Friday, October 26, 2007

i was told by sum1 tt my previous posts were v.emo...
mayb ba...
mood wasn't tt well.
bt not due to any particular reason la.
there'll definitely be a period of time when i nd to shout out everything.
empty my mind of everything.

chatted w daryl today.
he mentioned abt sec sch days...
he said he had e most fun w our batch.
haha. i totally agreed w him.
our batch rocks!
den he mentioned abt another senior.
one who has alw been e target of teasings & mockings...
both of us felt guilty abt tt
cos more or less we did all those too.
bt at least we din do tt in front of him la
bad mouth behind ba.
g.u.i.l.t.y

i guess most of us will haf tis kinda feelings at times
all of us will do tis kinda tings too.
but have we spare a tot for e victim?
at times i guess e ans is NO.
doin tt is bad. mockin or teasing in front of e person is WORST.
i bet none of us wana become e victim oso.
perhaps it's cos we were young at tt pt of time.
年少无知
can i use tt excuse 4 my involvement too?
well, i guess most of us have grown up alr.
shall strive to be a better person.
wahaha.

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*What Hurts The Most*

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

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love tis song...
thou it's sad & makes me emo aft listening it at times.
muahaha!

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