i'm reali reali tired...

losin touch on lots stuffs... by e time i reach hm everyday, it's bathing n slping. nutting else.

bt i bet all tis cant be compared to my ah ma...

gg tru all those to fight...

yep. all tis days i've been rushing here n dere...

go hosp early mornin den rush to sch/work...

droppin by to c her wenever i can...

neglectin everything else. yep. go sch bt nt full attention & no time for tutorials.

feel as if i'm gg to collapse anytime soon.

bt i'll stil hang on n con't w all tis.

cos...everytime i c her, my heart aches.

lots efforts ll b needed to fight e uncontrollables.

almost lost wen i started on e journey back alone.

oh god...pls all e gods out dere...

pls bless my ah ma...

she's still fightin n not givin up.

pls pls dn give up on her.

fulfil her wish & let her leave e cold lonely place.

let her go back to our comfy old hse.

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never felt so helpless before.

wat good can be done?

beyond wat i can do.

beyond wat we can do.

standin there, watchin, gg into daze.

became e onli ting i can do.

elva's song started playin in my player.

bt wat came to my mind wasnt e lyrics.

it was e memories & e celeb tt took place tis year.

such great differences, such great changes.

i guess tt's how unpredictable life is.

please let me hide into my own world for e time being.

please let e year end well...

please lessen e pain n sufferings.

please.

好无助 好难受 好孤独

它们坚持陪伴在她身旁.

没人可以分担她所承受的痛苦

请你们通通消失好吗!!!

让幸福温暖动力继续陪伴着她

看见她现在的状况

我的心好痛.

真的真的好痛.

*阿嬷, 请不要放弃. 我们一直都陪着您. 一定要坚持到底, 不要让我们失望. 因为我们非常非常爱您.*