no wonder sx kp askin me to watch...my eyes r so tired now...frm all e tears...all e sadness... thanks alot for e recommendation! yep. the show tt i've finally finished...

"One Litre Of Tears (一公升的眼泪)"
e story is about a gal, Aya, who contracted a dreadful illness called Spinocerebellar Degeneration at e age of onli 15!!! imagine wat all of us were doin at tt age??? playin...hafin fun w our frens... runnin ard etc... but tis gal was desperately tryin her v.best to fight e illness! all e tings she had to gif up, her beloved sport-- basketball! n she lost lots of tings in e process...her crush, her freedom, her ability to walk, and YET, she con't to fight... Nv give up at all...

reali admire her courage, her determination... i guess tt wat all of us are lackin in... her mom too... is one brave lady... alw there wen Aya nds her, alw ready to comfort her n support her... w/o showin her upsetness, e pain she felt... tink e other person tt helps her alot is tt guy... haruto. A guy who lost his elder brother... he's alw there to defend her, to help her wen she's in trouble...another gal whom i admire is Aya's sis, Ako. Initially, my view of her was jus a selfish gal who cares onli for herself...but soon, i realised i was wrong. unlike their bro, she did nt look down on Aya jus cos of her illness. Instead, she defended Aya, scolded her bro for e selfish tinking n even tried her best to fulfil Aya's dream to graduate frm e high sch!


yep...tt's all for now...peeps, pls watch tis show if possible... "Just being alive is such a lovely & wonderful thing" tt's the kind of attitude we shld haf... always...


we should all learn from her!!!

gotta stop here le...eyes super tired...

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argh!my entry got deleted suddenly!muz retype everything!!! shall kp everything short le... argh! went to watch "confession of pain" w shan, meikee, hh n yaoguai... supposed to watch e long awaited "deathnote2" de..bt sx cant make it so postponed to 3rd dec. sx, touched anot?! haha...nw at least i've sth else to look fwd to on 3rd thou i dn wan tt day to cum! cos sch starts tt day! :( haiz! anw, e movie is nice...diff fr others cos e truth is revealed in e beginning...n e movie shows how e main lead (takeshi, shuai wor!!! haha~) search n dig out e truth bits by bits... n how e culprit, another lead, reacts n responds to e findings of e investigator...e mental struggle he had n his pain...yep! e show,like e title reveals (chinese title, "shang chen"), shows e diff kinds of pain e city dwellers experience. how dey muz cover up their weakness, their pain n stil lead their lives wo lettin others noe. e deep secrets dey haf...e pains n scars...everything. it's kinda tragedy-like but not to tt extreme end... anw, it's nice la... go on summore, i feel as if i'm doin a movie review le...haha...

aft e movie, we went to drink tea! reali tt kinda tea..haahaa...den e evil meishan came up w an evil idea! a special concoction of hers...n me n meikee ended up drinking it! argh! torture siaz! luckily, she drank my share for e 2nd time! duno y me n meikee so heng la... lost twice... get to taste tt 'UNIQUE" tea made by our dear meishan...pity us ritE???? luckily, nuttin's wrong w my tummy aft tt (thou in e beginning, my tummy had tt kinda funny feeling...). so beware of shan n her special concoction!!!

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wk had been reali hectic for e past days...workin till 11pm every nite... lack of slp!!! argh...worse is wen u nd to face those sickenin shoppers...n e ppl i hate most...n wen ppl dn understand u n u r feelin shagged...but i'm glad there r alw ppl there to cheer me up n make me feel more energetic... haha...anw, tis yr's xmas wk had cum to an end le...nt as fun as pre yrs bt nvm. we survived.

went to shan's hse to celeb xmas laz nite...on xmas eve...haha...had a nice steamboat on a coolin day...started playin sum silly card games w shan's bro n sis....tt got all of us luffin like lunatics!!! haha...den we act missed e countdown!nvm la...we stil wished each other merry xmas lo...shan's mom chased her bro go slp den meikee joined us for daidee...so funny la...kp pattin her doggie... it's a funny scene wen 2 of her dogs came out n 'fight' w each other...dogs r reali energetic animals!!! haha... went out at ard 4am to get fresh air...e walk is reali refreshing...thou cold...
went back n con't watchin tv...siao rite?bt i was too tired to con't. tink i jus dozed off on e sofa. haha~ reach hm at ard 9plus...knocked out all e way till 5pm! horrible sia! 1st time i slept so soundly...cos wen i woke up, i realised sx sent lots websms to me+sum xmas greetings+a missed call!!!n my phone wasn't in silent mode lo...haha...oh well...messy entry tis is...shall end here le ...

~merry xmas peeps!~

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yep...been pia-ing tis show despite e hectic wk... it's currently showin on channel u but alw miss e show due to wk...luckily dear shan gt e discs so i can watch! haha..it's similar to e normal immortal-mortal love... n no doubt, it'll bring tears to u. all e hardships dey went tru b4 dey can becum husband n wife onli for ...100days...bt e ending stunned me...hahaha! n my mom too! cos it's nt e usual one. a nice show to watch wen u haf time...

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managed to recover by tues nite so went out yday on my off day! to meet sharon,yilin& soonhui. went to vivo. yep! Ate too much yday i tink. dn feel like eatin at all today. all we did were walk n eat...but as usual, had fun crappin w em...all e funny funny stuffs n all e catchin up. yep. it's feels gd to meet up w em once in a while...to catch up, to take a break fr our daily life... aft tt, went to JP to watch ERAGON w shan n soonhui n meikee! haha...it's e first time we reach e counter den decide wat show to watch. haha...but yep, it's a nice choice. eragon is reali a nice show...v.exciting ma...w magic, dragons n...monsters???(wat do u call those ugly freaks?) no harry potter tis yr, no more LOTR too...but Eragon can make up for em ba...yep! fr tonite all e way till sat, will b workin till 11pm at nite...woo! duno hw will it b like...sure bz de..den i'l b too shagged to do anything again! haha~

tsai: i'm so glad to see yr card!! thanks alot! watch out for ours too but tink it'll b late... paiseh!! how r u doin over there???

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feeling weak for e past days. so din do much..jus wk n go home... hid under my blanket, wearin my jacket shivering...haha! drank bitter cold remedy tea... oh man... cold is nt good... achin all over...as if i've jus ran 5km e previous day. feelin much better now... still gonna wk later... haiz... oh ya!!! jus came back fr e dentist...haha...tot my tooth gt prob cos got hole but it turned out tt e hole is normal! phew! haha... dentist earns lots siaz...me plus dad took less than 30mins...n he earns...$85! haha...noe lots tings happenin ard me...but ya, din reali haf e energy to find out due to all e aching...hope all of em are ok now...

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"用行动来证明"
~累了这么办?~

你说你很想拥有它
口说没用, 用行动来证明!
你说你很爱她
用行动来证明!

你说你珍惜你们的关系
用行动来证明!
什么都用行动来证明
累了这么办?

累了这么证明?
当一个人无怨无悔地付出
却无法获得他所希望的
痛彻心扉

用好几年的时间去维持关系
用好多心思好多关心
想做好自己的本分
却无法和其他刚认识的人
甚至是通过你而认识的人相比

从几时开始礼物是看价钱
而不是看心思
从几时开始
我们之间出现了隐形的高墙
影响了你我之间的关系...

jus sum random tots...dn worry...

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yep.back @ hm!!! today's k-ing session is fun...fun...fun! haha.. sx has finaly find another partner to sing her 'pi-li, pa-la' song!!! haha... sharon act knew e song too...woo!!! sang alot today too. tired...bt fun! yep! thou dere were sum moments, i tot i'm gg to die frm all e luffin...haha!

aft all e singin, dey came jp for dinner...cant join em cos dey decided laz min den mom alr cooked my share.sum1 ran into e beloved K n gt high...haha! so funnie la! anw, sharon came over n we chatted for a lil' while.an hr plus. it's a nice chat...thou ya...haha!hope all of us can find an answer soon!!!

shall end here for tis entry...woo...k 10hrs tis wk... dn wana go back to wk so soon...nxt off day...14th! yippie!!!

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yep...finally...OVER!!!
haha...my papers ended yday.but din feel as happy as i finish my econ paper~
work ll start again on mon.but guess i'l b spendin my nxt few days well! went k-ing straight aft my laz paper. yep. w my k-box kakee...shuxian! haha... sang for 5hrs...but yep. had fun as usual...like it wen we sang david tao's ai hen jian dan. hee!
TODAY...went to meet mr chng n chieu for lunch @ marche... hafen seen him since e last time i went back nhss... yep. kinda fun la today. thou it's a lil' awkward at times? he brot his kid along!!! haha.. n he kps cryin to get chng's attention!!! haha..he's a lil' too chubby for his age? 9kg 6months old onli!!! oh man...he better watch his diet! haha...i quickly finish my crepe if nt chng sure cant eat in peace...helped him carry a while...bt it din help much act. jus as he finish his lunch, e baby started cryin again!!! haha...bt ya, he's heavy.so glad chng took his kid back. my hand suan le lo...haha..bt...his kid sorta 'bite' my shoulder!!!cos i felt sth hard on my shoulder. lucky he has one tooth onli!so nt pain la...haha..& i can feel his saliva there too!!! guess tt's all e price u've to pay if u haf a kid...hahaha!
tml...gg k again...w sharon & soonhui...haha...wonder how it'll b like...bt sure it'l be fun!!! noe i jus went yday...but it's ok...stm, it's nt e activity tt matters, bt who u do e activity w... so it doesnt matter much if u spend money to do sth u've done b4/don like. yep!
sunday...shld b gg out w my dad!!!haha...bring him out to see e world...haha... lamo...

mon...work starts...
can i've monday off too???i wan another day off...a day tt belongs solely to myself... a day to push everything to e back of my mind...n jus relax...

yep...i'm a happy gal now...spendin my free days w few of my closest frens...
how many more chances do we haf in future???

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tired!!!
stop workin since tue...n i've been tryin to settle down to mug since den... been droppin by smu...stoppin there to mug... stm it's coolin...stm it's hot! stm it's quiet stm it's noisy... argh!!! dn like to mug for papers... thou it's onli a mock...i stil hope to do well... argh...cant wait for nxt thu to arrive...
received a bad news early tis mornin... a phone call tt wakes me up totally despite e 30mins i've been lazyin on my bed.. gd news & bad news tis wk. wen i'm tryin to settle down to mug. gd news- niece's one month celeb tis sat (2nd dec). welcome to tis world! a new addition to our family!!! bad news- aunt's hospitalized due to shortage of red blood cells. wat does tt means? lots uncertainties...but results will b out after all e check-ups. oh pls...pls let gd news cum out of e bad one. pls bless my aunt...n everyone ard me... esp my loved ones. hope my niece will haf a fulfillin life, a smooth-sailing n 'worries-free' one... yep!

seriously nd to sweat it out!!! nd a game of badminton soon...n i reali mean it!

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Yep! tis is e book which i've been readin... "PS, i love U".

it's quite a nice bk thou sum ppl mite find it a lil' dry n boring. but it did touched me for quite a while. imagine... sum1 u loved dearly suddenly leave u...for good. but he left behind a stack of letters for u to read each month, knowin tt u wun b able to get over him so easily. yep! each letter contains an encouragement fr him, tryin to sort out yr life again. u noe nuttin abt e letters cos u were alw w him b4 his departure. tis shows hw much he loves u. yep. tis book is worth reading... seriously... it's my 'escape' frm all e sch wk i nd to do tis wk. nxt wk hw??? haha~

ohya...woke up early early on fri mornin...which i dn usually do tt...for wat? jus to go mkt w mom n to see my cute nephew!!! he's e onli one who can make me wake up early to c him. y?y?y? cos i hafen seen him since july n he don normally stay w my aunt. haha... he changed alot. bt he reali take away e upsetness in me wen i carried him. thou my arm is still achin nw due to all e carryin n playin...haha~ e innocence in him...e 'free fr worries' look...etc...

some views of him...kawaiii!!!

<===== i like tis best!!! it's my hp wallpaper nw. i cant help bt smile wenever i look at my hp.muahaha~

<==== tis was how he looks wen he's ard...5months old... kids reali chge v.fast dn dey??? tt's all for now...

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it's another bad day...
skipped maths lect (again!)yday cos of e essay test today. act din tink much of tt cos we noe e qn le..jus tt it's a closed bk test. bt sum ppl gt me all stressed n decided to study more... so ended up slpin late...
today was IBM makeup for e whole day! tutorial summore! 2surprise mcqs tests came up n woke me up frm my 'world'. it's time to study. quite a few i cant rem or recall. aft 2 tests, went for lunch n came back 4 essay test.

felt so suffocated aft e tutorial. alw go hm str aft cls de...but today, i jus dn feel like doin so. was reali suffocating. luckily chieu was ard. so got her to acc. me to take a walk. if nt, i tink i'll reali suffocate!!! walk walk walk...we walked tru SMU... tot mite see cla cos we were at e sch of biz but we din. ended up runnin into yulin. yep! she's so fair now!!! walk walk walk...we ended up at esplanade. sat there n enjoyin e sea breeze, listenin to e 'live' band performance.. voiced out my bu shuang-ness in IBM cls to chieu (cos she don take IBM). felt better...much better. took e train hm...stoned at e door way...it's a gd way to calm myself down... but guess i nd to get chocs... chocs for myself...to de-stress n cheer myself up... i'm so lost... hw i wish sum1 will b able to help me to 'tidy up' my life... add more joy to my life... shall buy chocs tml!

i'm nt an attention seeker...it's nt my fault tt tings turn out tis way. don tink tt i'm enjoyin all tis. pls don tink tt i'm gd cos he kps callin me. pls don add on to my stress!!! PLEASE!!!

one day...one day i mite jus explode...

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弃权
作曲:徐继忠填词:编曲:唐奕聪监制:

很疲倦 在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉 你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为 能几年几月
掉进一个谎言 手不肯放
就会整个沦陷

很危险 怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略 害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰 却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱 爱情的包围
让我往后退

对你的热情 你的虚伪再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点 完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你 再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪 明天会不见
春天应该不远

爱上你对不对 不再奢望
哪天会又见 爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你 出去游戏人间
只任自己 埋怨 后悔

like tis song by joey recently...it's true to certain extent doesn't it?
just take everything in yr stride & perhaps everything's nt as bad as it seems to be...

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hectic wk sia!!! wk w/o em is boring...not many proper meals so far...peace'll b disrupted again soon...served a sickenin woman on wed. argh~here goes...

woman: can i apply for JPPC?
me: (aft explainin everything..)u tink & decide carefully le den let me noe.

10secs later...

woman: ok. i'll get e card.
me: u cfm huh?

she nodded.so i preparin e temp card for her. wen i finished keyin e data & preparin e card, i handed her e card, tellin her tt her perm card will take ard 1mth to process...

woman: WHAT?! U mean i've to kp tis DIRTY card in my wallet for ONE WHOLE MONTH?

den i began to explain again if she dn wan e temp card, she cant use nw blah blah blah... (50% blood boiling...tryin to contain my bu-shuangness...her attitude reali suxs!& it's nt as if her wallet's v.branded.i'm still afraid tt her wallet will spoil my card leh!)

woman: den e card'll be mailed to me or wat?
me: no. u've to cum down to collect it.

woman: y cant u all jus mail to me? it's so STUPID & SILLY to cum all e way here again!
me: no...it's to prevent e card frm gettin misplaced durin e mailing! (80% of my blood is boiling)
e sickenin woman rolled her eyes n walked off w e card. (y apply for e card if u dn wan cum back to tis silly place?!)

ARGH!!!! was reali pissed. couldnt even finish my burger! too pissed to b hungry! pls don let me see her AGAIN!

less than 10mins later, e sickenin face re-appeared. "I don wan e card le. Give me back my money!"
(100% boiled!!!!)

WTH!!! she's nt even local can! shld feel lucky tt she's able to cum here, be grateful & stop showin off! she's nt even a pure angmoh! jus tryin to flaunt her english? yucks! cos her eng is like e kind of ppl i dislike, tryin to act angmoh. goosebumps all cum out la! pls dn let me run into tis kinda ppl again. spoil my image of tt cty!!!

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jus finished watching goong 1.5. it's nice n funnie...yep.post goong effects i guess... discover tis while readin sum blogs. for those who've watched e show, can go n take a look at tis goong 1.5. yep... e songs 'perhaps love' & 'stay' are nice. v.relaxing...haha...lookin fwd to e 2nd season...
shall go n do sum wk now!














'caijing'+'shin goon' in e show...haha~

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yday was a reali wet day for me... wat a state i've gotten myself into due to e heavy downpour!!! prayin hard tt it's nt rainin @ dhoby on e train...n wen i alighted n went up, i'm stunned! stucked! it's a heavy downpour& i forgot2 bring umbrella. no choice. went all e way to ps to get an umbrella fr watsons. argh...waste money. but still, i got very wet!!! my jeans were half wet & i reali mean it. imagine walkin w wet jeans... argh!!! while waitin 2 cross e road, sum idiotic drivers haf to drive so past & splash all e rainwater on e pedestrains!!! yes! i'm one of e victims... n gt me even wetter... argh~ classroom was so cold & i felt cold even thou i'm wearin jacket. argh! wat a day!

finally, 3.5hrs of ibm tutorial ended. thou there were sum 'fighting's gg on. imagine a guy pullin a gal's hair & a gal pulling the guy's hair. terrible sight! haha~ dinner was at manhattan. hmmm... ate flammed prawns & it's reali nice. w all e nice cheeze on em... yummy! it was a 'sinful' nite...cos after such a dinner, we went on 4 icecream @ swensens! haha...but ya, too full to eat much...lots crap durin e dinner... well, it was an enjoyable gathering... thou din reali tok to everyone...yep. tink it'll be quite a while before we r gg to meet again. take care everyone!!! to those hafin papers soon, JIA YOU & mug hard!!! to e guys, take care in army! to hh, hope u'll enjoy yr trip & likes e jacket!!! to cla: yr present still at my hse. will pass to u soon k?

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*speechless*

wat's wrong w e ppl ard us?-e ugly side-
saw sth on train on my way home on wed which saddens me...closed my eyes 2 rest on e way home. wen i opened my eyes, i saw an auntie sittin on e floor. apparently, she had slipped & fall for duno wat reason. she stood up immediately, smiling awkwardly @ e student standin in front of her. but guess how e ger responded??? she jus stared at e auntie, lookin as if nuttin had happened. she's still wearin her sch uniform...recognised e sch immediately...tl's sch. duno wat to say...she din bother to help e auntie up...NVM...but at least gif tt auntie a smile or wat to sort of 'calm' her down...perhaps everything happen too quickly? cos e auntie alighted immediately aft 'pickin herself up'. tt's my excuse for e student. i reali hope tt's e reason...

gonna b v.bz~ argh! IBM make-up lecture tis sat fr 2-5.30pm! nxt sat econ lect fr 9.30am-1pm! 22nd nov, full day of IBM tutorial frm 11-5.30pm!!! argh...tutors' absence= my sufferings!!! workin for e whole of e cumin wk except for tues onli...arghs!!!haf to reali juggle work w sch... wish me luck! tis shld b e laz wkend i can enjoy all e way till xmas eve...dinner on sat peeps...
take care till den~
anw, hh, wish u first cos i wun haf time to do so in e upcomin days...duno if u stil read tis but ya...take care of yrself in aust! enjoy yrself w e kangaroos k? :P rem bring back pressies!!! KIT!

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recoverin frm sorethroat & there m i ...sufferin frm flu...cough's developing...my god! had to resist so many temptations!! chocs, tidbits, drinks... argh!!! shall get my determination to block out all those!!!
anw, saturday was cool!!! imagine...haha...we completed e whole tingy within 5hrs??? haha... best sia! but i'm sure we can do even better!!! haha~ photos will be disclosed in due time... =P

worked yday. mr chia (NH) came to info. n wow...i'm surprised he stil recognize me... he noes i'm frm nh. haha.. jus tt he tot i'm still studyin there for a moment...haha! his memory nt bad siaz... asked me which batch i'm from n stuffs...haha~
ran into wu lao shi too... she came w a fren. i din c her at 1st since i was facin e other side.her fren said 'excuse me?' n i turned immediately to ans her onli to c wu lao shi. den both of us kp luffin, leavin her fren lookin at both of us confusedly. i ans her qns & she asked wu lao shi if we'r frens anot.haha...it was kinda awkward but i'm glad i still run into lao shi occasionally... :)

anw, can u guys do me a favor??? if u guys happen to pass by suntec convention, can help me go to e svc counter there & get a copy of "Wall Street Journal" for me??? it's nt a local newspaper but it's free.. nd to read those. thanks alot!!!

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tml is sat again! haha... shan...sat is tml! haha... finally gg to start on e puzzle...yep. been lookin fwd to tis sat. haha! hafin sorethroat le...cham!!! haha...saw e schedule & received e call... predict tt aft tis wk, my life'll b super hectic. b4 w make-up lessons & work... n mock exams comin up... oh man...nd sum planning!
sorta finish princess' hours le.it's reali nice... woohoo!!~ muz watch!


nice~

~stay rooted to e ground & you'll onli see yrself. take a step back & you'll see the people around you~

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dinner w yilin, sharon & soonhui@ fish&co on mon... wanted to go vivo de..bt yilin off sch q.late so decided 2 mit sumwhere nearer for her... hafen seen yilin for more than a month..hahah..tt's so long la...but glad tt we met up today. after dinner, we walked rd jp again...(sorry sharon!) b4 gg to our usual pl to chat. seriously sick of shoppin at jp. nuttin much to walk la..haha..chatted till 9plus b4 we call it a day. tink everyone's tired. but still, i'm glad we meet up.

no class again today. heard it's cos my lecturer's dad suffered heart attack thu my lecturer cant rush back in time. tt means more make-ups on sat!!! arghs!~! skipped maths lect yday too cos e weather is simply to gr8! muahaha! okok... excuses...but ya. read up on tt chapter laz nite le...hee! time to pia gong today!!!

wen u try hard to do sth, sth tt u used to do in e past but stopped doin long ago due to sum other commitments, tings changed. feelings are different. no longer feel e importance...no longer feel e urge. as u noe, everything as changed. frm e long periods of 'link-less', u noe how important u r, how significant...thus, u no longer pin any hopes. e efforts u used to put in will be gone. u r indifferent towards them. y try to hurt yrself even deeper wen others dn care... it's silly isn't it? dn b e one in the past wen others ard u haf alr move on. u lose wat u cherish & wat u mite b able to possess. jus becos of e unwillingness to change? is it worth it? Yes if u r being cherished. No if ppl dn bother at all. but yep, pls retain a lil of e past 'u'. e lil dream u've had & try to fulfil them... i've long forgotten wat used to be my dream...tryin hard to recall now...

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jus read cruz teng's blog. saw e pics of lingzhi's laz day like wat sx says... yep. it's a sad n teary one... but still, tt's her decision. lookin at e pics make me sad... she's my fav DJ too. likes to listen to her on air. she's a gd one. can b sentimental can be funny... miss her music diary... it's a reali nice program. felt kinda sad wen it was replaced by another prog but nvm, still can listen to other program host by her. e morning program. will alw tune in to 933 early morning wen i'm preparin to go sch. nv fail to be amused by e 3 of em. but now, no more. even miss e laz time she was on air. wun even noe she's leavin 933 if nt for sx. haiz...so wish her all e best. hope tt we'll b able to hear her voice on air again soon... hope tt she's jus takin a short break...

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jus wen i tot it's alr e worst so nuttin wld b worser...
jus wen i'm beginnin to tink tt life's a lil' too peaceful & mayb even a lil monotonous...
it had to happen... to disrupt e peacefulness.
if tt's wat gg to make my life more 'interesting', can i take back my words pls???
can i haf my life back... my peacefulness???

anyway, i act took more than 10mins to get hm frm e station today! wen i can take less than 5 mins to do so? duno why... jus walk especially slowly today... felt more peaceful durin e slow slow walk... dn feel like reachin home so fast act...thou i can alr see my hse... haha... it's weird rite? dn mind me... if onli i could bring myself to hate him... but i cant. duno hw to face him...force myself to slp tinkin of tt, wake up 1st ting oso tt... nv tot tis would happen. disappointing...heartbreaking...it's so suffocating suddenly...
mayb one day it'l be too much...mayb one day tings ll change...
maybe...
no more disappointments i hope.
hope e 100hrs will b effective...
seriously nd sth to de-stress...
watching gong is my entertainment now...
tis show is reali nice!!!

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went to watch "silk" w shan & hh on hari raya... nt a reali nice day to go out but luckily suntec is nt tt crowded. i'm glad we din go vivo in e end. well... e movie nt as scary as i tot but stil it isn't tt bad. haha! enuf movies for tis month i guess. haha! went to candy empire... woo..lucky managed to stop myself frm all e temptations but thanks shan, for tt 1 choc u gave. thanks! satisfy my cravin for pasta too.. sat there for a long time to chat & crap. took a long ride hm by takin 97 all e way frm suntec to je. hafen do tt for a long time. pass by vivo & saw e crowd. it 'double cfm' tt it's a wise choice nt to go there tt day. haha~ anw, durin e long journey back, we managed to tok & catch up too.thou sum of e times i wasn't reali payin attn to e ppl ard me. hee~

went to sch yday mornin onli to find out my tutor had urgent matters to settle back @ india so there's no lessons by him tis wk! made me travel all e way 4 nuttin! argh~ bt at least, there wun b anyone shootin me so many qns tis wk. den went BK w 2 clsmates. hang ard 4 a while den i go wk le... haha.. thanks sharon for e subway cookies!!! haha~ reali lucky to haf u guys buyin food for me wen u all drop by... thanks!

finally...rain has cum... bt no time to reali enjoy e rain...
spore's reali small...shan, i'll cya nxt nxt sat i tink...rite? puzzle!!! =P

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yea! it's public hols again! wkend has been kinda bz...but stil, it's nt tt bad... lotsa thanks to shan who bot me food... guess i'll nv go hungry w her ard! muahaha!

my dad went to work yday & told us sth wen he returned. he was ferryin pri sch students frm XX pri sch. tis conversation is wat he told us. of cos it's not exactly lidat.

student: uncle, u noe abt e man who jumped down e MRT track???
dad: ya. why?
student: nxt time hor, if u no money, u go jump down the MRT track oso k? den yr wife will be super rich!!!
dad: *speechless*

well, this is e impact of commitin suicide by jumpin down the MRT track on e society. even pri sch kids tink that way. whatever is gg to happen in future??? everyone treatin their lives as a piece of useless paper???

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went to watch "the prestige" today. wow...wat a deep show... it's kinda confusin durin e show... tot it'd jus b a show on magicians & their tricks... how wrong we were... haha... aft e show rushed to cls so din tink tt much. sry to leave shan on her on to go back! aft cls, we started discussin e show. lots pts to debate on... nt a v.gd endin act. ppl died... it's all cos of one's stubborness, one's refusal to let go, one's competitiveness tt cause all their own miseries... if onli e main lead tink simply... believe wat he saw & trust, everything wun happen... but again, there wun b e existence of tis show already... haha! overall tis is a nice show. nt action-packed or romance bt sets u tinking...

another tragedy had happened again here tis yr...nowadays, MRT suicides r gettin popular, isn't it? why? cos once u made e jump, there's no chance, or rather no time 4 u to regret. wat an ugly way to end one's life...(but anw, wat's e fuss abt yr appearance wen u r gg to die?) readin e story of tis family frm e papers reali brings out all e sympathy in humans... y did e man choose to end his life? in such cruel way summore? wud his death solves all e problems e family is facing??? reality shows tt his death did kinda solve all e financial prob for this family. & mayb it wun,if he ends his life in another way? cos til now, tink jumpin down e track is e most cruel way 2 end yr life. & it's shown all over on papers & news! wat a great way to gain fame! financial prob mite b solved...bt wat abt emotional ones? his death mite b a relief 2 him...bt his family? it's another blow to em! i bet dey'd rather go thru thick & thin tog, rather than him sacrificin his life jus 2 solve their financial prob. Still, i respect & admire the father for his nobleness & bravery. sacrifice for e sake of his family...treatin his wife so well despite of her handicap, hangin on to his family for so long despite e heavy burdens...imagine e courage one muz haf to jump down e track w a fast approachin train jus in front of u? bt stil, it's wrong to commit suicide. Endin yr life is same as runnin away. it's useless isn't it? for e problem stil exists! haiz...n also...where did all e socalled "help" disappear to? aint they supposed to b helpin those who r reali in nd of their help? where r dey? helpin to get rid of e irritatin xxxx tt we'r facin? true tt it may b a more serious prob which wld lead to more probs...but shld attention b paid to these ppl too? instead of renderin help to others? r dey more impt den zi ji ren? stop tinkin tt everyone r cheats...to cheat $ from u! guess more attention shld b given to ppl who r closer to u n not others who are far away... perhaps, such tragedies wun happen le...at least more ppl are helpin em now... it's touchin to see all those help given... still, it's sad to see more cases of this kind... wat's e world becoming??? ppl, pls cherish yr lives 7 e ppl ard u!

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*lower income* lower budget constraint* lower level of entertainment*

)= awful feeling =(

mayb my mom's right...

i'm dumb...

mayb it isn't pay to b so kind...

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e wkend has passed again...it's kinda fast isn't it? thou din reali go out tis wkend, tink it's stil a not bad wkend.... "laogong" called again laz nite at ard tis time... chatted for quite a while...almost scared me to death wen i heard e loud & long 'horn-ing' in e background... den she kept quiet wen i was at e other end "hello???hello??? u ok?" finally she replied & i was reali relieved. e car almost hit her la! cos she was chattin w me on phone den din pay attention...my god...so guys, pls dn tok on e phone wen crossin e rd! dn scare e person on e other line to death. i'm glad she's ok. thou she kp scoldin me!~! haha...i hope 2 hear frm her soon again~ cant believe she act called me at ard 12am jus to tell me..."my starbucks coffee is nice!" can u imagine my rxn at e other line??? conclusion: i've an unique "laogong". =P

watched "death note" tis wkend too... w shan & soonhui. eh, movie wasn't as gr8 as i tot to b... but i muz admit...kira is genius! woo! hahah.. no ending! bt kinda curious to find out how e killer will b caught! c how ba... but ya...jp cinema seats reali nt comfy la...haha...wan go vivo sum days!!!anyone wan go??

work today was gr8!!! w/o promo...w/o her... w/o events... it's great! enjoy e peaceful moments @ wk today! at least i'm able 2 chat & crap w annie & auntie. gossip abt 'her' .kept laughin too... hope goldheart ppl din hear our laughters frm there! hee! bt gt a feelin e peaceful moments r gg 2 b disturbed again... sold sistic tickets today... haha! cos she isnt ard, so can help them to sell tickets. dun wan her to noe tt i noe how to sell...yep. sistic is troublesome...she's nasty!!! muahaha!!!

anw, tot a lil' aft all the chats i've tis wkend... yep. in e past, everything was simple. no complex technology...no complex tinking too... no complex relationships too. ppl don haf to tink so much. jus be who dey r. dn haf to pit themselves against others. isnt tt gd? like means like... love means love. dare to love. dare to reject. dare to b yrself. dn haf to tink abt other stuffs... isn't tt wonderful? everything shld b simple...love shld b simple...life shld b simple... den there wun b so many social problems... can i be a simple person too???

enjoy my weekend... free from crowds...free from sickening ppl...jus a lil' hiccup on sat which i dn wana tink abt it anymore. yep. overall, it's a gr8 wkend. thou i din do much...

WHY?

cos i'm an easily contented ger... tt's e easiest way to stay happy...
(can i stay lidat forever???)

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haha...it's friday again! love n hate fridays...cos it means weekend is here n i can relax a lil...but it oso means tt another new wk is starting!!! argh... anw, maths cls was ok today. tink e tutor v.bu shuang us.. forever not payin attn to him de...haha...but we din slack ma..stil did our work loh. haha~ received a phone call today frm my 'laogong' scoldin me... stil say don wan make soups for me n i'm nt supposed to slp in e room tonite...so poor me, bloggin now..haha... aiyo... 'laogong' i din betray u ok...u tink too much le...haha.. but seriously, glad tt u called. i was lookin at e exit for mrt lo... din c u oso...den suddenly u called n say u saw me...lol!!! *stunned* hahah...anw, meet up soon k? don ignore my sms hor! haha~

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went to mit cla in e end... cant make up her mind de la...ask me mit her at raffles city. den wen i rch dere, she say mit at citylink again...make me walk so much...haha...luckily, it's air-conditioned. haha! ate thai exp. again...haha...nice! den went back to raffles city 2 collect her bracelet! pengs~ crap q.a lot...den went to starbucks...haha..*broke* yep! bt it's nice catchin up w her.. oh ya! ran into shir today... hafen seen her 4 so long la... luckily she stil recog me if nt i'l b so paiseh! bt ya, she's more matured lookin nw...& english-speaking! haha... kinda stunned at first. yep! saw serena too... another ex-jp staff...yep! den we travel ALL e way back to pei shan eat...haha...hectic day...muz go do work le...i nd my pay soon!!! argh~

shan: dn get so excited over xmas promo. u duno wat will happen...haha...n ya...turkeys DON QUAK! hee~

cla: take care of yrself k? slp MORE!!!!

tsai: how r u doin? haven hear frm u 4 quite sum time!

sharon: wen ll we b mtg again? take care k?

sx: dn be sooO bz w yr proj k??? muz take care & slp more! (tink u r stil in sch wen i'm typin all tis...muahaha!)

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anyone interested??? 

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desserts~

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more fotos there!!! traffic lights???

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the haze is improving...but kids r fallin sick due to e new 'virus'...it hasn't rained for days!!! i miss e sight of rain...e sound....weather is so bad now...bored... malays r forever dancin at e area near my place...noisy at times bt amazed by them...e world is alw moving... no one will stop for u...
hah...wat m i tokin abt??? jus bored n duno wat to blog...

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met up w shan & soonhui 2 go MS tog... luff like crazy w e idol & fan tingy...haha..met shuhui there @ e bowling alley... drew a so-called 'banner' for him & paste on e chair. (but he act forgot to take it down & bring home!) bowled for 3.5games...wow...first time reali bowling w pong n shan...stunned...haha...my arms r breakin nw thou.haha! bt ya had fun... esp those funny moments...shan't elaborate much...

den went to haf dinner at siam kitchen...it wasnt as fantastic as i tot... bt stil, nvm la... happy jiu hao... lots laughter durin e dinner..tink we were e noisest there ba... yep. den me n sharon light e candle n brot in e mooncake...haha... hope pong likes it.den we went to eat andersens ice cream. super sinful...den pong left for his pubbin session w dil n cla... hope dey r hafin lots fun too...

ya...in e end, cla din go for e dinner...so we din meet again. sry tt i din join u guys for drinks. seriously dn haf e mood to. yep. paiseh.anw, e haze prob is reali gettin on my nerves... m like livin in mountaineous areas...but e air is so polluted la! s.i.c.k. throat is feelin so dry cos of it...argh!

yep...today was a happy day... till jus now??? L.O.S.T. i duno...but ya...felt better after tokin it out w sum ppl. thou there's still sum uncertainties,don wish to tink anymore...thanks ppl. u noe who u r... stm it's onli u guys who listen...thanks alot... reali appreciate it...thanks!shant tink abt it anymore...slpin time.. stil muz wk l8r...haiz...

happy bday pong~~~(noe tis is a lil' late..bt ya...hope u enjoy yrself..)

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shan said i hafen been bloggin for a long time...veri long meh??? so here i'm...bloggin... happy shan? haha~ seriously, duno wat to blog abt... life's a cycle? bt i'm glad she could help me wk on thu...so,i can rest a while...bt ya...pei her go lunch too...fun2crap w her lidat...at e same time catchin up la...tink if nuttin goes wrong,i'l be able 2 meet cla nxt wk too!!! another gal whom i hafen seen for a while...but we r mtg tml! =) chatted w yulin jus nw...so blur...haha..shan't elaborate.save sum face 4 her. mtg her soon again i guess... laz yr celebrated MAF w cls at sx's hse. tis yr cant le ba...sad... had lots fun tt nite thou........ yep! anw, i desperately nd sum workout...shan,wan go play badminton sum day???!! haah...
sx...muggin?????
tsai...hafen heard from u for quite a while...how r u doin over there???

happy MAF guys!!!

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wow..tired!went 2 mit sharon & soonhui 4 dinner yday... travelled all e way to wlds jus2haf yoshi 4 dinner. all thanks2e one who's crazy over yoshi...haha! but had lots fun la... met up w hh at jp too...cos we went there 2 drink! haha...coffee la...had fun.. =)

today...was supposed to off wk @ 9pm but i stayed behind to help annie for another 15mins more...& cos of tt, i ran into yangxun! haha... decided 2 pei her go get her stuffs back@jp... ran into e sercurity guards which i jus bade gdbye.dey tot i wan go back OT la..peng... bt ya...i reali had fun crappin w xun...damn funny la...almost cant recognise her...tink she too tired le... looked so haggard...haha! heard tt she had full day of lesson.pity her man...she can act wk in office til 2am! peng!!!reali peifu her...no wonder she' s so shagged...but ya..reali glad to haf run into her today...1st time i reali tok to her aft i left sony...haha...fun time crappin & lamin w her... woohoo...

but ya...apologies to hh n pong... nt tt i dn wana join u guys 4 movie...my nose givin me prob again..so..paiseh! nxt wk k??? i guaruntee nxt sat sure free..will leave it 'work-free' jus for u guys k? =P

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happy gal today...

hmmm...e day started w a tired me...wk til 10pm yday den tis mornin early lecture... argh...tryin 2 get myself 2 conc in IBM lecture... so sian la...so restless... haha... finally... it's e end of lecture... went to meet YULIN!!! haha... FINALLY... we've been tryin to meet since 2 months ago i guess... it has been.............months since we met... so laz min decided to meet her for lunch durin her 5hrs break today...haha...oh my...she's much fairer now. almost cant recognize her. haha! as usual... had lots luffs w her... yep! it feels so gd to catch up w old frens... thou we hafen meet for a reali long time...haha! but reali pity her... she's so bz... one period of time she act slim down til almost my weight & mayb durin tt period of time i'm heavier than her! haiz... hope she can cope w everything... was amazed by an animation of hers. haha! tink nxt time got any IT prob can go find her le... yep! asked me to go SMU study today bt told her i'l go another day... today too laz min le...nt prepared to mug...haha... hope to c her again soon ba...

den went for sum 'meishan-therapy'... muahaha...she covered me 4 wk today. tt's y i managed to get sum time2 rest! haha... met her & pei her for lunch... tis gal...nv fail to say "shuyi, wo hen tao yan ni" wenever we meet... argh... do u hate me tt much?! sniff sniff... haha! but ya... tis crazy gal nv fails to make me luff... muahaha...

shan: wen will we catch our banquet & my mooncakes??

yep...tis was wat happened today till now... din do much act but i'm in a gd mood... & i'm feelin much better le... yea!!! reali like e feeling of catchin up w old buddies...
n yep..tink i've let go completely le... =P

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last wk wasnt a wk tt's onli wk & sch. tis is sth gd... wana try to kp a balance b/w sch, wk & my LIFE! haha... went to shop w sharon aft sch@bugis on wed.. well, of cos it's fun! long time din see sharon too le... of cos, shoppin is reali a way to de-stress from everything. reali enjoy myself tt day. on thu, it's another K-ing session w my K-partner...muahaha...yep. tt's sx!!! had lots fun i guess... kp singin & singin... & we act ran into a FREN whom i hafen seen 4 a long time! tis is kinda e 1st time i ran into a fren wen i was in kbox! haha... glad to see her thou...

sat... thou sth happened in e morning tt spoilt my plans to go out... luckily at nite, i managed to catch a breather too... went for a spin in sx's car... love tt kinda 'outing' man... jus go out to relax... don reali haf to do anything or wat to make it interesting...e main ting is jus2 meet n chill out... thanks alot dear! reali enjoy myself tt nite... & of cos for yr concern tru'out e day. sorry to scare u too!!!

oh ya...jus wana say thanks to shan... darling, thanks alot leh!!! u r e onli one who sms immediately to ask me wat happened. i'm sorry i scared u too. don worry i'll take care of myself de k? wun let u lose tis fren de... muahaha... reali touched wen u sms me again e nxt mornin to ask me to take care. reali appreciate yr efforts! i noe u r nt takin me for granted. so don worry & don tink too much! haha... reali thanks! love ya too kays!!!

jus wana say thanks again to those whom i've scared... thanks for your concern... sharon..shuxian...meishan...hh...soonhui...tl... thanks!

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was supposed to b workin now...but i couldnt turn up 4 wk again... argh...slept tru e whole afternoon...wat's wrong w me??? sorry i gave u guys a bad scare. duno wat's wrong w me too... but i'm glad tt i was w u guys. thanks alot for all e help & sorry for nt gg w u guys in e end. sorry! thanks alot for droppin by again to visit me. thanks alot!

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reflections...sum sudden thoughts...

why are humans such weird beings? they onli learn to cherish wen they've lost... & i mean TOTALLY. Try recalling...haf u made many promises to yr family/friends/love??? Haf u ever fulfilled em? guess many haf even forgotten who they made e promises to. Promises mite mean nutting to e person making them as they mite be makin em to others every other day. But little do they noe, e promises mean alot to those who 'receive' those promises. It pains the hearts of those who realise that the promises they receive were jus meaningless words...words that are meant to make em happy onli for a short while. to make em believe that they r cherished by those who make them those promises. make em feel that their efforts to keep e r/s gg is worthy & make em do more silly stuffs for those ppl. One day, wen e ppl who alw make empty promises realised it, it'll b alr too late. That would mean that e ppl they make promises to haf totally given up on those r/s & on those who haf made e empty promises. the former will realise that names of e latter r no longer on their inboxs, no more sms/emails of concern will be sent to em. no more silly actions frm e latter that will make e former feels pampered or loved. No more.

Perhaps it's onli then the ppl who made empty promises realised that e efforts dey've made 2 maintain e r/s of those whom dey thot r more worthy of their friendship are actually nt worthy of their efforts & wen dey start to miss e e times dey spent w e ppl dey've made empty promises to,realise they are e ones dey shld b cherishing, dey will realise everything's lost. no more silly stuffs will be done4em. It's too late for em to salvage & gain back e r/s w the ppl they haf hurt.

to everyone out there...
whether u r e former or e latter, pls don be a fool. don b a fool to do stuffs for ppl who don cherish u at all or a fool to treat those ppl who r truly concerned abt u as fools. dn hurt e ppl ard u by yr harsh words or insensitive remarks. u mite tink dey r used 2 yr words or u r close frens w each other so it doesnt matter. bt still, it does matters. it doesnt mean tt u dn haf 2 spare a feelin for em jus cos u were close frens w each other. Dn take ppl ard u for granted jus becos dey treat u v.well... dn accused others for changin wen u r e one who changed.

jus sth to clarify. e above post doesn't refers to anyone so don b so sensitive. Jus tink carefully n dn b a fool...

~don wana b a fool anymore~

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finally i m able to stay home for e WHOLE day after... 2 wks of non stop wk & sch??? yep. i'm glad tt i skipped wk & stayed at hm today. cos...e tap in my nose is nt wkin well again... tortured me tru e nite & i cant catch up on my sleep again. haiz... til now, it's still faulty... argh... hate it wen it's torturing me...determined 2 stay hm despite mom's callings to go out. haha~ i'm tired... dn wish to tink so much... jus wana slack in my rm...

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started e day in a painful way...guess i wasn't reali awake...Payin 4 e price now...haiz... so thought it's a "BAD DAY"... had 2 drag myself outta bed aft wk9 yday... went 4 lecture alone n stil muz bear w e pain. argh! aft lecture, went to e ulu RELC buildin...lucky tis time rd is successful...reali cheat $. haha~ was so hungry la...luckily chieu brot me 2 eat @ Far East. Indonesian restaurant. like e soup lots.haha! so mayb i was wrong... it isnt such a bad day afterall...
& i'm rite... tings began to get better other than e fact tt i've to wk & still con't to bear w e pain. Rose came & we chatted 4 a while... den at nite...while i was concentratin on servin sum ppl, 3 ladies in black appeared in front of me!!! dey were my colleagues frm sony!!! oh man...wen was e last time i saw em??? yep! dey r stil as funny as before... thou we din tok much, i'm stil happy to c em! i even had fries to eat! haha~ today is a blackie day...cos i was oso wearin black... yep. so e day ended w a happy note... hope i can mit em again soon...meanwhile, i shall take care of e pain!!!

shan: thanks 4 droppin by yday... made me more awake! haha~ "meishan-raphy" reali works! cheered me up!!! haha~

shuxian: dn tease shan too much le.. leave sum face for her... we noe jiu ok le...haha!

cla: cya soon!

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here we go~~~our makeover area!

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mirror mirror on e wall... 

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me+cousin!!! 

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look@where's shan's finger doin??? 

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yep! it's e 3 of us! 

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e backdrop on stage~ 

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finally...e promo over @ JP ended yday... laz 2days shan came to help too... so me,her + my cousin dealt w e Princess Makeover... wow~ kids r reali fortunate...no wonder there's tis song "shi shang zi you ma ma hao". mummies over e whole spore act came 2 jp to Q-up 4 their kids as early as 7.15am wen we onli start registration at 1230! haha~ but it's reali fun la... for e kids i mean... to see em dolling up... puttin on make-up... fulfilling their dreams to b princesses (thou it mite b a lil unrealistic...) e ppl frm Jean Yip were quite nice... took lots pics w my fone...my wallpaper & screen saver in hp all lil mermaid! haah~ fantasy is over... muz b back to e reality... sch!!! argh........

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wat a day...
worked til 8pm yday...gotten all upset over an Indian couple... shant tok abt it...
went to sch early tis morning...so tired~tried to stay focus in biz lecture since i'm alone...
realise there's so much to do...sianz...den rush 2 wk again... lunch was jus a small bread + juice...
oh man..dad's gg2nag if he finds out.haha!aft wkin for few hrs, realised i've 2 wk 2extra hrs cos sum1's on mc.hai...tt means i cant eat dinner @ hm! =( luckily today nt so bad.......jus feelin so shagged~came hm, tot i could rest wen i heard a loud & frightening crash!
oh gosh....cant i take a short & peaceful rest???
my bro & i rush in & mom rush out
1st tot 4 me & bro was "did mom fell down?"
mom's tot was "wt r e kids doin??!!"
funny? no, it's scary! e mirror in my dad's rm's toilet crashed onto e floor! & mom act din realise tt! haha~ e worst ting is, it hit NEITHER e glass panel/sink directly below it NOR e toilet bowl bside it. it jus crashed onto e floor & shattered into pieces~~~~
managed 2 find an explanation 2 calm my mom & bro down... bro says he dn dare 2 slp late tonite le...haha!
wat a scary n 'rushy' day!!!

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wat a day...
yday was reali a happening day...
after saying goodbye to tsai...
i tot nuttin much will happen le...
but i'm wrong. was smsin chieu wen she suddenly say 'meet at 9.15am tml'
tot wat she meant. told her sch startin nxt wk(11th sept) wat. n she tot she rem e date too. so tot she made mistake. bt after callin up e sch, she was told tt sch starts TODAY!!!
oh man..wasn't prepared at all la... was suppose2 wk today de.lucky got my cousin2cover for me...scary... did last min packing & went to slp early. haha~ 1st day of lessons ended @ 5.30pm wen i started @ 9.30am! haha~ longest day of each week. bt for nw, i'm haf 2days of lesson per wk. haha! duno abt tutorials yet.e ppl...hmmm, wat can i say? quite different ba... will try to get used to it in e correct way... haha! thu hafin lect alone le....w/o chieu... wish me luck...
hk lecturer for acctg, irish for econs & indian for maths... wow...multi....nationals??? haha!

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so...
e day has come...
Tsai has left spore once more... tis time it'll b a longer time b4 she returns...
it's hard for us but harder for her...
jus wana wish her all e best...
hope everything will go smoothly for her...
gonna miss her company...
take care darling, u can do it de...
see ya soon!!!

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has been a long time since i blogged... kinda bz lately...it's jus work n making e 'video'. finally completed e 'video'. it's so funny to c all those pics again...at e same time, it brings back lots memories... jus hope tt dey reali enjoyed watchin it yday... (but my bro says it's nt good...angry!!!) haha~ duno wat to say... haha... but yday was great... thanks for e dinner!!! so nice n delicious... haha! shall end here...shan't say much here...b4 it evokes more ......

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How I wish I could fly…
Fly away from e bustling city,
From the ugliness of human nature,
From what I see & hear everyday.

Is it getting so hard to communicate???
That the silence is just so hard to bear at times.
Only when demands are needed,
You get to hear conversations, cold & short ones.

How I wish I could fly…
To somewhere quiet & peaceful
Without unfulfilled promises & worries
To turn blind eye on everything (but can I?)

How I wish I could fly…

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Wow…gathering on sat was GREAT!!! At least tt’s wat I tink la… e response was good. Haven seen so many of em for quite sum time le la…thou mite nt haf tok to many of em, it still feels gd to see em again! Haha! Reali glad tt sum of em could make it. At least dey put in e efforts to do so. Putting everything behind em & turning up for gathering. It’s a gd ting. Y hang on to e past wen we can still meet up happily?? How many more such gatherings will we haf in future??? You never noe. It’s a pity some of em cant make it. But I noe dey reali cant make it so it’s ok. At least better than others. After sat’s gathering, I guess for e nxt few gatherings, tings will be different le… oh ya... pong & soonhui say dey will b plannin for e end of year gathering... so pester em or gif em sum ideas if u guys wan ba...=)

~4th Sep is arriving… so soon before I even realize… don like e nearing of tis day…~

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U feel upset because u think it’s unfair to u
U can’t let go because u cherish it too much
U tink he’s wrong because u refuse to shoulder e blame
U malign sum1 of not making e efforts because u r guilty of it
U are hurt not because of anything but because u’ve lost
Lost to e cruelty of this world


Went to KBox@clementi w tsai, sharon & yilin yday~ if I din rem wrongly, tt was e 1st time e 4 of us went k-ing together. Haha! It was fun, fun & more fun! We gt reali high singing sum songs & haha~ first time singing those songs. Shan’t elaborate wat are dey here…haha! Had dinner tog w yx w her recommendation… we had sum reali ‘spicy’ dinner. Haha! But still, it’s nt reali tt spicy ba… but it’s nice! Haah! Wonder if there’ll be chance for e few of us to do tis kinda tings again… it’s a special day ba… muz learn our frenship song le! Haha!

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went to meet up w shuxian, shan & angela for dinner laz nite. ate at siam kitchen...e food not bad siaz...haha! e green curry sx said was reali nice.haha! it's fun la... thou there were sum awkward silences... afterall, it's e 1st time e four of us were seated tog having dinner. all e 'juciy gossips' n e nice food made yday's dinner enjoyable... oh ya… heard abt angela’s r/s… she’s getting married soon after 8yrs of relationship. So long la… but yep, it’s ok as long as it’s a stable r/s. afterall, it’s 8yrs of commitment le… how many couples r able to do tt??? Haha~ Since poly and lasted tru e whole period of ns & diff working environment. Reali happy for her… Hope she’l b xing fu!!! haha! Cos she’s reali a nice & sweet lady… yep! Best wishes~~~

BBQ tis sat...hope everything'll turn out great!!!

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charlie--e cleverest among3~! 

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kevin(yellow tee)--v.notti!!! 

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e quietest kid! 

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finale~ 

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woo!! 

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so preetty!!!!! 

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e coolest of e whole parade! will e guys we noe ever haf e chance to b there??? 

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here he comes~~~~~~ 

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millitary band!!! miss band!!! 

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