
看清楚周围的人
是敌是友 是陌生人 还是过路人

*我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱

我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻 彼此依赖
是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的*

...我真的不想懂得 也不想去猜...

Monday, February 11, 2008

wow...e past few days were kinda hectic. imagine i had 4 straight meals of steamboat since eve till 2nd day of cny... fei si le... muahaha. tis yr cny is a lil diff frm e previous yrs...alot of 1st times.


1st time there were so few ppl over@ my ah ma's hse. (paternal side).
1st time we spent cny @ my aunt's new hse. (maternal side)
1st time me n my bro stayed dere for so long n i chatted w ah ma for so long.
1st time my ah ma (maternal) joined us at da yi's hse on chu er...
seeing her clappin along as singing as my aunts sang crazily...
it was reali a nice yet simple scene filled w warmth.
i bet e glasses of red wine n XO aint e main culprit.
it's their nature. muahaha.
gr8 entertainment!

chu san is back to my aunt's new hse...
feeling bored...
me n cousins n bro went to complex n played badminton for 3 hrs!
realise i've ZERO stamina nw :(
nw, e tot of 10km scares me...
my body is no longer tt gd...
train train train.
pls gif me all e motivation to start runnin again.

yday was e 1st time i went to wk for a concert.
yep...a brand new experience.
sth like usher n traffic control.
thou a lil tiring...it's kinda fun ba...
n i get to watch e concert.
thou it's e concert tt is filled w aunties n uncles.
yep. it's e duno wat 888 concert w tt famous guy.
who says aunties cant hav idols?
all i can say is they can b worse than youngsters, everyone of us!
scary peeps who can get so upset wen we dn allow em to go near him.
one of em act shouted fr her seat n broke down, scaring e popular guy.
wk ended @ 11pm eventually n i was so so shagged at e end of e day.
whole day listenin to old hokkien songs...

chu er at da yi's hse oso listen to old hokkien songs.
tis is e 1st cny i'm exposed to so many old hokkien songs...
i need more new songs to get over w all e old hokkien songs!!!
HEELLLPPP!!!

...sum fotos...

...our big big family...(bt tis is not e full force)

my ah ma w her daughters!!! ( missing 2 aunties)

Thursday, February 07, 2008

yx & chunyu's 21st!

haven been bloggin for quite a while...
cos i'm sick!...hai. yep. definitely e wrong time to b sick.
mite b e after effects of all e parties n shoppin...haha..
had lots fun @ yx's n chunyu's 21st parties...

been years since e last time we met up.
i'm glad tt chunyu invited us to her party.
we've known each other since p4!
so so so long...

mixed feelings actually wen i first received her invitation.
afterall we haven met for so long.
i bet most of e ppl dere were strangers
n i dn reali like tt kinda situation.

i'm so glad tt tings werent tt bad at all...
e 3 of us jus kept chattin while e bday gal mingle ard.
being e oldest frens ard...
we were act e first batch 2 take fotos w her :)

den we waited till most of her guests leave b4 she's free to chat longer w us.
haha...
n tt day ended beautifully w our "Leap Year" date.
of cos...hopefully we wun mit up onli once after every 4 yrs.

oh yes. i muz compliment her other frens.
yep. other than e normal present, dey gt her a cake.
at e first look, we duno if tt's a cake or a sushi platter at all...
wonderfully disguised w salmons n rolls n even tempura.
haha. bt of cos dey r all part of e cake! special.

reunited after so many years... too bad kailing's sick n cant make it:(

bday gal w her dearie...

one more time!!!

(look at her cake!!!)

anw...it's e mousey year... hope tt tis yr wld b gr8 for everyone out dere!

HUAT AH!!!