Just another day!

这一个星期我真的好累

忙得团团转

心力交瘁

感觉好多无形的压力正在包围这我们

经历了许多, 目睹了许多

人类的互相利用

是人类的本性, 还是生存之道?

只有在逆境才能看清身边的人

好难过

好残酷的事实

我宁愿自己还是什么也不知道

知道的越多, 烦恼也就越多

真的不了解为何人与人之间的关系能够变的那么快

之前还有说有笑

一转眼却恶脸相向

是我的心不够硬, 还是我在逃避现实?

我知道我有时侯会被自己和他人的情绪冲昏了头

也许会说出或做出惊人的举动

但是,我并无恶意

我知道我错了, 事候我会自我反省

我想, 我们应该学习如何控制自己的情绪吧.

这是非常重要的..

...going back into my own world of solitude...

stepping out of everyone's world.

perhaps this would be the best way

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*说不出来的感觉真难受*

好累哦!!!!

不知道为什么

有睡等于没有

好想回到 "普来"

无忧无虑地享受

毫无干扰

脱离城市的繁忙与眼光

ran into an ex-SA econs tutor today @ GE.

surprised tt he stil rem me as i wasnt considered as his student.

of cos, i'm nt e bad student whereby tutors alw rem lo.

bt ya, thou nt v.close, m glad to run into him & found out tt he's a LP now.

望着窗外的大雨, 严肃的天空

雨水一滴一滴地打在窗户

心里的思想与感觉也开始随风而去

眼前所发生的事非常的熟悉

相似度真的难以置信

知道不应该继续陷下去

明知不能改变什么

也很难有完美的句号

还是无法无法自拔

会有奇迹出现吗???

*说不出来的感觉真难受*

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~My Love Will Get You Home~

If you wander off too far

My love will get you home

If you follow the wrong star

My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My love will get you home

Boy

My love will get you home

If the bright lights blinds your eyes

My love will get you home

If your troubles break your stride

My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My love will get you home

Boy

My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashame

My love will get you home

If its only you to blame

My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My love will get you home

Boy

My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself

Lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me

My love will get you home

Boy

My love will get you home

Boy

My love will get you home

一首那么简单的歌

配着简单的旋律

简单的歌词

却打进了我心...

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PULAI SPRINGS

I'M BACK!!!

e short getaway trip was an impromptu one.

i onli agreed to go after much struggle.

bt i'm reali glad tt i went.

it was a nice experience!

went to JB's Pulai Springs Resort.

get to enter one of e suites

yep. suite!!!

it is damn comfy & e suite boss stayed in has jacuzzi!

bt sadly i din try tt...

anw, it was alr v.gd so w or w/o tt it's ok.

first time din had to worry abt e costs...

jus enjoy ourselves thoroughly

order watever we wan to eat...

drink watever we want.

din had to squeeze onto a tiny bed/room.

wanted to try e facial & body massage but

was unable to do tt due to sum reasons.

so i onli tried foot reflexology.

it's so shuang thou my right foot hurts a lil'.

muz find out e reason nxt time.

first day was reali packed.

we jus kept eating & havin fun.

ate a sumptuous lunch, played billards/snooker (watever u call tt.duno hw to differentiate)

watched movie, play squash, shopping trip

delicious dinner & karaoke til 2am!

took lots fotos...

had lots fun...

well...

e resort is v.comfy & e staffs dere are more or less friendly

except for tt xxxxx

we were treated like VIPs & yet oso monkeys.

althou our room isnt a suite,

it was a deluxe room.

bathtub etc everything's dere.

w e big plasma tv etc.haha!

it was reali a pleasant stay & a great experience.

nv expect to go outta spore w a bunch of ppl whom i've onli noe for...

2months at most other than chewy.

looking forward to gg back there again.

cos we din manage to star-gaze tis time rd!!!

:P

...sum photos...

(lazy to upload everything here thou :P)

our fave pasttime in GE---EMO!!! :P

like tis foto loads cos of e background :P

...tt's all for now...

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a v.packed weekend...

went to work fr 3pm - 10pm for e appreciation nite.

glad to c tt it went quite successfully.

went up to e rooftop & enjoy e breeze...

e cooling wind...& saw e heart shape created @ e NDP'08.

after tt...we act. went to K @ MS.

muahaha!

1st time went w em...

althou dey r suppose to be younger than us...

their choices of songs r kinda older than those we usually sing!

so it's a brand new experience.

muahaha!

went to eat big breakfast aft tt...

tt's my cfm breakfast aft every overnite K session!

got to noe em better aft tis...

at least wk gg to be interesting once more

it has been kinda quiet since welfare & gang left.

plans comin up...

duno if it'll be ON anot.

we shall see...

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D.R.E.A.M.S.

life been hectic since e start of e month...

dinners after dinners

movies after movies

i nd lots time...

my room is in a terrible mess!

:(

caught prom night w GE ppl on mon nite.

well, e movie was reali a budget thriller.

can be better.

bt can entertain for a while la.

hahah!

all e dreams have been gettin to me...

experience a sense of deja vu on fri's dinner.

i swore tt particular scene was familiar.

mayb nt e company but e food & e ambience.

exactly e same.

yday was an eventful one.

in jus a mere 6hrs,

i experience alot of feelings.

fallin sick... gg into own world... memory loss...

love & concern fr family & frens...

ppl tellin u how u've missed out e few impt events in their lives cos u go into yr own world.

all i can say tt it isnt easy.

...heard tis yday which i found to be quite meaningful...

"In the end, you'll be okay. If you are not, it means that it's not the end yet."

~think about it...

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Derrick's Back

oh! he's finally back~

...shall look fwd to it...

...我迟疑了,真的不知道应该这么写起...

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well...tis wk is reali an exciting wk...

a wk tt's full of ups & downs...

new experience new knowledge

experience :) & :( everyday.

dinner was a brand new experience today

felt so outta place bt yet it's stil nt tt bad.

contradicting.

muahaha!

discover a great new hangout place.

haha.okok. mayb it's jus me who duno tis place.

it's comfy & yet e scenery is great.

shall drop by dere soon again!!!

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500th post---21st bday

~tis is my 500th post on blogger~

will try to kp it as short as possible

wana start off w a BIG THANK YOU to u ppl out dere.

u guys noe who u r...

those who reali put in lots of efforts to make my day more memorable

n cheer me up w all e personal msgs tt i've received.

e party was held 10days ago

& thanks ppl for turnin up.

wana say thanks to shan,pui,mic,hh,zz & ed for checkin into e chalet for me

& helpin me to decor e place.

mayb u guys may nt be readin tis

but i'm reali thankful for everything.

of cos, i muz thank sharon,tsai,yilin & yx

for makin my wish cum true.

e 3 items on e wishlist tt i tot wldnt cum true act came true!

esp e DRUMSET

21yrs on EARTH n tt was e 1st time i received gifts fr TOYS R US.

(cos my parents dn like buy toys 4 us!)

thanks 4 e special gifts u guys have got for me!

i duno wat else can i say

bt i'm reali thankful for all e stuffs.

jus wana apologise to sharon,dil,cla,yulin etc.

sorry for nt bein able to wait for u guys b4 cake cuttin.

hope u guys understand...

well, yday wasnt reali a perfect day.

reached office onli to receive bad news

thou it doesnt affect me tt much,

it stil took away e smile fr my face for e whole mornin.

& time passed reali slowly since den...

tings began to brighten up aft i left office.

dinner was nice & i enjoyed e company.

been a long time since this happened.

thanks for e food & for lettin me win

:P

thanks to shan,pui,hh,sx,,sh,tl & zz + cookie.

i'm so sorry tt i couldnt 'pretend' to b reali surprised.

bt all i can say is tt

ali appreciate all yr efforts & e time spent.

i reali enjoyed my brightly lighted rm!!!

my mood reali chge for e better.

THANKS!!!

是因为已不是小孩了吗?

那晚回家的路途真的好难熬

沉重的心,压着的石头几乎让我窒息

许多问号一直浮现在我脑海而我却毫无答案

真的不喜欢这种感觉

:(

不想多说

只是有点失望,失落

只希望一切又会恢复原状

last foto to end off e surprise

:P

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改变

不一样就是不一样

怎么解释或辩护也不会变

该来的总是避不过

只能看你如何面对

was chattin w one of my younger cousins...

sumhow e chat w her made me realise tt e ppl ard me are all growin up...

no longer e innocent n gullible children...

FORCED TO GROW UP

FORCED TO CHANGE

wat nice words to describe e kinda world we r living in...

一切完美

这世界上到底有什么是一切完美的...

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~bz wk~

...bz bz week...

dun ask me y bt tis wk seems to pass too quickly

& i reached home everyday dozin off while watchin tv/psp-ing.

started workin @ 6.30am on wed & bot breakfast for everyone

had lunch w boss @ geylang area

tis was e 2nd time i went tt area w boss

& he tried to show us e 'red light district' by drivin into almost all e even no. lanes.

jus to let all of us 'c e world'.

well, boss is a nice person actually.

too nice tt stm he can be seen as eccentric

bt fr wat i've learnt, eccentric ppl r usually successful!

(i'm nt sayin u muz b eccentric to b successful thou.)

oso, he can b too casual tt we duno wen he's speakin e truth/joking.

free rides to/fro work at times

free meals & snacks.

i'm growin fat.

w jus sittin down & no exercises.

it's such a pity tt i missed out e highlight of an ofc politic on wed.

i was bz doin my wk in e room & totally ignorant abt e commotion outside.

heng yilin was outside & she updated us.

atmosphere in ofc turned tensed aft tt.

moral of e story is "Dn mess ard w old man!"

wk been funny w i/c's lame jokes & w/o e presence of sum ppl.

i like to b left alone at times & nt feel lonely.

i dn like e constant chatterin & realise wat's lackin ard dere.

nxt friday is e test on M5.

pls let me pass successfully!

:P

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~wishlist~

okok... i tink i shan't be mean & try to come up with sum wish list...

hmmmm....

i wan to get....

1) a new camera

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2) a bag + wallet

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3) a portable hard disk

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4) vouchers fr mph, kino?

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5) a nintendo DS

(haha! thou i jus bot a psp...i dn mind another DS. lol! bt i'll be so bz playin w em if i reali get it! muahaha!)

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6) shades?

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7) more clothes???

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8) nice chio belt

sum "out of e world" items which i alw wanted to get bt i duno how to play & duno where to put at home...

guitar + keyboard + drum set!

muahaha!

crazy hor? duno how to play stil wana get em.

haha...actually watever i receive i'll be happy la...

bt can i jus request to have a personal msg fr all of u???

i tink tt'll be one of e most meaningful presents.

a msg fr each n everyone of u...

thanks peeps!

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bz wkend!

it has been a reali packed wkend!!!

wanted to try to catch sum slp which ive been lackin

but i've failed

was called to Q up for my boss on sat tog w all my other colleagues

e earlier batch of colleagues went down at 7.30am.

yes u read correctly. it's 7.30am!

we were slightly luckier as we din had2go down so early.

bt stil, our sat was wasted queueing up.

den e few of us went to waraku to cheer ourselves up.

expensive method to do so.

saw e super gd PSP deal & decided to inform pong,sh & yx abt it

since all of us wana buy.

so early tis mornin, after orderin my cake...

me & soonhui met up w pong 2 get his b4 i got mine

woo!!!

i finally got my mint green psp!!!

my first bday present for myself!

wahahah!

aft tt rush to IMM to do sum shoppin

b4 comin hm 2 prepare for tonite's dinner.

ahma's bday.

it was a quiet one tis yr bt stil,

hope she enjoyed herself!

:P

peng!!!

dil heng was e one who convinced me to buy psp

& jus while i was typin tis entry she replied...

"y din u get ds lite?"

DIL!!!!

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...时间...

...时间...

到底是帮助我们看轻自己, 看轻对方还是考验你我之间的关系?

是时间让我们了解彼此, 还是推远了我们之间的距离?

你我之间的关系是因为时间的

了解而分离

或是

因了解而在一起???

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been reali bz...

bz w parties...bz tryin not to slack at wk

slackin at wk can be reali tiring.

i'm nt tryin to b sacarstic but i'm serious.

it's tiring wen u r doin nuttin.

i tot i could rest for 3weekdays b4 startin wk on 1st July.

bt i was wrong.

i started wk immediately aft interview on thu

wen wed was my last day @ MapleTree

left early to mit sharon & tsai..

tis wkend was as slp-deprived as e previous one!

din slp at all on sat nite!!!

was q.surprised tt sun i stil could go out4dinner,onlin & watch tv.

bt it was a fun wkend la!

met up w alot of schmates whom i seldom/din tok to in nh days.

bt we had fun tog la

sumhow, we'r all linked tog.

yep!

all thanks to yilin & zz for their invitation!

travellin to e east to wk everyday is tiring.

bt kinda used to travellin n e environment is not tt bad.

familiar faces at wk who used to be not so familiar.

jus hope everything's gg as smoothly as wat i hope to be!

wat a messy post tis is!

muahaha!

too tired to organise my tots...

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