Saturday, May 31, 2008

nd a job...SOON!!!

another wk has passed...
don reali dare to go out cos i'm so broke.
w more parties coming up...
there's definitely a nd to save...
muahaha...

i nd to get a job soon...
n i mean reali soon!!!
no money = no gg out + no online sprees!!!
:(

one online shopping blog is enuf to kill me.
where did my discipline go???

...what hurts e most is wen u chose to take on e other side...

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

level 21---age?

woke up damn early for tuition today...
okok. nt reali tt early bt ya i'm back to wakin up at 10am aft my last paper...
a brand new day has started...
it keeps rainin early in e morning nowadays...
making me so lazy to drag my lazy body outta bed.

it was drizzling tis mornin wen i went for tuition.
thou i brot umbrella
i simply refused to use it since it's nt tt heavy.
jus let e raindrops fall on me & awaken e slpin cells in me
muahaha.

sth funny happened during tuition.
an agent called & asked me which level of recruit did i go yday.
so i jus replied "level 21"
my tutee looked at me w e curious look on her face.
wen i ended e call, she asked 'wat level 21?'
'oh...he asked me which floor did i go to yday'

she replied sth tt stunned me...

'oic. i tot y u tell him yr age suddenly...'
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since wen humans use 'level' to describe our age???

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

caugt 'made of honor' tonite
well, it was reali an entertainin movie...
:)

ran into xiaosi tis afternoon aft gg to recruit w hh.
like wat she says...
'old frens r still best frens'
for tt moment i agreed w her...
bt now, it sets me tinking...

old frens r still best frens...
hmmm...how true it is?
esp wen all of us r exposed to the test of time
& e constant exposure to new ppl.

害怕付出的太多
因为害怕要求过高
要求完美的自己不想有遗憾/暇疵
达不到自己的'标准'
不想再次的失望与难过
好懦弱吧~

Monday, May 26, 2008

a wonderful surprise!!!

after much plannin & discussion...
i'm glad yday's plot was a success one!
thou my original identity had been replaced by e best actress award winner...
muahaha!
@ least it's successful so ok ba.
a mini sacrifice.haha
BUT!!!!
please let me resume my original identity k?
:)

anw...
i hope everyone enjoy emselves yday.
my voice & physical strength were definitely weakened aft e bone game.
'one one TWO TWO three three!!!'
like e fierce stock exchange lidat.
bt it was definitely fun.

well let e fotos do e toking!

bday gal...i hope u reali caught e surprise.
u say u like pleasant surprise...
& u got it...so yr wish considered as fulfilled?
muahaha!
take great care!

e gifts we gt 4 her fr e "血拼" on sat. we love her presents!

jus sum fotos.lazy 2 upload here. go fb ba for more...

oh yes!! shoppin on sat was reali reali tiring...

esp wen it's fairs...spent lots money.

so...I'M B.R.O.K.E.!!!

:(

Friday, May 23, 2008

end of papers...

exams finally ended...
as usual yday paper is stunning again.
like wat gk say...
it's one of a kind & he was reali stunned by it.
well...tell me abt it...
since we enrolled into tis prog, we've been exposed to all kinds of stunts
so much so tt e effects on me r alr negligible.
i noe standards muz be raised fr time to time
bt gradually not by so much la...
hopefully i wun have to retake tis freakin irritatin module.
w soci on tue i simply had no time to fully revise for e last paper on thu
even thou i've revised 4 tt b4 my 1st paper...
aft 3 papers, e memory wk is gone alr.
n e visit had to cum at e wrong time.
totally affecting my revision.
well...it's over le.
jus leave my fate to god ba.

went to airport again.
for my 1st n last paper.
ate popeye again.
bt super no appetite.
first time i ate onli 1small wing n sum fries &tt's it.
plus a pkt of mee in e morning
tt's all i've eaten 4 tt day.
airport atmosphere is super great!!!
wahahaha...

now is another sian period.

jobs seeking.

:(

ok.tis is a super random post. messy tots in my mind.haha!


Tuesday, May 20, 2008


omg.
i cant believe i reali found tis website...
watched till e episode tt's supposed to be showing on thu.
havin papers so i wun b able to watch.
one word to describe...
S.A.D.

for those who are interested...
visit here.


i like tis show
i hate junjie.

feeling blue...

Friday, May 16, 2008

又一次的天灾...

又一次的天灾...


最近的新闻都是关于四川大地震...


死亡人数很惊人


黄金72小时也已经过了


阅读一些报道还蛮令人难过的


一则提到了好多户人家绝后


唯一的儿子也死了


看到尸体已经很让人心痛了


看到孩子因被压得太久身体,脸都变了型


做父母的怎么能接受?


接二连三的天灾夺取了许多人的生存机会


破坏了许多美满的家庭


幸福的人生


到底是什么原因?


是我妈常挂在嘴边的...


世界快末日了?


还是这一起起的天灾


都是地球向人类的报复?


不是那种著名的"星球大战"


而是纯粹因为人类对地球的伤害太多了?


或者是因为地球上的人实在太多了?


所以像我们学的 "life-cycle"


有生命就有死亡


才能取得平衡.


而人类的生命随着科技的进步而一直延续


所以就需要这些天灾来取得平衡?


让一切的拯救行动快点成功地结束吧!


让他们都走出悲伤


快点恢复以往的生活,重建属于自己的美满家庭!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

伍家辉---虽然我愿意

伍家辉---虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说

别让我每个夜为你受折磨

是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨

而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题

依然想念着你虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说

当我说我要你从此好好过

是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

赐给我你现在幸福的笑容

别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔请

你做选择

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意


Sunday, May 11, 2008

an awful afternoon!+a wonderful nite

well these were e 6stickmonsters tt went to e back of my body yday.
2 of em were @ e back of my knees...e joints
1 word to describe
U.N.B.E.A.R.A.B.L.E.
regreted opting for 推拿 intially cos ended up i muz suffer under e torture of both treatments
after e sinseh realise tt aft using all his might to torture no i meant 推拿
& i couldnt stil reali bend, he bring up accupuncture to me again.
he say tt tis shld b e best way to shorten my pain.
n trust me...e poking in of those needles were nuttin compared to e 推拿 part.
n him turin those needles were freakin 酸 & e stinging pain were a a lil' too much of a pain too!
it was reali horrible.
after tt 1.5hrs, my hands were practically trembling while i was smsing/holdin stuffs for quite stm.
super no image!
wen my face was covered with tears & sweat
hair so messy & all over my face.
bt at tt pt of time i couldnt possibly care much abt tt.
all i did was clenchin my fists...holdin tightly to my pillow.
:(
i don wan tt to go tru tt again.
pls let me recover...
ASAP!

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i had second tots abt turnin up for dinner laz nite.
bt i'm glad tt i went.
it was a wonderful nite...
(despite e on-off achin of e needled pts.)
i love e paper steamboat i ordered...
e atmosphere dere (other than e coldcold aircon)
e after dinner activity which lasted til 4am tis morning.
lots laughters over dinner while waiting for weizhe to arrive
n loads more while we were at kbox.
enjoyed singing w e peeps

shant say much & let e photos do e toking ba.

my wonderful dinner!!!
...e 4 paper steamboats...

all our dinner...

ok.tt's all. lazy to post up so many...

Friday, May 09, 2008

1st day of paper

had e first paper today.
at expo alr v.far...hall 1 is even further in!
i duno isit we too 'lucky' or wat...
since laz yr we took e course...
e papers we took are all papers w stunts
totally different for e past 4yrs papers we practised.
past 4yrs papers are all ard e same onli our year got stunts.
best!

so much for spending so much time on tis paper.
it was e first paper tt i do nt nd to rush to finish my 1st time revision e nite before e paper.
yday i was stil tinking...like gt nuttin to do le.
cos alr covered e syllabus 2x.
mayb nt 100% ready bt at least 75%. bt still, it was in vain.
haiz...

went to T3 to eat Popeye. heard alot of comments tt it's reali nice. bt well, i stil tink tt KFC is better in terms of chicken. cos it's 'fingers' lickin gd!' muahaha!
den went to T2 viewing mall...it was so peaceful dere.
jus e mood i need. we jus sat dere n chat quietly..w music in e backgrd.
dn feel like gg hm bt yep...no choice.
i wonder if ppl do spend e nite dere...muahaha!
i act took e last train hm. so at least tt's e onli lucky part ba.haha!

nxt paper in a wk's time bt well feels like today's my last paper
muahaha!
reached hm@ 12 tonite, tml n sat got dinner...
sun's mothers' day celeb is stil in discussion.
muahaha!

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

cravings

"Auntie, 我要一碗 laksa 加一个螃蟹肉. 谢谢!"

tis was wat i was craving for last nite...
but well, i doubt i'll have e chance to taste tt bowl of laksa ever again!
:(

woke up w a better condition of back
bt room full of medicated oil smell.
muahaha!
hopefully wen i wake up tml,
i'll be totally well!
:P

Monday, May 05, 2008

e bang tt wake me up!

wat a bang to start e day!!

i onli remember wakin up to switch off e fan in my room...
den i grab my bolster & decided to steal another short nap in my parents' room.
tt's all i rem.
i duno wat happen durin e super short trip to my parents' room
i onli hear a loud bang
& e nxt moment i open my eyes
i'm sittin on e floor leaning against e door!!!

omg. seriously i had NO IDEA wat happen.
& i could stil open my eyes slowly n not like open e moment i fell!
wat happen to me????
did i fell asleep while walkin dere & knock myself onto e door n fell or wat?
bt there isnt any pain or bruises on my head or wat.
shucks!
i need answers!!!!
now i'm suffering fr e aftermath.
my once-injured back is acting up again.
felt so stiff & i cant reali bend down or turn..
argh!!!

pls let me get well soon.
i nd to recover or at least to be able to bend or turn by thu.
sittin on e chair for 3hrs is alr a burden to my back w/o e injury acting up.
now...w it acting up, i don wish to tink of e consequences.

wat a way to start off e week!
haiz!
:(

Saturday, May 03, 2008

握不住的幸福

e weather's reali gettin on my nerves...
it's takin alot of efforts to concentrate & settle down.
exams will start on thu w marketing paper.
i like to study/ read mktg bt definitely nt wen i nd to churn out 4essays in 3hrs.

travelling all e way 2 expo again.
4 days...
i'll try to enjoy e scenery to e east de.
muahaha!

happy tots r definitely impt to me nowadays.
to keep me gg n hang on to all tis crap tt is gg on ard me.
i'm glad my nephew has did it on tues!
e tot of tt scene nv fails to bring a smile onto my face.

went to crystal jade 4 lunch w mom, aunties, cousin + nephew
wen e waitress serve e big bowl of la mian...
my nephew,1st time seeing tis big bowl...
act let out a loud 'waaaa'
stunning all of us & attracted many unwanted attention!
e few of us jus luff like mad.
such innocence...
i guess tis is wat tt has disappeared in most of us as time passed.
:)

...不知道从何时开始我想象中的幸福已经离我越来越远...
握不住的幸福总让人那么地渴望