Friday, October 19, 2007

a short phone call... a short sms... a short period of time...

it'll reflect e r/s b/w 2 ppl.

i like to observe e crowd, e ppl ard me.

i like to be respected... to be given enuf space to do my own stuffs.

i like it wen e ppl ard me are sensitive towards my feelings.

not over-sensitive of cos.

i like it wen ppl clear up tings w me n not leave me in doubt.

hate it wen i'm like taken for granted.

hate it wen i'm being maligned n not given a chance to defend myself.

hate it wen i'm misunderstood by a fren.

i like it wen i noe e ppl ard me cares.

hate it wen i'm treated w coldness & rudeness.

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突然好想好想离开这里

离开这喧闹的城市

离开周围的人

到一个宁静的地方或岛屿

安安静静地休息,

我不贪心, 三四天就好了

就让我好好充电

好好享受一下宁静的生活

我想这是大多数城市人所面对的事情吧...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

positivism... realism... interpretivism...

durkheim...comte...spencer...weber...

i cant take all at one go!!!

help!!!

*trying to find e sociologist in me... as for e counselling...we shall see...*

:(

Monday, October 15, 2007

well... hectic bt enjoyable wkend! yep! enjoyed myself super duper loads! even thou i ended my makeup lect @ 10pm on fri nite & had to wake up at 7.30am. muahaha! had to gif e sentosa trip a miss cos i've alr promised to mit up w my fellow band mates on sat. e last time all of us got tog was....was....4yrs back? i cant believe i couldnt rem so many ppl! most of em are my juniors who are 2yrs younger than us. neither did i tink tt we could act communicate so well thou it's been so long since we meet. imagine we act. chatted till almost 11pm & we left is cos swensen's closing alr!!! obtained lots updates from em & we took photos to commemorate tis day. muahaha. all thanks to daryl who took e efforts to org tis mini gathering. I guess stm as we grow up, we'll have chances to mit up w ppl whom we've not seen for ages & even thou there mite be sum awkwardness initially, it mite not last long too. I bet nuttin beats seeing your fren standing happily, chatting in front of u...

Den sunday came. dragged myself outta bed, feeling e pain in my tummy. another gastric attack? mayb. ate a pill immediately & had my brunch b4 i started preparing to go wk. wk was alright since i've e company of e crazy gal. (muaahaha! dn kill me/ start beating me after reading this k?) well, it's act my first time wk9 4hrs on sundays. other times i wk for e full 8hrs. mayb tt's y ba. first time in my stay dere, i act forgot to log out on time! anw, aft wk, went to mit shan & meikee for dinner first b4 sx joined us w her parents. muahaha! i like her parents siaz. damn on & enthu! yep! dey went to sing k w us too. eh no, i mean dey took their own room, we took our own. poor sx had to sing in 2 rooms. pro gal eh? haha! well, act we were onli supposed to sing for 3hrs bt sumhow, e ppl forgotten abt us & we sang till we drop. haha. nah, we sang 4hrs b4 leaving. ultimate le. i was freaking tired after tt can. haha! but yep, i'm sure all of us had lots fun. took sum funny videos. e downfall of xxx. muahaha! n some fotos. from e singing session, i discover another side of our dear shan. hahaha! n poor sx, sang till she no voice lidat. shall post e pics up bt guess, i shall leave e videos for myself. too hilarious & face-throwing le. e sudden coldness & hotness + e drinks muz have done sth to our mentality & made us all high & crazy for e moment.

well, din had so much fun over e weekend for quite a long while. i'm glad tt i managed to find time for my own social life. thou i hope i wun be paying a price for it. haha! reali reali luff alot tis wkend n i guess e weariness tt i'm facing rite now is worthy for all e fun. i guess we shld all learn to cherish our chance to enjoy ourselves & create memories for us to relive in future. who noes wen can we enjoy such moments again? another gathering/ outing pls???
photos time!

~Daryl's 21st bday celeb~
e bday boy cum organiser (our 'dear' senior. muahaha!)


tryin his best to stretch open his eyes widely...
~e gals~~NHSB cornet section 2002~
(missing quite a big portion of ppl)

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crazy session @ K- 141007
warming up for e excitement...



~e start of e high-ness~
SUPERMAN!!! FLY!!!

~ tt's all for now! :P ~

Friday, October 05, 2007

hmmm...life recently has slowed down a bit. not workin so much & act stoppin soon. met up w sx to have pizza lunch on mon! been craving so much for it! muahaha! went down to my RC to help pong book e pit for 3 consecutive days! all i can say is tt their service is LOUSY! it don have to be so troublesome de lo & poor pong had to make so many unanswered calls & wasted trips...
it's e first time we book & it's alr lidat. luckily in e end we still managed to get e pits. looking forward to e bbq on saturday! guess sum of us hav to be dere early to clean up. it's so dirty there!!! haha! i wan eat BBQ sotong! muahaha!

today's e official last day of my bro's sec sch life...
suddenly i cant reali rem wat did we do on our last sch day in NHSS!!!
i can rem grad nite etc... bt nt last day of sch.
can sum1 refresh my memory???
haha! suddenly miss e laksa there... & e fried mee etc.
wahaha!
miss playin netball/captain ball in quadrangle...
miss e band practices & performance.
e "BZCC" area.
wahaha!

不知为何心情有时有点乱, 不是难过而是有点不知所措的感觉.
可能是因为有了自己的空间有了自己的时间吧. 也不知道在做什么...
可能就是这样吧. 我想人都是奇怪的动物.
有时会突然怀念起那些时光, 虽然当时的我可能是很讨厌那些日子的.
有时以为一切都已经过去,
但是总是会有一些无聊的人或事再次把一切又提起
引起又一起的风波和困扰
有些人能够把欢笑带给你, 而有些就是专门让你不爽
你身边又有多少这些人呢?

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是非题
歌手:
范玮琪


每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷你
是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

*fallin in love with this song*

Monday, October 01, 2007

Tiring day!!!
wasnt supposed to be out e whole day...
wanted to do a bit of reading b4 i go mit em...
ended up rottin 4hrs at imm w my dad.
jus to get his hp.
he jus refused to let me go.
haha!
met sharon at imm.
saw her bros first.
haha. spore is small.
ran into her again for duno how many times later.
haha.


went back to office to slack a while to mit em.
felt so ps. haha!
supposed to mit em at 5plus de.
ended up 6plus.
den e 3 of us proceeded to Bugis for our long awaited steamboat buffet!
it's nice... n too spicy!!!
haha!
shld've jus choose 小辣
instead of 中辣.
imagine wat wld happen if we've chosen 麻辣加辣.
muahaha!
had lots fun luffing & eating.
shall find chance to go try other steamboats dere again.
~e sinful dinner~

*my dining partners*

scheming cheryl purposing moving back to maker her face so tiny!!!


Saturday, September 29, 2007

long time since i last blogged...
muahaha...
on e request of sum1...
i shall blog today.
:)
i duno wat have i been doin lately...
don worry. i'm still me...
haha.
jus that time seems to pass so quickly.
losing grasp of wat i'm doing...
went to mit chew & shan aft wk today.
chew went to get guitar.
haha..
i oso wan learn!!!
bt nt at tis pt of time ba.
gonna save up...
in future, i wana learn guitar... get my own guitar...
learn piano...
muahaha...
hope tt can be done.
n i wun become too stupid to learn.
work today was fine...
n i can finally announce e finalised date of my last day!!!
muahaha! yep.
15th Oct.
tt's e extreme.
yippee yea yea!
maybe i'll go back to office tml..
to enjoy e company of 2 fellow temps
n e peacefulness...
nah!
i don love e place...
it's cos i'm mtg em for dinner tml!
v.tired now..
been slpin at 2am since thu.
today's trip was a nice one.
we chat a lot n crap alot.
jus kp luffin n luffin...
shall slp soon.
steamboat buffet tml nite!
muahaha!
pizza lunch on mon!
omg.
*fat*
:)

Monday, September 17, 2007

it's a working wkend...
worked half day on sat.
full day on sun.
muahaha!


wk on sat was a short 4hrs...
spent a lil time crappin w sum ppl.
left 2mins aft 1pm to rush down to jp.
ratatouille @ 1.50pm.
n it turned out i wasn't e latest.
e movie was nice bt was disrupted by e nv-ending children's cryings.

den we went to sx's pl 2 play.
original plan was mj
bt we ended up playin wii.
n aft tt, i ended up w muscle aches.
realised pulling punches in e air isnt an ez task.
haha. bt tt was e most exciting one le ba.
making us pespire aft each game.
but yep. i had lots fun w em.


sunday...as usual, onli 3ppl will be in e office.
i stil like tt kinda feeling.
yep!
nt forgettin shin who called in to disturb us by feignin as a consumer.
luckily i wasnt e one who kana e call.
muahaha!


well... 4 more times to wk before my last day reali comes.
shall just take everything ez & finish off beautifully.
i hope! muahaha!
bt yep, learn quite a lot of stuffs there.
frm my observations.
be it r/s among colleagues or affairs of e heart.
how nice colleagues can become strangers
or how a gal can put up so much w a guy who broke her heart into pieces.

ok.enuf of all tis tok.
back to life...
time to settle my soci tut & read up!

oh ya! i act went w my parents to see e popular 'monkey trees' tis morning.
well, e crowd is reali big & i pity those grass dere.
i tink onli one of e trees reali gt e monkeys resemblances


managed to take a shot of it before i leave.lookalike?

well...it all depends on human's imagination.

Friday, September 14, 2007

another book down.
muahaha...
tt's e benefit of nt wk9 so much.
my 2nd bk in less than 2 wks.
if onli my texts are as interesting as those.


i love tis book...

since young, e 2 of em had been so close...

since young, fate has been meddling w their lives

separating em w e oceans n countries...

keepin em apart w e many new ppl they met.

since e day dey were borned till...

dey have been on tis world for 50 years.



YET...

dey managed to stay close.

w all e texting, emails, letters & cards.

fr pure friendship til love...

sum parts of it almost made me cry.

wahaha.

oh ya! e whole bk is jus purely emails & conversations + texts.

yep. it's how powerful it's. to convey e whole story in tt form.

amazed.


another book of hers tt's nice is "IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW"
sth along e same line but yet different.
yep.
in another form of expression

e 1st bk of hers tt i read was "PS I LOVE YOU"
a much much touching bk which gets me hooked onto her books.
til now, it's stil my fave bk out of all her books. (:
wahaha.


nxt book on my list...

"A PLACE CALLED HERE"


:)





Wednesday, September 12, 2007

tsai has left spore le...
it oso means...
sch kinda officially started le...
may e yr pass by quickly again so she can return again soon.
oh yes! my ear is finally unblocked!
jus 2min ago.
wen it's blocked since sat :(
haha!
finally can hear more clearly le.
bz days...
duno y did i agree to join em in e POEMS com.
yep. it's a gd experience at least can learn a lil' on stocks.
it's kinda exciting too.
to watch those stocks rise n fall.
if onli those were real money.
den i'm rich & dn have to brood over e wk prob.
muahaha!
been living in my own world.
lazy to sms...to tok...to meet up.
feel so worn out at times & tt days r passin too quickly...
so i appreciate those who took e initiative to sms chat.
thanks alot.
e onli person i've tok to other than those i met everyday is shin.
could chat w her during late hours.
another nite owl.
who wld suddenly call me up 2 chat.
well, i enjoy chattin w her still.
perhaps is cos of her contagious laughter.
nv fails to make me luff n luff.
n fall into slp till e nxt morning.
thanks!
spore kana tremor again.
wouldnt noe if not for shatec's sms to ask if i'm ok.
well, tt's v.sweet of her.
to sms to check on us.
touched by her sms.
e 1st person to show tis act.
well, may e good be repaid & gd luck alw follow her!
well, hope tis time rd there wun be too many victims.
can all e disasters stop?
suddenly feel tt it's happenin too oftenly in e recent years.
too much lives lost.
dn understand y sum ppl can stil make a joke out of it.
jus hope spore wld still stay safe.
shall carry on reading my books now.
falling in love w cecilia ahern's books!~!

Sunday, September 09, 2007

等了又等...
但是结果却不是自己所希望的
人就是这样
想法都是自相矛盾
自寻烦恼.
不去再想, 不去再烦
随心所欲
异想天开
~sum photos~

~me & shenlyn~

*me & vani*

~me + clarence + shenlyn~

* full force elites :) *

~ cheryl our cute darling~

* me & joseph*

i guess no matter how tough those times were...

i'll still miss em...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

been more than a week since i last blog...
feeling lazy to blog since my last entry.
would rather read my novels or watch shows online.
muahaha!

anw, went to celeb gk's bday laz wed.
silly boy had no idea tt we met up tt day was to celeb his bday.
ask him abt stuffs related to his bday
tell him wed's expenses r on us
he still blur blur till we brot out e waffle for him!
it wasnt meant to b a surprise at all loh.
bt in e end it was reali a surprise for him!
cos he din realise we noe his bday!
i'm glad all of us enjoyed e nice dinner & e ultra cold singing session!

den...followed by dept dinner on fri @ far east!
yep. i was on off tt day bt went back to join em 4 dinner.
so ps for being late n letting so many ppl wait.
it was a short dinner but e food was nice!
gt e feeling tt i'd run into sum1 whom i've nv c for ages
sum1 who loves to shop in far east.
n true enuf, i ran into her imm. after i left e restaurant.
yep. she's yulin!
missed hanging out w her...
bt glad to c tt she's fine.

sat...went to chevrons to k w nh ppl.
zhe was super high thou he drank onli sprite!
treating e seession as his concert.
& pong had to scare all of us w e song most of us like to listen to.
n i bet e few of us will nv choose tt song to sing ever again.
i'm still amazed by how e window moved itself.
n e figure-like tingy dere.
muahaha!

went back to wk again on sun.
thou a lil boring
it's super peaceful.
i like tt kinda feeling.

off on mon.
rushing through my farewell cards.
den stupid me, went to get cookie mix n started making cookies
all cos of my colleague who tempted me.
haha! well, at least it turned out well enuf to be eaten
bt yep. i dn tink dey look pretty enuf.
haha!

yday! was supposed to b e official end of contract @ NETS.
bt ya, e 4 of us will be helping out till end of sept
mon i'm wk9 alone w/o e other temps.
i'll miss em so much la. :(
so last day doesnt feel like last day to me yet.
haha!

stayed & waited for my fierce sup, wati till 7pm.
cos she suddenly gt e urge 2 go Q for donuts.
yep. donuts.
in e end, we dragged cheryl along
n she act gt so serious while tinking of wat flavors to buy
wen she's e one who 'mock' at us for bein so lame 2 Q for donuts!
muahaha!
guess how much we teased her aft tt.
it was reali a 110% luffin session la
we jus kept luffin n luffin. NON-STOP.
till my stomach muscles complain bt stil cant stop!
it has been a reali long time since i'm so happy n luff so much
esp wen i was so affected by wat happened at wk.
it reali sucks wen ppl tell u diff stuffs & ended up still doin e wrong stuffs
n mite even get sum1 into trouble.
i'm glad my sup isn't angry w me.
haha!

bt yep. i reali enjoy their company yday.
thou it's abit paiseh wen shin started luffin non-stop.
n it's contagious siaz.
muahaha!

suffering frm sorethroat since tue wen i had ljs w wati.
it hasn't got any better. :(
skipped lunch yday cos of a heavy breakfast.
din eat so much for a reali long time le lo.
all thanks to joseph for tt nice breakfast.
yday was his last day too.
all e best for his internship in china.
interesting place for internship.
muahaha!
~sum photos for now~

shall upload more fotos wen i'm nt tt lazy...

Saturday, August 25, 2007

have been bz lately...
din had much extra time for other stuffs.
worked on e laz sunday.
today leh...
went back to my alma mater ...
to help my cousin who's e vice chair of e alumini.
muahaha...
thou i was kinda reluctant...
havin to wake up early again tis mornin...
n nt being able to spend time catching up on my slp.
but yep. i'm glad i went. thou i had no food since 9am till i reach hm after e carnival.

first ting was...
i got to sit in a chio white mini cooper!
it's so so so chio la!
n u can c tt everyone on e road is lookin at us...
haha. ok not us. lookin at e cooper.
yep! freaking nice.
so envious of my cousin!

well, after decorating e alumini room, i jus slacked ard...
n ard... n ard... from 1pm till 5pm.
bt yep. i saw joel, one of my pri sch fren
& we chatted for a lil'while.
thou a bit awkward bt stil, i'm glad we at least tok.
saw e ex-principle & my p6 form teacher!
went over to tok2her & i'm glad she still rem us.
may not b v.clear bt still, a bit here n dere la.
afterall, it has been 8yrs since we grad.
omg! 8 yrs. din noe we're so old le.

den...alvin ng came!
he entered e alumini room & i'm like standin so close to him
haha! feel like a lil kid again...amazed by idol.
haha.nope i'm nt into idol stuffs bt ya, he's reali a shuai ge.
muahaha!
first time so close to a celebrity.
din had to squeeze or Q up to take pic w him.
even chatted w him for a while tog w my cousins.
well, all i can say is tt he's a nice guy la.
seeing e way he jokes ard w e pri sch students etc.
unlike sum1who din cum cos e sch doesnt wan 2 pay.
at least alvin ng made e effort to cum thou his schedule is v.tight.
tt sum1 shld feel guilty ba.haha!
not forgettin e other 2 young celebs.
magen from Homerun.
& ashley, another young actor.
n he's studyin in nanhua now too.
muahaha!

well, it feels kinda weird to step into my pri sch again.
nt exactly my pri sch cos it's nt e same campus.
bt still, it brings back fond memories...
~our simple decor made by cousin's fren~

*alvin...magen...ashley...alumini of JPS*


~ALVIN NG!!!~

*e aluminis!*

~me and magen (she doesnt look like e gal in Homerun rite?)~

*me & alvin ng* :)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

突然好累好累
今天是我回到家说最少话的一天
感觉好烦
但我却不知道为何

许许多多的事
我也不想去管
感觉精疲力尽
你们要怎样就怎样吧

watever.
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我努力的仰着脸孔,
试者让眼泪不下流,别往下流.
不问他感觉到什么
在我生活中不在伤痛,不伤痛.
想要说,却还沉默.
伸出手,无法触碰.

天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,
过新的生活. 闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

我努力的仰着脸孔,
试者让眼泪不下流,别往下流.
不问他感觉到什么
在我生活中不在伤痛,不伤痛.
想要说,却还沉默.
伸出手,无法触碰.

天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

Sunday, August 12, 2007

it has been a bz bz wk!!!
had our National Day celeb cum weekly affaire at Fish & Co after wk on wed.
thanks for accompanying me to collect my dcam.
lots fun crappin n joking ard.
n i found out that Fish & Co act sells e sweets dey gave to consumers after payin bills.
nice sweets!
haha~
den came National Day...
due to pure luck, i'm able to bring my family for e parade.
well, i tink tis yr's celeb is nicer than last yr's.
thou fireworks mite nt be as nice.
i like e various displays & e motorbike stunts shown in e pre-parade.
it's reali diff being there&watchin on tv.
e feeling n atmosphere is diff ba..yep!
n i act gt burnt on my face due to e heat.
e first burnt in tis wk.
haha!
yday was our trip to Sentosa wen we first discussed abt it last yr.
thou not alot alot ppl go,
e attendance is still gd ba.
had lots fun playin ultimate frisbee & ball games.
thou it was sorching hot there.
realised my stamina's reali reali bad now.
haiz...i miss e feelin of runnin against e wind...
but i'm jus plain lazy to get outta bed early in e mornin to jog wen i can laze on bed.
wake up!!!
i miss e feelin of playin captain's ball w all my classmates...
e feelin of runnin ard on e court.
it all came back suddenly.
anw back to sentosa...
i'm so burnt now...
din expect to be so burnt act.
esp my face tt's y i din apply any sunblock on my face
argh~ tml stil muz go wk...
w my red red burnt face???
omg...

Saturday, August 04, 2007

woo!!!
another wk has passed...
bz week...
started off w a bad mon whereby i gt a reali nasty call which almost cause me to breakdown.
tue was great!
met up w my darlings @ vivo!!!
caught up w tsai dey all!
even thou we were tired & quiet at times...
i still enjoy e company!
it's reali e company tt matters n nt e activity.
let's meet up again soon!!



den came thu...
our weekly dinner affaire
at pastamania
well, it's another session of complaints n sharing.
i'm reali glad we've each other...
at least dey noe wat reali happen at wk..
n e ppl we noe who wun be lost at wat we're referrin to.
TGIF!!!
e day passed by quickly cos i had more company @ wk.
soon it was 6pm & started preparing 4 e aft wk event.
started playin table soccer w cheryl
shenlyn joined in & we started takin photos.
n den it was pool n k session!
haha...first time playin pool...
malu sia...
stayed till 10pm.
tired siaz...
but loads of fun~


sum fotos~ :)
~our weekly affaire~

me & shenlyn

e 2 attitude 'msians'




~TGIF~

skiving in ofc!

at rec club! (cheryl+shen+me!)

us w e perms! (pretty ladies!)


e guy who claims tt he's 'little sick boi'. haha~

~us w miss demure~

first try! :P

~my battle mates~

(clarence MIA)