jus wen i tot it's alr e worst so nuttin wld b worser...
jus wen i'm beginnin to tink tt life's a lil' too peaceful & mayb even a lil monotonous...
it had to happen... to disrupt e peacefulness.
if tt's wat gg to make my life more 'interesting', can i take back my words pls???
can i haf my life back... my peacefulness???

anyway, i act took more than 10mins to get hm frm e station today! wen i can take less than 5 mins to do so? duno why... jus walk especially slowly today... felt more peaceful durin e slow slow walk... dn feel like reachin home so fast act...thou i can alr see my hse... haha... it's weird rite? dn mind me... if onli i could bring myself to hate him... but i cant. duno hw to face him...force myself to slp tinkin of tt, wake up 1st ting oso tt... nv tot tis would happen. disappointing...heartbreaking...it's so suffocating suddenly...
mayb one day it'l be too much...mayb one day tings ll change...
maybe...
no more disappointments i hope.
hope e 100hrs will b effective...
seriously nd sth to de-stress...
watching gong is my entertainment now...
tis show is reali nice!!!