jus read cruz teng's blog. saw e pics of lingzhi's laz day like wat sx says... yep. it's a sad n teary one... but still, tt's her decision. lookin at e pics make me sad... she's my fav DJ too. likes to listen to her on air. she's a gd one. can b sentimental can be funny... miss her music diary... it's a reali nice program. felt kinda sad wen it was replaced by another prog but nvm, still can listen to other program host by her. e morning program. will alw tune in to 933 early morning wen i'm preparin to go sch. nv fail to be amused by e 3 of em. but now, no more. even miss e laz time she was on air. wun even noe she's leavin 933 if nt for sx. haiz...so wish her all e best. hope tt we'll b able to hear her voice on air again soon... hope tt she's jus takin a short break...
Monday, October 30, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
jus wen i tot it's alr e worst so nuttin wld b worser...
jus wen i'm beginnin to tink tt life's a lil' too peaceful & mayb even a lil monotonous...
it had to happen... to disrupt e peacefulness.
if tt's wat gg to make my life more 'interesting', can i take back my words pls???
can i haf my life back... my peacefulness???
anyway, i act took more than 10mins to get hm frm e station today! wen i can take less than 5 mins to do so? duno why... jus walk especially slowly today... felt more peaceful durin e slow slow walk... dn feel like reachin home so fast act...thou i can alr see my hse... haha... it's weird rite? dn mind me... if onli i could bring myself to hate him... but i cant. duno hw to face him...force myself to slp tinkin of tt, wake up 1st ting oso tt... nv tot tis would happen. disappointing...heartbreaking...it's so suffocating suddenly...
mayb one day it'l be too much...mayb one day tings ll change...
maybe...
no more disappointments i hope.
hope e 100hrs will b effective...
seriously nd sth to de-stress...
watching gong is my entertainment now...
tis show is reali nice!!!
jus wen i'm beginnin to tink tt life's a lil' too peaceful & mayb even a lil monotonous...
it had to happen... to disrupt e peacefulness.
if tt's wat gg to make my life more 'interesting', can i take back my words pls???
can i haf my life back... my peacefulness???
anyway, i act took more than 10mins to get hm frm e station today! wen i can take less than 5 mins to do so? duno why... jus walk especially slowly today... felt more peaceful durin e slow slow walk... dn feel like reachin home so fast act...thou i can alr see my hse... haha... it's weird rite? dn mind me... if onli i could bring myself to hate him... but i cant. duno hw to face him...force myself to slp tinkin of tt, wake up 1st ting oso tt... nv tot tis would happen. disappointing...heartbreaking...it's so suffocating suddenly...
mayb one day it'l be too much...mayb one day tings ll change...
maybe...
no more disappointments i hope.
hope e 100hrs will b effective...
seriously nd sth to de-stress...
watching gong is my entertainment now...
tis show is reali nice!!!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
went to watch "silk" w shan & hh on hari raya... nt a reali nice day to go out but luckily suntec is nt tt crowded. i'm glad we din go vivo in e end. well... e movie nt as scary as i tot but stil it isn't tt bad. haha! enuf movies for tis month i guess. haha! went to candy empire... woo..lucky managed to stop myself frm all e temptations but thanks shan, for tt 1 choc u gave. thanks! satisfy my cravin for pasta too.. sat there for a long time to chat & crap. took a long ride hm by takin 97 all e way frm suntec to je. hafen do tt for a long time. pass by vivo & saw e crowd. it 'double cfm' tt it's a wise choice nt to go there tt day. haha~ anw, durin e long journey back, we managed to tok & catch up too.thou sum of e times i wasn't reali payin attn to e ppl ard me. hee~
went to sch yday mornin onli to find out my tutor had urgent matters to settle back @ india so there's no lessons by him tis wk! made me travel all e way 4 nuttin! argh~ bt at least, there wun b anyone shootin me so many qns tis wk. den went BK w 2 clsmates. hang ard 4 a while den i go wk le... haha.. thanks sharon for e subway cookies!!! haha~ reali lucky to haf u guys buyin food for me wen u all drop by... thanks!
finally...rain has cum... bt no time to reali enjoy e rain...
spore's reali small...shan, i'll cya nxt nxt sat i tink...rite? puzzle!!! =P
went to sch yday mornin onli to find out my tutor had urgent matters to settle back @ india so there's no lessons by him tis wk! made me travel all e way 4 nuttin! argh~ bt at least, there wun b anyone shootin me so many qns tis wk. den went BK w 2 clsmates. hang ard 4 a while den i go wk le... haha.. thanks sharon for e subway cookies!!! haha~ reali lucky to haf u guys buyin food for me wen u all drop by... thanks!
finally...rain has cum... bt no time to reali enjoy e rain...
spore's reali small...shan, i'll cya nxt nxt sat i tink...rite? puzzle!!! =P
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
yea! it's public hols again! wkend has been kinda bz...but stil, it's nt tt bad... lotsa thanks to shan who bot me food... guess i'll nv go hungry w her ard! muahaha!
my dad went to work yday & told us sth wen he returned. he was ferryin pri sch students frm XX pri sch. tis conversation is wat he told us. of cos it's not exactly lidat.
student: uncle, u noe abt e man who jumped down e MRT track???
dad: ya. why?
student: nxt time hor, if u no money, u go jump down the MRT track oso k? den yr wife will be super rich!!!
dad: *speechless*
well, this is e impact of commitin suicide by jumpin down the MRT track on e society. even pri sch kids tink that way. whatever is gg to happen in future??? everyone treatin their lives as a piece of useless paper???
my dad went to work yday & told us sth wen he returned. he was ferryin pri sch students frm XX pri sch. tis conversation is wat he told us. of cos it's not exactly lidat.
student: uncle, u noe abt e man who jumped down e MRT track???
dad: ya. why?
student: nxt time hor, if u no money, u go jump down the MRT track oso k? den yr wife will be super rich!!!
dad: *speechless*
well, this is e impact of commitin suicide by jumpin down the MRT track on e society. even pri sch kids tink that way. whatever is gg to happen in future??? everyone treatin their lives as a piece of useless paper???
Saturday, October 21, 2006
went to watch "the prestige" today. wow...wat a deep show... it's kinda confusin durin e show... tot it'd jus b a show on magicians & their tricks... how wrong we were... haha... aft e show rushed to cls so din tink tt much. sry to leave shan on her on to go back! aft cls, we started discussin e show. lots pts to debate on... nt a v.gd endin act. ppl died... it's all cos of one's stubborness, one's refusal to let go, one's competitiveness tt cause all their own miseries... if onli e main lead tink simply... believe wat he saw & trust, everything wun happen... but again, there wun b e existence of tis show already... haha! overall tis is a nice show. nt action-packed or romance bt sets u tinking...
another tragedy had happened again here tis yr...nowadays, MRT suicides r gettin popular, isn't it? why? cos once u made e jump, there's no chance, or rather no time 4 u to regret. wat an ugly way to end one's life...(but anw, wat's e fuss abt yr appearance wen u r gg to die?) readin e story of tis family frm e papers reali brings out all e sympathy in humans... y did e man choose to end his life? in such cruel way summore? wud his death solves all e problems e family is facing??? reality shows tt his death did kinda solve all e financial prob for this family. & mayb it wun,if he ends his life in another way? cos til now, tink jumpin down e track is e most cruel way 2 end yr life. & it's shown all over on papers & news! wat a great way to gain fame! financial prob mite b solved...bt wat abt emotional ones? his death mite b a relief 2 him...bt his family? it's another blow to em! i bet dey'd rather go thru thick & thin tog, rather than him sacrificin his life jus 2 solve their financial prob. Still, i respect & admire the father for his nobleness & bravery. sacrifice for e sake of his family...treatin his wife so well despite of her handicap, hangin on to his family for so long despite e heavy burdens...imagine e courage one muz haf to jump down e track w a fast approachin train jus in front of u? bt stil, it's wrong to commit suicide. Endin yr life is same as runnin away. it's useless isn't it? for e problem stil exists! haiz...n also...where did all e socalled "help" disappear to? aint they supposed to b helpin those who r reali in nd of their help? where r dey? helpin to get rid of e irritatin xxxx tt we'r facin? true tt it may b a more serious prob which wld lead to more probs...but shld attention b paid to these ppl too? instead of renderin help to others? r dey more impt den zi ji ren? stop tinkin tt everyone r cheats...to cheat $ from u! guess more attention shld b given to ppl who r closer to u n not others who are far away... perhaps, such tragedies wun happen le...at least more ppl are helpin em now... it's touchin to see all those help given... still, it's sad to see more cases of this kind... wat's e world becoming??? ppl, pls cherish yr lives 7 e ppl ard u!
another tragedy had happened again here tis yr...nowadays, MRT suicides r gettin popular, isn't it? why? cos once u made e jump, there's no chance, or rather no time 4 u to regret. wat an ugly way to end one's life...(but anw, wat's e fuss abt yr appearance wen u r gg to die?) readin e story of tis family frm e papers reali brings out all e sympathy in humans... y did e man choose to end his life? in such cruel way summore? wud his death solves all e problems e family is facing??? reality shows tt his death did kinda solve all e financial prob for this family. & mayb it wun,if he ends his life in another way? cos til now, tink jumpin down e track is e most cruel way 2 end yr life. & it's shown all over on papers & news! wat a great way to gain fame! financial prob mite b solved...bt wat abt emotional ones? his death mite b a relief 2 him...bt his family? it's another blow to em! i bet dey'd rather go thru thick & thin tog, rather than him sacrificin his life jus 2 solve their financial prob. Still, i respect & admire the father for his nobleness & bravery. sacrifice for e sake of his family...treatin his wife so well despite of her handicap, hangin on to his family for so long despite e heavy burdens...imagine e courage one muz haf to jump down e track w a fast approachin train jus in front of u? bt stil, it's wrong to commit suicide. Endin yr life is same as runnin away. it's useless isn't it? for e problem stil exists! haiz...n also...where did all e socalled "help" disappear to? aint they supposed to b helpin those who r reali in nd of their help? where r dey? helpin to get rid of e irritatin xxxx tt we'r facin? true tt it may b a more serious prob which wld lead to more probs...but shld attention b paid to these ppl too? instead of renderin help to others? r dey more impt den zi ji ren? stop tinkin tt everyone r cheats...to cheat $ from u! guess more attention shld b given to ppl who r closer to u n not others who are far away... perhaps, such tragedies wun happen le...at least more ppl are helpin em now... it's touchin to see all those help given... still, it's sad to see more cases of this kind... wat's e world becoming??? ppl, pls cherish yr lives 7 e ppl ard u!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Sunday, October 15, 2006
e wkend has passed again...it's kinda fast isn't it? thou din reali go out tis wkend, tink it's stil a not bad wkend.... "laogong" called again laz nite at ard tis time... chatted for quite a while...almost scared me to death wen i heard e loud & long 'horn-ing' in e background... den she kept quiet wen i was at e other end "hello???hello??? u ok?" finally she replied & i was reali relieved. e car almost hit her la! cos she was chattin w me on phone den din pay attention...my god...so guys, pls dn tok on e phone wen crossin e rd! dn scare e person on e other line to death. i'm glad she's ok. thou she kp scoldin me!~! haha...i hope 2 hear frm her soon again~ cant believe she act called me at ard 12am jus to tell me..."my starbucks coffee is nice!" can u imagine my rxn at e other line??? conclusion: i've an unique "laogong". =P
watched "death note" tis wkend too... w shan & soonhui. eh, movie wasn't as gr8 as i tot to b... but i muz admit...kira is genius! woo! hahah.. no ending! bt kinda curious to find out how e killer will b caught! c how ba... but ya...jp cinema seats reali nt comfy la...haha...wan go vivo sum days!!!anyone wan go??
work today was gr8!!! w/o promo...w/o her... w/o events... it's great! enjoy e peaceful moments @ wk today! at least i'm able 2 chat & crap w annie & auntie. gossip abt 'her' .kept laughin too... hope goldheart ppl din hear our laughters frm there! hee! bt gt a feelin e peaceful moments r gg 2 b disturbed again... sold sistic tickets today... haha! cos she isnt ard, so can help them to sell tickets. dun wan her to noe tt i noe how to sell...yep. sistic is troublesome...she's nasty!!! muahaha!!!
anw, tot a lil' aft all the chats i've tis wkend... yep. in e past, everything was simple. no complex technology...no complex tinking too... no complex relationships too. ppl don haf to tink so much. jus be who dey r. dn haf to pit themselves against others. isnt tt gd? like means like... love means love. dare to love. dare to reject. dare to b yrself. dn haf to tink abt other stuffs... isn't tt wonderful? everything shld b simple...love shld b simple...life shld b simple... den there wun b so many social problems... can i be a simple person too???
enjoy my weekend... free from crowds...free from sickening ppl...jus a lil' hiccup on sat which i dn wana tink abt it anymore. yep. overall, it's a gr8 wkend. thou i din do much...
WHY?
cos i'm an easily contented ger... tt's e easiest way to stay happy...
(can i stay lidat forever???)
watched "death note" tis wkend too... w shan & soonhui. eh, movie wasn't as gr8 as i tot to b... but i muz admit...kira is genius! woo! hahah.. no ending! bt kinda curious to find out how e killer will b caught! c how ba... but ya...jp cinema seats reali nt comfy la...haha...wan go vivo sum days!!!anyone wan go??
work today was gr8!!! w/o promo...w/o her... w/o events... it's great! enjoy e peaceful moments @ wk today! at least i'm able 2 chat & crap w annie & auntie. gossip abt 'her' .kept laughin too... hope goldheart ppl din hear our laughters frm there! hee! bt gt a feelin e peaceful moments r gg 2 b disturbed again... sold sistic tickets today... haha! cos she isnt ard, so can help them to sell tickets. dun wan her to noe tt i noe how to sell...yep. sistic is troublesome...she's nasty!!! muahaha!!!
anw, tot a lil' aft all the chats i've tis wkend... yep. in e past, everything was simple. no complex technology...no complex tinking too... no complex relationships too. ppl don haf to tink so much. jus be who dey r. dn haf to pit themselves against others. isnt tt gd? like means like... love means love. dare to love. dare to reject. dare to b yrself. dn haf to tink abt other stuffs... isn't tt wonderful? everything shld b simple...love shld b simple...life shld b simple... den there wun b so many social problems... can i be a simple person too???
enjoy my weekend... free from crowds...free from sickening ppl...jus a lil' hiccup on sat which i dn wana tink abt it anymore. yep. overall, it's a gr8 wkend. thou i din do much...
WHY?
cos i'm an easily contented ger... tt's e easiest way to stay happy...
(can i stay lidat forever???)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
haha...it's friday again! love n hate fridays...cos it means weekend is here n i can relax a lil...but it oso means tt another new wk is starting!!! argh... anw, maths cls was ok today. tink e tutor v.bu shuang us.. forever not payin attn to him de...haha...but we din slack ma..stil did our work loh. haha~ received a phone call today frm my 'laogong' scoldin me... stil say don wan make soups for me n i'm nt supposed to slp in e room tonite...so poor me, bloggin now..haha... aiyo... 'laogong' i din betray u ok...u tink too much le...haha.. but seriously, glad tt u called. i was lookin at e exit for mrt lo... din c u oso...den suddenly u called n say u saw me...lol!!! *stunned* hahah...anw, meet up soon k? don ignore my sms hor! haha~
Thursday, October 12, 2006
went to mit cla in e end... cant make up her mind de la...ask me mit her at raffles city. den wen i rch dere, she say mit at citylink again...make me walk so much...haha...luckily, it's air-conditioned. haha! ate thai exp. again...haha...nice! den went back to raffles city 2 collect her bracelet! pengs~ crap q.a lot...den went to starbucks...haha..*broke* yep! bt it's nice catchin up w her.. oh ya! ran into shir today... hafen seen her 4 so long la... luckily she stil recog me if nt i'l b so paiseh! bt ya, she's more matured lookin nw...& english-speaking! haha... kinda stunned at first. yep! saw serena too... another ex-jp staff...yep! den we travel ALL e way back to pei shan eat...haha...hectic day...muz go do work le...i nd my pay soon!!! argh~
shan: dn get so excited over xmas promo. u duno wat will happen...haha...n ya...turkeys DON QUAK! hee~
cla: take care of yrself k? slp MORE!!!!
tsai: how r u doin? haven hear frm u 4 quite sum time!
sharon: wen ll we b mtg again? take care k?
sx: dn be sooO bz w yr proj k??? muz take care & slp more! (tink u r stil in sch wen i'm typin all tis...muahaha!)
shan: dn get so excited over xmas promo. u duno wat will happen...haha...n ya...turkeys DON QUAK! hee~
cla: take care of yrself k? slp MORE!!!!
tsai: how r u doin? haven hear frm u 4 quite sum time!
sharon: wen ll we b mtg again? take care k?
sx: dn be sooO bz w yr proj k??? muz take care & slp more! (tink u r stil in sch wen i'm typin all tis...muahaha!)
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
the haze is improving...but kids r fallin sick due to e new 'virus'...it hasn't rained for days!!! i miss e sight of rain...e sound....weather is so bad now...bored... malays r forever dancin at e area near my place...noisy at times bt amazed by them...e world is alw moving... no one will stop for u...
hah...wat m i tokin abt??? jus bored n duno wat to blog...
hah...wat m i tokin abt??? jus bored n duno wat to blog...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
met up w shan & soonhui 2 go MS tog... luff like crazy w e idol & fan tingy...haha..met shuhui there @ e bowling alley... drew a so-called 'banner' for him & paste on e chair. (but he act forgot to take it down & bring home!) bowled for 3.5games...wow...first time reali bowling w pong n shan...stunned...haha...my arms r breakin nw thou.haha! bt ya had fun... esp those funny moments...shan't elaborate much...
den went to haf dinner at siam kitchen...it wasnt as fantastic as i tot... bt stil, nvm la... happy jiu hao... lots laughter durin e dinner..tink we were e noisest there ba... yep. den me n sharon light e candle n brot in e mooncake...haha... hope pong likes it.den we went to eat andersens ice cream. super sinful...den pong left for his pubbin session w dil n cla... hope dey r hafin lots fun too...
ya...in e end, cla din go for e dinner...so we din meet again. sry tt i din join u guys for drinks. seriously dn haf e mood to. yep. paiseh.anw, e haze prob is reali gettin on my nerves... m like livin in mountaineous areas...but e air is so polluted la! s.i.c.k. throat is feelin so dry cos of it...argh!
yep...today was a happy day... till jus now??? L.O.S.T. i duno...but ya...felt better after tokin it out w sum ppl. thou there's still sum uncertainties,don wish to tink anymore...thanks ppl. u noe who u r... stm it's onli u guys who listen...thanks alot... reali appreciate it...thanks!shant tink abt it anymore...slpin time.. stil muz wk l8r...haiz...
happy bday pong~~~(noe tis is a lil' late..bt ya...hope u enjoy yrself..)
den went to haf dinner at siam kitchen...it wasnt as fantastic as i tot... bt stil, nvm la... happy jiu hao... lots laughter durin e dinner..tink we were e noisest there ba... yep. den me n sharon light e candle n brot in e mooncake...haha... hope pong likes it.den we went to eat andersens ice cream. super sinful...den pong left for his pubbin session w dil n cla... hope dey r hafin lots fun too...
ya...in e end, cla din go for e dinner...so we din meet again. sry tt i din join u guys for drinks. seriously dn haf e mood to. yep. paiseh.anw, e haze prob is reali gettin on my nerves... m like livin in mountaineous areas...but e air is so polluted la! s.i.c.k. throat is feelin so dry cos of it...argh!
yep...today was a happy day... till jus now??? L.O.S.T. i duno...but ya...felt better after tokin it out w sum ppl. thou there's still sum uncertainties,don wish to tink anymore...thanks ppl. u noe who u r... stm it's onli u guys who listen...thanks alot... reali appreciate it...thanks!shant tink abt it anymore...slpin time.. stil muz wk l8r...haiz...
happy bday pong~~~(noe tis is a lil' late..bt ya...hope u enjoy yrself..)
Friday, October 06, 2006
shan said i hafen been bloggin for a long time...veri long meh??? so here i'm...bloggin... happy shan? haha~ seriously, duno wat to blog abt... life's a cycle? bt i'm glad she could help me wk on thu...so,i can rest a while...bt ya...pei her go lunch too...fun2crap w her lidat...at e same time catchin up la...tink if nuttin goes wrong,i'l be able 2 meet cla nxt wk too!!! another gal whom i hafen seen for a while...but we r mtg tml! =) chatted w yulin jus nw...so blur...haha..shan't elaborate.save sum face 4 her. mtg her soon again i guess... laz yr celebrated MAF w cls at sx's hse. tis yr cant le ba...sad... had lots fun tt nite thou........ yep! anw, i desperately nd sum workout...shan,wan go play badminton sum day???!! haah...
sx...muggin?????
tsai...hafen heard from u for quite a while...how r u doin over there???
happy MAF guys!!!
sx...muggin?????
tsai...hafen heard from u for quite a while...how r u doin over there???
happy MAF guys!!!
