D.R.E.A.M.S.

life been hectic since e start of e month...

dinners after dinners

movies after movies

i nd lots time...

my room is in a terrible mess!

:(

caught prom night w GE ppl on mon nite.

well, e movie was reali a budget thriller.

can be better.

bt can entertain for a while la.

hahah!

all e dreams have been gettin to me...

experience a sense of deja vu on fri's dinner.

i swore tt particular scene was familiar.

mayb nt e company but e food & e ambience.

exactly e same.

yday was an eventful one.

in jus a mere 6hrs,

i experience alot of feelings.

fallin sick... gg into own world... memory loss...

love & concern fr family & frens...

ppl tellin u how u've missed out e few impt events in their lives cos u go into yr own world.

all i can say tt it isnt easy.

...heard tis yday which i found to be quite meaningful...

"In the end, you'll be okay. If you are not, it means that it's not the end yet."

~think about it...

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Derrick's Back

oh! he's finally back~

...shall look fwd to it...

...我迟疑了,真的不知道应该这么写起...

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well...tis wk is reali an exciting wk...

a wk tt's full of ups & downs...

new experience new knowledge

experience :) & :( everyday.

dinner was a brand new experience today

felt so outta place bt yet it's stil nt tt bad.

contradicting.

muahaha!

discover a great new hangout place.

haha.okok. mayb it's jus me who duno tis place.

it's comfy & yet e scenery is great.

shall drop by dere soon again!!!

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500th post---21st bday

~tis is my 500th post on blogger~

will try to kp it as short as possible

wana start off w a BIG THANK YOU to u ppl out dere.

u guys noe who u r...

those who reali put in lots of efforts to make my day more memorable

n cheer me up w all e personal msgs tt i've received.

e party was held 10days ago

& thanks ppl for turnin up.

wana say thanks to shan,pui,mic,hh,zz & ed for checkin into e chalet for me

& helpin me to decor e place.

mayb u guys may nt be readin tis

but i'm reali thankful for everything.

of cos, i muz thank sharon,tsai,yilin & yx

for makin my wish cum true.

e 3 items on e wishlist tt i tot wldnt cum true act came true!

esp e DRUMSET

21yrs on EARTH n tt was e 1st time i received gifts fr TOYS R US.

(cos my parents dn like buy toys 4 us!)

thanks 4 e special gifts u guys have got for me!

i duno wat else can i say

bt i'm reali thankful for all e stuffs.

jus wana apologise to sharon,dil,cla,yulin etc.

sorry for nt bein able to wait for u guys b4 cake cuttin.

hope u guys understand...

well, yday wasnt reali a perfect day.

reached office onli to receive bad news

thou it doesnt affect me tt much,

it stil took away e smile fr my face for e whole mornin.

& time passed reali slowly since den...

tings began to brighten up aft i left office.

dinner was nice & i enjoyed e company.

been a long time since this happened.

thanks for e food & for lettin me win

:P

thanks to shan,pui,hh,sx,,sh,tl & zz + cookie.

i'm so sorry tt i couldnt 'pretend' to b reali surprised.

bt all i can say is tt

ali appreciate all yr efforts & e time spent.

i reali enjoyed my brightly lighted rm!!!

my mood reali chge for e better.

THANKS!!!

是因为已不是小孩了吗?

那晚回家的路途真的好难熬

沉重的心,压着的石头几乎让我窒息

许多问号一直浮现在我脑海而我却毫无答案

真的不喜欢这种感觉

:(

不想多说

只是有点失望,失落

只希望一切又会恢复原状

last foto to end off e surprise

:P

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改变

不一样就是不一样

怎么解释或辩护也不会变

该来的总是避不过

只能看你如何面对

was chattin w one of my younger cousins...

sumhow e chat w her made me realise tt e ppl ard me are all growin up...

no longer e innocent n gullible children...

FORCED TO GROW UP

FORCED TO CHANGE

wat nice words to describe e kinda world we r living in...

一切完美

这世界上到底有什么是一切完美的...

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~bz wk~

...bz bz week...

dun ask me y bt tis wk seems to pass too quickly

& i reached home everyday dozin off while watchin tv/psp-ing.

started workin @ 6.30am on wed & bot breakfast for everyone

had lunch w boss @ geylang area

tis was e 2nd time i went tt area w boss

& he tried to show us e 'red light district' by drivin into almost all e even no. lanes.

jus to let all of us 'c e world'.

well, boss is a nice person actually.

too nice tt stm he can be seen as eccentric

bt fr wat i've learnt, eccentric ppl r usually successful!

(i'm nt sayin u muz b eccentric to b successful thou.)

oso, he can b too casual tt we duno wen he's speakin e truth/joking.

free rides to/fro work at times

free meals & snacks.

i'm growin fat.

w jus sittin down & no exercises.

it's such a pity tt i missed out e highlight of an ofc politic on wed.

i was bz doin my wk in e room & totally ignorant abt e commotion outside.

heng yilin was outside & she updated us.

atmosphere in ofc turned tensed aft tt.

moral of e story is "Dn mess ard w old man!"

wk been funny w i/c's lame jokes & w/o e presence of sum ppl.

i like to b left alone at times & nt feel lonely.

i dn like e constant chatterin & realise wat's lackin ard dere.

nxt friday is e test on M5.

pls let me pass successfully!

:P

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~wishlist~

okok... i tink i shan't be mean & try to come up with sum wish list...

hmmmm....

i wan to get....

1) a new camera

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2) a bag + wallet

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3) a portable hard disk

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4) vouchers fr mph, kino?

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5) a nintendo DS

(haha! thou i jus bot a psp...i dn mind another DS. lol! bt i'll be so bz playin w em if i reali get it! muahaha!)

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6) shades?

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7) more clothes???

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8) nice chio belt

sum "out of e world" items which i alw wanted to get bt i duno how to play & duno where to put at home...

guitar + keyboard + drum set!

muahaha!

crazy hor? duno how to play stil wana get em.

haha...actually watever i receive i'll be happy la...

bt can i jus request to have a personal msg fr all of u???

i tink tt'll be one of e most meaningful presents.

a msg fr each n everyone of u...

thanks peeps!

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bz wkend!

it has been a reali packed wkend!!!

wanted to try to catch sum slp which ive been lackin

but i've failed

was called to Q up for my boss on sat tog w all my other colleagues

e earlier batch of colleagues went down at 7.30am.

yes u read correctly. it's 7.30am!

we were slightly luckier as we din had2go down so early.

bt stil, our sat was wasted queueing up.

den e few of us went to waraku to cheer ourselves up.

expensive method to do so.

saw e super gd PSP deal & decided to inform pong,sh & yx abt it

since all of us wana buy.

so early tis mornin, after orderin my cake...

me & soonhui met up w pong 2 get his b4 i got mine

woo!!!

i finally got my mint green psp!!!

my first bday present for myself!

wahahah!

aft tt rush to IMM to do sum shoppin

b4 comin hm 2 prepare for tonite's dinner.

ahma's bday.

it was a quiet one tis yr bt stil,

hope she enjoyed herself!

:P

peng!!!

dil heng was e one who convinced me to buy psp

& jus while i was typin tis entry she replied...

"y din u get ds lite?"

DIL!!!!

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...时间...

...时间...

到底是帮助我们看轻自己, 看轻对方还是考验你我之间的关系?

是时间让我们了解彼此, 还是推远了我们之间的距离?

你我之间的关系是因为时间的

了解而分离

或是

因了解而在一起???

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been reali bz...

bz w parties...bz tryin not to slack at wk

slackin at wk can be reali tiring.

i'm nt tryin to b sacarstic but i'm serious.

it's tiring wen u r doin nuttin.

i tot i could rest for 3weekdays b4 startin wk on 1st July.

bt i was wrong.

i started wk immediately aft interview on thu

wen wed was my last day @ MapleTree

left early to mit sharon & tsai..

tis wkend was as slp-deprived as e previous one!

din slp at all on sat nite!!!

was q.surprised tt sun i stil could go out4dinner,onlin & watch tv.

bt it was a fun wkend la!

met up w alot of schmates whom i seldom/din tok to in nh days.

bt we had fun tog la

sumhow, we'r all linked tog.

yep!

all thanks to yilin & zz for their invitation!

travellin to e east to wk everyday is tiring.

bt kinda used to travellin n e environment is not tt bad.

familiar faces at wk who used to be not so familiar.

jus hope everything's gg as smoothly as wat i hope to be!

wat a messy post tis is!

muahaha!

too tired to organise my tots...

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