Thursday, December 30, 2004

~~> YILIN’S HOUSE <~~

haha~ noe her for almost 5yrs le… today is e 1st time I go her hse… woohoo!!! Her hse is nice la… decided to meet up w my clique at her hse for a mini steamboat + karaoke… thanks shuxian for e discs… yep! Guess we had lots laughers la… poor tsai… cant eat much… see le oso heart pain… haiz… hope tt she’ll get used to havin braces n her jaws wld be ok soon… reali enjoy myself wen I’m w em…dey r still e best company I had… even if we jus sit there n don tok…haha~jus finished watchin e news… haiz… reali sad… suddenly feel v.guilty… while ppl r sufferin over dere, here I am, enjoyin myself… feel as if I’ve sinned lidat… cos tis 2days like waste a lot of food… sorry!!! Suddenly feel tt life’s reali unpredictable… so jus wana tell my dear frens sum tings b4 I regret and lose tis chance… SHARON, TSAI, YILIN, YINGXIU!! I reali MISS U GUYS A LOT!!! Miss those times tt we spent tog in NHSS… e morning walks we took… e songs we sang tog, e shops we shopped tog… must get together from time to time k???DILYS… I MISS U TOO!!! Miss e times we smsed and chat on e phone… don forget ur fren here k? CLARA… MISS U LOTS!!! Miss watchin movies w u… e suffocating ‘hugs’ tt u always gave… MEISHAN… I’m reali glad tt we becum close frens recently!!! SOONHUI, ,SHUHUI, HEOWHUI, FUNSHEN… miss e times we had tuition tog… PONG, THONGLER… Thanks for all e crap u all contributed… dey brighten up my days! SHUXIAN!!! Haha~ love ya lots! For getting me e job and gg to tutorials and lectures w me!!! LANBO~~~ thanks for still makin e efforts to keep in contact wif us! Must continue to do so k?


to everyone out there who are readin tis: pls make an effort to keep in contact wif all ur frens… esp those who u reali cherish… cos u never noe wen u mite lose e chance to do so… may everyone of u be blessed!


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

~~ Pariss Seafood Restaurant ~~

haha… finally got our pay… so decided 2 reward ourselves for our hard work… supposed to go Vienna Restaurant… but aft a v.innovative way of deciding, we went to Pariss instead… wow! It was FANTASTIC man… 1st time went to such classy restaurant for buffet… e variety there… woohoo! Reali a wide range la… guess how long we ate? We beaten lots ppl who went there later than us loh… quite paiseh but haha~ we had to make our $ worth ba… it’s not cheap loh… we started eatin at ard 11.45am and we end at… ard 3pm! Haha~ best hor? I was also quite amazed at e amt of food e few of us ate… I like e e fried prawns & spaghetti (cream) w king crab best! Haha!~! we ate shark fins… crabs… lots fish… yummy! It’s real nice la… stil got abalone la (thou I dn tink it’s genuine…) best hor? Aft tt, we were so full la… full til we cant walk… feel like slpin loh… tink we overate la… haha~ but we stil went town aft tt… haha~ took neoprints…cant belive I took neoprints 3x la!!! Twice w my workin partners… once w clara… yep! I met up w clara for a short while cos we din meet up at all tis hols ma… =P after meetin clara, I go find sharon dey all again… den we jus kp shoppin & walkin… got sum funny incidents la… (while belinda’s tryin clothes… w tt sickenin woman…haha~) den belinda n sharon went to pierce ears again… haa~ they kp askin shuxian to go la… but she refused… haha~ but I reckon it’s q.scary to pierce ears at tt kinda places… haha~ yep! Cant believe I went out for more than 12hours yday… but I reali had fun la!!! Had fun shoppin, eating w em… so nw I noe, besides hafin fun workin w em…had fun enjoyin w em too!!! Hope tt we’ll haf another chance to work tog next yr after As b4 we go party again! Thanks shuxian once more!!!

~~ A World Without Thieves ~~

how can a world be w/o thieves??? I tink it takes more than a miracle for tt to happen… haha~ tis was my 2nd movie for e week… quite crazy hor? I’ve heard tt e rating for tis movie is q.low so we almost wan to change the movie… but I’m glad tt we din… It wasn’t a bad show at all…in fact, it’s v.nice… it sorta reflect how e world is now… True enuff there are lots of baddies around but not all e baddies are beyond hope… Jus like e movie, there are still such baddies who want to repent but not given e chance… tears swelled up in my eyes wen I watched e part where sum1 died… (I shan’t reveal e person in case sum ppl wan watch) It’s quite touchin la… dying for sum1 who’s so close to u… so important… Just becos tt sum1 ask u to do sth, he gave everything up… even his life… jus to save e money of a boy who is so pure, so innocent who they had jus met few hours b4… Is it worth it? Sum may wonder… is it worth it to exchange ur life for money? But I guess, it doesn’t reali concern e money anymore… It concerns the faith e innocent boy has for e world… thou he’s surrounded by thieves, he stil carry e tot tt there’s no baddies in e world… if e wolves can leave him alone, who else can be worse than the beasts??? But he’s reali too naïve… haiz… I guess it wld take ages for tt to happen… We can neva predict wat sum1 is tinkin… so we muz always guard ourselves against others… but wen tt happens… e world would be a cold one… w/o feelings… would we like a world like tis???

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

~~ Kung Fu Hustle ~~

went to watch tis movie w pong, ler, yulin and shuhui… it’s sorta a last min decision loh… sudd receive their sms askin me to watch… well… so I jus go loh… haha~ it’s quite a nice movie la… v.funny but it’s too crappy le… too exaggerating loh… but I stil rem. e part where e martial arts experts feign ignorance… cos of sum reasons… they do not wish to show their real ‘power’… haha~ I agree… stm life is jus abt feigning ignorance… stm it’s better not to find out too much cos ‘e reality hurts’… so wat if u find out everything? Cant change e fact tt it has happened already… so y torture urself w e truth? But I guess tt’s human’s nature… curious abt everything… haha…. back to e movie.. stephen chow ‘turned back’ at e rite moment… he’s kind by nature so he cant bring himself to hurt anyone… yep! Haha~ I believe everyone is kind by nature… it’s just becos of e environment we are living in tt causes ppl to change… ppl do change but not many change for e better… wen ppl change… relationships are affected… be it family ties, friendship or love… ya… wen ppl change, their feelings will also change… and soon e ppl u once noe,u mite not noe or understand anymore… tt’s life….overall… e movie is nice… so if u r feeling down or deprived of laughter for a long time… go watch e movie and luff all u wan b4 u face e cruel reality again…

Sunday, December 26, 2004

PAiNtiNG’s tiring!!!

Duno what’s gotten into my parents today… suddenly wan repaint our living room… woke up by e paint smell and their noise la… but they already finished e ceiling loh… so after lunch dey went out buy paint den wen they return, we con’t painting… woohoo! It’s e first time my whole family is doin sth tog la… thou it’s tiring but I tink it’s quite meaningful loh… quite happy to see tt we are doin sth tog… haha~ it has been a long time since we did sth tog le ba… hope tt there will be more chances for us to do so!

today got e charity show...haiz... quite disappointed tt ENERGY din turn up... cos i like to c their dances... always so cool de... haha~ but den... wat aches me is wen i saw e scars on e patients's bodies... haiz... my heart reali aches for em... i rather e sponsors donate all e prizes money to em den gif those who call... haiz... may all those patients be blessed... gd luck!


Saturday, December 25, 2004

Christmas--- a season of joy and happiness…

Went back to work today… woohoo… not again…. Like last yr lidat… quite sad hor? Ppl enjoyin den here u r workin… haha~ alone summore leh…like so ke lian hor? But today is reali my last day of work le… after tml… (26/12) e christmas counter will be ‘destroyed’… ya… went to get stocks w mom (cos she tinks I’m v.ke lian…muz get stocks alone)… den set up e counter loh… quite ok la… sales today quite good… cos e price push down to $1 den attract quite a no. of shoppers loh… a lady bought 24 items frm me la… so happy!!! My last day le.. so mus gif my best… but still… sum of e time I was slackin la…nobody ma… after sorting out e receipts for shirley, suddenly rem. yanzi’s "wo ye hen xiang ta" and I act. wrote e lyrics of e whole song out la…love tis song… remind me of some stuffs la… den shirley sms me ask me help her tally e receipts wif e list… being my last day, I decided to help her loh… afterall… she’s a nice person and it’s my last day… I’m lidat de la… if sum1 is nice to me, I’l be nice to him/her too… watever he/she ask me to do, I’d try my best to help de… in other words, if e one askin me to do all those stuffs was PP, I wun bother at all… haha~ after shuxian came, tok to her, update her abt wat claud n shirley said den leave le loh… stil quite yi yi bu she… haha~ but no choice muz go my grandma’s hse le…

Friday, December 24, 2004

sPecIaL dAy~~

well…it’s nt a special day cos it’s xmas eve… but cos it’s our official last day of work… and I was actually LATE for 1min (1st time late for work loh!!!)!!! wen I reached there, sharon punched card le…den shirley was there waitin 4 us… q.surprised cos it’s e 1st time she was there la…it turned out cos tt day lots orders for turkeys n hams so she helped us out loh…it’s reali a lot la…den it’s like war lidat… she so stressed out lidat… kp hurryin us… haha~ so we just arranged&arranged…packed n packed… like there’s no tml lidat… haha! wen e delivery man arrived, we were surrounded by turkeys n hams la… luckily they are dead if not, they’ll surely make lots of noise… (haha~ just being lame…) we quickly packed em into e giftboxes la…cos sum customers cum collect it super early la… had lots paper cuts frm foldin those boxes lo… e few of us cant rest at all… e moment we sit down, ppl cum collect it… like kp opposing us lidat lo…

after a hectic morning…finally get sum rest… got my 1st xmas gift frm Shirley!!! Haha… thou it’s just a hp accessory, it’s stil a tot frm her… we r jus temp girls loh…but she stil got us a gift… tt’s sweet of her… Time passes quite quickly loh… soon it’s time for us to leave le… 1st time I don look forward to tt thou I was reali tired… Cos I noe, after today… it’s OFF WORK le… duno wen e few of us will work tog… takin stocks… counting money… wrappin tings tog… haiz… quite sad hor?? L I noe tt I’ll miss em surely de… haiz… after claudia came back frm their company lunch, she gave us our xmas gifts and thank us for e help… it’s not as if we help her voluntarily la… we get pay de ma… rite? haha~ she’s a nice lady too… thou she gets too crazy stm and does sum actions tt we wun tink tt she’d do so de lo… haha…

tot tt we wld take photos de… but in e end, due to time constraints, we din la… haha…quite disappointed, but nvm cos we took sum b4 le… J while claudia was tokin to her friend… found out sth shocking lo… she’s actually LIGHTER THAN ME!!! 43kg only!!! Oh my!!! Met my rival le… haha~ see, there r still ppl lighter than me de lo…my god! Haha~ oh ya! Found out tt both claudia n shirley are stil not attached… hope they’ll find their romance soon too! Cos they are reali great gals!!! Haha~

after today, reali wonder wen we’ll work together again… reali had fun workin w em… lots fond memories… here are sum incidents which I still remember and hope tt I’ll always rem. em…
In e beginning, SHUXIAN loves to play ard, pumpin balloons… but after bursting 1or 2 balloons, she stopped pumping balloons le… she’s e one I did e least closing w loh… only 3times leh…still rem. e 2nd time we did… it’s horrible..haha~ duno y so blur tt nite… haha~ serious mistakes la… but she always bring her cam… den we had fun takin fotos w her cam loh!!! SHARON!!! She’s e one I did e most closing w… haha! thou got mistakes, it’s still alrite la… haha~ her cute guy! Haha~ cos of her, we did lots embarrassing stuffs la… e one I did w belinda was e worst la…I stil cant believe I actually did tt loh… oh my god!!! So dui lian!!! But her cute guy not bad la… reali quite shuai… but sharon… rem. wat shirley say wor… "study more impt now…mux set ur std higher…aim for OLDER guys and more capable de…" haha~ hmmm… as for BELINDA… she’s e one whom I had no probs doin closing wif de… haha~ duno y…close w her always v.successful de… but she oso blur at times… connect e wrong ting, den din switch on e speakers when she tried to play songs…say ‘thank you’ to yanchuan on e phone wen she act wan to say to a shopper…mistook JJ’s JIANG NAN for DOU JIANG YOU TIAO (had a great luff over tis), loves balloons but don dare to pump cos she developed a phobia for pumpin balloons after a balloon burst rite in front of her for 3 consecutive days!!! Yep!!! These were e memories of my 3 working partners… haha~ for my ‘superiors’…. Hmmm… CLAUDIA--- A lady who likes jokers… can get crazy and screams easily… always managed to surprise u w her sudden exclaims over sum matters… likes Zax Wang of 5566… but tink Tony is e most shuai…mixs up e venues for concerts wen there’s only 9mins b4 e concert starts… treats us quite nicely but get stressed up easily (so she’d also stress us in return!) … ya… tt’s all… As for SHIRLEY--- a lady whom I tink is quite quiet at times… not as crasy as claud… but also likes to stress us… seldom see her get pissed off (except e times wen sum shoppers get unreasonable and wen a grp of guys get too close to her…but guess is cos she sick so she gets pissed easily)… treats us v.nicely… loves to take fotos also… support SLY… likes Tony of 5566… she shld be quite a caring person… care abt her appearance… (cos I rem wat she told Belinda… abt hafin too many tings on face…sth for us to tink abt…) yep… that’s all… for e others… din get to interact w em as often as em so dun nd to mention ba… haha~ jus want wish em all e best in e upcoming year and…. MERRY XMAS!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Monday, December 20, 2004

~fEstIvE mOoD~

off day today…my last off day… L haha~ but had fun today la… went to sch4 1hr 2pack orientation package…e sch seems so foreign today la… long time nv go le… haha~ went town after tt… had breakfast w shuhui, TL + xiangjing at PS’s mac… yep…den XJ went to find his fren… we walked to Cine… hopin 2 catch a movie b4 we meet yulin but too bad no show… ate pasta for lunch n BK for dinner… (long time nv eat til lidat le… haha~) oh ya! saw oli n sly!!! haha~ saw SLY 2nd time le...today more close up...less noise oso...haha~wen yulin came, we started shoppin but TL was quite bored la… den he went away lo… sorry leh TL… luckily hh came after a long time 2 kp him company… we con’t shoppin til yulin got her gifts n I got my gifts… but I stil haven buy finish la… I wanted 2 buy a skirt n a bag de… but din c anything tt caught my eye… haiz… quite sad… but aft takin a walk along e streets… my mood lighten up… there were caroling n lots performances la… so nice… got choir, violinist…. Blah blah… it’s filled w joy n happiness loh… den stil got cooling breeze… damn relaxing la… for e moment, I hope tt time will stop there n we can just enjoy ourselves at e wonderful scene… wif music n cooling breeze… but I cant stay long… I nd to rush hm to bathe n meet shuxian dey all aft work to take fotos at e xmas tree… today is e last nite we can do so le.. cos sharon’l be ON LEAVE til EVE n we cant possibly take pics at xmas eve ma… yep… so muz rush back lo… =P but had fun la… w all e poses… muz thank sharon’s mom for takin for us… hope sharon n her family enjoy their hols!!!!yep… enjoy myself la… crap n catch up w frens… take neoprints oso! Take pics den can take a walk… a walk towards a new chapter of our lives… reali enjoy listenin to e kids caroling… so cute… hope all my frens’ll enjoy their xmas!!!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

~ Justice League ROXS~

duno y…was feelin quite down today… cos today is e last day of performance for JL team… watched e show for umpteen times but well… it’s stil quite nice la… like e coordination…e background music… yep… ask lots ppl to watch it… (for those who din, it’s ur loss! Haha~) When I was helpin out at e 4pm show today… lots memories came back… e 1st time I watched e show was w Belinda at e media preview (where we tot it was q.lame), e various times where I saw e kids smiling n waving happily at their favourite superheroes n cheering… influenced and make me excited too… e times when all of us heaved a sign of relief wen BATMAN, GREEN LANTERN & HAWKGIRL almost slipped n fell while landin on stage… e various kids who were scared by e SMASHING entrance made by MARTIAN MANHUNTER (who's MARK's brother!!), e ‘high’ n relaxing dance by WONDERWOMAN n e cute poses made by FLASH!!! How claudia screamed wen Mark (e emcee) describe GREEN LANTERN as handsome n strong!!! Haha~ can stil rem. e show… haha~ but now… they r all memories le… took fotos w all of em on stage today… haha~ w sharon, belinda n shuxian… yep! Thanks shirley for tending e counter for us… guess belinda was embarrassed by MARK wen he shoved e mic to her… haha~

den after their last performance at 7pm, we were all waiting for GREEN LANTERN, FLASH etc to walk by cos we wan take foto w em… dey are all shuai ges n chio bus la… haha… but WONDERWOMAN n HAWKGIRL were a lil’ dao so we din dare to ask em… wanted to ask FLASH wen he walked past tonite de… ( cos he seemed friendly to us wen he walked past us e prev. days wen he smiled at us n show us his ‘FLASH’ pose) but he looked away so I paiseh don dare call… but wen GREEN LANTERN (sharon’s new love) walked past, shuxian n sharon called him n he reali stopped n take fotos w us la… so good… thanks mark for helpin us take… I could stil rem. how sharon n shuxian describe his built… haha~ he’s reali macho la… haha~ den he so friendly de… yep! He even shook hands w us loh… after tt, sharon n shuxian tried to run aft FLASH to take pics but guess he was long gone… haiz… sad la… den din take w MARK oso… it’s reali a pity… haha~ but of cos it’s quite hard for us to ask em to take foto w us ma… rite??? haha

still rem. tt time wen HAWKGIRL approached me (while I was helpin out @ e show) n tell me tis "act, I’m e hawkgirl, can u let my kids in cos dey jus arrived?" I was shocked tt she had kids le la… but was tinkin " haha~u tink I duno u r e hawkgirl meh?" :P haha~ e others oso dun believe wen I tell em la… how claudia exclaimed to us tt MARK is v.shuai aft he talked to her… (which I agree… MARK is ABC leh… haha~ but too bad claudia, he’s attached! Haha~) e 1st time MARK waved goodbye to us at e counter wen he leave aft e show… cos he nv did ma… e 1st time GREEN LANTERN smiled at us wen he walked past e counter,
yep…tt’s abt it… written so long b4 I knew it… better end here… tml’s my OFF day… but stil nd go back sch… sianz… den gg back JP take fotos w em again… haha~ hope dey’ll develop e fotos soon so tt we can see… ya… tonite’s our last goodbye… will we ever meet again??

3rd Dec---------Our first meeting… MEDIA PREVIEW…cos of em, we earned ourselves a treat, a buffet….
12th Dec-------- Brunch w JL at Seoul Garden… realised tt GREEN LANTERN is a joker, get to eat at Seoul Garden…
19th Dec-------- Our last goodbye… photos taken… good luck to em!!!

Justice League Team
BATMAN--- from e Gotham City, also known as Bruce Waynes
GREEN LANTERN---- he’s handsome, he’s strong… he gets his power from his RING…
MARTIAN MANHUNTER---- he’s e last of his kind… he’s frm MARS… making his SMASHING entrance… he’s MARTIAN MANHUNTER!!!
HAWKGIRL---- soaring up into e sky, she’s half-hawk, half-human…
WONDERWOMAN------ her name is Diana, princess of e Amazon
FLASH ------(can’t show off his super power due to Spore’s law on speeding) fastest man on Earth!!!

Haha~ these are based on my memory… how they were described wen they were being introduced… scared tt I will forget em so better type em all out…

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

oNe mOrE wK gOnE~

wah… haf been workin for 3 wks le… haha~ quite happy wif my job thou there were sum unpleasant incidents… 2more wks n I’ll be off frm wk… well… tink I’ll miss e ppl there… my workin mates… belinda n sharon (not shuxian cos same class ma… haha~), my ‘superiors’--- claudia n shirley… e fun we had n e photos we took tog… yep! They are reali nice ppl… (btw, sidetrack a lil’… jus received sharon’s sms… she n tt sum1 damn fated… met again in e train… sharon muz be floating now…) ok! Yep… our ‘neighbors’ were also v.friendly… kp tokin to us… dey were sellin sum catholic stuffs I tink… ya… told me abt e diff customers tt we mite face… blah blah blah… True la… we face diff ppl all e while…ppl w diff attitudes towards salespersons… ya… met quite a no. of nice customers n stern-looking ones too.. today quite happy… ppl praise tt I’m a gd salesperson… one even say can ask my manager to promote me… haha~ so funny la… act. I’m not gd at sales de lo… jus tt wen I see customers r those nice nice de… I’ll joke w em… tryin to ask em to buy more… yep! Jus be friendly la… those who noe me shld noe tt I’m not reali gd at words de ma… haha~ e lady frm Body Shop oso v.friendly… den she stil ask me wan go over to Body Shop to work anot… haha~ funny woman… thou tonite money din tally again… I’m stil happy… not only cos I received praises but oso my nephew n niece came again tonite! Even carried my nephew up stage to shake hands w JUSTICE LEAGUE… were last in e queue la…haha~ true enuff… he was afraid la… he only shaked hands w "Flash, Hawkgirl, Batman" I tink… quite paiseh la… cos like v.dui bu qi e other superheroes… haha~ his sis bought another notebook frm us and he gave me a gdbye kiss again… haha~ he’s reali v.cute la… even Claudia oso say he v.shuai… hi-5 wif him 3x leh!!! Haha~ Help out in e 7pm show ma… den got sum cute boys n gers… jus kp crappin w em la… cos dey super friendly la… so cute… one boy is only 4yrs old… named Timothy… like batman n hawkgirl… haha~den today stil get to eat Seoul Garden for lunch (thou I ate @hm b4 gg work) la… cos today got brunch @ SG w JL ma… so we being part of A&P get to eat too I tink… but stil muz thank ShuXian n Belinda for takin e food for us la… yep! Tt’s all I guess… tt’s y I love tis job… ez n fun… got good superiors too! Haha~ tink I’m gg to miss tis period of time a lot….


(P/S: Oh ya! Thanks shuhui for e drinks once again!)

(CLARA!!! cheat my feelings! say u wan tell me all e awards for e stars awards de...!!!)

Saturday, December 11, 2004

PSC NITE~

Haha~cant believe I act. went for it… 15tixs den my off day so went for it w clara tog w my relatives… it’s a gd experience la… 1st time enter MediaCorp studio la… saw how e whole show went ‘live’ loh… e most interesting part is wen WILBER PAN came la… haha~ he not bad-looking la… haha~ sings quite well too… only ting is he like nt v.friendly… wen his fans called out his name… he don seems to haf any reactions la… perhaps his injury is acting up ba… yup! Tt’s all for e show… tis afternoon kana called out to JP by dil la… she everytime laz min cum JP den shuang shuang sms me den I’ve to shui chuan shui dao la… haha~ kiddin~ At least we got to tok a lil’ la… thou not reali catchin up… it’s better than nuttin I suppose… ya… quite glad tt we meet up la… jus cant believe tt I went JP again on my off day… haha~ Den met up w clara for e PSC nite after tt lo… ya… long time nv see clara too… she told me a lil’ on her taiwan trip lo… thanks for e gift! Ya… tt’s all for tonite ba…

(P/S: CLARA!!! Wat did u n my cousin tok abt on ur way home???)

Friday, December 10, 2004

Rainy nite~

Wow…it’s a scary nite… full of lightning n thunders… raining so heavily la… luckily mom walked hm w me… first time feel nervous abt walkin home…as in afraid la… haha~ cos it’s rainin too heavily le… wonder if sharon’s hm le anot… hope she is…hmmm… saw quite a no. of ppl today… muz thank em… haha~ SOMPONG… thanks for offering to help me n sharon buy fried mee tis afternoon! Thanks man! (thou he forgot to put chilli, haha!) saw jasen today… muz thank him for e treat… he treated me, sharon n shuxian LJS… one set each… Upsize summore… thank him! Oh ya~ Yulin ‘pop’ by our counter too… "gop" our choc n drank my Coke… haha~ thanks for poppin by to say ‘hi’… haha~ as usual… soonhui n thongler came by after work… dey waited n walked out of JP w us lo… soonhui… don forget wat u promise me n sharon wor!!! Haha~ saw claudia on our way out of JP… (well…to be exact, sharon was e one who saw her first…) sharon waved to her but she din saw us… tink she gg back to work… pity her… so late, raining heavily summore stil muz go back… haiz.. suddenly don feel like growin up… e workin life seems so hectic and tiring… nowadays, other then work, I don feel like gg out at all… feel tt I’m mentally n physically strained… no mood to do hw at all… at e same time, I’m quite stressed out by my hw… cos it’s like nxt yr is A levels le… other ppl shld be muggin rite now but here am I workin, not even doin my hw… esp wen my results are so disgusting… haiz… please wish me good luck man… finally tml’s my off day! Hope I can get sum rest n sum of my hw done… cant watch STARS AWARDS!!! Cos I’m workin.. tt’s v.sad la… haiz~~~~

Monday, December 06, 2004

1st pay @ JP!!!

haha~today quite happy! got my 1st pay for nov! thou i got e least amg e4of em...it's stil a gd sum of money! gona gif mommy n daddy sum den kp sum 4my own use! :) hope i can buy sum stuffs which i like! haha~ wore skirt today 2 work la... tt's e prob... everytime i wear skirt, dad'll make fun of me...den today claudia saw me like so shocked lidat la... cos she kp askin us to wear skirt den muz be more sexy (kiddin of cos!) to push sales... she stil so de yi n say 'haha!she reali wear skirt leh!i told em to wear skirts ma.." to shirley n another lady at office wen i went2e wrong place2 collect my pay! haha~ so malu la...den today so qiao, me n shuxian wore skirts la... den shirley say i wear skirt more girly... haha~ funny la... even belinda oso pop over 2c wat skirt i wear! oh my! haha~ my god! sharon kana 'blamed' for e bad sales cos she's e only one nt wearin skirt today.. haha~ tink tml e3 of em will wear skirts le... haha! nt cos we don wan wear but we muz carry stocks, squat down pack stocks...v.mafan ma! haha~ shirley has fallen sick... tml MC...let's jus hope she get well soon! duno hu'l do closin w em tml... gd luck! cos shirley nt ard den e other 2 all heck de... haha! v.excited...duno wat can i buy w my pay! but i reckon aft givin my parents...pay my hp bill...not much left le...

to pong: don be too upset abt e wallet k? take care! dn let history repeats itself again... take care of ur wallet... cya ard!!!
to lanbo: thks for e gitfs!!! cya ard k??
to "SUNDAY BOYS": thks for poppin by every nite aft work... may ur work go smoothly as well...
to soonhui: thks for e 'snow' u got for me n sharon! take care!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

wAkInG uP~~~

Now I noe…
It’s no use deceiving myself…
Wat has changed has changed…
No matter hw hard u try…
As long as e other party dn try as hard as u do
It’l be useless…
Everything has changed…

It’s time to wake up
From e past….
From all e empty promises…
From all e false hopes we haf for e future…
Cos’ nuttin is ever gg to be e same…
Wen sum1 is no longer e sum1 u once knew…
Wen ppl’s hearts change

But it hurts
Reali hurts
Wen e one u cared say sth tt disappoint u so much…
Heart’s bleedin but no one cares…
It makes u ponder…
"Do I reali noe her/him?"
"R we reali frens?" "R we reali tt close in e past?"

Wat can we do???
Jus wake up…WaKe uP n…WAKE UP!
It’s no use hanging on to sth tt’s beyond hope…
Just get on wif life
N try to fill up tt emptiness in ur heart…
Leading a life w/o those who haf change
N changing urself for those who care 4 u now…

THAT’S LIFE!!!

Friday, December 03, 2004

~SHUTTER~

Well… went to watch SHUTTER after 3hrs of work… w meishan n hh… had sth new or work today… not at e Xmas Counter but as a bartler… well… It’s no fun at all… me n belinda seemed so extra there la… there’s no nd 4 us to be there actually… e guests are all big shots n sum of em were quite arrogant… I guess quite a no. of em were jus puttin on fake smiles while interacting… I guess tis was wat they meant wen ppl say ‘ren zai jiang hu sheng bu you ji’ , no matter wat they haf to smile n act friendly… haha! Cant stand sum of e big shots… so sickening! So wat if they’re big shots? Does tt gif em e right to order ppl ard?! But at least we get to eat e buffet as part of our ‘reward’… haha!

Back to e movie… we were late as they haf to wait for me… sorry guys! We wanted to watch e 5.30pm show ma… haha! Just in time to get e tix… wen we entered e cinema, e movie was jus abt 2 start… Phew! Din miss any parts! Haah~ but e moment I enter e cinema, I sudd tensed up liao… haha~ cos it’s a scary movie n e bkgrd music is reali eerie!!! The movie started n it’s reali scary la!!! W all e sound effects n e gruesome scenes… PLUS MEISHAN’s screams!!! Haha~ she scared me once wen she sudd. turn to me to ‘BOO!’ me! Haha~ it’s a lil’ silly but haha! she’s got me! It’s reali a nice movie… unlike other horrors, tis ending was reali unexpected… I guess most ppl wld tink tt e show wld end after e …… but haha~ WRONG!!! I wun say it here for e benefit of those who haven watch! Haha~ I did scream at sum parts cos they were reali unexpected… sudd. sudd. pop out tt kind! Haha~ but I guess e movie is tryin to tell us sth… "do not act foolishly wen one’s young, if not, u’re gg to regret tru’out ur whole life…"

Thursday, December 02, 2004

pErHaPs~

it's nobody's fault...
perhaps e efforts put in jus werent enuff
perhaps all e fate has ended...
but it's jus so hurting
to compare e past n e present...
it's esp. hurting
wen e full moon is around...
tinkin of e past we spent tog
e various chats n shoppings
e happiness n woes we shared...
will they only becum memories
neva to 'relive' again??

but no matter wat...
those who are special to me
will ALWAYS stay tt way
even if we seldom contact
or e other party din reali bother abt tis friendship...
to me,they will still remain e same
jus praying hard...reali hard...
tt our friendship can withstand tis hurdle...

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

@ Seoul Garden~~~

HaPpY 17th BdAy, Heow hui!!! Thanks for e dinner! Hope he like our present for him! sorry tt our lil’ surprise got ‘disrupted’ in e end… but stil, hope he enjoy la… I guess it has been a REALI long time since e few of us haf dinner tog le lo… since hols, we haf seldom see each other lo…let alone haf meals tog… It’s reali gd tt e staffs frm Seoul Garden light our candles for us n sing bday song for us thou I don like how they ‘cheated’ us… haha~ sharon they all shld noe wat I’m tokn abt… haha~ took lots fotos n crapped lots! Hope tt wif more outings, tings b/w us will improve… hmmm… thanks shuxian for lendin us ur camera!!! Hope everyone enjoy themselves today!!!

Sunday, November 28, 2004

~Great Family Challenge~

well...today's prog is not only tis! stil got IDOLS!!! haha~ JP was flooded wif ppl n screams la...so loud la!!! saw Taufik n Sly but haha~ they nt reali shuai lo...e fun came after they left... Great Family Challenge..lots comical scenes...wen e parent n child worked tog to get e hoops over e 3figures n bats into e hole...well...my parents wld nv do so w me...cos our skin all v.thin de... haha! i cannot forget how claudia n shirley looked wen they luff at e contestants lo... u can luff jus by lookin em le! haha~ thou it's v.bad to luff at others, it's reali funny... mom n soonhui both say claudia n shirley v.chio...n i agree! haha~ mom say claudia's smile v.nice n i agree totally! she's e best employer liao... she damn high today la...kp shoutin n askin e contestant to 'jia you!' n 'faster'... haha~ reali glad tt i had tis job... reali grateful to shuxian...tis job is so much better than ISETAN's... haha!!!

to shuxian: hey ger...dn be upset over cookie's death le k? can see tt u r reali sad... feel helpless wen i see u so sad... i duno hw to console u oso cos i tink it wun do u any gd...u'l jus feel more upset...but anything, i'll be here k? pick urself up soon n take good care of creamie!

Friday, November 26, 2004

laz day of stage games~

haha...today's e last day of stage games!!! wat to say leh? haha~ e games r QUITE nice la...haha~ saw meishan,hh,soonhui n shuhui today! oh ya! thks shuhui for e drinks! took lots of fotos today! haha~ act. today quite slack cos it's e last day n e DJ Mavrick (duno hw2spell) played lots games... so while he's playin, we went to e rm to slack n take photos!!! haha~ took lots em la... i was off work at 8pm but i went back there ard 9 to con't takin fotos wif e 3figures tog w shuxian they all! haha~ had fun la...kp luffin...it's fun workin esp wen it's ppl u noe n can get along de...last day of stage games means a new start in sth else... haha~hope we can haf as much fun as we had for games... thou we had sum nasty customers... but it's a 'nice' experience la!!! o h ya! finally saw FS n his stead... haha~ FS so dark la...cant recognise him frm below...haha~ all e best to e both of em!!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

friendships=cherry blossoms???

suddenly came across tis file in my com today...tis is e 'song' we've written for our sec2 lit project...did tis w pris,sharon,tsai,minchee,rose,chuhan n wanli...can still rem. how we sang e song... hands ard each other, swayin while singing... haha~ wonder how many of us still rem. tis... but r friends forever???i reali wonder...perhaps yes... can stay friends forever but wat kinda friends??? it's another story...close frens mite nt stay close forever n tt'll be e time wen everyting hurts...memories n promises made will create a scar... wen there are awkward silences...wen we no longer haf any common topics...we'll start to ponder... will our friendships last? am i still considered as close frens to her/him? am i being replaced??? wat's gg to happen to our friendship? y isnt she/he here wen i needed sum1 to tok to? y am i not inform of wat happened to her??? all these qns will start to pop out... will u still stay happy? let's just wait and see... perhaps shld jus gif up? haha~ duno... perhaps friendships/relationships r just like cherry blossoms...withered at their most beautiful moments...jus like our friendships... jus wen we were v.close, we were 'forced' to separate n go to diff schs which change everything...EVERYTHING u noe??? it's kinda hard to let go... but wat to do? all of us made diff choices in life...no matter hw hard it's 2 let go, we stil haf to...

yep!tis is e song...jus sudd. feel like puttin em up on blog... enjoy!
Friends are friends forever,
Going through thick and thin together.
Bravely facing storms and wind,
Giving light sparks in the dim.
They pull me along, when I’m using the com.
And tell me it’s study time now,
And we will start to count.
Days and days passed by,
And my wrong thoughts all have die,
They thought me how to differentiate from wrong and right.
And now I know I know I have true good friends always by my side,
They have taught me taught me how to be an upright girl and wisely spend my time.
I will always always treasure these precious gifts given to me from God
And I will never never forget the time they spent with me whenever I am bored.

La…La…La…La…La…La…La…La…true friends are hard to find
La…La…La…La…La…La…La…La… friends are friends forever.

Monday, November 22, 2004

(=+_+=)

Was workin today on e stage wen I received Jasen’s sms… was kinda surprised cos it has been ages since he msg-ed me lo… den his msg was abt me usin hp while workin cos shuhui sms-ed me to ask abt sth… den I was shocked! Where was he? How cum I cant find him? I looked ard but stil couldn’t find him… haha~ in e end I gave up la… jus conc. on my work… den he told me he saw ivan… big-mouth go tell him I wkin there oso… diaoz… Den peigee oso msged me… she asked me how’s life… den I told her where I was workin n stuffs… it turned out tt she’s oso in JP la… buyin her grad nite clothes… so diaoz… Gave me another shock wen she asked me if I was wearin yellow tee… she ah… din tell me earlier… haha~ Well haven seen e 3 of em for a reali long time lo… esp. Jasen la… he a lil’ bo liao la… stood on the 2nd floor w his sis waitin for his mom den stil sms me… I duno la… He seems a nice guy to me but perhaps wen he was stil our senior, our ‘tcher’, he’s v.mean lo… den also heard sum bad stuffs abt him… Sent me a 3pgs long msg to tell me to gain more experience from my work den another one tt’s 6pgs long to tell me tt all of us (band members) r just like his siblings n children who he’l alwys nv fail to try & protect n look after… Wat "once my student, alwys my loved ones"… n tt he’ll alwys be there for any of us de… haha~ is tt so? Sometimes I reali wonder… promises are made to make ppl happy, make ppl feel secure but are they meant to be broken??? Just wen I blog an entry abt e kids bein so adorable… I encountered two kids today which can reali be a pain in e neck… kp screaming into my ears… n a few diff. Customers… I don understand y sum ppl r jus so kiasu n greedy… can do so many ‘surprising’ acts jus to get e ‘freebies’… wat’s e world cumin to???

pAsSin bY...

haha~back again...jus read sompong's blog...woohoo~ din noe tt he stil rem. laz yr on clara's bday was our grad nite ... yep! it was a nite full of hugs n laughters n tears? haha~ i guess tt nite marked e end of our sec. life... both sad n happy rite? haha~ i rem. we went to tsai's hse early to prepare, haf a short celeb for clara den went chevrons tog! oh ya... let me wish clara first... CLARA, HAPPY 17TH BDAY! sorry it's belated cos too tired frm work yday... haha~ after everything, e few of us went back to tsai's hse again! cos we promised to stayover n chat till late in e nite or shld i say early in e mornin? haha~ it's fun la... first time stayover at fren's hse actually...

to pong: go sign up for tagboard leh! if not i cant leave comments leh... haha~ thanks for crappin wif me wen i was working! cya ard soon k?

~WOrkInG~

haven been bloggin for quite sum time le… since I started workin, I sorta lost touch w e world le… I mean I’ve neglected a lot of stuffs (incl. Ppl, if I’ve neglected u, I’m sorry k? hope they wun mind too much… sorry…) & I mite have also been left out by a lot of ppl in sum activities… but well… it’s inevitable as I’ve to work to earn sum money too! Haha~ muz reali thank shuxian for getting me tis job… althou it’s a lil’ tiring at e moment, it’s quite fun at times wen there isnt too much crowd… I feel happy wen ppl say thanks to me and smiled at me… It’s a nice feeling… especially wen it’s e kids who do so… some of the kids are jus so polite n sweet… haha~ I’m v.happy wif e job… workin wif e ppl I’m comfortable wif… furthermore, Claudia, e lady who employed us, is also a nice person… haha! wat more can I ask for rite? =) tis is e period of time wen I reali get away from sch work… but I’m oso quite worried cos I still got lots hw undone… act, I stil planned to revise my J1 work… but do I haf e time now? Guess I’ll haf to work extra hard next yr… but can I do it??? It’s still a mystery… haha~ Oh ya! Must oso thank the few ppl who came to see me while I was workin to gif me ur support… thanks a lot! And for those who came here to haf dinner wif me! U should noe hu u r… Meishan, Heow Hui, Long Qiang, Soon Hui, Pong and of cos… my family… I still feel so bad for being so rude to my dad the other day… din mean to do tt but was reali in a rotten mood tt day and he still cum n step on my tail… hope he wun be too offended! Oh ya! Pong’s gg for the OBS camp le… hope he’ll enjoy e camp! Good luck to him too!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Last day of freedom~

Haiz…tml startin work le..duno it’s a gd ting anot… no more time for partyin so asked dil they all to meet up today… went town today la… 2nd time tis wk… haha~ wif dil, sharon, yilin, pong n hh… too bad soonhui got tutorial in e afternoon, cant join us… haha! it’s his loss anyway… =p act. wana watch shutter de… but v.stupid… today first day so few shows… cine dun haf, walk all e way to Shaw Hse e show starts v.late… so in e end watch ‘e Incredibles’ lo… reali din expect to watch tis movie de la… but it turned out quite nice… it’s so hilarious la… kp luffin n luffin… dil n sharon luff until v.funny lo… haha~ duno hw many times dil repeat tis ‘e baby is a monster!’ n she jus kp luffin… haha~ it has been a long time since I watched movies w em le… oh ya! We took neoprints today too!!! Haha~ long time nv take w em too! Haha~ but sumhow, tings r jus not e same anymore… don ask me wat cos I duno how to ans… it jus feels so weird at times… It’s quite saddening to c hw tings turn out now… but muz be optimistic la… at least we are still meetin up from time to time to sorta catch up wif each other rite? So jus be satisfied wif wat we’ve now ba… oh ya! Met clara wen we were abt to go hm… passed her e present e 11 of em got for her… hope she likes it la! N hope she likes e present I got for her too! Saw shingfang today again… duno y… recently like kp seeing her ard… always remind me of e past… make me sad… haiz… jus hope tt everything’s gg fine for her… hope can meet up wif sharon, dil they all again!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

~2/5 gAtHeRiNg 2004~

woohoo~ it has been a long time since 2/5 held any gatherings… was lookin forward to it actually… coincidentally, it was oso Chrysa’s bday! Happy bday, chrysa! (sorry cos blogged late so it’s sorta ‘belated’… hehe! ) hope she likes e cake we got for her… too bad no candle… cos soonhui act. din take candle wen he purchased e cake! Haha! thou not many ppl turn up, it’s stil consider a success… I guess it’s e loss of those ppl who refused to go… we had lots fun… esp. wen shoppin for e food at Giant @ IMM… all e budget has got us tired while tryin to minimise costs… haha… But in e end, we still got food enuff for everyone I tink… Tsai’s hse e BBQ pits v.bang la… don nd charcoal de leh! Got gas de lo… so shiok… den we got e food cooked in no time… haha~ oh ya! Muz thanks e guys who marinated e chicken wings! Not bad siaz… haha!

who went? Me, sharon, tsai, yilin, clara, dil, wanli, elsie, chrysa, yingxiu, shuhui, xiu hui, victoria, pong, yeongtay, yongtat, soonhui, wenfoo, yongsheng & wilbur… exactly half of e class! I’m reali glad tt they turned up… Cos w/o em, e gathering wun be a success… Thks pong for organising e gathering too… At least we get to see each other la… thou din get to interact a lot wif some ppl… haha~ Haven seen chrysa for a reali long time la… she’s still so quiet and fair… haha~ Wilbur… he stunned me wif his new hair color… haha~ anyway, ppl do change ma… so things haf changed too…perhaps sum ppl are nt as close as they used to be, perhaps they no longer haf endless topics to tok abt… but wat can we do rite? so jus enjoy e company of each other and ‘relive’ e memories we shared wif each other… if there’s no use hanging on to e past, just let go… perhaps u’ll find more tings awaiting for u?? let’s jus hope for e best and live life to e fullest… may we haf another gatherin soon!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

~tOwN~

Haha~yulin’s nt in spore nw…set off for thailand le… hope she will haf an easy time there… cip trip ma… haha~ shuxian juz got back and now, yulin’s left… Recently lots of frens flyin in & out of spore… don reali feel good… but haha…jus hope everything will go smoothly…soon, tsai and clara oso leavin spore for exhange programs le… hope they will enjoy their trip! J
24hrs b4, I was stil preparin to go meet yulin la… but now, she’s out of spore… haha~ time flies…she wan go Far East cut hair ma… so go wif her lo… Tis is e 1st time she’s earlier than me la… haha~ She reali dressed up la… haha~ wore skirt, earrings etc… totally like diff person… cant recognise her… Wen we reached Far East, I tink I saw an old neighbour of mine… cant reali recognise her… she was only pri. 3 wen I moved hse la… now, she has grown up le… quite chio… haha~ and I’m glad tt she stil bothered to wave ‘hi’ to me…

Oh ya! Dil is at orchard too… but haha~ as usual… we jus don haf e fate to run into each other… but it’s quite diff la… cos I only went Far East, Paragon and PS… not e usual places like Cine and Hereens ma… At PS we saw a lil’ ger… she’s like lost lidat… yulin discovered tis & approached her… but e lil’ ger cried even louder… yulin knelt down to comfort e lil’ ger and e lil’ ger act. wan her to carry… at tis pt of time, e ger’s granny turned up… it turn out tt e ger wan her mommy but nt her granny… haha~ but no choice la… we jus left her wif her granny lo… yup! It’s quite fun today la… jus crapped ard lo… lots of interesting tings happened but it’s quite malu… so better don say it here… haha~

Gg for 2/5 gathering later at tsai’s hse… hope everything will turn out fine… it has been a long time since 2/5 gather le… hope it’ll be fun!!! Ren wo ao you’s final episode! Muz watch!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

~Cousin’s WeDdInG~

Long day siaz… went to my aunt’s hse in e late mornin wif mom 2 attend e tea ceremony… by rite, we muz serve my cousin & his wife tea but he in a rush for time so we ‘siam’ away & stil can get angbao… nt bad… Den we had a reali filling lunch… buffet leh! So we just ate lo… nice leh! Haha~ den we went hm to get some rest and get ready for e nite! Reali spent lots time on his weddin la… New clothes, cut hair etc… haha! My cousin chartered bus so took bus wif my other cousins to Swissotel Merchant Hotel!!! It’s a v.posh hotel la! We reached there at ard 6pm lo and e dinner will only start like after 8.30pm!!! cos there’s sorta a church ceremony ma… only diff is tt it’s not held in church but e hotel…no choice, nt enuff time ma… haha~ e church ceremony was a serious one… first time attend such ceremony la… took quite sum time…all e prayers and singing ma… and e vows…e pastor even made my cousin sing ‘yue liang dai biao wo de xin’ to his wife… haha~ comical… din expected tis… e ceremony was a draggy and boring one to my relatives cos none of em were christians ma… but haha~ I’m sorta used to it le… afterall, I’m in a christian college ma…after e ceremony, it’s e cocktail party!
Soon, we entered e ballroom where e dinner was to be served… there was sum disagreements but everything was solved…e dinner finally started after a prayer… haha~ During e dinner, a video clip was shown… abt how my cousin, Anson, started gg out wif his bride, Tricia… how they made their vows to b there for each other eternally… it oso show wat my cousin has to ‘overcome’ b4 he can fetch his bride… he act. haf to sing wif his mouth full of sweets loudly outside her hse which’s a bungalow! He sang ‘qing fei de yi’ & ‘xiao wei’… haha~ he was also made to say ‘I love u’ loudly in diff languages! Oh my! Tt’s v.sweet rite??? melt liao! Haha~ suddenly got e urge to fall in love and haf a taste of all e happiness u get in a relationship… hah~ but of cos, it’s only a passing tot… cant possibly go ‘fulfil’ tis tot de… muz find e correct person… haha~ tt was e first time I drank red wine la… alwys tot tt red wine is nice but I was proven wrong durin e dinner… I asked for a glass to try wif mom… she don like so I drink lo… den e waitor got me another glass! Oh my! Was shocked la… but I finished it again… was shocked myself tt I act. finished em! Mom was surprised tt I was stil sober after more than 1glass of wine & my face din even turn red la… haha~ I was surprised myself oso… reached home v.late laz nite but it’s worth it cos it’s a nice experience!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

~cLaSs bBq~

In e end, I still went for class BBQ… all thanks to xiangjing and amos, my reputation is tarnished… haha~ yday was a long day… Went to sch for e stupid chem lect which lasted for 4hours… Luckily e chem lecuturer let us off earlier… if not, we’ve to stay frm 9 to 4! Went to harbour front for lunch wif e class… wanted to join up e table but e cleaner there forbade us. Haha~ meishan & her clique went there for lunch too… act. I’ve already made up my mind not to go to e BBQ, but all e persuading tempted me to go… in e end, after chem lect, I pia home and tell mom tt I’m gg… so haha~ went there in e end…

They asked us to meet at 6.45pm at bedok… but in e end, we reached e pit only at ard 7.30pm lo… v.’early’ hor? Haha~ Helped to wrap e corns & sweet potatoes & prepare e crab-sticks b4 we started eating… haha~ tis is e 1st BBQ tt I eat until I was full… in e past, I only ate a lil’. Haha~ tis time round, it isnt tt bad… e few of us din had to BBQ at all… e guys (ming yuan, yeong ming, amos, xiangjing) and ziyan had already set up everything wen we reached and they jus kp BBQ-ing, providing us wif e food. Thanks a lot guys! Den we (me, grace, xiaoyuen & yisian) jus played daidee and crap ard lo. Haha! I was winning la… until darras joined in… den I joined grace who was sitting on a bench alone, lookin at e sea & e sky… We tok abt our past BBQs & chalets… it was fun la… reminded me of lots of fond memories…but time passed v.quickly la… cos today got weddin dinner, I cant stay overnite yday. So, had to leave to catch e last train lo… took sum pics den I left wif yisian, TL, yidian, tim & chok… yulin v.best lo! By e time we were preparin to leave, she stil haven reach yet la! Only saw her wen we were walkin off… win liao… all cos of e cip trip tt’s y she reach so late… haha~ oh ya! Shuxian’s cumin back today liao!!! Haha~ lots of ppl askin wen she’s cumin back leh… haha~ hope she enjoyed her hols in Shanghai…

On e way back, all of us were wondering if we’l be able 2 catch e last train/bus… haha~ so funny la… But luckily all of us managed to catch e last train/bus so no one get stranded… haha~ Sum of e guys crapped tru’out e journey home while chok had a v.nice sleep… haha~ Overall, it’s fun… muz reali thank our class rep for puttin in so much efforts to make sure tt yday’s BBQ was a success! And of cos, e others who helped him la!

Thursday, November 11, 2004

PW
After one yr of hard work… it’s finally over… wanted to blog yday but hh called so jus crapped wif him den go zzz le… can stil rem. e day wen we were informed of our grouping… wasn’t reali pleased wif e groupin but it stil isnt tt bad la… At least can train us to work wif ppl whom we werent reali familiar wif ma… For my group SA147, it’s reali a group wif mixed personalities… in e beginning, tings werent tt smooth sailing… But we cant chge our fate… so we jus worked our way tru all e obstacles… thou there mite be sum unhappiness durin e midst of our project, we stil worked well wif each other… now, PW’s over… I don reali feel sad abt it… jus feel a lil’ sad abt not being able to work wif e few ppl again… To me, e lunch tt grace, me, TL & JC had tt day wen we went back for OP rehearsal is e best time spent wif e grp tru’out e yr… may everything goes well for em and all of us can get good grades for PW…
~Deevapali~
haha~ it doesn’t concern me act…. juz tt wif tis public hol, I get to spend sum time wif family… it has been a reali long time since we went out to shop tog… buy stuffs and shop… thou it wasn’t a long time, we are stil spendin time tog ma rite? haiz… ever since I started cold war wif my bro, I don reali like to go out wif family… cos it seems sorta meaningless to me… wen e only ones tokin are my parents… but at least tings arent tt bad now… hope tings will improve gradually…tml’s a long day… chem lect…9 to 4! Crazy man! After tt got class BBQ…but cos nxt day gotta attend my cousin’s weddin, mom dn allow me to go tml… haiz… sian~ all of us sacrifice a lot and spent lots money on his wedding… his face so big… haha~ hope he haf a blessed marriage!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

~badminton~

Went 2 sch to arrange our GPF…den tog wif thongler & yulin, we went je sports complex 2 meet up wif xiaohui, pong, chongwei, meishan and clara… shuhui, pris & soonhui were even later than us… cant believe we act. book 3courts for 3hours!!! It’s so crazy la… played for 3 whole hours… tink I only rested for 15mins tru’out… my hands aching like siaoz la… nt only hands… my whole body! Haha~ startin paired up wif yulin & played against xiaohui & chongwei… haha~ first time pair wif yulin… stil not so bad… act, quite surprised wen yulin agreed 2 join us for e game cos she alwys say she don like 2 play badminton… but quite happy tt she agreed. We luff quite a lot during e game la… luff at each other… oh ya! Esp. wen pong hit himself on e face while tryin 2 ‘counter-attack’ soonhui’s serve! Haha~ tt’s so funny la… aft tt, played against hh & shuhui… den I managed 2 help yulin take revenge on hh…cos he kp smackin e shuttlecock on yulin…den wen he paired wif shuhui, she gave me few gd balls tt allowed me 2 smack and hit him! Haha~ but reali paiseh l, kp hittin him! hehe~ who ask u kp makin me run round e court…haha~ after a short rest, I paired wif clara, played against hh & meishan… it’s also a fun match la… den in e end, played against meishan and thongler… haha! Finally get to revenge on TL…stil rem. how he made me run e pre. time… aft 2+ hrs, all of us were hungry! Super hungry la… den we anyhow play liao… haha! after tt, we went KFC 2 replenish our energy lo! Too bad chongwei, pris & shuhui left early, cos we crap a lot durin e meal too! Durin e meal, discovered tt clara duno hw 2 swallow pills wen yulin’s takin her medicine! Cannot make it la!!! So old liao stil duno hw to swallow pills… haha~ hope we can play again soon!!! Cos meishan even bought ankle guard for her ankle… nxt time tink she shld wear two to protect both her ankles… she ah… sprained both ankles b4…reali muz take care liao… haven seen clara for a v.v.v.V. long time… thou we din get to tok much…we stil get to meet so I’m happy liao! Haha~ hope we can meet up again soon!~!

"Replaceable"

Haiz…after readin clara’s letter, it triggered off sum thots again… have been askin myself not to tink abt it…but after readin her letter, everything jus came back… she’s rite… "Friendship is replaceable…" u mite be v.close to tt person but once u two are in diff sch, tings changed… & it hurts wen u tink of how close u 2 used to be & how u 2 used to end off wif ‘frens always’… It hurts wen u realise tt u r no longer close to e person u used to be close wif & wen there r no more common topics for those chats. It hurts wen u r no longer one of e first few ppl e one ur ‘used-to-be’ close fren turns to wen he/she encounters a problem… it’s reali heart-wrenching! Perhaps e only consolation u haf is tt at least e fren whom u care a lot for has found sum1 else who can share his/her troubles and doesn’t need u anymore…at least he/she is in good hands now rite? so it isnt tt bad… I tink e major problem in human beings is tt they tink too much… if they don tink too much, they wun be sufferin frm all e heartaches and stuffs… Almost everything in this world is replaceable but not e moments u spent wif e ppl u reali cherish… those are e memories and u cant replace em wif anything… it’s a FACT and u cant change a fact… Different friends are there for u at different phases of ur life… e ppl who r alwys there for u in e past mite nt be there for u anymore now… but wat can u do? U cant change a fact wat… tt’s how cruel life is… u can only take it as fate and make e best out of it… No matter how much u try, u muz see if e other party appreciates wat u’ve done… if he/she doesn’t appreciate wat u’ve done, don appreciate e efforts u put in to salvage or remain close frens, wateva u do will go down to drain… While u r feelin upset over e lost friendship, e other party mite be partyin… so is it worth it? Perhaps, u shld jus let go… let go wen it’s time to let go… there’s no use hangin on to tings which haf no conclusion… Just cherish e ppl who reali care for u now and e ppl ard u… no matter how tings mite work out in e future, at least u still hav e memories of e happy moments u spent wif each other… Thou memories mite be hurting, it beats havin no memories at all… at least u wun regret not doin sth which u shld haf done.

~ Let go when it’s time to let go…if not u’ll only be hurtin urself…~
~ Cherish e ppl ard u and cherish e memories shared by e two of u…~

Sunday, November 07, 2004

~family day???~
Haha~ quite happy today… went to grandma’s hse… it’s sorta a get-together for everyone ba… it’s nice to see so many ppl gather tog…. heart-warming and I hope that it wld last forever…it’s a nice feeling to see all ur family members tog…. jokin and crappin happily…
Haha~ carried my nephew for quite sum time today… my hand aching now… he’s not light ok… but he’s a yan dao now… v.cute boy… less than 5yrs old…surprised wen he smiled so happily upon seeing me… he oso got mood swings de I guess. There was tis period of time which he don allow me to carry, there was also a period of time wen he only wants me to carry… seeing him smiled so happily, my mom asked me to carry him… oh my gosh! I haven eaten anything since 9am loh! So hungry… where got energy carry him… was still tinkin of eating b4 carryin him de…but today, he’s jus so hyper! Clung onto me…den he so cute…wen my aunt asked him y only let us carry, his mom (my cousin) says " cos he only wan young gers to carry him ma!" den she asked my nephew correct anot and he luff happily and nodded his head… oh my! Den wif his mom’s words, he kissed me twice! Once on each side of my cheeks… haha~ first time kissed by him… haha~ he’s reali a cute toddler man…I tink meishan muz be v.jealous now… haha~ the next moment was worst… I was hugged by two persons!!! My nephew (whom I was carryin in my arms) and his grandma (who is my aunt la!) I was sandwiched in b/w…my nephew was luffin so happily but I was dyin of suffocation…it’s so hot and I’m so hungry…but haha~ It’s stil fun la… to haf a toddler to play wif… hope I’l get to see him again soon!~!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Life’s reali fragile… I cant believe it reali happened…so many things haf happened recently… stm feel reali tired… y muz we go tru all this??? Was reali upset wen I heard e news frm my dad… was wondering wat’s so impt tt my uncle asked me to wake up my dad who is sleepin… my uncle’s wife act. committed suicide by jumpin off!!! Can u believe it??? Tis kind of ting actually happen in real life!!! And I din expect tt it’d happen to sum1 whom I noe… wat’s gg to happen to her children, my cousins??? Both of them are still in PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! They are stil so young… wat’s gg to happen to em now tt she’s gone? Their marriage has always been on the rocks… cold war has started since last year… they haven been talkin… how worse can things be?? She act. left a will for my uncle… I cant believe tt she act. ask my uncle to make sure tt my cousin enter RGS!!! Pressure haf driven her to take e path of death… Depression is e main cause… how to say… her children can score 90+++ for their exams and she’s stil not happy wif tt results! She’s only satisfied wen they score full marks… FULL MARKS u noe??? Now, they are gg to bluff my cousins tt their mother died of sickness… how long can we hide from em? I feel reali terrible now… thou we’re not close to my cousins and their mother, my mother and I still cried… let’s jus hope tt my cousins wun be too affected by their mother’s death and they can get over wif it asap…if only my uncle has brought her to see a psychologist… if only she takes tings in her stride…if only the reality is not a cruel one… if only there isn’t so much stress and pressure and competition in the world….maybe there wun be so much tragedies and tings wld be different… if only…

Thursday, November 04, 2004

sTePh hO~~~

haha~ crappin wif her now...long long time nv crap wif her till lidat liaoz...stil e same old stephy... haha... all e tok abt growin tall... she oso not short wat... chio ger leh... still rem. e times we sat tog in class... saw mdm sia today... still rem. how i was called by her wen i jus smiled wen steph show me e old man in SS textbook... haha~we two alwys kana called by mdm sia de... haha~ act, don reali noe her de... cos sec1and2 we two sorta in rival classes ma... haha...but it turned out tt we can click quite well la...QUITE la...haha~had lots laughters and lame jokes... towards end of sec4, we even started makin sandwiches for each other...i love her sandwiches la...so feng fu de... haha~ den we wld alwys take turns to buy sweets and snacks to pass ard e few of us in order to stay awake... nice memories... e two of us wld always make fun of chieu's slowness... and crap ard la.. it's fun... but too bad... she choose poly... get such marvellous grades still choose poly.. i've got nuttin to say... if not, duno where she'l be now... at least mayb can see her once in few months la...but she go NP lo... so far...haha~ but now, hope everything go smoothly for her la... den hope we can meet up soon... i'll be prayin for her...tt wen i see her again, she'll be much taller!!! haha~

OP!!!

Haha~ so glad tt it’s finally over… haha~ next yr we wun be doin it anymore! Jus one more week and we’ll be free from it! Din expect our assessors to be mr des ng and ms jaine tan… haha… but they were not bad la…jus tt they took reali long to set us questions… I din expect tt I actually finished my speech in 3mins and 6secs… tt’s like so fast la! Hope my speech is clear! Haha~ my fastest record!!! Tink my group did a good job la… grateful to em for their cooperation… I don tink I’ve been a v.good leader but I’m sure tt they are v.good members… enjoy workin wif em!

Thongler tricked pong into meetin us at jp… well haven seen him since fri… but haha… how much can a person change in 5days rite??? thongler says he misses him a lot… haha! v.funny la… we jus crapped ard… thongler wan haf his lunch ma… I bought ice kachang and in e end, e two of em oso eatin my ice kachang lo… haha~ but luckily they did…if not,i mite not be nt be able to finish oso… yea! Tink we are finally gg to play badminton on mon!!! have been tryin to plan one for so long lo… finally can sweat it out!!!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

tml's OP!!!

went to sch to rehearse for tml's OP... met thongler go sch tog... wah...e 97 we took reali is like microwave la... so stuffy! haha... jingchun as usual...late... haha~ but we managed to run tru everything twice b4 ephraim left la... den after doin some touchin up, we left for lunch! haha~ tis is the first time e group had lunch tog i tink... so quite happy! at least we crapped a bit... team-bonding??? haha~ quite late hor? e project's already cumin to an end liao lo...duno it's a good ting anot... haha... me and grace go dig ball from a secret hidin place... den we go play... too bad shuxian haf to leave first...her grp oso meet so early ma...but e 2 grps sit at diff tables for lunch la...hehe~

so in e end left me, grace, yulin, tim, thongler,JC and des.... amos joined in e game... played for a while only den e rain came...so we were stucked at e gallery, tryin to cool down... after tt, we left le... yulin went to take jabs today...since we got nuttin to do,me and thongler accompany her...she not feelin well oso ma... so be e good guy for today lo...haha~act. i'm always good de... haha~ but it's a bad move... e rain's so sososo HEAVY lo... drenched la... haha~ den after tt, went mac for a while but yulin's reali sick le... so ask her go home rest... dun wan 'tutor' her le...poor ting... feel bad la...she say is i pass e virus to her de.. sad... anyway, hope she get well soon la!~!...

p/s: thongler,u v.bad leh...say dun wan say who's e her and him...but it's so 'NOT' obvious hor?? tsk tsk... haha...but it's fun teasin e two of em...

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Met up wif shuxian, sharon and belinda at jp… yup…went for a job interview… so I guess I’ll be workin after 19th Nov… miced feelings now… gg to work means more cash and oso less own time… I act like the way I’m now… doin own tings at my own time… stress-free… dun nd to be afraid of offendin ppl… I can do wateva I like… but it’s sorta wasting time rite? haiz… humans are always lidis… contradicting themselves… workin is a good experience ma… haha! hopefully I get to learn sth again tis time round… I’ll neva forget my first job de… hehe~

Last nite yilin triggered off sum tots… we tok abt 2/5’s camps at pasir ris and were tinking of having 2/5 gatherings… indeed… we reali miss those times… but reality is curel… she’s rite… tt kinda camps and bicycle rides will never happen again…. Cos we are no longer as close as a class… dun say class… sum used-to-be close frens are no longer close frens now… It’s quite upsetting but it’s a fact… a fact which we cant change... reali wonder if we’ll ever haf a 2/5 gathering… Tings are just different now…

Relationships are reali fragile… only a few can withstand e test of time and distance… wen two persons don see each other frequently… Things change… they’ll find tt they no longer haf topics in common to talk about and there’ll always be awkward silences… they’ll start tinkin abt the past moments they’ve spent tog. and compare wif the moments they are spendin tog now… Time and distance can create friendships, relationships, they can also destroy em… soon ppl will find that they are havin difficulties keeping the promises they made to the ppl they once thought they will love and care forever, be it frens or lovers… so why make promises rite? stm it’s jus better to keep mum and nt make promises tt u mite haf diff keepin in future… if not, u mite just hurt sum1 who u care for… be it ur close frens or ur loved ones…


~ Time and distances will result in empty promises… Unless u r sure to beat them, don make promises for u mite hurt those who tink tt u’ll honor ur promise… ~

Monday, November 01, 2004

jus a normal day...

hmmm....met up wif yulin today...if not, i surely rot like siao at home... went to thongler's hse to watch last fri's episode of ren wo ao you... she missed it cos of cls dinner at geylang ma...haha~ den ask soonhui help her record loh... after watchin, went jp library... den she found out tt she cant borrow any more books wif her ezlink and ic... jus cos she lost it...so ppl, better take good care of em... they are reali impt!!! after lots trouble, she finally get to borrow e books she wans... oh ya... we like saw shuxian's brother today... but haha... only seen him once, don dare to confirm oso...

den go shop ard jp, sportslink...world of sports... jennyfer... gio... etc... haha.... den as usual, we had those 'electric shocks' tis kind of tings alwys happen in jp de... haha! saw yeongtay too... but he like bz wif sum stuffs so jus say 'hi' to him only... den yulin came my hse to take ci yu shou ce... haha... they still got chi paper to go... poor ting... hopefully all of em can make it tis time and next yr they don nd to be tortured by chi. again... haha!

Sunday, October 31, 2004

~dAy oUt wIf fAmIlY~

hmmm...not reali wif family la...wif my mom,bro,cousins,uncle and aunt and my nephew and niece... all thanks to cousin anson! he's finally gettin married on 13th Nov... all of us hav been waitin for tis day... esp e 'senior' generation! haha! e dinner is gg to be held at a v.posh and high class place i tink... Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel... quite excited leh! hahaha~ so my aunt wan my counsins to go buy new clothes... too many ppl for one car... so my uncle asked my cousin to drive another car... haha! went to OG to buy... cant believe we act. spend almost 3 hours to get all our clothes!!! din expect tt i'll be buyin but mom ask me to buy so buy loh... haha! but damn ex la!!! my clothes cost $67 in total la... but luckily my e other cousin is a member so got sum discount... act. i fancied a shirt la... but it's reali too ex le.... $70 for a shirt! i bu she de! haha... but tt shirt reali chio la...nvm...next time earn money le den CONSIDER buyin... haha! i bought another skirt today... haha~ unexpectedly la... duno y i suddenly don reali mind wearin skirt... it's reali comical to see my aunt tryin to ask my cousins to wear skirt instead of long pants...haha~

hmmmm...e cousin who is gettin married is reali one great guy! thou he always make me cry wen i was v.v.v.young... he neva fails to bring smiles to my grandma's face... wenever he visits my grandma, he will neva fail to do sth... tt's to kiss my grandma on her cheeks! how many guys wld do tt now?? i tink e only ppl they'd kiss wld be their gerfrens...but nt my cousin... haha! he'd always tease us, play wif us thou he's much much older than us la...wif him ard, there's not nd to fear anything! may he has a blessed marriage!!! lookin forward to his BIG DAY!!!

Friday, October 29, 2004

~laSt dAy Of sChOoL~
a lot of tings happen today I guess… it’s e last day of sch leh… cant believe one yr jus passed by so quickly… seeing our seniors mugging so hard, I’m reali worried for myself… can I make it??? Haiz… and it’s next yr loh… it’s like we’ve jus finished mugging for Os and in e nxt moment, we’ve to mug for As… But now, let’s just leave it as so and enjoy life first ba… Today’s nt only our laz day of sch but oso mr chu’s laz day in SA… guess I’ll miss his voice… thou he’s v.strict, he’s a gd lecturer! It’s only his lecture tt I wun find 2lecture periods draggy and boring! But y muz he leave?? Maybe like wat he say… " After 10yrs, it’s time to move on…" Well, he’s right, everyone must move on… so, I’ll jus hope tt he’ll be happier in e new environment and wld stil cum back to look at us whenever he can… will never forget DJ Chu and his voice de! reali like his teachings!

~pAsSiOnLeSs~
tis is the second time I heard ppl saying our batch as passionless… but are we reali passionless??? Wat causes us to be passionless??? Haiz… In tis harsh world… only results matter… so how can we pursue our passion and heck care abt our grades??? I suppose many of us have our own passion but due to e heavy workload and e tons and tons of sch work, we can only say ‘bye-bye’ to our passion… it’s quite sad… haiz… it’s hurts to give up on our own passion but if we persist in gg for our own passion, how much support will we get frm others??? I tink only those who truly understand u will do so and for parents, of cos they’d wan u to do well in studies instead of gg for passion… only a minority will support their kids… And it’s ONLY A MINORITY… so I guess many of us are forced to be passionless

=tOWn=
Went to town today wif yulin and yisian…I act. rot and slack in sch for more than 2periods la! Haha! but luckily meishan was there to rot wif me… not forgetting pris… haha~ I agree wif wat pris says…it’s stil wif NH-rians tt we can crap all e while w/o havin silence moments… haha~ ok…back to town… well… first time went town wif em only… both of em are crescentians so they’ve a lot to tok abt so I jus kept quiet sum of e times… but overall, it’s still ok la… hope tt yulin din regret askin me to tok.. cos I always suan her… they went BK to eat after buyin movie tickets (yisian din wan watch, duno why) and poor me, can only watch em eat… haha! No la… cos I ate le ma and I jus recovered oso… haha~ after eating, we went to take neoprints… haha~ it was a fun experience la… quite like e neoprints… haha! after takin e neoprints, we realised tt it was time for e movie and we ran all e way up! Haha~ after e movie, we saw pong!!! He was wif his class la! We managed to scare him ( I tink. J ) turn out tt he jus had Swensens! He better keep record of his weight… he wun wan to end up fat… haha~ told him we watch ‘Ladder 49" and wen we met his frens again, we found out tt he went to watch… so easily tempted… haha!
on e way to heerens, ran into STEPH HO and VIVIAN!!! Oh my! Haven seen steph since duno wen la… miss her man… could still rem. how we crap wen we were sittin wif each other in sec 3 and 4… both of em more and more chio liao… crap wif em for a while la…. Steph still e same, never fail to suan me!! Still say wat go in heerens den see got fate to meet again anot, den I say ‘hope not’ and true enuff wen we met each other again, e two of em turn away… haha~ still e same old steph… wish her happy bday she stil complain it’s so belated… only 2days wat… she din even wish me leh.. haha~ but quite sad… everytime I go town, I’d look out for familiar back views… but sad to say, e ppl I wish to see e most, always din get to meet em…y is tis so??? I guess we jus ran out of fate ba… haiz~ I noe we are all in town and in e same building and we jus din get to run into each other… haiz…

* LaDdEr 49 *
It’s a nice movie! But quite sad! I dun like e ending… I tot it’d be a happy ending but I was wrong!!! It’s abt fire-fighting and ya… ppl died… firefighters etc… (they got special terms for each duty but forgot le) it’s shows how brave, how courageous they were and the dilemma they are in wen they haf a family to spare a tot for… I tried not to cry but I guess it’s too diff… wen it reaches the part where e main lead, Jack saw the blazing flames and requested his captain, Mike, to give command to ask his fellow firefighters to retreat and jus leave him to die… It’s too much for us to bear… if I’m nt wrong, yulin oso cry at tis pt of time… it’s reali sad… I tink e captain had a hard time deciding too! Cos Jack started off as a rookie and Mike was e one who see him improve and improve and helped him to where he was… from the show, can see tt firefighters had strong bonds and they’d help each other… tt’s y Jack’s family will be safe I guess… it’s reali nice story…but y muz be a sad ending?? Make ppl cry… haiz… but I can say… e effects are quite nice and I wonder how they make e flames…cant possibly make e real one ba??? It’s so dangerous…
Woo…it’s reali a v.long entry…duno y got so much to say oso… haha…better stop now…

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Sick…

Wah…long time nv blog le… bz wif pw loh…reali hate PW… spent so much time on it… sum ppl jus don care abt not doin anything for the group… so sickening… haha~ My voice has been in a reali bad condition now… cant tok… den having a fever now… cough and runny nose… Tis is the first time I gotten sick tis yr and it’s so serious… sian… duno if tml I can make it for OP…if dun go like v.irresponsible lidat…

Oh ya…saw two frens yday… One used to be my v.close frens… but due to sum reasons, our friendship becum v.bad…I could still remember how sad I was… how heartbroken I felt… 3yrs of friendship jus cos of a newly-made fren which I intro to her… haiz… but glad tt at least she say hi to me yday wen she saw me… den the other is jus another fren... long time no see de...surprised wen a 'hi' act. came out... haha... so quite happy despite e fact tt i'm sick...

well...thks alot for the concern of e ppl ard me has shown...thks alot... yup! i'll take good care of myself de... i wan to enjoy e holidays wan de leh...to those frens whom i've not seen lately... must meet up during e hols k??? oh ya...thks for e sacarsm i received frm those ppl wen i lost my voice! xiao hui...i'll neva forget how u suan wo de... u better not let me haf a chance to get revenge!! haha~

Sunday, October 24, 2004

~sHuXiAn’S hOuSe~
Went to shuxian’s hse today… for wat??? Watch VCDs and sing KARAOKE!!! Haha… her hse reali got lots discs… Be it vcds or ktv discs… haha… well… felt a lil’ bad cos her grp meeting today to do pw den there we were creating a din at her hse… thanks shuxian for allowin us to go ur house!! Had fun singing la!! Oh ya! E show ‘blue crush’ is reali nice… the waves shown were reali… whoa!!! Fantastic! Guess we wld neva see such waves in spore de… Haha…

It’s a pity sompong and shuhui left so early… we had lots fun singing I guess… JJ’s and SHE’s… sompong’s favourite!!! Haha~ well… Sum of the songs were reali high while others were reali low… we had hard time catching e tune I tink… Oh ya… Today a lot of ppl were at her hse la… me, sompong, shuhui, xiaohui, thongler, tim, yulin and xianyang… but in the end… left me, shuxian, yulin and xiaohui… all of em leave early la… yulin kept singing the wrong words la… haha… Shuxian sings well… can be e future star of SAJC!
Took bus home wif yulin and xiaohui… den we mentioned the song by xu zhi an and xu hui xin… it’s a duet la… haha… me and yulin were trying so hard to recall the song and there was xiaohui making fun of us... so bad rite??? Keep saying tt we cant recall e song de… felt so gek wen I cant recall the song (tink yulin oso) but I jus dun wan gif up… wan prove xiaohui wrong! At last, I reali recall the song while waiting for the lift! Haha… and prove him wrong… tt’d teach him a lesson… nv to look down on ppl… haha! it’s reali a fun day! Hope we can go her hse sing again soon!!!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

~ SA OPEN HOUSE ~
Today’s finally the day… can see that many ppl haf put in lots effort and spend lots time preparing for tis event!! First yr we took part in tis event! Haha~ early in the morning went to sch to set up the stalls… den soon… it’s 10 o’clock!!! Ppl started strolling in and there was a queue for SA’s shoe bag! Guess tt’s one of the attractions! Oh ya! Mr chu is actually one of the DJs and unlike his normal appearance… he appeared v.friendly and relax this yr! And he’s definitely funny… esp. wen he tried making all those funny voices while sun yanzi and JJ’s songs were played!

SAJC band rawks man! Remind me of the times I spent wif NHSB while listening to SA band play (thou I was at the balcony). In NHSB, at least there was a homely feeling and I feel quite comfortable in it… remembered how hard we worked for each performance… everyone had a common goal and for each meeting we had, we noe wat we were doin and we got everyone involved…. Reali misses those times… I still miss my cornet and miss playin those pieces of wonderful music…Watched their 1pm performance wif yilin they all… fabulous!!! Love it wen they play ‘titanic’… so soothing…thou sad… haha… but e audience were engrossed in their playing la… if only SA band is not so stressful and my grades were better…I wld join back band!!! Reali misses those days…

Went to harbor front wif yilin and yingxiu!!! Woohoo!!! Thou we were tired… we had lots fun crappin loh… listen to yx fa hua chi… den crap abt findin a guy to go wif em to SA carnival next yr!!! If they can find a guy each, den they’ll buy a tix each… so here am I prayin for em tt they’ll find a guy each and go SA carnival… den I can clear all my tixs!!! Haha~


Friday, October 22, 2004

~sUnShInE aFtEr rAiN~

finally…see e sun rays after the rain… at least tings r slightly better now at home… haha.. But jus hope tt he’ll not forget abt tis incident and wun repeat his mistake again! I’m feelin much much better now… so don worry abt me le! Back to my old self le! thks!!!

Oh ya…sth reali touched me today… first time sumbody make honey for me… was reali surprised wen meishan made a bottle of honey for me… reali unexpected!first time… never in my life sum1 treat me so good… after drinkin tt bottle of honey… not only my sore throat was gone… all my bitterness oso haf disappeared!!! Thks a lot meishan!!! Tt reali made my day!!! Haha…

Well… slacked the day away…but at least spent sum time crappin wif shuxian, grace and meishan during the language tutorial…guess we had a ‘fun’ time changing classrooms wen e lights sudd jus went off for the class we r in while other classrms all hav lights… scary man… lights go off but aircon still on…so weird!!! Haha… meishan dirtied her shirt la… while tryin to escape frm me… so I’m guilty as well… so went to clean her shirt wif her… haha… see her so panic… so gao xiao… v.comical actually!!! Managed to wash e stain off… haha~ she seems to forget tt there’s tis ting call ‘soap’ tt exist in tis world! Haha~

Glad tt everything’s finally over… it’s good in sum ways…thou it reali got me down, I get to see who are e ones who reali cares… so it’s good la… haha… and it allows me to get a clearer pic of ‘true frens’… may there be sunshine after e rain for all my dear frens~

Thursday, October 21, 2004

~million of thanks~

hey guys, thks alot for everything!!! for all ur comments and encouragements... ya... tis few days alot of tings happened...and for e moment i tot i cldnt handle em anymore... but thks to u guys... i manage to hang on! took my mind off all e unhappy stuffs wen i was wif u guys... ya... i'm ok now... guess i'll be back to my normal self soon... sorry for gettin u guys worried...

meishan...thks for sms-ing me rite after readin my blog... reali touched and thks for ur concern... haha...thks for prayin by my side for all my dark clouds to move away... get ready for ur fan k??? clara... thks for ur concern too! glad tt u still care abt ur fren here... haha~ kiddin la~ sharon...ya...i'll write in letter to tell u de k?? don worry too much...u r fortunate to haf such wonderful brothers...haha~ cherish em hor! sompong... well, don blame urself la k??? not ur fault oso wat... my problems how to link to u??? no link la! haha... u've been a reali good fren la... don say tt u've failed as a fren k??? ur lame jokes neva fail to make me luff de loh... k? hmmm....soonhui...ya...thks for ur encouragement... ya...will try not to break down so easily de...but yday's situation was reali scary loh... haiz...nvm...

guys...reali thks alot for everything...w/o u guys' encouragement, i wun be able to hang on... may everything go smoothly for u guys k??? i'm oso here if u guys need a listening ear hor!!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

…overcast…

wat a day…tink the weather has been influencing everyone’s mood and health…many ppl had fallen sick and rite now, I’m one of em too…haiz…today’s reali not my day…
reali wondering if I’ve done e right ting…maybe if I din tell dad… all these wouldn’t happen… can see how much pain tis has caused mom… this is the first time I’ve seen her lidat…haiz… wen the whole lecture started, I’ve been tryin hard to fight back my tears… I noe how hurting tis how ting can be to em… he jus duno how to repent, does he??? Still can rebuke impolitely… doesn’t he noe how deeply he has hurt us??? E worst part came… was reali terrifying… for tt moment, I could no longer hold my tears back… it’s reali frightening just to haf tt tot… I wish and hope tt it wun happen again and wat she say wun cum through… how I wish I can tell em how much I love em and how helpless I felt at times regardin certain matters…
nuttin goes well for me recently… tml’s OP dry run and I fall sick today… reach home, wanted to rest den realise tt my dad had told my mom… at nite… haiz… even worst!!! How I wish everything tt happen today was jus a dream…
oh ya… xiaohui, wen u called den asked if I’m alright, u r rite… I’m not ok… not ok at all!!! but tis kinda tings I jus don feel like saying… hope u understand… thks for ur concern anyway!!!
(p/s: thks a lot for those who left comments and advice for the pre. blog…ya…will look on the bright side and hope tt tings will turn out right… thks once more!)

Monday, October 18, 2004

tRaPpEd~~

Reali duno if I’ve done e rite ting by telling my dad abt it… promised him not to tell my dad de…but if I don tell my dad I feel tt I’ll only be doin him harm… haiz… I guess he reali breaks my dad’s heart… felt reali bad tt I tell him… but he’s getting from bad to worse… haiz…wonder how will mom react to tis if he found out… I was reali heartbroken wen I found out abt tis… don he ever repent??? Doesn’t he knows how much hopes my parents had for him??? I guess e worst ting in life is tt sum1 in ur family actually turns his back on u and did sth tt’s unforgivable… my parents had forgiven him for numerous times but he just took em for granted… always think tt e world owes him a lot… Reali worried abt him but does he ever noes tt many ppl are worried abt him??? He only tinks tt we are biased and all sorts of crap!!! Just hope tt one day he’ll wake up, start repenting and not let my parents down...

Sunday, October 17, 2004

hEcTiC sUnDaY

went to thongler’s hse to do PW… hmmmm…his mom is so friendly… haha… ate lots tidbits there… well… reali hate PW…guess I’m not cut out to be a leader… I’m reali a lousy leader loh… wat leo are borne leaders??? Crap la… haiz…hope I din offend anyone in my group… let’s just hope PW wld be over ASAP and enjoy life ba… haiz…

at least after PW…e fun began!!! Haha~ went to sompong’s hse for steamboat… still rem. e last time we had steamboat…ate an uncooked prawn den had diarrhea… haha… Guess tis time round, I only ate e prawns wen I made sure tt the prawns are in e ‘boat’ for a long time… haha~ a total of 8 ppl were there loh… Me, shuhui, sompong, heowhui, soonhui, thongler, weizhe and zhizhong. Started cookin e food wen sompong played FIR karaoke disc… woohoo… e torture started!!! Haha… kiddin la… it’s e singing started… we started singing along wif FIR wen sompong plugged in e mics… haha… pity sompong’s neighbors actually… sompong got reali high wen ‘wo men de ai’ and ‘ni de wei xiao’ started playin… but well…these two are e best FIR’s songs… haha… Weizhe and him jus carry on singing, holdin on to the mikes… competing wif e sound system… haha! couldn’t forget how they change FIR’s new song from ‘wo yao fei(1)’ to ‘wo yao fei(2)’ and pointed all their fingers to soonhui… haha~ guess FIR wld be fumin mad if they saw how they changed their songs~

Hmmm…nice rap u did for SHE’s ‘Only Lonely’, pong…haha…Quite agree wif wat shuhui say… maybe it’s cos rap is monotone tt’s y u sang so well… haha… kiddin la… no offence k? J guess Sompong, weizhe and thongler had a great time imitating Selina, Hebe and Ella respectively ba… (guess I’ll neva forget how well they sang… haha! )

Ate a lot today!!! Actually wan burn out fats by gg play badminton de… but too bad all e courts are fully booked… in e end, ended up getting more fats into our bodies man… haha… hope can find courts for us to book soon…reali wish to play badminton!!!

Saturday, October 16, 2004

~cAtcHiNg uP---2~

Tsai’s hse is so posh!!! Reali like her hse a lot… her hse alwys gives us e comfort feelin de!!! Like her sofa best! It’s so comfortable loh!!! Memories of our visits to her old hse at Parc Oasis flooded my mind… went to her hse at sec2 for projects and once we went there to make friendship band and a small gift for everyone in 2/5! Spent our whole day of holiday there… hope 2/5rians still haf em! J den sec3 (I tink) went to her hse to celeb sharon’s bday! BBQ there! it was fun la!!! Haha~ graduation nite, we went there to get ready for e grad dinner at Chevrons and celeb clara’s bday! Den after e dinner, we went her hse for sleepover! Fun man! Spent so much time there…nowadays wen bus passes tt place, I’d still rem. how we wld meet each other on bus every mornin to go sch… haha~
Went to scott’s picnic for lunch den lied tt we wan go walk walk at Far East so tt we can get e cake… sharon had a hard time distractin tsai man… haha… finally get e cake and we act kept it in my bag!!! Wah…heavy responsibility man! Hehe~ but luckily e cake stil in gd condition… then we went to take neopirnts!!! Like takin neoprints wif em man~ well…as a whole…reali had a great time today… get to meet up my closest frens in nhss loh… but it’s a pity tt dilys and clara couldn’t join us… we just gossip and update each other on our lives loh… hey yilin…thks a lot man!!! For spoiling my reputation… haha… oh ya! We gave tsai a bottle decorated wif seashells, starfish and sand by yilin, a cushion wif e words ‘sex bomb’ and a cake…hope she likes e cake! Hmmm….yilin’s art reali v.good…did such a great job in decorating the bottle… haha~ yingxiu stil haven change a bit… still so hua chi… haha… she just love SA man…more enthu abt SA’s open house than NJ’s… haha… sharon rather quiet today but guess maybe she’s too tired ba… had lots fun today la… just hope tt we could meet up soon… felt so relaxed wen we are together loh… all e best to em!!!

Friday, October 15, 2004

~sudden tots~

finally...it's e end of e week...guess it has been quite a short week...time seems to pass v.quickly nowadays... in e twinkling of an eye, one yr is almost gone... haiz...who noes wat will happen next yr?? will everyone still stay as they are??? will 04s76 still remain as 04s76??? hope tt there wun be any changes to e claz population... thou not v.close to e class, there is stil sum feelings to e class and reali wish tt every1 can stay...

got back all our papers liaoz...haiz...it's reali ironical loh...chem is supposedly my weakest subject and i din reali study for it loh....and it turned out, i scored better (as in higher percentage) as compared to phy loh... reali disappointed in my phy grade loh... haiz... hope there'll be moderation and after moderation, i can get at least 'O' for both phy and chem loh... cos 'F' is reali UGLY!!! haiz...at first tot pin my hopes for 'A' pass on maths paper but wen i get back my maths, i was stumped loh!! i flunk my maths again!!! thou i did improve i only got an "O" pass loh... hope tt after addin CA,can get 'A' pass loh... haiz... and i act. got an "A" pass for econ... think is cos mr chua pushed my marks up... muz thank him...

meishan,was reali touched by ur comments...haha...thks alot for bein so good to me...haha! hope our friendship will always be soo good! :) oh ya! saw SA Open House dance today... hmmm...it's not bad leh... v.nice loh... haha...i tink if everyone coordinate well....e dance wld be fantastic...haha! sompong ah...i noe u tryin to focus...but stil muz smile k? if not,ur face like sayin 'hey,u owe me money leh!' leh... haha... so long for now...hope tt next wk will be a much better wk...

Thursday, October 14, 2004

a blessing in disguise???

wah...today's reali not my day...retype tis entry for e third time le!!! quite pissed off man... haiz... first ting get back such disgustin results...let mr pandian down man...was reali depressed so din feel like tokin at all... haiz...was reali afraid tt i cant make it for promos loh...cant promote... but reali grateful to two persons... tt's y it's sorta a blessin in disguise....

MEISHAN~~ almost broke down in front of her wen she tok to me...but managed to hold my tears back... crap wif me and console me n take my mind off e sickenin grades and harsh reality...surely luff in her presence de... thks dear! her sms reali touched me lo... 'don worry,we wun leave u behind nor u will leave us' tears almost trickled down my cheeks la... thks dear!

SHARON~~ thou she's far away in AJ, she stil sms me to cheer me up and encourage me...tried to assure me and calm me down...reali grateful to her... she's reali a good fren...i'm reali lucky to haf em as my frens and i'd nv wan to lose em!!!

oh ya...not forgettin chieu and shuxian who tried hard to cheer me up and assure me again and again... thks!!! sch's finally over and cheered up further durin e ride hm wif pong,sh and thongler...wif em ard sure got lame jokes de...haha...thks alot! saaw fiona xie and huang wen yong at jp... quite a day!!! hope tml will be a better day and may my dear frens be blessed wif happiness~~