well...bz wk... act went to town 3 times in 4 days.

still rem i was still tellin pong on xmas eve

i din had e time to visit town durin tis xmas period.

how wrong i was.haha!

went to town on boxing day w chew.

had lunch w reeve tog w chew.

act tt was e first time i tok to him.

heard abt how dey spent their days in nh...

woo. exciting interesting.

haha!

thu.. a short reunion w e cli.

we act walked all e way fr bugis to ps to cine.

not reali a long walk thou...

as compared to e agreement we made tt day.

:)

thanks for e wonderful nite.

went to visit ahma today.

1st visit since she was discharged.

bt m glad tt she's doin so fine! :P

jus a lil too skinny ba...

chatted w her alone for more than an hour.

my hokkien reali cmi.

bt i'm glad she understood me.

jus hope to spend time w her n she wun feel tt sian.

i guess i'll reali make stm to visit her every now n den.

shall end here for now ba...

there r tings tt i wana say bt shall kp em off here for e time being...

so long till e nxt post...

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merry merry xmas everyone!

(a lil' late thou.hee!)

was super super bz...

ended up w a bz xmas tis 2007.

was bz workin...shoppin...eating...catchin up...

started on xmas eve...

had a long lunch cum dinner w cousins + colleague.

her last day @ jp.

it's a form of relief! muahaha!

e meal lasted for a reali long time.

jus kp chattin n chattin...

den it was shoppin w my cousins...

for my another cousin's weddin on xmas

cool rite? to hav weddin on xmas.haha!

we started lookin for clothes...

n soon it was time 4 me 2 rush home to put down e gifts & mit up w pong dey all!

first time counting down at chevrons...

first time i sang so many xmas songs at e 1st hr of xmas.

muahaha...

took sum fotos n watched chew & pong gettin high over their eng songs.

haha!

dey r like long lost music mates..

e celeb ended w BIG BREAKFAST @ MAC!

caught few hrs of slp b4 i went to buy my clothes.

din had e time 2 buy em on eve aft shoppin 4 so long...

so tired la!!!

finally reached e restaurant...

wow..like wat all my aunts say...

i tink everyone has grown up.

e dressing all diff le.

all pretty ladies le..

muahaha!

e few of us took alot of fotos..

as if we r e ones gettin married.

so funny!

first time i finished tt glass of red wine so fast...

first time i experienced e giddiness due to e alcohol.

all cousin's fault. ask drink everything at one go.

kept drinkin tea 2 get rid of e giddiness.

now i noe e power of alcohol alr.haha!

anw tis is e first time i took so many fotos durin e dinner too...

i guess weddin dinners is also another kinda gd chance

for ppl to catch up w each other.

:)

was so entertained by my niece n nephew!

dey r so so so cute!!!!!!!

...sum fotos on e weddin first...

fang+glynis+jariath+me!!!

e scene tt melts my heart totally!!

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stayed over at hosp on mon nite. well, tt was e first time i stayed over in a hosp. w my bro & younger cousin. no one else. nuttin much. it's jus another kinda experience. to b slpin in e 'open' wen anyone can jus cum over to u. bt i'm reali reali glad tt my ah ma is gettin reali well... went to visit her again tis mornin b4 i left 4 sch. chatted w her w my super lousy hokkien & took a short walk w her w e help of bro + nurse. m glad tt she's doin reali well. felt so much better...so much happier aft tis mornin... jus hope tt she'll eat more n more & gain back all e weight lost & she'll b able to go home!!!

managed to steal sum time to watch golden compass yday. it has been a reali long time since i had sum time to myself. haha. well, i was still afraid tt i mite dozed off durin e movie cos tt was wat happened durin lecture yday mornin. bt wat i wish to say is tt i reali reali like e movie. thou my fren's gf say e movie isn't nice. bt i totally disagree. it's a bit narnia-like, potter-like kinda movie. fantasy. sth tt wun happen in reality. yep. exciting movie. shld watch!

yep! tis is e pl where i was borned & e pl which heals my ah ma! :) :)

our slpin area tt nite. open to public.

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i'm reali reali tired...

losin touch on lots stuffs... by e time i reach hm everyday, it's bathing n slping. nutting else.

bt i bet all tis cant be compared to my ah ma...

gg tru all those to fight...

yep. all tis days i've been rushing here n dere...

go hosp early mornin den rush to sch/work...

droppin by to c her wenever i can...

neglectin everything else. yep. go sch bt nt full attention & no time for tutorials.

feel as if i'm gg to collapse anytime soon.

bt i'll stil hang on n con't w all tis.

cos...everytime i c her, my heart aches.

lots efforts ll b needed to fight e uncontrollables.

almost lost wen i started on e journey back alone.

oh god...pls all e gods out dere...

pls bless my ah ma...

she's still fightin n not givin up.

pls pls dn give up on her.

fulfil her wish & let her leave e cold lonely place.

let her go back to our comfy old hse.

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never felt so helpless before.

wat good can be done?

beyond wat i can do.

beyond wat we can do.

standin there, watchin, gg into daze.

became e onli ting i can do.

elva's song started playin in my player.

bt wat came to my mind wasnt e lyrics.

it was e memories & e celeb tt took place tis year.

such great differences, such great changes.

i guess tt's how unpredictable life is.

please let me hide into my own world for e time being.

please let e year end well...

please lessen e pain n sufferings.

please.

好无助 好难受 好孤独

它们坚持陪伴在她身旁.

没人可以分担她所承受的痛苦

请你们通通消失好吗!!!

让幸福温暖动力继续陪伴着她

看见她现在的状况

我的心好痛.

真的真的好痛.

*阿嬷, 请不要放弃. 我们一直都陪着您. 一定要坚持到底, 不要让我们失望. 因为我们非常非常爱您.*

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