每一次听到同恩的"本来",

我的心就好象有一阵痛, 眼泪似乎快流出来

我想这首歌可能有点太过悲了吧.

但我却很喜欢它.

别问我为什么.

今天再次到阿嬷家, 看见她老人家为了那事而烦恼,还听到为了那事而流泪.

我的心再次痛了.

很想帮她什么, 但却心有余而力不足.

还好今天事情有了些头绪. 希望接下来事情就不会那么烦人.

毕竟这件事已经折腾每个人很久了.

虽然不会真正影响, 但是看见阿嬷的表情,多少也是会被影响.

看到她站起来时, 双脚因坐太久而没力气,站得不太稳时...

我突然好担心...

我不想长大,不想变得那么老.

好想好想回到从前从前的日子.

当我们刚来到这世上的时候.

毫无牵挂,毫无烦恼

无需应付这世上一切麻烦伤身的事

更不必整天担心那些复杂的人情世故.

担心做这件事会忽略某人

害怕自己会迷失方向变成另一个人

担心自己的言行举子会得罪别人

害怕自己人际关系的变化

总是担心害怕这些有的没的

这几天看到和听到的还蛮多

发现了人与人之间脆弱的关系

不管是亲戚还是朋友

只要你什么事做得让人不顺眼

都可能回到原点,变成陌生人.

也许这就是为什么我那么喜欢小孩

和他们在一起根本无需武装自己

也可能可以做回真正的自己

虽然他们不能真正了解你说的话

但是至少你无需害怕得罪他们

作人难

作一个好的孩子, 好的朋友, 成功的人更难!!!

好想把一切牵挂和烦恼全都抛开

再也不要被那些事托这.

突然不想再继续

就到这吧.

乌云密布的天又来了.

还是离开人群,以免得罪人.

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jus went to expo w mom again for e food fair. haha! yep. went dere for my papers too. not tt i like tt pl alot. bt ya, who ask food fair to be dere. no choice. went to get lots snacks n jellies n puddings! happy!! can eat! haha~ bt tiring too. so heavy la.

anw, yday reached hm at 1am! best. cos pirates nice n long! whole of 3 hrs! wooo!!! in e end had to take cab hm. haha! super duper nice! jack's funny, eliz is pretty n courageous, will turner is shuai! haha~ it's reali an adventure n action movie! haha! there'r sum lessons to b learn among those laughters! like wat chieu says, it's artistic. haha! bt stil, ppl of all ages can watch. yep! so, it's nice! except for e part where dey mention spore. dn tink it reali fit in act. dn like tt kinda feelin too. yep!

life's been kinda packed since exams til today. bt tink shld be gettin lesser le ba. den i'll start packin up my room. n i still hafen find any jobs!!! nd to work out soon...dn wan slack at hm.bt weather's so hot. haha. tryin nt to find excuses~shall end here for now...

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had fun w e usual gang yday. thou it ws so tiring frm gettin high. n e lil' hiccups which affected my mood 4 a moment. bt yep, e gang managed to get rid of e hiccups n get me to high w em. well, slpin at 3am tt mornin wasn't a wise decision wen u r gg k tt day. it's reali energy-drainin. yep! yday gt to sing those songs which i've never tried singin in k before. it was fun n crazy. we shall mit up again soon k? n ya, best wishes to yx. hope she'll haf fun for her trip!

gg out again later at nite. n i stil hafen recover frm my fatigue. haha! hope it'll b another fun trip! catchin pirates laz sequel tonite. tickets booked. so no matter hw tired, i've to go. haha! tis mite b e laz mtg for us b4 we enjoy our holidays n c each other back in sch nxt term. haha! guys, enjoy e hols to e fullest k?

ran into my dear junior on tue. so long since i c her. miss her company siaz. she's like a lil' sis to me. bt ever since i grad n she grad, we kinda drifted apart n bz w our own stuffs. hmmmm... mayb i can find a day to mit up w her. hee! bt ya! i need to find a job. best if it's a flexi one so i can haf both money n time! haha~ humans r greedy...

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finally ended. thou it ended w another bad paper...haha..dn tink le. nw it's time to relax. n throw everything tt's been botherin me n affect my quality slp.haha! jus a short note for now.

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haiz... had a depressin paper today. it's so much diff fr SIM mock n laz yr papers. r dey out to kill us n left us stumped on our seats? perhaps. mind jus went blank wen i saw e qns. tryin hard to recall everything bt dey r jus so 'foreign' to me. haha! well, it's over. jus hope i can at least scrap tru. dn wana retake tis module nxt yr. yep. 4more days to end of suffering... to another chapter. till den...

would u be there love me n be there for me...

would u be there to love me forever...

would u be there...

nice song... nice show...

men vs women.

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SHE - 老婆 作词:任家萱(Selina) 作曲:陈嘉桦(Ella)

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久


like tis song...e lyrics r meaningful... there's a limit to hw far each friendship will go... if tt stage can be reached, i'm sure lots efforts haf been made.
dedicate tis song to all frens out there. may u guys found yr 老婆s...

to listen: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/156075ht.htm

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had an early mothers' day celeb tis yr... it shld b e last yr i'm celebratin at my grandma's hse. e hse which i spent most of my early early childhood at. e hse which holds lots memories n celebrations... all tis mite jus disappear w e moving out..bt well..jus make full use of it ba..haha!

went out twice to run errands for my aunt w my 2 cousins. woo! i'm glad we are able to chat n crap tog... haha! felt close to em again. haha! yep! waiting for e chalet in june. haha! another chance for bonding... wahaha! too bad... e blackies were earlier than us. cant play badminton in e end. haha! stil tot i could wk out a lil. haha! felt like a kid today. gave in to my nieces n nephews. we ( 16++ and above) act sat down n watched "tom n jerry" w em! haha. had sum gd luffin time tog. haha! mostly was luffin at my nieces n nephew. their reaction while watchin e show is so damn funny! i wonder if i had such big reaction like em wen i was young la. lol! e onli pity is tt my dear dear nephew din go today! cos he jus recovered. haha!

went to visit him yday mornin despite e lack of slp. omg. he's reali v.kelian. e illness caused him to lose weight n seems to cause him to feel sian sian n no energy. cant get him to 'high high'. haha! wen his engine finally warmed up, we had to leave cos dad's waitin. we had to leave secretly bt i decided 2 head back at e stairs wen i heard his cries. heartache so i went back n ask mom to leave w/o me. haha! wen i reached e door, he was sittin dere sian sian watchin tv. so i sat beside him n suddenly, he turned n smiled at me! as if tellin me... "i'm glad u returned!" omg. his smile reali melts my heart. haha! so i spent e whole mornin playin w him :) (dil, tt's y i was so tired tt i had to take a nap n missed yr msg. sorry!) bt he reali lost weight as my arms could tahan longer carryin him n i could hold him high up. den his small legs oso no strength i tink. fall easily bt he din cry. jus hold his leg n look at me pitifully. askin me to sayang him. haha! he definitely noe how to act pititful to gain yr sympathy! haha! i had to leave secretly again in e end. tis time i couldnt turn back. haha! heard fr my aunt he cried n din wana drink his milk. aunt coaxed n tell him to drink while she call me. den aft drinkin he told my aunt "ma, no more. yi?" omg. so kawaii! haha! shall visit him again soon... b4 he grows older... muahaha!

Happy MOTHERS' Day to all e noble mothers!!~~

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went to changi today after my paper... :) finally satisfy my cravin for laksa today! haha. gave hokkien mee a miss thou. nvm. i believe there will b more chances in future. :) woo! i reali like e changi atmosphere.. e peacefulness...e calmness...e serenity. haha! enjoyed e peacefulness so much so tt i wasn't reali in e rite state to mug... i could jus sit dere n stare into e emptiness... jus stay in my own world in silence while my frens jus con't their discussion. jus sit n observe e surroundings... sippin my iced mocha... haha! w/o any worries in my mind... okok! i did sum work la k? lucky nxt paper is mon. so can take time for a breather. haha! i hope... i could go dere again soon... haha!

933fm playin 粱静如's 最想环游的世界. it's e 2nd time i heard today. jus e rite song :)

~寻找自己最想环游的世界, 自己心中的平静... 在那几秒的时间, 一切都是不重要的~

...就好好享受那几秒的宁静吧...

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first paper down... spent too much time on micro had to rush tru my last macro qn in 20mins n w/o readin e qn carefully:( tink i shifted my IS wrongly. haiz... n it's reali cold dere! duno isit cos i'm sittin near e sides or wat. first time go there for exams... normally went there for book fairs IT fairs n food fairs. nv for exams. new experience eh? for 2 more years. haha! travel soooOo long... bt heng used to it le.so it's ok. tml's stats paper. w/o e use of scientific cal... tink i'll die... sure waste lots time de. haha! back to hit those numbers!!!!

counting down...

pls let my nephew recover soon! he's so young... heartache! shall go visit him on fri mornin...

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today is alr mon... omg... 2more days... first paper is econs... e 1st deadly paper... haiz... it'll mark e start of e upcomin 14days of stress... cant wait for it to end... imagine travellin fr BL to Expo. woo! cool ride eh? haha! jus hope it wun get too cold dere! wish me luck! :)

tis oso means tt shan is leavin spore soon... tml afternoon...for 3 months.. wooo... gal pls take great care of yrself wor! haha! cya back in spore soon!!! enjoy yrself there!

jus wana share a new song w u guys. it's by vanness wu (sharon, yr idol!!! haha!) it's v.soothing and nice...

歌曲：放手 歌手：吴建豪 专辑：V.DUBB

我醒来 你还在不在
虽然你说好了
明天就要让你离开
我知道 有些事情说不明白
剩下的思念
那一天才能停下来

再多温柔 再多等候
都不足够 你不知道我有
多么难受

我没有 更多的要求
只要你躺在我胸口
像个孩子一样温柔
我没有 更多的要求
想给你我的所有
你却选择放手

你动人的笑容
是最美的刀锋
每一次想起
都隐隐作痛
你却太依赖
我的宽容
僵持了太久
我不想再承受

我在这里 等你一句
我听见你 一切就值得
去回忆

你为什么放手

To listen: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/151693ht.htm

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caught spiderman in action laz nite. woo!i'm glad i bot e tics in advance! haha! it was fantastic. nv seen such an action-packed superhero movie for such a long time. hmmm...thou it mite b a lil dark..it's stil fantastic. yep! tink ppl w weak hearts mite nt b able to take all e excitement! haha! seriously i like e black suit. it's so cool n nice. haha..bt too bad tt's e dark side. one muz n shld choose to gif up n leave e dark side. super nice... MUZ WATCH!

e onli shuai ge in e movie.

e one who manage to forsake hate for love...

y muz he die???

e kiss tt belongs to e 2 of em.

will he ever get to propose to MJ eventually?

~Look out for SPIDEY 4!!!~

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