Yep! tis is e book which i've been readin... "PS, i love U".

it's quite a nice bk thou sum ppl mite find it a lil' dry n boring. but it did touched me for quite a while. imagine... sum1 u loved dearly suddenly leave u...for good. but he left behind a stack of letters for u to read each month, knowin tt u wun b able to get over him so easily. yep! each letter contains an encouragement fr him, tryin to sort out yr life again. u noe nuttin abt e letters cos u were alw w him b4 his departure. tis shows hw much he loves u. yep. tis book is worth reading... seriously... it's my 'escape' frm all e sch wk i nd to do tis wk. nxt wk hw??? haha~

ohya...woke up early early on fri mornin...which i dn usually do tt...for wat? jus to go mkt w mom n to see my cute nephew!!! he's e onli one who can make me wake up early to c him. y?y?y? cos i hafen seen him since july n he don normally stay w my aunt. haha... he changed alot. bt he reali take away e upsetness in me wen i carried him. thou my arm is still achin nw due to all e carryin n playin...haha~ e innocence in him...e 'free fr worries' look...etc...

some views of him...kawaiii!!!

<===== i like tis best!!! it's my hp wallpaper nw. i cant help bt smile wenever i look at my hp.muahaha~

<==== tis was how he looks wen he's ard...5months old... kids reali chge v.fast dn dey??? tt's all for now...

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it's another bad day...
skipped maths lect (again!)yday cos of e essay test today. act din tink much of tt cos we noe e qn le..jus tt it's a closed bk test. bt sum ppl gt me all stressed n decided to study more... so ended up slpin late...
today was IBM makeup for e whole day! tutorial summore! 2surprise mcqs tests came up n woke me up frm my 'world'. it's time to study. quite a few i cant rem or recall. aft 2 tests, went for lunch n came back 4 essay test.

felt so suffocated aft e tutorial. alw go hm str aft cls de...but today, i jus dn feel like doin so. was reali suffocating. luckily chieu was ard. so got her to acc. me to take a walk. if nt, i tink i'll reali suffocate!!! walk walk walk...we walked tru SMU... tot mite see cla cos we were at e sch of biz but we din. ended up runnin into yulin. yep! she's so fair now!!! walk walk walk...we ended up at esplanade. sat there n enjoyin e sea breeze, listenin to e 'live' band performance.. voiced out my bu shuang-ness in IBM cls to chieu (cos she don take IBM). felt better...much better. took e train hm...stoned at e door way...it's a gd way to calm myself down... but guess i nd to get chocs... chocs for myself...to de-stress n cheer myself up... i'm so lost... hw i wish sum1 will b able to help me to 'tidy up' my life... add more joy to my life... shall buy chocs tml!

i'm nt an attention seeker...it's nt my fault tt tings turn out tis way. don tink tt i'm enjoyin all tis. pls don tink tt i'm gd cos he kps callin me. pls don add on to my stress!!! PLEASE!!!

one day...one day i mite jus explode...

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弃权
作曲:徐继忠填词:编曲:唐奕聪监制:

很疲倦 在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉 你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为 能几年几月
掉进一个谎言 手不肯放
就会整个沦陷

很危险 怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略 害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰 却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱 爱情的包围
让我往后退

对你的热情 你的虚伪再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点 完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你 再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪 明天会不见
春天应该不远

爱上你对不对 不再奢望
哪天会又见 爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你 出去游戏人间
只任自己 埋怨 后悔

like tis song by joey recently...it's true to certain extent doesn't it?
just take everything in yr stride & perhaps everything's nt as bad as it seems to be...

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hectic wk sia!!! wk w/o em is boring...not many proper meals so far...peace'll b disrupted again soon...served a sickenin woman on wed. argh~here goes...

woman: can i apply for JPPC?
me: (aft explainin everything..)u tink & decide carefully le den let me noe.

10secs later...

woman: ok. i'll get e card.
me: u cfm huh?

she nodded.so i preparin e temp card for her. wen i finished keyin e data & preparin e card, i handed her e card, tellin her tt her perm card will take ard 1mth to process...

woman: WHAT?! U mean i've to kp tis DIRTY card in my wallet for ONE WHOLE MONTH?

den i began to explain again if she dn wan e temp card, she cant use nw blah blah blah... (50% blood boiling...tryin to contain my bu-shuangness...her attitude reali suxs!& it's nt as if her wallet's v.branded.i'm still afraid tt her wallet will spoil my card leh!)

woman: den e card'll be mailed to me or wat?
me: no. u've to cum down to collect it.

woman: y cant u all jus mail to me? it's so STUPID & SILLY to cum all e way here again!
me: no...it's to prevent e card frm gettin misplaced durin e mailing! (80% of my blood is boiling)
e sickenin woman rolled her eyes n walked off w e card. (y apply for e card if u dn wan cum back to tis silly place?!)

ARGH!!!! was reali pissed. couldnt even finish my burger! too pissed to b hungry! pls don let me see her AGAIN!

less than 10mins later, e sickenin face re-appeared. "I don wan e card le. Give me back my money!"
(100% boiled!!!!)

WTH!!! she's nt even local can! shld feel lucky tt she's able to cum here, be grateful & stop showin off! she's nt even a pure angmoh! jus tryin to flaunt her english? yucks! cos her eng is like e kind of ppl i dislike, tryin to act angmoh. goosebumps all cum out la! pls dn let me run into tis kinda ppl again. spoil my image of tt cty!!!

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jus finished watching goong 1.5. it's nice n funnie...yep.post goong effects i guess... discover tis while readin sum blogs. for those who've watched e show, can go n take a look at tis goong 1.5. yep... e songs 'perhaps love' & 'stay' are nice. v.relaxing...haha...lookin fwd to e 2nd season...
shall go n do sum wk now!














'caijing'+'shin goon' in e show...haha~

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yday was a reali wet day for me... wat a state i've gotten myself into due to e heavy downpour!!! prayin hard tt it's nt rainin @ dhoby on e train...n wen i alighted n went up, i'm stunned! stucked! it's a heavy downpour& i forgot2 bring umbrella. no choice. went all e way to ps to get an umbrella fr watsons. argh...waste money. but still, i got very wet!!! my jeans were half wet & i reali mean it. imagine walkin w wet jeans... argh!!! while waitin 2 cross e road, sum idiotic drivers haf to drive so past & splash all e rainwater on e pedestrains!!! yes! i'm one of e victims... n gt me even wetter... argh~ classroom was so cold & i felt cold even thou i'm wearin jacket. argh! wat a day!

finally, 3.5hrs of ibm tutorial ended. thou there were sum 'fighting's gg on. imagine a guy pullin a gal's hair & a gal pulling the guy's hair. terrible sight! haha~ dinner was at manhattan. hmmm... ate flammed prawns & it's reali nice. w all e nice cheeze on em... yummy! it was a 'sinful' nite...cos after such a dinner, we went on 4 icecream @ swensens! haha...but ya, too full to eat much...lots crap durin e dinner... well, it was an enjoyable gathering... thou din reali tok to everyone...yep. tink it'll be quite a while before we r gg to meet again. take care everyone!!! to those hafin papers soon, JIA YOU & mug hard!!! to e guys, take care in army! to hh, hope u'll enjoy yr trip & likes e jacket!!! to cla: yr present still at my hse. will pass to u soon k?

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*speechless*

wat's wrong w e ppl ard us?-e ugly side-
saw sth on train on my way home on wed which saddens me...closed my eyes 2 rest on e way home. wen i opened my eyes, i saw an auntie sittin on e floor. apparently, she had slipped & fall for duno wat reason. she stood up immediately, smiling awkwardly @ e student standin in front of her. but guess how e ger responded??? she jus stared at e auntie, lookin as if nuttin had happened. she's still wearin her sch uniform...recognised e sch immediately...tl's sch. duno wat to say...she din bother to help e auntie up...NVM...but at least gif tt auntie a smile or wat to sort of 'calm' her down...perhaps everything happen too quickly? cos e auntie alighted immediately aft 'pickin herself up'. tt's my excuse for e student. i reali hope tt's e reason...

gonna b v.bz~ argh! IBM make-up lecture tis sat fr 2-5.30pm! nxt sat econ lect fr 9.30am-1pm! 22nd nov, full day of IBM tutorial frm 11-5.30pm!!! argh...tutors' absence= my sufferings!!! workin for e whole of e cumin wk except for tues onli...arghs!!!haf to reali juggle work w sch... wish me luck! tis shld b e laz wkend i can enjoy all e way till xmas eve...dinner on sat peeps...
take care till den~
anw, hh, wish u first cos i wun haf time to do so in e upcomin days...duno if u stil read tis but ya...take care of yrself in aust! enjoy yrself w e kangaroos k? :P rem bring back pressies!!! KIT!

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recoverin frm sorethroat & there m i ...sufferin frm flu...cough's developing...my god! had to resist so many temptations!! chocs, tidbits, drinks... argh!!! shall get my determination to block out all those!!!
anw, saturday was cool!!! imagine...haha...we completed e whole tingy within 5hrs??? haha... best sia! but i'm sure we can do even better!!! haha~ photos will be disclosed in due time... =P

worked yday. mr chia (NH) came to info. n wow...i'm surprised he stil recognize me... he noes i'm frm nh. haha.. jus tt he tot i'm still studyin there for a moment...haha! his memory nt bad siaz... asked me which batch i'm from n stuffs...haha~
ran into wu lao shi too... she came w a fren. i din c her at 1st since i was facin e other side.her fren said 'excuse me?' n i turned immediately to ans her onli to c wu lao shi. den both of us kp luffin, leavin her fren lookin at both of us confusedly. i ans her qns & she asked wu lao shi if we'r frens anot.haha...it was kinda awkward but i'm glad i still run into lao shi occasionally... :)

anw, can u guys do me a favor??? if u guys happen to pass by suntec convention, can help me go to e svc counter there & get a copy of "Wall Street Journal" for me??? it's nt a local newspaper but it's free.. nd to read those. thanks alot!!!

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tml is sat again! haha... shan...sat is tml! haha... finally gg to start on e puzzle...yep. been lookin fwd to tis sat. haha! hafin sorethroat le...cham!!! haha...saw e schedule & received e call... predict tt aft tis wk, my life'll b super hectic. b4 w make-up lessons & work... n mock exams comin up... oh man...nd sum planning!
sorta finish princess' hours le.it's reali nice... woohoo!!~ muz watch!


nice~

~stay rooted to e ground & you'll onli see yrself. take a step back & you'll see the people around you~

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dinner w yilin, sharon & soonhui@ fish&co on mon... wanted to go vivo de..bt yilin off sch q.late so decided 2 mit sumwhere nearer for her... hafen seen yilin for more than a month..hahah..tt's so long la...but glad tt we met up today. after dinner, we walked rd jp again...(sorry sharon!) b4 gg to our usual pl to chat. seriously sick of shoppin at jp. nuttin much to walk la..haha..chatted till 9plus b4 we call it a day. tink everyone's tired. but still, i'm glad we meet up.

no class again today. heard it's cos my lecturer's dad suffered heart attack thu my lecturer cant rush back in time. tt means more make-ups on sat!!! arghs!~! skipped maths lect yday too cos e weather is simply to gr8! muahaha! okok... excuses...but ya. read up on tt chapter laz nite le...hee! time to pia gong today!!!

wen u try hard to do sth, sth tt u used to do in e past but stopped doin long ago due to sum other commitments, tings changed. feelings are different. no longer feel e importance...no longer feel e urge. as u noe, everything as changed. frm e long periods of 'link-less', u noe how important u r, how significant...thus, u no longer pin any hopes. e efforts u used to put in will be gone. u r indifferent towards them. y try to hurt yrself even deeper wen others dn care... it's silly isn't it? dn b e one in the past wen others ard u haf alr move on. u lose wat u cherish & wat u mite b able to possess. jus becos of e unwillingness to change? is it worth it? Yes if u r being cherished. No if ppl dn bother at all. but yep, pls retain a lil of e past 'u'. e lil dream u've had & try to fulfil them... i've long forgotten wat used to be my dream...tryin hard to recall now...

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