Friday, December 28, 2012

阿嬷

十一月二十一日,又过了一年,又到了您的忌日。。。一转眼,您已经离开我们两年了。不知道您还好吗。 几个月前,我们办了一场'功德',给了您好多好多的物件,希望您都有收到!

我想,您生前最担心的应该就是我们了吧?您担心您的离开会让我们变成一盘散沙吧?但是,请您放心。这并没有发生。因为我们还是时常有保持联络,有继续聚在一起,所以,您就不必太担心我们了。最近,我们还一起庆祝圣诞节,看着树桐蛋糕,好多人都不仅想起了您,想起他们和您一起庆祝的圣诞。看,您在我们的心中还是存在的,您因该感到很欣慰吧? :)

好久没有梦到您了,有时侯还是会怀念以前在您的家过夜的日子。怀念和您一起喝着您泡的黑咖啡,吃着酥打输饼。您还记得吗?

希望您和阿公过得好好的,不需太担心我们,大家都过得好好的。继续保佑我们吧! <3>



Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Blogging...

In the past, when I hardly got to use the computer, I wished I could use it more often so that I can pen down my thoughts here. When smartphones came out, I told myself that once I am able to afford one, I can blog more often. Well, I did get my own phone but I failed to blog more. In fact, I blogged lesser and lesser. I used to chase people for photos so that I can keep them and look at them in future, I used to blog about events, about gatherings or note them down in diary. I used to write down all the birthday sms-es which I received every year. Again, the key words are 'used to'. 

Blogging allows one to recap the different milestones in life. The various great memories we shared with people who care and whom we care about. It helps us to 'store away' our memories virtually without worrying that we will lose them suddenly. However, it also allows us to hang on to some of the past which might results in more sorrows than happiness.

Every spring cleaning, every packing results in me reading old letters that were exchanged. Result = thinking about the past and how much things have changed. Then, I may end up feeling sad all over again. Of cos, one may say change is the only constant in the world I guess that is perhaps the only consolation one can give himself or herself. haha.  

Hope that I'm able to find back the "me" who has the urge to blog more often. N that I wun feel sad after i read through the old entires! :)

Sunday, June 03, 2012



你想要的‘家’是什么?

A home, isn't just a living room with a kitchen and a few rooms.
It isn't just a place with beautiful furnitures and furnishings.
A house full of strangers is definitely not a home.

A home is a place where you want to rest your tired feet, mind and body.
It is somewhere which you wish to go back to, to stay in.
A home is a place that is comfortable not just for the body but the heart as well.

家是我的避风港。
当我心灵受到伤害,好累好累的时候,休息疗伤的地方。
一个能让我卸下武装的家。

我想要的家。。。
是一个能让我准时下班,颇不期待想要回到的地方
一个能让我好好思考,好好放松的家。

Sunday, April 01, 2012

失去的感觉


经过了一些地方,想起一些事情,一些人。
事过境迁,好多事情也都变了。
有努力过,想要寻找以前的感觉 ,但是失败了。
感觉好奇怪,也许我们都放下了。
过去不能重来,感觉失去了也很难再找回。
只能继续走下去。

-失去的感觉-

First Quarter of 2012

First Quarter of 2012... *poofs* came and go before we realized. It is going to be the start of a brand new FY for most of us working. The cycle starts again with the need to come up with new initiatives and more work plans. I am beginning to hate the sound of these 2 words. 3rd year into this post. Cannot forget what boss told me. First 2 years you are supposed to learn the stuffs, the processes and get comfortable with the way things are progressing. 3rd year onwards, you are supposed to look in depth, look at the systems and make changes for the better. Wow. Sounds easy but there are quite a bit of red tapes and inertia that are preventing me from moving.

Had a small chat with Director during the corporate advance. He asked me this "After being the HSQ for 2plus years, how do you feel? Are you sick of the job already?" As much as I want to say "No", I couldn't. Work can be really depressing at times when we are dealing mainly with the negative stuffs. But we are hanging on. What we need is strong trust and support from our bosses. If that can't be done, good luck to all of us. Things might just be stagnant. We are all trying to make things work out well, to make sure that we 'defend' the reputation of our organization but we need to work together with each other. Oh well, we shall see how things go. Perhaps, I can move on. What lies ahead? Abit hesitant to find out and leave the 'comfort' zone. But well, life still goes on... :)

First Quarter of 2012 was packed with events, retreats and more retreats.... snapshots of some events....

Delta Division Appreciation Dinner

Some shots with a colleague
With my branch! :)



Sunday, February 26, 2012

2011

Another hiatus...before I know it, 2011 had bade goodbye to me and what welcomed me is 2012.

Got a feeling my memory is failing me ever since I stepped into the working world. I can no longer remember things that clearly. Yes, I can't remember some of the more memorable happenings in 2011 other than the month of December. I guess I should try to find the 'lost momentum' and get myself starting to blog once more. If not, I wouldn't have anything to remind me if I don't blog. :)

2011 should be quite a busy year for all Singaporeans with the 2 major elections happening together at the same year. In May 2011, we had the GE. It was the first time I'm eligible to vote and also the first time i'm able to participate in the preparation of elections. It was a period of challenge. Juggling the whole branch by myself, with daily meetings to attend and to churn out the minutes of meetings by the same day as the secretariat. It was the first time i'm exposed to such 'operations meetings' and thus the first few meetings were quite challenging. Having to take down quick notes and also to decipher all the shorthands. Luckily, I have some nice colleagues (though not many) who actually explained to me about it. Days passed and I managed to get through it. It was also the first time I worked through Labour Day and the weekend. Meaning, I worked 2weeks without any 'off'. Finally, it was time for all of us to vote & that ended the many nights of rally etc. I thought the 'busy period' would be over after polling day until I received another project - to organize a movie appreciation for the entire division. Wow! First time dealing with this again and although there were some hiccups here and there, we managed to pull it through. People might not appreciate our efforts but well, we can't please anyone, everyone all the time can we? We just hope that most people appreciate the efforts & enjoy the treat.

All work makes a man dull. Yep! After the GE, I attempted to clear as much backlog as possible and also to spend more time with my loved ones. So, this is the first year I booked a chalet for the whole family! Whole as in relatives included! Celebrated Mothers' Day with them on behalf of my late grandma and to cheer all the mothers up. I attempted to make a montage out of their old black and white photos and it was played during the chalet. Listening to their laughters and witnessing the smiles on their faces made everything worth it - the sleep I forgo, the time I spent to organize this chalet for them, all for the few minutes of joy that the montage had given them. Hopefully they were all happy.

The 7 Sisters
Family Chalet 2011
Although there are no long trips out of singapore, there were quite a number of short trips out of singapore. Simple yet contended. After the trip out of singapore in Feb for pre-vday celeb, the next trip would be to Batam in August with S1. To me, it was alright as I'm just looking forward to a trip to rest and relax, to take my mind away from all the work and also from the bustling city. Therefore, the lack of activities there did not really bother me much. I enjoyed the company of S1 (although he dozed off much earlier and suddenly while we were watching tv), the food and the massage. The massage was really good and relaxing though initially we felt a bit weird as the whole concept is quite 'open' yet concealed. A good short getaway. The only regret that is that we actually missed such a beautiful fireworks, thinking that the sound arose from some performance. Next time, we should be more adventurous and check them out!

July came and I din know that there was a surprise waiting for me at the first hour of my bday. Thanks to the efforts by my dear and my group of friends who were in cahoots part of the surprise. :) A nice lychee martini cake and a Fossil wallet which I love. & YES!!! After waiting for so long, I finally get to attend Fish Leong's concert @ Indoor Stadium! She is just wonderful! Great voice, great singer! :) If there is another chance, I believe I'll go again. =)

Thankew for the surprise!
The most 'wanted' lunch


In August, we managed to obtain tickets to the NDP and this time round, we had 6 tickets!!! So, this time round, on top of my family, my silly ben ben came along with us! It was the first time he went to NDP after his pri school! hahaha! Nice experience and I still like the fireworks segment best! :)

Melting under the hot sun!
Next will be my first trip to Genting in September! Other than the long journey, the trip is great! First time to Genting after spending 24 years on ear and first time to enter and play in the casino. Great experience, great cooling weather and not forgetting the wonderful meals that were fully sponsored by the Uncle. I miss the cooling weather and those nice food! Of cos, I miss going on trips with Ben Ben.

October, a memorable month for the sillys! Yep! This October marks our 3rd year together! :) 1095 days of silliness, happiness and love. It started off with a wonderful lunch, followed by a night at MBS with Simba and Nala. Thanks Dear for the night! 3years of silly times, it is not a short period of time. Thanks for all the understanding and not finding fault with me! Love u!

1095 days and still counting...
2 more months before the end of 2011 and as usual, it was 2 busy months! Nothing much happen in November other than my office retreat at Pulau Ubin and celebrating Ah Heow's bday at 15mins! Retreat @ Ubin was good other than the expensive food + commando mosquitoes! Lots of fun kayaking, beach soccer, captain's ball and card games @ night.  Dinner at 15 Minutes was great too! A simple celebration for Ah Heow cum a mini gathering as well. Haha! It was also the night of the 'red moon' eclipse if I din rem wrongly. Nice catching up with the clique and I'm glad things are going great for most of them! :)
Bday boy & e 2 ladies!
December started with a day spent with my loved ones. Yep. Brought my parents to take the flyer together with the river cruise. It was the first time we went out together with silly dear. First time my parents took the river cruise with us and first time I went on Flyer. We had fun and lots of food. The most memorable part of the day was the flyer. My mom just refused to budge once she stepped into the capsule. She was practically glued to the seat despite our attempts to make her stand up and enjoy the scenery! It was so funny for us but scary for her. Evil us but we just can't help it. Hope there will be more of such trips in future.




The year ended with a blast @ Studio M Hotel consecutively for 2 weeks. First was the xmas countdown with the usual group. We had fun playing with the different boardgames which we had and also the mini-gift exchange. Of cos, we seized the chance to take more group photos & continue to party through the night! We had lots fun with the 'werewolf game' and i had fun maligning my silly dear. haha! A fun and interactive game which made everyone alert to prevent being killed. The following week, me & silly dear went back to the same hotel again with his group of besties - The Refresh Key. Another group of fun people. We went Tiong Bahru Market for some brunch before checking in and then we started the photo-taking, counting down, boardgames & werewolf again. The werewolf game was classic. Some really funny things happened i.e., the same person getting killed first in every game, murderer/detective duno their roles. Finally, we bade goodbye to 2011 and we shared our 2012 resolution. May all of us fulfill our resolutions!



A group of friends whom I have known for quite a while...