Sunday, March 02, 2008

catching up saturday!

yday was gr8!
e day started with our "leap yr date"

我发现我没有眼泪
当其他人哭得很惨时
我竟然根本不需要纸巾
把头往后就把眼泪逼回去了

e movie's gr8.
thou slow bt story is nice...
touching thou it mite nt b tt realistic.
like certain lines of the show...
"to have loved and lost is better to lost love"
-when they tried to talk li-ann out of e promise

"my best friends are always my best friends. NO confusion."
- when jeremy asked her a qn

"You will come together at last. But not yet, not yet," says Fate mischievously

i like e way e story is being presented.
bt of cos, it's all subjective.
u mite tink tt it's reali slow n boring..
bt i tink it's quite nice.

i like how corrine may's songs blended in e show
her clear soothing voice...
bringing e audience into the story...
(anyone has her songs??)

we said our byes aft e movie...
me gg to find pong dey all while dey go to changi airport for Popeye
i wana go dere one day too!
nxt time to c em shld b on danying's bday.
enjoyed myself w em... :)

my pri sch frens! danying (in green) + dorothy (in white+black)

:)

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met up w pong dey all for dinner at pasta waraku
dey took my order wrongly! :(
luckily e wrong order wasnt tt bad...
after dinner & a short walk n discussion
we still ended up in kbox.

1st time shuhui sang aft so many yrs...
e session was quite enjoyable i shall say...
thou i was a lil' tired being out of hse since 11am.
been such a long time since i stayed out till so late.
we left K at 1am!
den all of us walked to boat quay to get bus...
it was a long walk
bt e distance alw shrinks wen u r walkin w a grp of ppl
had a long wait for our bus n our energy level drop even further.
finally board e bus n all of us dozed off.
woo. reached home at almost 4am!
best!

nice long day out...
:)

Friday, February 29, 2008

once in 4yrs!

today is e 'leap' day! haha!
once every 4 yrs...
supposed to catch e movie w pri sch frens tonite
bt had tuition so push till tml!
lookin fwd to tt! :P

我想老天是公平的吧

一个人的快乐和不快乐都是差不多吧

那天的我很快乐

隔天的我很沮丧

都是一种循环

有时的我很害怕得到快乐

因为这代表另一天我可能会很难过

很不想再次尝到苦的滋味

只想尝到甜甜的滋味

好贪心好懦弱吧


有时又觉得老天不公平

为何他人快乐的时光总是用不完

为何他人总是顺顺利利

矛盾吧?

这就是命运.


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又有人问要不要出国的事...

啊啊啊!!!

搞得我心痒痒

我好想马上走出这里

为何上一期的多多我没中?

哈哈!

不然,我就可以不管三七二十一地出国了!

i wana runaway!

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today is a long day...

yet a day filled w both happiness n sadness...

enjoyed eshort chat w a fren.

wat lies beyond today?

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

没遵守的承诺

"承诺是金"
每一次都提醒自己要遵守对他人的承诺
一直记得对他人说过的话
却一次一次忘了对自己的承诺

逃避了第一次...
第二次...
总是给自己理由, 为自己辩护.
其实, 问题还是出现在自己

不再给自己理由或辩护
因为它们都是借口
成为让我再一次犯错逃避的...
借口

Friday, February 22, 2008

sth's definitely wrong w me...
while ppl are all aiming for high high distinctions...
i'm actually aiming for sth lower...
:(
been 'snack-ing' on alot...
in b/w meals...
wen i'm muggin late into e nite...
appetite has been too gd recently..
or isit due to e high stress level?
gotta do sth abt it b4 it gets outta ctrl.
clses ended officially alr.
mock starting nxt wk n soon...
it'll be both local n UOL revision...
a long battle...
C.O.N.C.E.N.T.R.A.T.E.
i definitely nd e power of this word!

Just a short lil' test which i tink is quite accurate...Rem to write down yr ans for ez reference.

1. When do you feel your best?

a) in the morning B) during the afternoon and early evening C) late at night

2. You usually walk...

a) fairly fast, with long steps B) fairly fast, with little steps C) less fast head up, looking the world in the face D) less fast, head down E) very slowly

3. When talking to people you..

a) stand with your arms folded B) have your hands clasped C) have one or both your hands on your hips D) touch or push the person to whom you are talking E) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with.

a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side B) your legs crossed C) your legs stretched out or straight D) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...

a) big appreciated laugh B) a laugh, but not a loud one C) a quiet chuckle D) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...

a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you B) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know C) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted..

a) welcome the break B) feel extremely irritated C) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?

a) Red or orange B) black C) yellow or light blue D) green E) dark blue or purple F) white G) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...

a) stretched out on your back B) stretched out face down on your stomach C) on your side, slightly curled D) with your head on one arm E) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...

a) falling B) fighting or struggling C) searching for something or somebody D) flying or floating E) you usually have dreamless sleep F) your dreams are always

POINTS:

1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6

2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c ) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1

3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6

4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1

5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2

6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2

7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4

8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1

9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1

10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 ; (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

>60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 - 60: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 - 50: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 - 40: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 - 30: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, ext remely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature..

<21:>

True anot? tt's up to u to decide... :)

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

all i can say is...
LIFE is fragile...
whilst sum ppl r wasting their lives away...
sum r tryin so hard to stay alive.

which r u?

Friday, February 15, 2008

came w e intention to blog...
bt sumhow i jus stared at e empty screen for ages...
was awoken by a horrible nitemare tis morning...
sharon said it was e after-effects of wz's singing...
muahaha...i doubt so...
perhaps it's due to e lil' fear tt's hiding in a dark corner of my heart...

tis yr vday was spent w my dear frens @ K...
sumhow i was so so so tired...
bt still, e session turned out to be fun...
thanks alot for e cake sharon...
thanks wz for all e singing..
muahaha.

life's gonna be hectic soon i guess...
muz muz MUZ study.
pls get me into e muggin mode.
no more youtubing...
no more stoning sessions at my own personal time.
no more silly tinking...
yep...NO TIME!

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人与人之间的关系真的很奇怪
几时我才能猜透一切
看清楚周围的人
是敌是友 是陌生人 还是过路人

*我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱

我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻 彼此依赖
是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的*

...我真的不想懂得 也不想去猜...

Monday, February 11, 2008

wow...e past few days were kinda hectic. imagine i had 4 straight meals of steamboat since eve till 2nd day of cny... fei si le... muahaha. tis yr cny is a lil diff frm e previous yrs...alot of 1st times.


1st time there were so few ppl over@ my ah ma's hse. (paternal side).
1st time we spent cny @ my aunt's new hse. (maternal side)
1st time me n my bro stayed dere for so long n i chatted w ah ma for so long.
1st time my ah ma (maternal) joined us at da yi's hse on chu er...
seeing her clappin along as singing as my aunts sang crazily...
it was reali a nice yet simple scene filled w warmth.
i bet e glasses of red wine n XO aint e main culprit.
it's their nature. muahaha.
gr8 entertainment!

chu san is back to my aunt's new hse...
feeling bored...
me n cousins n bro went to complex n played badminton for 3 hrs!
realise i've ZERO stamina nw :(
nw, e tot of 10km scares me...
my body is no longer tt gd...
train train train.
pls gif me all e motivation to start runnin again.

yday was e 1st time i went to wk for a concert.
yep...a brand new experience.
sth like usher n traffic control.
thou a lil tiring...it's kinda fun ba...
n i get to watch e concert.
thou it's e concert tt is filled w aunties n uncles.
yep. it's e duno wat 888 concert w tt famous guy.
who says aunties cant hav idols?
all i can say is they can b worse than youngsters, everyone of us!
scary peeps who can get so upset wen we dn allow em to go near him.
one of em act shouted fr her seat n broke down, scaring e popular guy.
wk ended @ 11pm eventually n i was so so shagged at e end of e day.
whole day listenin to old hokkien songs...

chu er at da yi's hse oso listen to old hokkien songs.
tis is e 1st cny i'm exposed to so many old hokkien songs...
i need more new songs to get over w all e old hokkien songs!!!
HEELLLPPP!!!

...sum fotos...

...our big big family...(bt tis is not e full force)

my ah ma w her daughters!!! ( missing 2 aunties)

Thursday, February 07, 2008

yx & chunyu's 21st!

haven been bloggin for quite a while...
cos i'm sick!...hai. yep. definitely e wrong time to b sick.
mite b e after effects of all e parties n shoppin...haha..
had lots fun @ yx's n chunyu's 21st parties...

been years since e last time we met up.
i'm glad tt chunyu invited us to her party.
we've known each other since p4!
so so so long...

mixed feelings actually wen i first received her invitation.
afterall we haven met for so long.
i bet most of e ppl dere were strangers
n i dn reali like tt kinda situation.

i'm so glad tt tings werent tt bad at all...
e 3 of us jus kept chattin while e bday gal mingle ard.
being e oldest frens ard...
we were act e first batch 2 take fotos w her :)

den we waited till most of her guests leave b4 she's free to chat longer w us.
haha...
n tt day ended beautifully w our "Leap Year" date.
of cos...hopefully we wun mit up onli once after every 4 yrs.

oh yes. i muz compliment her other frens.
yep. other than e normal present, dey gt her a cake.
at e first look, we duno if tt's a cake or a sushi platter at all...
wonderfully disguised w salmons n rolls n even tempura.
haha. bt of cos dey r all part of e cake! special.

reunited after so many years... too bad kailing's sick n cant make it:(

bday gal w her dearie...

one more time!!!

(look at her cake!!!)

anw...it's e mousey year... hope tt tis yr wld b gr8 for everyone out dere!

HUAT AH!!!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

sooo fast...

e first month of 2008 flew past jus lidat...

first 3 days of feb r all party days...

1st feb - ziyan

2nd feb - yingxiu

3rd feb - esther (pri sch fren)

2008 = year of parties...




i guess i'll hav to gif ziyan's party a miss cos of my irritatin tutee who refused to chge tml's tuition!

hai...felt so bad towards ziyan...

so sorry so sorry...

i'm so sorry...




lots to say bt lazy to blog...nxt time ba...




watching romantic princess on channel u.

2nd time...still as nice...

muahaha. even my mom say wu zun is shuai!!!!! woohooO!!!

a short mv for e show...

love e way jin cares for xiaomai...

e nonchalant yet thoughtful jin...

alw put e welfare of xiaomai b4 his...

shld watch tis show!!!

love e show love e characters love tis song! :)

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Monday, January 14, 2008

2nd wk of 2008- fulfilling yet bz!

bz bz wk!
with cleanin up my hse...
with e energy+time consuming bday present.
tried to make my hse more decent lookin for e steamboat on wed nite.
tiring...
to prepare for food & clean up e hse.
ages since i c my hse so tidy.
yet, there r still more room for improvement. :P
had lunch w soonhui & xj @ manhattan's on mon.
a short catchin up session
& listenin to em gg on abt their army stuffs.
had a nice time eatin w them.

yep. first time so many ppl came my hse for dinner.
n e company was kinda weird act.
frens + relatives + colleagues?
nd to make sure none was left out.
efforts needed to make tt happen :)
i'm glad e dinner went fine.
w lots laughters n crappin..
fr discussions on tv shows to teasings abt who n who.
it was a great nite...
filled with food n drinks n more food!

first 21st bday celeb of e yr over.
2 more to go in feb.
back to back summore.
issit sth gd?
muahaha.

it was a mass gatherin on sat nite.
lots faces...lots smiles...
lots hi-s...lots byes...
catchin up & photo-takings.
shan't say much.

let e fotos do e toking! :P
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- steamboat on wed-

so much food tt we needed 2tables!

my cousin's turn to serve everyone :P

shan's fast in smiling @ camera!

angela + lynn + shanimitatin 'sum1' he loves...is shan tryin to lick sum1?
e final foto!

(angela+lynn+shan+me, bro+adrian+huifang+yueyin)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-soonhui's 21st bday celeb- me + shan + shuxian!

w sharon!
sx + chew + me!mini grp fotos w nh peeps!mini 2-5 gatherin? (too bad sum left early)

4-4 gang!

w more 4-4 peeps!

bday boy + his gang!

tt's all for now...shall get more fotos from e others soon!

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time to hit e books! :(

Friday, January 04, 2008

almost 4 days had passed.
today isnt reali a gd day.
bad day...


hurt my toe today.
my poor poor toey.
it was so painful la...
bt i din realised tt it's bleeding n
my toenail is broken!!!
bt no worries i wun b like sx so er.
post up e pic of my sad sad toenail. oOps!
haha.


tsai flew back today oso.
time passes reali quickly wen she's back.
we onli met up w her once.
bt tt's gd enuf ba.
it's nt e quantity bt e quality rite?
muahaha!


anw, hope tt she'll be alright there.
hang on gal! u can do it de k?


we'll miss you!!!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

~reflections~

likes to read bloggers' entries on e last day & 1st day of every year.
they alw reflect wat they've gone tru & wat they hope to achieve.
every year... lots of tings will happen.
be it gd all bad...
u either choose to face em or avoid them.

2007
it has been a fast-paced year.
so fast so tt i've lost track of my own life.
lots tings happened.
lots lessons learnt.

well, i guess i've grown up quite a bit in 2007.
yep.
no longer holding on to sum issues as tightly as before.
no longer being so persistent in how tings shld work out.
getting over sum issues tt have been draggin me down.

我学会珍惜我身边的人
认清楚了关心我的人
更懂得应该珍惜自己

everyone will gain & lose.
so did i.
in tis year... i've gained more experience in life...
e politics...e so called friendships...e empty promises

realised tt nuttin in tis world is definite.
yep. tt's sth tt all of us shld hav alr noe since duno when.
but i guess, some parts of me dn wish to believe in tt.
tried to convince myself, to prove tt it's nt true.

我彻底的失败
彻底明白
原来坚持到底不一定会改变事实

i guess one major event tt happened tis yr is my ah ma's hospitalisation.
it dawned upon me tt i've been takin ppl ard me for granted
esp my family members.
i could stil rem how scared i was to lose her.
luckily she recuperates & is doin fine now.

so i guess, i muz n will make more time to visit her.
to tok to her in my CMI hokkien
to be there for her...
hopefully we can enter her world n share e pains.
i dn wish to have more regrets.

有多少人会在你身边不离不弃.
朋友,亲人,情人,还是同事?
自己做决定

2008 is finally here...
sure hope tt it wld b a fulfilling one n a much better one.
better if my wishes can b fulfilled
less accidents & bloodshed...
all e best to everyone out there!