Sunday, March 27, 2005

Back~???

It has been a reali long time since I last blogged… well… of cos… lots of tings had happened… BT1 has just passed… mugged tru’out the hols… but I guess my grades will be as usual… v.bad… haiz… guess there’s sth wrong w me la… jus cant seem to get all my facts right n stay put in my mind till e whole paper is over… It’s over… but wat does over mean?? It’s the end??? Or is it another start??? Haha~ life’s reali funny… I guess it all depends on how u look at it ba… in e optimistic way or in e pessimistic way… haha~


Went to support Tsai durin the hols… hmmm… her play quite chim… haha~ but overall, I tink it’s nice la… can see how much efforts they put in loh… yep! Haha~ hope tt everyting’s gg well for her in HC… let’s hope tt we can meet up wif her soon loh… it has reali been a long time since e few of us get together… Lots tings happened… sorta changed my views on sum stuffs… perhaps friendship is all about a ‘recorder’ and a ‘radio’. A listener is jus like a recorder… remember everything tt his/her frens said, listen to their woes n happiness… but it’s seldom tt they get to speak… haha~ The opp of listener/ recorder wld be a radio loh… always contributing his/her happiness & woes, complaints… but seldom listen to wat his/her frens haf to say… wen one of em break down, tt’ll be the end of their relationship, their friendship… I guess tt’s wat leads to broken frienships… haha~ enuff abt tt… wonder wat role each of u play in each individual frenships… haha~~


Ch 8 9pm show " You are the One" has cum to the end le… haiz… so fast…. It’s a happy ending! Haha~ e last episode changed my views abt Yukiko… haha~ in e beginning of the show, she’s just a spoilt brat… took everything for granted, only care abt herself… but in e end, she becum sum1 who cares abt everyone ard her… Tink e part where she n zhengxi sat on e bench to watch e sunrise is very touching… haha~ guess tis is e 1st show in tis year tt’s so nice! Now e 9pm show is abt NKF… another touching show… but I guess tis one is more abt health ba… haha~ anyway, seeing those ppl suffering is also v.sad… so frens, pls take gd care of urself n stay healthy!!!


Aft e BT1, went to play badminton w tl,soonhui,yeongtay n shuhui… haha~ quite fun… yeongtay changed a lot loh…crappier… talks a lot but it’s better than e old him, so quiet… haha~ den on sat, went to shuxian’s hse!!! Haha~ played mahjong n sing karaoke loh… not bad la…quite fun but not as fun as before loh… maybe too many ppl le… got shuxian, belinda, me, yilin, pong, hh, tl, soonhui,,,, haha~ nvm… mon gg out w them again… heard frm sharon tt she’s not feelin well, hope she gets well soon n get ready for MON!!! haha~ wah… tink I’ve written a lot le ba… lots updates le hor?


Shuxian… c la… I update le hor!!!
Xiaozhu: Hey bro, I update liao… haha~ meet up soon k???

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Start of Hols == Start of Revision???

It has been a reali long time since e few of us sat down tog to study liaO... pong la... so bz always... haha~ Even wan go out oso diff... but nvm la... we are old frens le... not only noe how to go out haf fun only...we oso noe how to settle down n mug tog de rite? haha~ Went to NUS & NTU Open House for tis weekend... haha~ wat to say leh? Saw a lot of ‘old frens’... but I guess, tings haf change... sum din even say “hi” wen we met each other la... NvM.don tok abt it liao... Anyway, NUS seems more happening as compared to NTU la... Hope everything can turn out e way we wan… meanwhile, let’s work hard together...
Haiz~ Wen I was typin tis blog... 933FM ‘s playin ‘Lang Hua Yi Duo Duo” ... maybe to many of u, tis is jus another ordinary song... but to me, it’s a reali special one... One song which holds so many memories for me... haha~ Don worry... it’s not tt I cant let go e past... it’s jus tt I’ve jus been reminded of e wonderful past n ‘reliving’ e moments for a short while... Haha~ Remember all e singing competitions we took part using tis song... It’s our theme song siaz~ haha~ all e different versions we had for it... e different actions we had for e different versions... but all done by e same group of ppl... 2-5’ 2001... haha~ A ‘happening’ class of fun ppl who had lots fun tog… 1st class who went to camp at Pasir Ris Park for 2 whole days instead of e usual chalet... Played ‘water bomb’ by e seaside while others shld be playin mahjong??? Lying under e sky, chatting, singing, telling ghost stories...haha~ tt’s so much fun la... Yep~ it’s all in e past liao... All of us have grown up... I guess tis kinda situations will nv happen again.. Don worry... I’m nt gg to be upset over it... Instead, I’m gg to lock tis memories up in my mind...in my heart... to make sure tt I’ll NOT lose em... Hope everyone will rem. em too!


~ " 40 as 1 isn’t EASY, but we are TRYING” ~

Friday, March 11, 2005

<< FALLEN IN LOVE >>

haha~ fallen in love with e ch8 9pm show "You are the one" … not sum1… haha~ Tis show is super nice la… nowadays tis is e only show I watched on e nites of wkdays loh… haha~ I tink e main aim of tis show is to show ppl how wonderful it is to be in love la… haha~ I tink they haf succeeded! It reali makes ppl feel like gg into relationships aft watchin e show… haha~ but of cos… things aren’t tt simple in reality… but too bad…e show’s endin soon… nxt wk last wk liao if I’m nt wrong…


OH SHUCKS!!! Jus realise sth!!! Nxt fri gg to support Tsai in Huang Cheng which CLASHES WIF E FINAL EPISODE OF THE SHOW!!! OH MY!!! WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? Y EVERYTIME LIDAT DE???!!! Y SUCH COINCIDENCE?? Argh! Thongler… pls help us record can??? Please??? Haiz… super gek liao…


Went back to my old hse area… it has been a few years since I went back to tt block of flats… wat to say? Wen I step into tt area again…memories from e past came back… it’s a pity tt a lot of tings haf changed since den… haiz… Was reminded of a fren who was once v.close to me… haiz… e tot of it hurts… even much more than e recent one… haiz… Went to find an old neighbor… quite close de… haha~ wen I moved out of tt estate, she was only p3 n her sis was in pre-sch I tink… rite now… she’s in sec4 while her sis in p3 le! oh my… time passes so quickly la… thou we mite nt be tt close, we stil can joke la… reali glad tt I went back w mom today… it’s a nice feelin… to be back to e place where I spent my 1st 12yrs of life… thou there’s a lil’ sadness… haha~ it’s unavoidable de ma… hope tt we can meet again soon… (haha~ tink it’s quite impossible…) all e best to them…
Haha~hey guys… it’s hols again… but tis time rd…it’s a wk for us to pia… haiz… sad… all e best k?! jia yoU!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

HITCH

Haha~ Pia down to JP to catch a movie w meishan n thongler… it has been a realli long time since I watched a movie… wanted to watch Series of Unfortunate Events de… but ended up watchin HITCH… I don regret la… it’s reali a nice show… haha~ a comedy… reali de-stress quite a lot la… haha… a lot of ppl luff v.happily la… haha~ tis show reali nice… should watch! J but I tink behind all those laughters… there’s sum meaning de loh… it reali shows tt true love can overcome anything… n once u fall in love, it wun be tt easy to get out of it… haha~ so, to all guys out there… go watch e movie if u wana win e ger of ur dreams… e ger who u reali like… it has been a long time since I went out or rather talk to meishan liao… last time got chi periods…but not anymore… haha~ can only hope to meet up as and wen to catch up w each other loh… haha~


Yep…tis is finally e last wk of term1… hope can rest well…. It has realy been tiring la… both physically n mentally… haha~ Next term is NAPFA liao… Hope everyone in e class can pass so tt we can play games tog… oh ya! Today I learn "forward pass" of Frisbee… haha~ it’s quite diff la… til now, my throw stil not steady…but quite fun la… reali hope tt fri there’ll be half day so tt we can rest… haha~ hopefully, e few of us can go out tog after block tests… reali haven go out tog for a long time liao… esp w pong… even meishan oso ask y seldom c pong w us recently liao… haha~ oh ya! today duno wat's wrong w NHSS...see so many NH-rians la... esp in e theatre...practically surrounded by em loh! haha~ but so noisy n vulgar... spoil our reputation man...haha.. so long!~

Sunday, March 06, 2005

dedicated to dilys...my cherished fren...

hey dil...
i'm reali sorry...
i din noe wat i wrote here affected u tt much...
ya, it's true tt tings haf changed...ppl haf changed...
my heart aches too..how did he manage to change so drastically?
8years of frenship... gone just like tt...doesnt i mean anything to him?
i noe tt u cherish him alot...but wat right does he haf to hurt u so deeply?
i hope tt after tonite, u wun shed anymore tears for him...
stm it's easier to let go den kp hangin on...
u get tired...u get upset...ppl ard u will feel e heart ache for u too...
so y hang on wen e person don cherish you at all?
mite as well cherish e ppl who reali cherish u...k?

i've learn to let go...it's time to do so...u too must do so k?
no use hanging on...i guess it's useless...how he replied u reali breaks my heart...
is he e HE whom i used to noe?it's reali scary how much one can change into...
after tonite...i hope tt u'll cheer up...
it's not worth gettin upset over him...(i almost use e word 'jerk'! but well, even if he don treat me as his fren anymore, i stil treat him as a fren...e old him...so i wun use tt word...)
cheer up ger... pls cheer up...
thou u've lost him, u've stil got us... e good old frens tt u've...
it's no doubt tt we haf change...be it a lil' or a lot...
but our hearts are still e same...e memories we once shared...e happiness n e pain...
they're nt sth which could be forgotten so easily...

a promise is a promise...and i give u my promise...
i'll be here for u no matter how many years pass by...no matter how much everything has change...
jus one sms from u, i'll be there... unless u haf found sum1 better than me...
unless u confide in others...i don mind...reali...as long as u r happy...
but no matter wat...pls stay happy...
cos u r one of my most cherished fren...
and i dun ever wan to see u upset...

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Looking Back…

Haha~ yeps! Met up w clara today for dinner after her SAT tuition… finally got my autograph book back… haha~ Miss it dearly… e autograph book looks so weird to me now la… read wat tsai wrote… sum "xin li hua" I suppose… Din reali notice tt these were wat she tot… guess we all neglected tt… muz find chances to make it up… haha~ Re-read e whole book… Suddenly realised a lot of ppl haf been out of my life le… haf neglected quite a lot of ppl… Ppl like my dear nu er-Michelle… my 7yrs classmate- Edwin…my bro- Long Qiang, my upper sec sitting partner- Stephanie… my slow fren- Chieu, my 4/4-rians… how I wish I can tell em how much I miss em now… haiz… n of cos my dear frens Tsai, Yilin, Sharon, Dil n Clara… and soonhui…


True enuff… time has changed everything… it’s quite scary act… reali miss sum of em… esp ppl who I haven heard from for ages… ppl like edwin… how to say leh… same class for 7yrs leh… is tis consider as fate? But ya… fate reali plays an impt part… guess tt’s e end of our fate ba… cos after JC started, we seldom talk le… Tink tis yr 2005 till now haven hear frm him ba… changed a lot… everyone… jus hope everything go smoothly for him… as for Tsai… miss her lots… read wat she say… but wat I can I say? We are close frens… We are gd frens thou we seldom haf heart-to-heart talks or meet up w each other… but perhaps for us… it isnt e heart-to-heart talks tt bind us together like others…it’s kinda a bond tt all of us share tt do so… e determination to keep in contact… to meet up once in a while… It’s enuff to keep e friendship gg rite? haha~ jus feel a lil’ sad tt we arent e ones she confide in whenever she’s feeling down or wat… but I’m sure tt no matter wat we’ll always be there for her if she ever needs us…


As for mic… jus had a short chat w her tt day online… catch up w her a lil’ la… hope we can meet up one day la… haha~ Miss e days we passed notes in class… e letters we wrote for each other… haha~ missed out on a lot of tings tt happened in her life aft we grad la… feel tt I haven been a gd fren to her… haven kept my promise… May she lives everyday to her fullest for e following years n hope she find her other half soon! As for soonhui… I noe he don feel good tt he is ignorant of a lot of tings tt happened to us tis few months… I feel bad too… but I reali duno how shld I go abt updating him la… it’s like we’ve stopped letter writing…den sum tings cant be easily explained over sms-es de ma… rite? haha~ hope he wun be offended la…


I tink I’ve written enuff le… reali will afftect my mood… miss sum ppl lots… but how shld I go abt tellin em? Haha~ suan le ba… letting go shld be better than hanging on aimlessly… not knowin wat lies in future ba… argh…don wan say le… wun be bloggin tt often le ba… block tests cumin up… anyone c me online muz pester me to go offline study! Haha~ take care guys~~

Dil: don get so stressed up again k? anything jus sms me... i'll try my best to help... even if i cant, i can stil be ur 'ear' k?
Clara: Nice meetin up w u... don get so worried over ur wt... n be more careful w ur stuffs k?
Pong: u watch movies so fast... we want meet up to watch movie w u oso v.diff leh... watch so many movies liao... sianz...u better slow down ur pace of watchin movies hor!
Hh: i hope u wun be offended abt wat i told u hor... jus hope u'd tink abt it... no offense k?