Thursday, December 30, 2004

~~> YILIN’S HOUSE <~~

haha~ noe her for almost 5yrs le… today is e 1st time I go her hse… woohoo!!! Her hse is nice la… decided to meet up w my clique at her hse for a mini steamboat + karaoke… thanks shuxian for e discs… yep! Guess we had lots laughers la… poor tsai… cant eat much… see le oso heart pain… haiz… hope tt she’ll get used to havin braces n her jaws wld be ok soon… reali enjoy myself wen I’m w em…dey r still e best company I had… even if we jus sit there n don tok…haha~jus finished watchin e news… haiz… reali sad… suddenly feel v.guilty… while ppl r sufferin over dere, here I am, enjoyin myself… feel as if I’ve sinned lidat… cos tis 2days like waste a lot of food… sorry!!! Suddenly feel tt life’s reali unpredictable… so jus wana tell my dear frens sum tings b4 I regret and lose tis chance… SHARON, TSAI, YILIN, YINGXIU!! I reali MISS U GUYS A LOT!!! Miss those times tt we spent tog in NHSS… e morning walks we took… e songs we sang tog, e shops we shopped tog… must get together from time to time k???DILYS… I MISS U TOO!!! Miss e times we smsed and chat on e phone… don forget ur fren here k? CLARA… MISS U LOTS!!! Miss watchin movies w u… e suffocating ‘hugs’ tt u always gave… MEISHAN… I’m reali glad tt we becum close frens recently!!! SOONHUI, ,SHUHUI, HEOWHUI, FUNSHEN… miss e times we had tuition tog… PONG, THONGLER… Thanks for all e crap u all contributed… dey brighten up my days! SHUXIAN!!! Haha~ love ya lots! For getting me e job and gg to tutorials and lectures w me!!! LANBO~~~ thanks for still makin e efforts to keep in contact wif us! Must continue to do so k?


to everyone out there who are readin tis: pls make an effort to keep in contact wif all ur frens… esp those who u reali cherish… cos u never noe wen u mite lose e chance to do so… may everyone of u be blessed!


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

~~ Pariss Seafood Restaurant ~~

haha… finally got our pay… so decided 2 reward ourselves for our hard work… supposed to go Vienna Restaurant… but aft a v.innovative way of deciding, we went to Pariss instead… wow! It was FANTASTIC man… 1st time went to such classy restaurant for buffet… e variety there… woohoo! Reali a wide range la… guess how long we ate? We beaten lots ppl who went there later than us loh… quite paiseh but haha~ we had to make our $ worth ba… it’s not cheap loh… we started eatin at ard 11.45am and we end at… ard 3pm! Haha~ best hor? I was also quite amazed at e amt of food e few of us ate… I like e e fried prawns & spaghetti (cream) w king crab best! Haha!~! we ate shark fins… crabs… lots fish… yummy! It’s real nice la… stil got abalone la (thou I dn tink it’s genuine…) best hor? Aft tt, we were so full la… full til we cant walk… feel like slpin loh… tink we overate la… haha~ but we stil went town aft tt… haha~ took neoprints…cant belive I took neoprints 3x la!!! Twice w my workin partners… once w clara… yep! I met up w clara for a short while cos we din meet up at all tis hols ma… =P after meetin clara, I go find sharon dey all again… den we jus kp shoppin & walkin… got sum funny incidents la… (while belinda’s tryin clothes… w tt sickenin woman…haha~) den belinda n sharon went to pierce ears again… haa~ they kp askin shuxian to go la… but she refused… haha~ but I reckon it’s q.scary to pierce ears at tt kinda places… haha~ yep! Cant believe I went out for more than 12hours yday… but I reali had fun la!!! Had fun shoppin, eating w em… so nw I noe, besides hafin fun workin w em…had fun enjoyin w em too!!! Hope tt we’ll haf another chance to work tog next yr after As b4 we go party again! Thanks shuxian once more!!!

~~ A World Without Thieves ~~

how can a world be w/o thieves??? I tink it takes more than a miracle for tt to happen… haha~ tis was my 2nd movie for e week… quite crazy hor? I’ve heard tt e rating for tis movie is q.low so we almost wan to change the movie… but I’m glad tt we din… It wasn’t a bad show at all…in fact, it’s v.nice… it sorta reflect how e world is now… True enuff there are lots of baddies around but not all e baddies are beyond hope… Jus like e movie, there are still such baddies who want to repent but not given e chance… tears swelled up in my eyes wen I watched e part where sum1 died… (I shan’t reveal e person in case sum ppl wan watch) It’s quite touchin la… dying for sum1 who’s so close to u… so important… Just becos tt sum1 ask u to do sth, he gave everything up… even his life… jus to save e money of a boy who is so pure, so innocent who they had jus met few hours b4… Is it worth it? Sum may wonder… is it worth it to exchange ur life for money? But I guess, it doesn’t reali concern e money anymore… It concerns the faith e innocent boy has for e world… thou he’s surrounded by thieves, he stil carry e tot tt there’s no baddies in e world… if e wolves can leave him alone, who else can be worse than the beasts??? But he’s reali too naïve… haiz… I guess it wld take ages for tt to happen… We can neva predict wat sum1 is tinkin… so we muz always guard ourselves against others… but wen tt happens… e world would be a cold one… w/o feelings… would we like a world like tis???

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

~~ Kung Fu Hustle ~~

went to watch tis movie w pong, ler, yulin and shuhui… it’s sorta a last min decision loh… sudd receive their sms askin me to watch… well… so I jus go loh… haha~ it’s quite a nice movie la… v.funny but it’s too crappy le… too exaggerating loh… but I stil rem. e part where e martial arts experts feign ignorance… cos of sum reasons… they do not wish to show their real ‘power’… haha~ I agree… stm life is jus abt feigning ignorance… stm it’s better not to find out too much cos ‘e reality hurts’… so wat if u find out everything? Cant change e fact tt it has happened already… so y torture urself w e truth? But I guess tt’s human’s nature… curious abt everything… haha…. back to e movie.. stephen chow ‘turned back’ at e rite moment… he’s kind by nature so he cant bring himself to hurt anyone… yep! Haha~ I believe everyone is kind by nature… it’s just becos of e environment we are living in tt causes ppl to change… ppl do change but not many change for e better… wen ppl change… relationships are affected… be it family ties, friendship or love… ya… wen ppl change, their feelings will also change… and soon e ppl u once noe,u mite not noe or understand anymore… tt’s life….overall… e movie is nice… so if u r feeling down or deprived of laughter for a long time… go watch e movie and luff all u wan b4 u face e cruel reality again…

Sunday, December 26, 2004

PAiNtiNG’s tiring!!!

Duno what’s gotten into my parents today… suddenly wan repaint our living room… woke up by e paint smell and their noise la… but they already finished e ceiling loh… so after lunch dey went out buy paint den wen they return, we con’t painting… woohoo! It’s e first time my whole family is doin sth tog la… thou it’s tiring but I tink it’s quite meaningful loh… quite happy to see tt we are doin sth tog… haha~ it has been a long time since we did sth tog le ba… hope tt there will be more chances for us to do so!

today got e charity show...haiz... quite disappointed tt ENERGY din turn up... cos i like to c their dances... always so cool de... haha~ but den... wat aches me is wen i saw e scars on e patients's bodies... haiz... my heart reali aches for em... i rather e sponsors donate all e prizes money to em den gif those who call... haiz... may all those patients be blessed... gd luck!


Saturday, December 25, 2004

Christmas--- a season of joy and happiness…

Went back to work today… woohoo… not again…. Like last yr lidat… quite sad hor? Ppl enjoyin den here u r workin… haha~ alone summore leh…like so ke lian hor? But today is reali my last day of work le… after tml… (26/12) e christmas counter will be ‘destroyed’… ya… went to get stocks w mom (cos she tinks I’m v.ke lian…muz get stocks alone)… den set up e counter loh… quite ok la… sales today quite good… cos e price push down to $1 den attract quite a no. of shoppers loh… a lady bought 24 items frm me la… so happy!!! My last day le.. so mus gif my best… but still… sum of e time I was slackin la…nobody ma… after sorting out e receipts for shirley, suddenly rem. yanzi’s "wo ye hen xiang ta" and I act. wrote e lyrics of e whole song out la…love tis song… remind me of some stuffs la… den shirley sms me ask me help her tally e receipts wif e list… being my last day, I decided to help her loh… afterall… she’s a nice person and it’s my last day… I’m lidat de la… if sum1 is nice to me, I’l be nice to him/her too… watever he/she ask me to do, I’d try my best to help de… in other words, if e one askin me to do all those stuffs was PP, I wun bother at all… haha~ after shuxian came, tok to her, update her abt wat claud n shirley said den leave le loh… stil quite yi yi bu she… haha~ but no choice muz go my grandma’s hse le…

Friday, December 24, 2004

sPecIaL dAy~~

well…it’s nt a special day cos it’s xmas eve… but cos it’s our official last day of work… and I was actually LATE for 1min (1st time late for work loh!!!)!!! wen I reached there, sharon punched card le…den shirley was there waitin 4 us… q.surprised cos it’s e 1st time she was there la…it turned out cos tt day lots orders for turkeys n hams so she helped us out loh…it’s reali a lot la…den it’s like war lidat… she so stressed out lidat… kp hurryin us… haha~ so we just arranged&arranged…packed n packed… like there’s no tml lidat… haha! wen e delivery man arrived, we were surrounded by turkeys n hams la… luckily they are dead if not, they’ll surely make lots of noise… (haha~ just being lame…) we quickly packed em into e giftboxes la…cos sum customers cum collect it super early la… had lots paper cuts frm foldin those boxes lo… e few of us cant rest at all… e moment we sit down, ppl cum collect it… like kp opposing us lidat lo…

after a hectic morning…finally get sum rest… got my 1st xmas gift frm Shirley!!! Haha… thou it’s just a hp accessory, it’s stil a tot frm her… we r jus temp girls loh…but she stil got us a gift… tt’s sweet of her… Time passes quite quickly loh… soon it’s time for us to leave le… 1st time I don look forward to tt thou I was reali tired… Cos I noe, after today… it’s OFF WORK le… duno wen e few of us will work tog… takin stocks… counting money… wrappin tings tog… haiz… quite sad hor?? L I noe tt I’ll miss em surely de… haiz… after claudia came back frm their company lunch, she gave us our xmas gifts and thank us for e help… it’s not as if we help her voluntarily la… we get pay de ma… rite? haha~ she’s a nice lady too… thou she gets too crazy stm and does sum actions tt we wun tink tt she’d do so de lo… haha…

tot tt we wld take photos de… but in e end, due to time constraints, we din la… haha…quite disappointed, but nvm cos we took sum b4 le… J while claudia was tokin to her friend… found out sth shocking lo… she’s actually LIGHTER THAN ME!!! 43kg only!!! Oh my!!! Met my rival le… haha~ see, there r still ppl lighter than me de lo…my god! Haha~ oh ya! Found out tt both claudia n shirley are stil not attached… hope they’ll find their romance soon too! Cos they are reali great gals!!! Haha~

after today, reali wonder wen we’ll work together again… reali had fun workin w em… lots fond memories… here are sum incidents which I still remember and hope tt I’ll always rem. em…
In e beginning, SHUXIAN loves to play ard, pumpin balloons… but after bursting 1or 2 balloons, she stopped pumping balloons le… she’s e one I did e least closing w loh… only 3times leh…still rem. e 2nd time we did… it’s horrible..haha~ duno y so blur tt nite… haha~ serious mistakes la… but she always bring her cam… den we had fun takin fotos w her cam loh!!! SHARON!!! She’s e one I did e most closing w… haha! thou got mistakes, it’s still alrite la… haha~ her cute guy! Haha~ cos of her, we did lots embarrassing stuffs la… e one I did w belinda was e worst la…I stil cant believe I actually did tt loh… oh my god!!! So dui lian!!! But her cute guy not bad la… reali quite shuai… but sharon… rem. wat shirley say wor… "study more impt now…mux set ur std higher…aim for OLDER guys and more capable de…" haha~ hmmm… as for BELINDA… she’s e one whom I had no probs doin closing wif de… haha~ duno y…close w her always v.successful de… but she oso blur at times… connect e wrong ting, den din switch on e speakers when she tried to play songs…say ‘thank you’ to yanchuan on e phone wen she act wan to say to a shopper…mistook JJ’s JIANG NAN for DOU JIANG YOU TIAO (had a great luff over tis), loves balloons but don dare to pump cos she developed a phobia for pumpin balloons after a balloon burst rite in front of her for 3 consecutive days!!! Yep!!! These were e memories of my 3 working partners… haha~ for my ‘superiors’…. Hmmm… CLAUDIA--- A lady who likes jokers… can get crazy and screams easily… always managed to surprise u w her sudden exclaims over sum matters… likes Zax Wang of 5566… but tink Tony is e most shuai…mixs up e venues for concerts wen there’s only 9mins b4 e concert starts… treats us quite nicely but get stressed up easily (so she’d also stress us in return!) … ya… tt’s all… As for SHIRLEY--- a lady whom I tink is quite quiet at times… not as crasy as claud… but also likes to stress us… seldom see her get pissed off (except e times wen sum shoppers get unreasonable and wen a grp of guys get too close to her…but guess is cos she sick so she gets pissed easily)… treats us v.nicely… loves to take fotos also… support SLY… likes Tony of 5566… she shld be quite a caring person… care abt her appearance… (cos I rem wat she told Belinda… abt hafin too many tings on face…sth for us to tink abt…) yep… that’s all… for e others… din get to interact w em as often as em so dun nd to mention ba… haha~ jus want wish em all e best in e upcoming year and…. MERRY XMAS!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Monday, December 20, 2004

~fEstIvE mOoD~

off day today…my last off day… L haha~ but had fun today la… went to sch4 1hr 2pack orientation package…e sch seems so foreign today la… long time nv go le… haha~ went town after tt… had breakfast w shuhui, TL + xiangjing at PS’s mac… yep…den XJ went to find his fren… we walked to Cine… hopin 2 catch a movie b4 we meet yulin but too bad no show… ate pasta for lunch n BK for dinner… (long time nv eat til lidat le… haha~) oh ya! saw oli n sly!!! haha~ saw SLY 2nd time le...today more close up...less noise oso...haha~wen yulin came, we started shoppin but TL was quite bored la… den he went away lo… sorry leh TL… luckily hh came after a long time 2 kp him company… we con’t shoppin til yulin got her gifts n I got my gifts… but I stil haven buy finish la… I wanted 2 buy a skirt n a bag de… but din c anything tt caught my eye… haiz… quite sad… but aft takin a walk along e streets… my mood lighten up… there were caroling n lots performances la… so nice… got choir, violinist…. Blah blah… it’s filled w joy n happiness loh… den stil got cooling breeze… damn relaxing la… for e moment, I hope tt time will stop there n we can just enjoy ourselves at e wonderful scene… wif music n cooling breeze… but I cant stay long… I nd to rush hm to bathe n meet shuxian dey all aft work to take fotos at e xmas tree… today is e last nite we can do so le.. cos sharon’l be ON LEAVE til EVE n we cant possibly take pics at xmas eve ma… yep… so muz rush back lo… =P but had fun la… w all e poses… muz thank sharon’s mom for takin for us… hope sharon n her family enjoy their hols!!!!yep… enjoy myself la… crap n catch up w frens… take neoprints oso! Take pics den can take a walk… a walk towards a new chapter of our lives… reali enjoy listenin to e kids caroling… so cute… hope all my frens’ll enjoy their xmas!!!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

~ Justice League ROXS~

duno y…was feelin quite down today… cos today is e last day of performance for JL team… watched e show for umpteen times but well… it’s stil quite nice la… like e coordination…e background music… yep… ask lots ppl to watch it… (for those who din, it’s ur loss! Haha~) When I was helpin out at e 4pm show today… lots memories came back… e 1st time I watched e show was w Belinda at e media preview (where we tot it was q.lame), e various times where I saw e kids smiling n waving happily at their favourite superheroes n cheering… influenced and make me excited too… e times when all of us heaved a sign of relief wen BATMAN, GREEN LANTERN & HAWKGIRL almost slipped n fell while landin on stage… e various kids who were scared by e SMASHING entrance made by MARTIAN MANHUNTER (who's MARK's brother!!), e ‘high’ n relaxing dance by WONDERWOMAN n e cute poses made by FLASH!!! How claudia screamed wen Mark (e emcee) describe GREEN LANTERN as handsome n strong!!! Haha~ can stil rem. e show… haha~ but now… they r all memories le… took fotos w all of em on stage today… haha~ w sharon, belinda n shuxian… yep! Thanks shirley for tending e counter for us… guess belinda was embarrassed by MARK wen he shoved e mic to her… haha~

den after their last performance at 7pm, we were all waiting for GREEN LANTERN, FLASH etc to walk by cos we wan take foto w em… dey are all shuai ges n chio bus la… haha… but WONDERWOMAN n HAWKGIRL were a lil’ dao so we din dare to ask em… wanted to ask FLASH wen he walked past tonite de… ( cos he seemed friendly to us wen he walked past us e prev. days wen he smiled at us n show us his ‘FLASH’ pose) but he looked away so I paiseh don dare call… but wen GREEN LANTERN (sharon’s new love) walked past, shuxian n sharon called him n he reali stopped n take fotos w us la… so good… thanks mark for helpin us take… I could stil rem. how sharon n shuxian describe his built… haha~ he’s reali macho la… haha~ den he so friendly de… yep! He even shook hands w us loh… after tt, sharon n shuxian tried to run aft FLASH to take pics but guess he was long gone… haiz… sad la… den din take w MARK oso… it’s reali a pity… haha~ but of cos it’s quite hard for us to ask em to take foto w us ma… rite??? haha

still rem. tt time wen HAWKGIRL approached me (while I was helpin out @ e show) n tell me tis "act, I’m e hawkgirl, can u let my kids in cos dey jus arrived?" I was shocked tt she had kids le la… but was tinkin " haha~u tink I duno u r e hawkgirl meh?" :P haha~ e others oso dun believe wen I tell em la… how claudia exclaimed to us tt MARK is v.shuai aft he talked to her… (which I agree… MARK is ABC leh… haha~ but too bad claudia, he’s attached! Haha~) e 1st time MARK waved goodbye to us at e counter wen he leave aft e show… cos he nv did ma… e 1st time GREEN LANTERN smiled at us wen he walked past e counter,
yep…tt’s abt it… written so long b4 I knew it… better end here… tml’s my OFF day… but stil nd go back sch… sianz… den gg back JP take fotos w em again… haha~ hope dey’ll develop e fotos soon so tt we can see… ya… tonite’s our last goodbye… will we ever meet again??

3rd Dec---------Our first meeting… MEDIA PREVIEW…cos of em, we earned ourselves a treat, a buffet….
12th Dec-------- Brunch w JL at Seoul Garden… realised tt GREEN LANTERN is a joker, get to eat at Seoul Garden…
19th Dec-------- Our last goodbye… photos taken… good luck to em!!!

Justice League Team
BATMAN--- from e Gotham City, also known as Bruce Waynes
GREEN LANTERN---- he’s handsome, he’s strong… he gets his power from his RING…
MARTIAN MANHUNTER---- he’s e last of his kind… he’s frm MARS… making his SMASHING entrance… he’s MARTIAN MANHUNTER!!!
HAWKGIRL---- soaring up into e sky, she’s half-hawk, half-human…
WONDERWOMAN------ her name is Diana, princess of e Amazon
FLASH ------(can’t show off his super power due to Spore’s law on speeding) fastest man on Earth!!!

Haha~ these are based on my memory… how they were described wen they were being introduced… scared tt I will forget em so better type em all out…

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

oNe mOrE wK gOnE~

wah… haf been workin for 3 wks le… haha~ quite happy wif my job thou there were sum unpleasant incidents… 2more wks n I’ll be off frm wk… well… tink I’ll miss e ppl there… my workin mates… belinda n sharon (not shuxian cos same class ma… haha~), my ‘superiors’--- claudia n shirley… e fun we had n e photos we took tog… yep! They are reali nice ppl… (btw, sidetrack a lil’… jus received sharon’s sms… she n tt sum1 damn fated… met again in e train… sharon muz be floating now…) ok! Yep… our ‘neighbors’ were also v.friendly… kp tokin to us… dey were sellin sum catholic stuffs I tink… ya… told me abt e diff customers tt we mite face… blah blah blah… True la… we face diff ppl all e while…ppl w diff attitudes towards salespersons… ya… met quite a no. of nice customers n stern-looking ones too.. today quite happy… ppl praise tt I’m a gd salesperson… one even say can ask my manager to promote me… haha~ so funny la… act. I’m not gd at sales de lo… jus tt wen I see customers r those nice nice de… I’ll joke w em… tryin to ask em to buy more… yep! Jus be friendly la… those who noe me shld noe tt I’m not reali gd at words de ma… haha~ e lady frm Body Shop oso v.friendly… den she stil ask me wan go over to Body Shop to work anot… haha~ funny woman… thou tonite money din tally again… I’m stil happy… not only cos I received praises but oso my nephew n niece came again tonite! Even carried my nephew up stage to shake hands w JUSTICE LEAGUE… were last in e queue la…haha~ true enuff… he was afraid la… he only shaked hands w "Flash, Hawkgirl, Batman" I tink… quite paiseh la… cos like v.dui bu qi e other superheroes… haha~ his sis bought another notebook frm us and he gave me a gdbye kiss again… haha~ he’s reali v.cute la… even Claudia oso say he v.shuai… hi-5 wif him 3x leh!!! Haha~ Help out in e 7pm show ma… den got sum cute boys n gers… jus kp crappin w em la… cos dey super friendly la… so cute… one boy is only 4yrs old… named Timothy… like batman n hawkgirl… haha~den today stil get to eat Seoul Garden for lunch (thou I ate @hm b4 gg work) la… cos today got brunch @ SG w JL ma… so we being part of A&P get to eat too I tink… but stil muz thank ShuXian n Belinda for takin e food for us la… yep! Tt’s all I guess… tt’s y I love tis job… ez n fun… got good superiors too! Haha~ tink I’m gg to miss tis period of time a lot….


(P/S: Oh ya! Thanks shuhui for e drinks once again!)

(CLARA!!! cheat my feelings! say u wan tell me all e awards for e stars awards de...!!!)

Saturday, December 11, 2004

PSC NITE~

Haha~cant believe I act. went for it… 15tixs den my off day so went for it w clara tog w my relatives… it’s a gd experience la… 1st time enter MediaCorp studio la… saw how e whole show went ‘live’ loh… e most interesting part is wen WILBER PAN came la… haha~ he not bad-looking la… haha~ sings quite well too… only ting is he like nt v.friendly… wen his fans called out his name… he don seems to haf any reactions la… perhaps his injury is acting up ba… yup! Tt’s all for e show… tis afternoon kana called out to JP by dil la… she everytime laz min cum JP den shuang shuang sms me den I’ve to shui chuan shui dao la… haha~ kiddin~ At least we got to tok a lil’ la… thou not reali catchin up… it’s better than nuttin I suppose… ya… quite glad tt we meet up la… jus cant believe tt I went JP again on my off day… haha~ Den met up w clara for e PSC nite after tt lo… ya… long time nv see clara too… she told me a lil’ on her taiwan trip lo… thanks for e gift! Ya… tt’s all for tonite ba…

(P/S: CLARA!!! Wat did u n my cousin tok abt on ur way home???)

Friday, December 10, 2004

Rainy nite~

Wow…it’s a scary nite… full of lightning n thunders… raining so heavily la… luckily mom walked hm w me… first time feel nervous abt walkin home…as in afraid la… haha~ cos it’s rainin too heavily le… wonder if sharon’s hm le anot… hope she is…hmmm… saw quite a no. of ppl today… muz thank em… haha~ SOMPONG… thanks for offering to help me n sharon buy fried mee tis afternoon! Thanks man! (thou he forgot to put chilli, haha!) saw jasen today… muz thank him for e treat… he treated me, sharon n shuxian LJS… one set each… Upsize summore… thank him! Oh ya~ Yulin ‘pop’ by our counter too… "gop" our choc n drank my Coke… haha~ thanks for poppin by to say ‘hi’… haha~ as usual… soonhui n thongler came by after work… dey waited n walked out of JP w us lo… soonhui… don forget wat u promise me n sharon wor!!! Haha~ saw claudia on our way out of JP… (well…to be exact, sharon was e one who saw her first…) sharon waved to her but she din saw us… tink she gg back to work… pity her… so late, raining heavily summore stil muz go back… haiz.. suddenly don feel like growin up… e workin life seems so hectic and tiring… nowadays, other then work, I don feel like gg out at all… feel tt I’m mentally n physically strained… no mood to do hw at all… at e same time, I’m quite stressed out by my hw… cos it’s like nxt yr is A levels le… other ppl shld be muggin rite now but here am I workin, not even doin my hw… esp wen my results are so disgusting… haiz… please wish me good luck man… finally tml’s my off day! Hope I can get sum rest n sum of my hw done… cant watch STARS AWARDS!!! Cos I’m workin.. tt’s v.sad la… haiz~~~~

Monday, December 06, 2004

1st pay @ JP!!!

haha~today quite happy! got my 1st pay for nov! thou i got e least amg e4of em...it's stil a gd sum of money! gona gif mommy n daddy sum den kp sum 4my own use! :) hope i can buy sum stuffs which i like! haha~ wore skirt today 2 work la... tt's e prob... everytime i wear skirt, dad'll make fun of me...den today claudia saw me like so shocked lidat la... cos she kp askin us to wear skirt den muz be more sexy (kiddin of cos!) to push sales... she stil so de yi n say 'haha!she reali wear skirt leh!i told em to wear skirts ma.." to shirley n another lady at office wen i went2e wrong place2 collect my pay! haha~ so malu la...den today so qiao, me n shuxian wore skirts la... den shirley say i wear skirt more girly... haha~ funny la... even belinda oso pop over 2c wat skirt i wear! oh my! haha~ my god! sharon kana 'blamed' for e bad sales cos she's e only one nt wearin skirt today.. haha~ tink tml e3 of em will wear skirts le... haha! nt cos we don wan wear but we muz carry stocks, squat down pack stocks...v.mafan ma! haha~ shirley has fallen sick... tml MC...let's jus hope she get well soon! duno hu'l do closin w em tml... gd luck! cos shirley nt ard den e other 2 all heck de... haha! v.excited...duno wat can i buy w my pay! but i reckon aft givin my parents...pay my hp bill...not much left le...

to pong: don be too upset abt e wallet k? take care! dn let history repeats itself again... take care of ur wallet... cya ard!!!
to lanbo: thks for e gitfs!!! cya ard k??
to "SUNDAY BOYS": thks for poppin by every nite aft work... may ur work go smoothly as well...
to soonhui: thks for e 'snow' u got for me n sharon! take care!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

wAkInG uP~~~

Now I noe…
It’s no use deceiving myself…
Wat has changed has changed…
No matter hw hard u try…
As long as e other party dn try as hard as u do
It’l be useless…
Everything has changed…

It’s time to wake up
From e past….
From all e empty promises…
From all e false hopes we haf for e future…
Cos’ nuttin is ever gg to be e same…
Wen sum1 is no longer e sum1 u once knew…
Wen ppl’s hearts change…

But it hurts…
Reali hurts…
Wen e one u cared say sth tt disappoint u so much…
Heart’s bleedin but no one cares…
It makes u ponder…
"Do I reali noe her/him?"
"R we reali frens?" "R we reali tt close in e past?"

Wat can we do???
Jus wake up…WaKe uP n…WAKE UP!
It’s no use hanging on to sth tt’s beyond hope…
Just get on wif life
N try to fill up tt emptiness in ur heart…
Leading a life w/o those who haf change
N changing urself for those who care 4 u now…

THAT’S LIFE!!!

Friday, December 03, 2004

~SHUTTER~

Well… went to watch SHUTTER after 3hrs of work… w meishan n hh… had sth new or work today… not at e Xmas Counter but as a bartler… well… It’s no fun at all… me n belinda seemed so extra there la… there’s no nd 4 us to be there actually… e guests are all big shots n sum of em were quite arrogant… I guess quite a no. of em were jus puttin on fake smiles while interacting… I guess tis was wat they meant wen ppl say ‘ren zai jiang hu sheng bu you ji’ , no matter wat they haf to smile n act friendly… haha! Cant stand sum of e big shots… so sickening! So wat if they’re big shots? Does tt gif em e right to order ppl ard?! But at least we get to eat e buffet as part of our ‘reward’… haha!

Back to e movie… we were late as they haf to wait for me… sorry guys! We wanted to watch e 5.30pm show ma… haha! Just in time to get e tix… wen we entered e cinema, e movie was jus abt 2 start… Phew! Din miss any parts! Haah~ but e moment I enter e cinema, I sudd tensed up liao… haha~ cos it’s a scary movie n e bkgrd music is reali eerie!!! The movie started n it’s reali scary la!!! W all e sound effects n e gruesome scenes… PLUS MEISHAN’s screams!!! Haha~ she scared me once wen she sudd. turn to me to ‘BOO!’ me! Haha~ it’s a lil’ silly but haha! she’s got me! It’s reali a nice movie… unlike other horrors, tis ending was reali unexpected… I guess most ppl wld tink tt e show wld end after e …… but haha~ WRONG!!! I wun say it here for e benefit of those who haven watch! Haha~ I did scream at sum parts cos they were reali unexpected… sudd. sudd. pop out tt kind! Haha~ but I guess e movie is tryin to tell us sth… "do not act foolishly wen one’s young, if not, u’re gg to regret tru’out ur whole life…"

Thursday, December 02, 2004

pErHaPs~

it's nobody's fault...
perhaps e efforts put in jus werent enuff
perhaps all e fate has ended...
but it's jus so hurting
to compare e past n e present...
it's esp. hurting
wen e full moon is around...
tinkin of e past we spent tog
e various chats n shoppings
e happiness n woes we shared...
will they only becum memories
neva to 'relive' again??
but no matter wat...
those who are special to me
will ALWAYS stay tt way
even if we seldom contact
or e other party din reali bother abt tis friendship...
to me,they will still remain e same
jus praying hard...reali hard...
tt our friendship can withstand tis hurdle...