it's another bad day...
skipped maths lect (again!)yday cos of e essay test today. act din tink much of tt cos we noe e qn le..jus tt it's a closed bk test. bt sum ppl gt me all stressed n decided to study more... so ended up slpin late...
today was IBM makeup for e whole day! tutorial summore! 2surprise mcqs tests came up n woke me up frm my 'world'. it's time to study. quite a few i cant rem or recall. aft 2 tests, went for lunch n came back 4 essay test.

felt so suffocated aft e tutorial. alw go hm str aft cls de...but today, i jus dn feel like doin so. was reali suffocating. luckily chieu was ard. so got her to acc. me to take a walk. if nt, i tink i'll reali suffocate!!! walk walk walk...we walked tru SMU... tot mite see cla cos we were at e sch of biz but we din. ended up runnin into yulin. yep! she's so fair now!!! walk walk walk...we ended up at esplanade. sat there n enjoyin e sea breeze, listenin to e 'live' band performance.. voiced out my bu shuang-ness in IBM cls to chieu (cos she don take IBM). felt better...much better. took e train hm...stoned at e door way...it's a gd way to calm myself down... but guess i nd to get chocs... chocs for myself...to de-stress n cheer myself up... i'm so lost... hw i wish sum1 will b able to help me to 'tidy up' my life... add more joy to my life... shall buy chocs tml!

i'm nt an attention seeker...it's nt my fault tt tings turn out tis way. don tink tt i'm enjoyin all tis. pls don tink tt i'm gd cos he kps callin me. pls don add on to my stress!!! PLEASE!!!

one day...one day i mite jus explode...