went to KAP aft gg sim w chieu... wow...den i realised e last time i went there was... 2yrs back? wen e few of us gathered there to finish up tsai's bday card. haha... n i rem tt day i even skipped sch. missed econ lect, cos onli one lecture tt day i tink. (haha,excuses!) more convenient to go there frm my hse ba... yep. haha.. still rem tt day. haha.. wonderful time thou it's a short one.

an enjoyable one...

yep. tis is e foto i managed to dig out. fond memories...

miss hangin out w u guys!!!

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stared at e screen for a long time... forgot wat i wanted to blog abt le...haha...
oh ya..finally rem... watched e laz ep of e 10pm show on mon... haha...

one of e female leads was sayin... perhaps she's too strong... too independent... so much so tt her other half alw find tt she doesnt nd him at all.. tt's y her r/s alw din work out... so does tt means tt gals shld nt be independent at all n rely lots on their other halves? bt tot guys wun like gals who r too sticky or too dependent? haha.. i guess it's e environment she's in tt caused her to be strong n independent. afterall, she's a madam. i mean, deep down in all women's hearts, who wouldn't want to find a guy so reliable, who love her more than she loves herself, so much so that she can put down her armour, her brave front n jus depend on him? haha... mayb jus not too much independence or dependence ba...but usually e line tt seperate both is blurred...

sth else from the show... quite interesting too.. kope tis fr a fren cos lazy to type out... hee...
It's about how man perceive woman in term of food.. interesting...

Women in 20s are like buffet ..High in demand ..Everyone will be fighting for them
Women in 30s are like fast food .. Grab and go
Women in 40s are like vegetarian food ..Only being remembered on 1st day and 15th day of lunar month
Women in 50s are like CNY reunion dinner ..Enjoy happiness once a year only
haha...is tis reali e case??? guys, don take women for granted k? haha~

anw, thanks to all those out there who sms-ed/ tagged aft readin... dn worry i'm fine. jus wana shout it out here onli. yep. thanks tsai, shan, soonhui... thanks shatec & ch (duno if u'll b readin tis..). thanks alot for yr concern...

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我知道我不应该那么说...那句话一出口就是一个错误,我就知道事情会变得更糟.
想说 '对不起', 但是这三个字就好象咔在我喉里, 根本出不来.
很抱歉,我真的不是有意惹你生气的.
只是真的受不了你对他的溺爱, 也许我是嫉妒,但也是有理由的吧.

他从来就无需自己亲自动手, 饭来张口,衣来伸手
你凡事都迁就他,为他设想, 造成今天的局面
有时,我真的很想恨他
但,我就是做不到

有时, 我很羡慕他的个性, 潇洒, 完全不顾他人的感受
也只有他, 才能 '制服' 你的牛脾气
可能他就是遗传你的吧.
这样的我, 你会是怎样对待我?

只做我喜欢的是, 我行我素, 完全不管其他人
自己做决定,无需担心你是否会生气,会失望
可能也就不会因为你的一言一语, 一举一动,不受你的约束.
自由自在, 那时的我会比较开心吗?

就因为这样, 今天的心情真的是糟透了...
整个人好象要崩溃, 就因为你说的那些话.
我的心好痛, 我知道我也有错
但是请你站在我的立场想想.

爱我的人和我爱的人
对不起,我爱你.

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had few days break since my paper. bt ya, jus nt much mood to blog. bz watchin hana kimi n slackin ard. finally finished e show bt ya, endin wasn't reali nice. haha! had fun yday watchin 'jus follow law'. my third movie for e 2weeks. horrible. i muz stop gg to e movies!!! haha... went tl's hse to play mj. i tink tis is e first time i had so much fun playin mj. haha... mayb cos laz nite my luck was quite gd ba...or shld i say e seat i'm sittin is gd??? haha...

went to e IT show on fri w chieu. woo...so freakin packed.. bt it's expected of cos.haha.. n there... haha... no more buyin of new clothes for e nxt few weeks... no more sumptuous meals... no more movies... till i can earn back e money... hahaha... all cos of tis sleek K3. haha... was contemplatin for a long while ever since i saw e news, n it caught my eye...haha..

yep. tis is K3. isn't it chio? haha.. my new precious... bt due to e sensitive screen, i v.stressed wen i'm using it..haha! oh ya! e salesman who served me is cute!!! haha.. big eyes! dimples, v.friendly too... bt tink he shld b younger than us...haha..since i'm hafin hols n others are all bz, i decided to wk again... n mayb TRY to do sum wk b4 sch starts nxt wk...(notice is TRY?) haha...

oh ya, wat's happenin to e IT show? it's like a showcase of chio bus...haha... attract more guys to buy??? haha...

anw, i saw sum1 who looks reali like xj! haha... if i'm nt in jurong area, i mite reali mistook e guy for xj. omg! haha... i was stunned for a moment wen i saw him... scary! haha! tt's all for now!

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yep.mock is finally over...hard time revising tis time nw..jus isnt't in e rite mood for muggin i guess. din reali slp well too. insuff slp ah!!! haha... shld b hafin holidays til nxt fri i tink.haha! hopefully can enjoy a bit if nt, aft tt will b intensive revision le. haha!

watched two movies for e past 3 days. protege is nt bad. shows e bad tings abt takin drugs... but it's a lil gross at times...esp e dying part n e injection parts. yucks! hopefully tis show will deter ppl frm takin anymore drugs.

went to watch hannibal rising tonite. it was e decision of chieu n guai kia. haha..cos they finished their banking paper 1.5hrs b4 i finished my 4essays. ps! i tried my best to finish asap le. haha..i act took 3.5hrs to finish 4.obviously, my ans wun worth 25marks each. bt i duno wat to write le. haha...hannibal was gruesome actually. jus plain killin n eating of human flesh. but i guess u cant blame him totally for his cruelty. afterall, he's exposed to such violence at such a young age. seriously, i sympathised him instead. being tormented for so many years... haiz...

suddenly dn feel like growing up. i jus wana stay at tis age!!! stay younger even better. perhaps it's due to a nightmare which i had days ago. one so scary which made me woke up crying. scary! yep. e older u are, e more deaths u'd face. i wouldnt noe wat wld happen to me wen i encounter sunch incidents. mayb it'l be better if we dn nt noe so many ppl. in tis way, e number of deaths we must face wouldnt b as great too...

pls bless e ppl ard me!!!

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went to dil's hse laz nite...hmmm..it's like sth we've to do every yr durin cny. yep! thanks to auntie n dil for the invitation! had fun laz nite. kp luffin n playin... yep! nice nice! got hm kinda late laz nite. slp at 2plus... feelin so shagged nw!!! haha... had a long day of lectures b4 gg to dil's pl. tot i'd be super shagged bt stil ok loh...it's reali enjoyable laz nite. all e drinking n playin... brings back memories n created new ones too...yep! first time drink so many different kinds of alcohol in one nite. dil's hse is like selling alcohol lidat. so many la! haha... bt yep, of cos dn dare to drink so much.if nt, mom finds out sure kill me...haha.. shan't elaborate much! off to wk~

dil: thanks alot for laz nite. i had lots fun! thanks! pls take great care of yrself too! cya ard soon!

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歌曲：左边 歌手: 杨丞琳

总是　忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪 你才会给安慰.
但是　短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴霾收回.
等待　有机会最坏的最甜美因乐观却疲惫.
因为最怕就是你所以你能快乐里都装满伤悲

你不曾發覺　你總是用右手　牽著我 但是 心卻跳動在左邊
你和我之間的遙遠 永遠隔著今天　愛少的可憐
伸出右手　想陪著你　向前走 感受　你愛我的心跳　在左邊
那麼深深愛你的我（会了解）你一定看的見 ...

总在 埋怨过你的冷漠之后 又急着说抱歉
仿佛 向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对
结果 有可能最美也最可悲 我做好了准备
也许 太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回

我一直相信 总有一天 你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远 却会实现 心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句 我爱你

to listen: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/117596ht.htm

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happy CNY peeps... have a gd piggy yr ahead!

life's been hectic since laz thu. no wk busier than wk. almost went crazy w mom callin me every few moments... guess tis is e first cny we helped in e springcleanin on eve ba...me,bro n mom cleaned e whole kitchen...wash n wipin e walls,doors n floor...was reali shagged at e end of e day. haha...

1st day was kinda normal lo...same as every yr...bt ya, tink tis is e laz yr we'l b gg dere le... (my mom's side grandma's hse) cos dey r movin to new hse soon. hmmm...tt hse haf accompanied me tru many yrs..thou i dn live dere, there'r lots memories... stil rem e various ocassion i stayed over...e various bbqs we had, e numerous bday celebs we org for our beloved grandma...ya...so kinda cherish e laz few months...

2nd day's e best i guess. went to my aunt's hse. woohoo! e fun came wen my nephew arrived. was glad tt i finished eating le...so went to entertain him.tried v.hard b4 he let me carry him. (cos he bad mood.) brot him to playgrd, played ball...carried him n ran ard, jumped ard... so silly. bt it's worth e trouble ba. cos he smiled happily! haha...1yr old onli lo...best! esp wen he acted pitiful to gain our sympathy! haha...played blackjack w my aunties n cousins like wat many of u did.bt e onli diff is dey dn encourage gamblin so we gamble w food! omg! tink tis is e 1st cny tt i ate so many pineapple tarts!!! haha...bt it's fun la... hope there'll b more of tis.haha!

today...yep.was supposed to watch movie bt in e end we din. today isn't such a successful day ba... bt still, it's fun. sorry shan for imposin on u k? shan't elaborate too much...

~suddenly tots appeared...i jus wan a simple life...dn wan lose anyone whom i love... may tis yr's celeb b successful!!! it'l b such a memorable one~
so sianz suddenly...duno y oso... tsai: miss ya loads! hope u r doin fine! sharon: let's try to find a day to meet up w yilin k? miss u gals lots too!

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Happy Birthday...

彷佛你就在我身边 等待了一年又一年
对你的思念 365天
我只等这一天 勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐 变成 祝你生日快乐

I love you 说不出口的倾诉
I miss you 让挂念代替了相处
瞬间是永远 感情变祝福
可惜甜言也太苦

I love you 是最完美的结束
I miss you 一辈子靠今天接触
瞬间是永远 感情变祝福
可惜都於事无补

今夜有人陪你庆祝 不枉我一年的孤独
请你原谅我不多写一个字 像普通人模糊 多一字多份痛
今夜我不想哭
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...

to watch e mv, go to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjdkN8DFSfA
to listen to e song: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/138242ht.htm

anyone happen to haf tis song??? nice rite???

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yep..it's a hectic weekend..lots tings happened n dey r nt planned. messed up my plans to pack my desk. bt nvm. it's a well spent one ba... yep!

i reali like 'happy bday'... it's nt e normal way usual movies tell e story.i duno hw to explain. bt it's unique? a nice movie... mayb sum of u will tink it's a slow&draggy moive...but wat dey r tryin to do is to build up e emotion in us... tryin to bring us into their world to make us understand hw dey feel... to enter their world of love... understand their ambiguity...their r/s...their persistence...i mean, hw many of us will b able to overcome e barriers of time..temptations frm opp sexes...e barriers of countries... i mean it's not one or two months... is 97-06!!! mayb it's because tis kinda tings onli happen in movies...bt doesn't tt mean sth? y r all of us lackin tt determination??? tt strong hold on our faith, our love? y succumb to all e obstacles??? i duno... perhaps tt's y reality is diff fr e fantasy world...

beginning to lose touch w alot of tings... nt tt i dn wan to hold on... jus tired of holdin on nw... is tis jus an intermediate stage?i certainly hope so. hope tt i'll b able to hold on to stuffs which i dn wan to put down initially...dn like e feeling...e feeling of qns marks appearin wenever sum1 ask me abt sth... nt knowing wat's gg on ard me... wen all e confusion sets in... yep. so rite now, i'm nt gg to trouble myself by rackin my brains to clear everything. watever'll be will be...

有时候知道那么多又怎样? 就能改变一切吗?

有没有想过也许这一切只是你一厢情愿?

我想我也该放下了吧...

你们想怎样就怎样

我没法也没资格去管了吧...

只希望大家都幸福!!!

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aft a long hiatus, due to my laziness...finally found time to blog.shall blog on a weekly basis unless i've e urge to blog ba... haha... dn feel tired for e beginning of tis wk... afterall,had 4days of cls laz wk onli due to my sore eye n off for 3consec days...haha...so tot i'd b refreshed tru e wk. bt i was wrong. felt so shagged aft wk yday. haha... anw, sum highligts of e wk...

went back 2 wk aft 3consec off days lazily... found out act there's alot of ppl wk9 le so i get to slack a lil.bt e level of my tolerance grew thinner as e crowd formed n stupid&blind ppl started askin redundant qns.i noe i shld've gotten used to it. true bt still, it makes my blood boils at times.almost kana complain i tink.muz watch my temper le..cant b so heng everytime de. yep. a brand new year so i muz learn to control my emotions better.bt stil, dn tink i'm at fault w tt shopper. it's jus tt she dn like e way i speak to her n she dn haf e same level of humor as me ba. watever...wun see her again ba. @#&@*^

m glad to see rose n shan on wed... thanks for e curry puff...n oso thanks to belinda too!!! haha... w/o her i wun get to enjoy my 10cents subway sandwich! yummy!!! haha... thanks for her efforts to queue so long n queue for me too~~~ haha!

best of tis wk...finally went k to satisfy my cravin aft watchin superstars finals laz wk. ok. nt 100%satisfied-yet. went b4 my cls. almost dn wana go cls le..haha...tried sum songs which we seldom sing... FIR...haha...n oso new songs of gary's, show's n angela's. yep. jus jumped on e sofa n go crazy... watever... nd sum wkout soon tooo...n i'm so glad i dn haf to wk tonite!!! if nt, i wun b here too!

anw,it's onli e 2nd month of 2007 n so much had happen. e tw celeb xu weilun's death is indeed a tragedy. so young...a promising future...haiz... n few days ago, another youngster plunged too... literally 'superman'. yep. he's onli 24yrs old...n he had a family. wife 22 n son jus 14months old. wat's e reason b4 his act? onli he/his family will noe ba.haiz.. y r all tis happening??haiz...

on a lighter note, i'm gg to watch 'happy bday' tml-finally. haha... thou i noe it's a sad endin... nvm. shall try to enjoy it... sun off too... yippie!!! bt tt means less income. haiz... nvm. shall b more careful w my spendings ba...but...i nd to get my tops soon!!!n i'm still lookin for a nice nice wallet!!! haha! gtg... scheming show's starting soon!

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omg... jus came back frm bugis n i'm damn shagged alr. took a bath to refresh myself n here i am... takin a small break nw. haha! pls do not ask me to go bugis again on a saturday!

at least nt during tis period of time...

e crowd at bugis is CRAZY!!!

Imagine i'm stucked in e middle of e road...under e hot sun w so many ppl squeezing! h

ad to wait for e traffic lights to turn green twice b4 i can reach e other end!!!

so many ppl squeezin here n dere... woo! cos it's cny la... bt oso dn nd so kua zhang ba???

haha... grateful to mom for makin e trip down w me. long time din go dere le...

bt ya, too many ppl le. cant make up my mind on wat to buy oso. settled w two skirts.

nd another trip to find sum tops ba...

managed to take a pic aft i crossed e rd. seriously, y muz haf tt 'stoppin pt' in e middle of e rd??? e authority shld do sth abt it ba...mayb remove em? let pedestrains cross directly rather than gettin stucked in e middle. sum ppl cant stand e crowd n jus climb over tt tingy. isnt tt worse???

anyway, tml's another day out. my nephew's 1yr old celebration!haha...glad tt i requested for off tml too... if nt, i wun b able to go see my nephew le... hopefully, it's a nice celebration cum "pre-cny" celeb for all of us ba...

yep! tis is him! jereth! love tis pic alot... innocence n purity r shown. tong zhen... yep! he's e 'aunties-killer' in e market k! dn play play ok!!! lookin fwd to march wen my aunt will take care of him 'full time'. haha~

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jus read a blog entry frm sumwhere... tokin abt keepin sms in hp.

n e heartache she went tru wen she had to chge her hp. understand hw she felt perfectly.

dn like e feeling of losin everything wen i chge hp.

n starting frm scratch.

muz b tinkin y kp sms rite? it's impt to me i guess...

u nv noe wen tt sms mite b e last sms u receive frm tt person.

so everytime i accidentally deleted e sms, i wun feel gd.

haha... mayb i'm crazy. cos hp memory nt v.high.

so stm i do copy down all those smses into my 'diary'.

yep. all sms-es r impt. esp those encouraging ones...

those touching ones...

those meaningful conversations i had w frens.

sum of em r still addin onto my collection while sum...

while sum... haf long left me...

watever dey are,

i stil cherish em...

i stil do...

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i noe i shld nt b bloggin at tis time wen i hafen start on my essays... but ya, jus wana take a break n say thanks to a dear fren! yes, rose... thou i noe she wun b readin tis. jus wana say thanks for all e efforts! her action reali touched me. imagine... she reach ntu early for her bbq, den found out tt i dn haf time for dinner, she left ntu jus to bring me dinner den go back again. omg. reali thanks alot man! summore, it's such a balanced meal. a burger, box of fruits n drink. hafen had such a balanced meal for a long time... anw, i reali appreciate it!

yep! thou i hafen been feeling well tis entire wk, i'm glad tt i stil haf frens ard me who care n bother abt me. yep! thanks alot! tis lil actions...i appreciate em all! mayb dey dn mean alot to u guys, mayb i'm too sensitive...but ya, thanks!

sharon: hey darling, thanks for e choc k? tho i'm hafin sore throat n cant eat, i stil appreciate e tot, e lil' action. u muz take care k? cya ard again~

shan: dn worry, i wun forget u de la k? thanks for e many food/snacks u've bot for me on many ocassions. wun forget em de k?

soonhui: thanks for buyin milkteas for e many times i'm hafin craving for em. thanks alot! u take care of yr knee ah!

first it was flu, den sore eye...den sore throat...i predict cough's cumin up next. haiz... i wan my pinky health back ASAP!!! ok la... shall start on my essays soon!!!

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well well well...it's nt a gd start isn't it? to fall sick in e first month of a new yr. haiz... most sensitve towards my eyes n i had to kana sore eyes! woke up on tue mornin realising i cant open my right eye. no choice, skipped sch. lots prob w my body lately. flu hafen recover nw sore eyes, haiz...tink too heaty le... forced tons of water down my throat everyday. hope it'll help. no choice but to see a doc. nw my eye's better le.at least nt red but pink! haha... dn worry peeps, will take care de!

gg crazy w all e essays i've to do for ibm. tryin to meet my standard of 2 essays each wk

n i jus failed to do so laz wk. onli managed to write one. now, he wan us to complete 5 essays by nxt wed n we'l b hafin an essay test on wed too! is he mad???

dn nd to study for other sub le...

omg!

*wish me luck*

an incident touched me alot laz sat. it was one of e long talks i had w my bro. glad tt his sch act organised such a wkshop. thou it costs a bomb for jus 3 days, n it's rather taxing (imagine gg sch fr 8am-9pm!), i'm glad there's such a wkshop. it's called "superteens". at first tot was to prepare em4Os. bt hw wrong all of us were. it's nt onli dat. e speaker taught em many stuffs too. interesting stuffs. frm wat i heard, i tink e speaker's v.unique too. imagine callin e kids 'bunch of idiots' in front of e parents. scoldin em w all e vulgarities incl e F*** word. everything u can tink of. but it doesnt matter act. as long as he achieve his aim. tt's to make e kids cum to senses dat wat dey've been doin is wrong. ok. come to e point. e ting tt touched me was e sms he sent to dad. n hw he reacted during & after e wkshop. luckily, i wasn't present at e closing ceremony nite, if nt i'l definitely be defeated by e tears. bt stil, i regretted nt being there to witness e whole tingy. let's jus hope all tis will last for as long as possible. i wana enjoy e family warmth for as long as possible & of cos, e concern he's showing to all of us. if onli we've such wkshop tt time... mayb tings wun b e same......

gotta go make lunch for myself. mom's out.

dad ask me make fried rice myself.

how to? wen there'r no ingredients for my rice...

search tru e fridge bt nuttin.

guess i'll jus settle w a bowl of instant noodles..

till i'm free again.... take care peeps!

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