surfin e net for a long time...
duno wat to blog abt...
lots stuffs...
but just don feel like sayin out everything...
jus wana kp to myself?
or mayb i'm jus being lazy??
readin a blog...
a unique one which my bro asked me to read..
it's by 2 gays...
yep!! don be shocked....2gays...
& happened to noe where one of em is working...
jus 4 entertainment wen u r bored ba...
but it's kinda 'er' too...haha!

anw,

sx:thanks 4 makin tt call 4 me... jus sent out e email. hope i'l haf better luck tis time rd...

my darling: haha...don worry...i'm fine..u muz take care k?

tsai: don b sad k??? jus rem no matter wat happen out there, u still haf US waiting for u, being here for u in tis lil' island de... take gr8 care k? =)

~~~~everything is jus not gg to be e same anymore..TIRED~~~

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anw, an ex-colleague pop by again yday...w provence breads!!! yep! i'm so happy & touched by her action...i mean, i'm nt workin there anymore bt she still kp in contact n pop by occasionally.. and yep, we knew each other for 3.5mths onli? even frens mite nt do wat she did la... wt shld i say??? yday i worked till 6pm onli...she could haf left wen she din c me there but she din. she called me & ask y i wasn't there...haha! den waited for me to go down...yep...nice peeps...
sharon: i'm nt droppin any hints k?so dn get me wrong!!! =)

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it has happened once again...

no longer noe how to react...

lost???

confused???

losing hopes...

tis is reali not my year...

running out of luck...

it's nt gg smoothly...

can i run away frm it?

how long can i run???

where's my solution...

i duno...

anw,today's e last day of yang guang you miao...

wonder how are dey doin...

wanted to go watch...

but sth's holdin me back..

onli i noe e reason ba...

jus hope dat all of em are doin well...

stil rem those days...

hrs spent in e audi, practising...

chevrons days...

all those memories...

hope tt e tchers r doin fine...

esp e one whom i respected most...

i guess...i've changed??? have i? m i stil e old me??

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Wat a day…
Tired… worn out…
Was act lookin fwd to today
since I’m nt doin closing n can get pay today…
But who noes,
Getting e pay turn out to b an unhappy incident…
Was reali pissed off
But glad tt we voiced out our unhappiness
Thou I guess it wun made much diff…
Wanted to play sims…
But suddenly like no mood aft listening…
Shld I play?
Mayb I shld…
To take my mind off everything…

Yday nite was BORING…
Sittin alone at e counter outside…
It was onli till…
Xun & PP made a surprise visit…
N brot lots laughters to me…
Wen e nite became more interesting~
Xun act serve sum customers for me…
& taught me sum ‘polite’ ways to tok to shoppers…
tt was wat I did wen I first worked there…
but patience worn thinner & thinner as days passed…
onli wen I’m in gd mood…
or sum1 made me happy
den I’ll speak more to shoppers & crap w em…
tt was wat happened aft dey left ba…

Realized I’m missing e ppl @ sony…
Stm would wonder how r dey doin dere n stuffs…
Yep! Bunch of kind ppl…
Hope everyone’s doin fine ba…
Onli day off tis wk is sat…
Woohoo…shall make use of it to rest more ba…
Enuff crap…shall go play…
If onli I can live in tt kinda world…
QUIT DREAMING!!!
how i wish...i'm jus dreaming & everything's not true...
n we could go back to e old days...

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Wat can I say?
Humans are scary creatures
Man are ugly ones…
It’s scares ppl of how much one can change…
Overnite…
B4 everything starts,
Dey can tell u all e nice nice stuffs…
But wen dey decided to change…
Everything jus bcum rubbish…
Meaningless crap…
How much & fast dey chge…
Is reali shocking ba…
Jus hope our darling will get over w it soon…
Understand how she feels now…
Bt tink she is feelin worser…
But darling, pls be strong k?
I’m sure time will heal all wounds…
Thou scars will stil b left behind…
But u stil haf us k???
I’m sorry tt I couldn’t rush to yr hse jus now.
All I could do was jus tok to u on e phone.
Felt so useless…
But yes, I reali hope u’ll b ok soon…

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2 consecutive off days had passed again.
Spent both days w my bro.
Bring him to get his i/c done yday b4 gg shoppin at bugis.
Did not get myself a new wallet
Bot a bag instead while bro bot himself berms…
Den went to candy empire to get a lil’ sth for dear Sharon.
Found out tt bro loves candy empire too!
Waited 4 quite sum time w bro b4 tsai joined us…
Den we made our way back to jurong area.


Today…
Wat luck…
It had to cum e nite b4 today…
Wen I’m supposed to go 4 interview!!!
Feelin so weak & tired…
Jus crapped myself tru e interview…
Luckily bro accompanied me…
Den we went 4 lunch @ Holland V.
Failed to get e nice & tasty bread again!
Yes, it’s at Provence
E bakery shop tsai was recommendin.
Must go earlier nxt time if wana get e bread I guess…
Haha…
Now, it’s waiting time again…
Woder how it’ll turn out…

Sharon: be strong ger…k? everything will be alrite de… u still haf us!!!

cheer up & smile!!!

it hurts to see u in tt condition yday...

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Guess tis is jus not my smooth sailing yr…
Lots of decisions to be made…
Wat I’ve waiting for has finally arrived.
But it din bring gd news…
Muz start tinking abt it le ba…
Yep! on tis bad day, I saw seow li again.
E ex-colleague in sony.
Came to collect her lucky draw & crap w her 4 a while.
Lightened up my mood…

Today---e 1st sat which I don haf to do closing…
Came home early w plans abt tml
But it was all destroyed by a call…
Haha~ my plans were alw disrupted!
Voice nt in gd condition now…
Cos helped out in e auction tis afternoon.
Counted over 2000 of tokens…
Out LOUD in front of e shopper
Fightin to be heard w e blastin speakers.

Abigail was one of e emcee…
e spore’s version of xu chun mei
Alw acting crazily in front of audience 4 entertainment.
But after e whole auction,
Discover another side of her.

nt e crazy side definitely...
Nt cos she gave me a stalk of carnation as she gave others too.
But cos of her friendliness & her talk w others.
Yep! She’s e daughter of e McDonald’s granny
So she cant be too bad la…

but her carnation did cheer me up...

cos it's so beautiful..

even my mom says so...

it made her happy too!

Serve one lady today
Realized tt she’s my pri sch close fren’s mom.
Apparently she has forgotten abt me.
But stil, I don dare to call her
Thou I used to go their house v.oftenly b4 we moved.
Reminds me of how close me & tt fren were in those days.
& stuffs which happened tt changed everything
wat will tings b/w us b like…
if tt incident din happen tt time???

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gg back to work tml...

aft 2days of break from all e ugly side of human nature...

took plenty of rest today.

wonder y m i so tired too..

cut my hair,

visited my 3months old nephew...

his smile reali made my day!

pure n innocent...

nt stained by tis world's nature...

yep!

back to work!!!

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still waiting...

tired of waitng...

sick of waitng...

but wat to do?

stil muz wait...

haf onli myself to blame...

off for 2 consecutive days...

wanted to go4 haircut today...

but it's unsuccessful...

shall go tml den..

hopefully i wun haf those stupid dreams again tonite...

shan & i haf been hafin those stupid dreams...

after-effects ba...

haha!

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Yday was a horrible day!!! First time in my life I was scolded so badly by sum1… 2 persons in fact & it’s nt my fault!!! Do u tink I don wan t make tt announcement? I just cant do it. Felt so helpless wen dey stood there gg on & on… cursin n swearing.. no one was there to help me! Almost broke down but luckily I controlled myself… but it totally spoilt my day… no longer in e mood to work la! Disgusting ppl!!! Understand how shuxian feels… she worse… surrounded by 6 ppl!!! Argh!!!
Cant believe there are act such ppl in tis world…
Perhaps we are jus not v.exposed to tis world I guess…

Luckily sum1 appeared in e nite which made me feel better…
Yep! It’s an ex-colleague! She reali kept her word n popped by w her lil’ boy to say ‘hi!’ wen she came jp! Yes, it’s seow li! Haha! Heard tt familiar voice callin my name wen I was in e counter… but too bad, e queue was so long n she asked me nt to entertain her… never get to carry her lil’ boy… cute lil’ boy. Yep! Reali reali glad to see her actually...

Current job made me realize sum stuffs too…
Not all friends can be good colleagues…
There r too many kinds of ppl in tis world, if u cant learn to accept & haf sum characteristics of a chameleon,
U will suffer a lot of setbacks ba…

Losing myself in tis complicated world…

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chatted w chng today..

made me miss band...

miss those days where we play music tog...

has been a reali long time since i last touch cornet...

anw, chng's gg2 b sum1's daddy soon!

happy for him...

tok abt mtg up..

wonder if tt'd b possible???

kinda surprise wen he says tt he misses us...

hope everything's gg smoothly...

everything is still uncertain...

hate it!

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finally...

my long awaited off day...

spent e day watching shows...

tinkin abt stuffs which many ppl had said b4...

confused..

received sms frm xun n shifu wen dey've received my 'letters'

can c tt they r so bz...

hopefully tml'll b a better day for em...

kinda weird to spend a wkday at home...

but i miss tis kinda days...

reali...

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