dedicated to dilys...my cherished fren...

hey dil...
i'm reali sorry...
i din noe wat i wrote here affected u tt much...
ya, it's true tt tings haf changed...ppl haf changed...
my heart aches too..how did he manage to change so drastically?
8years of frenship... gone just like tt...doesnt i mean anything to him?
i noe tt u cherish him alot...but wat right does he haf to hurt u so deeply?
i hope tt after tonite, u wun shed anymore tears for him...
stm it's easier to let go den kp hangin on...
u get tired...u get upset...ppl ard u will feel e heart ache for u too...
so y hang on wen e person don cherish you at all?
mite as well cherish e ppl who reali cherish u...k?

i've learn to let go...it's time to do so...u too must do so k?
no use hanging on...i guess it's useless...how he replied u reali breaks my heart...
is he e HE whom i used to noe?it's reali scary how much one can change into...
after tonite...i hope tt u'll cheer up...
it's not worth gettin upset over him...(i almost use e word 'jerk'! but well, even if he don treat me as his fren anymore, i stil treat him as a fren...e old him...so i wun use tt word...)
cheer up ger... pls cheer up...
thou u've lost him, u've stil got us... e good old frens tt u've...
it's no doubt tt we haf change...be it a lil' or a lot...
but our hearts are still e same...e memories we once shared...e happiness n e pain...
they're nt sth which could be forgotten so easily...

a promise is a promise...and i give u my promise...
i'll be here for u no matter how many years pass by...no matter how much everything has change...
jus one sms from u, i'll be there... unless u haf found sum1 better than me...
unless u confide in others...i don mind...reali...as long as u r happy...
but no matter wat...pls stay happy...
cos u r one of my most cherished fren...
and i dun ever wan to see u upset...