Friday, November 07, 2008
had e shock of my life last nite...
was sending my last sms for e nite b4 i turned in wen i suddenly hear a loud noise fr living rm.
i jumped out of bed immediately (recallin e prev. exp i had wen ahma came)
i couldnt find my dad on e mattress...
(he was slpin outside cos he was coughin badly & din wan disturb mom)
tot he went toilet bt as i turned, i found him lyin on e floor!
my heart started thumpin v.quickly.
went up to him & wake him up.
he was stil askin me wat's up.
i din noe wat to say bt i jus started luffin.
yep. to cover up e worried tone in me.
wanted to help him up bt tot mayb shld let him lie down for awhile.
i guess dizziness sets in as he tried to sit up.
totally understand hw he felt tru my own experience
*bitter smiles*
he couldnt rem wat happened or how he fell
bt onli rem tt he had tripped & his foot was in great pain.
after sittin awhile & he kp reassurin us tt he's ok, he tried to go to e washroom again.
once more, his legs jellied & i saw hw he act. 'collapsed'
second time. my heart sinks.
mom quickly rushed over 2 him & supported him while i rushed 2 my room to get ointment.
got my bro outta room to help.
mom & bro tried to support dad & bring him out to living rm.
but e act of gravity on him is jus too great for them to handle.
dey slowly let him sit on e floor b4 i apply ointment on all e nec. areas.
den he began to regain more consciousness.
we calmed down a lil after seeing sum colors returned to his face.
nv see dad so weak n colorless b4...
bt i'm glad he's feeling better now...
except for e bruises on his knee he obtained from his fall.
hope he's reali feeling better now...
don like to witness this kinda situations.
esp wen dey r ppl u noe.
could onli help em tt much & feel helpless at e same time.
so ppl, pls take great care of yrself k?
drink lots water, exercise regularly if possible & watch yr diet.
oso, alw show yr concern for e ppl ard u...
ppl u love...ppl u care for...
don wait till it's too late k?
so ppl i care for, pls take great care of yrself k?
if u still havin headache, pls consult doc...ok? & dn anyhw imagine tings...
if u feeling stressed over e exams, take a break fr e books. relax awhile b4 con'ting.
n u...coughing non-stop for so long, pls take lots care k?
n see another better doc...
so ppl, pls pls take great care k?
don let me or e ppl ard u worry...
i don wan to handle more scares!!!
~!smiles!~
~*hugs*~
yep. shall go rest soon.
was plannin to slp early cos i was havin slight headache...
in e end i slept late again & din slp well...
woke up w terrible headache tis mornin...
wat a bad start of e day...
gg for buffet w chewy,gladys n huishi later...
hopefully e day'll end well!
:P
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
sinful day!
yday was a complete failure day to get all e gifts as decided... but it was a completely sinful day!!! couldnt imagine how much food we ate. imagine KFC @ 4pm, chocs from candy empire + 2pieces of cakes + fresh milk from coffee bean! omg! i'm sorta glad tt my dad tot i wasnt comin back 4dinner & finish all e food b4 i came hm. phew! so i skipped dinner last nite! other than not bein able to get e gifts, e onli other ting is not being able to eat waffle...cos yday is 'half price waffle day!' muahaha! jus kiddin. i tink w/o waffle, it's alr sinful enuff! muahaha!
oh yes! yday was a great day! cos it's tuesday! :P n i ran into an ex-colleague of mine...
it's how funny fate is. we were still fwd-ing msg to each other tt day & i was re-reading e notes we exchanged @ wk tt time. & yday we ran into each other on train!
muahaha!
she reminded me of wat i used to hope tt i'd do...
she's reali v.hardworking...
i reali hope tt i'll be like her...
my "idol"!
woohoo!~!
我舍不得 - 何维健
我舍不得 - 何维健
like tis song of his.... hope tt he'll succeed in tw! :P
today's wednesday le...finally :P another wk will be gone soon...
...等待也是一种考验...
Sunday, November 02, 2008
just completed xue jing chu geng...
e show's nice! e ending wld b more perfect if a-dam remains in e show.
hai... she's reali v.pretty!!!
bt din had a v.perfect ending in e show.
if onli....
yep. tis is all humans' err.
if onli...
if onli we noe wat will happen, there wun be so many if onlis...
met up w e usual ppl to play bball for a while.
but duno y...was reali tired yday...
while tokin/listenin to em, i could jus space out suddenly.
haha. ended up being so slow...
muahaha!
oh ya! was sms-ing shan yday & we were tokin abt e past (once again!)
cos i was packin my room wen i re-read sum of e letters tt i've exchanged w ppl.
lots memories...fond & sad...
but all of em jus meant one fact...
'we've gone tru so much tog'
so cliche rite?
but yep. it's kinda true.
so shan suggested tt we shld mit up a day to celeb tt we're still in contact.
muahaha! yep. a celebration.
so...we shld call tis day 'i'm glad we're still in contact' day!
:P
shan, have u tot of a shorter name for tis day & chosen an auspicious day?
muahaha!
yep. if my past consist of u, YOU n U...
i hope tt my future consist of u too...
if my past did not involve u...
i hope tt it's not too late & my future'll involves u...
:P
if my past incl u who make my life miserable...
i hope tt we can resolve everything & not make our lives difficult.
yep! wun tt be a wonderful ting??
tml's e start of a brand new wk once again
monday bluezzz...
few more assignments tt have to be done.
bt lazy to start w all e readings.
haiz...
feel like gg back to slp...fallen in love w my bed once again.
e sleepy piggy nature is in power once more.
helps!!!
where's my helper????
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
HSM3
been ages since i reali touched bball... thou wasnt reali tt gd n nt many ppl could join us... still enjoy shooting sum hoops...haha! at least i won twice in bullets! muahaha! oops! hee!
e past wkend had been great... managed to catch HSM3! :) but i guess i still prefer HSM2... e songs r much nicer... watever it's...i still like e series! looking forward to 're-watch' e whole series again soon!!! it's certainly true tt it's hard to make decisions...esp wen u r standing in e middle of e junction...watever route shld u take??? discard e past & embrace e future? or let yr past join in yr future? or...a mixture of both?
oh ya! they copy SA's slogan!!! "Once a wildcat, always a wildcat..." Wildcats!!! haha!
hai...i cant stand all e darkness ard me! don wan e whole area to b surrounded by darkness! pls don let em enter anymore! spore's flooded!!! yep. went out for a lil' while yday n tis was wat i saw... total darkness. oh! e waffles dipped in choc is kinda nice! e whole stall looks outta place bt it's quite nice! can go back n try other products of theirs soon. :P
shall take my time to finish e puffs & chocs... my study mate for e upcoming weeks... yep! time to hit e books & take my mind off everything... yep!
can hotshots b uploaded quickly??? i cant wait to see e whole serial!! hai... mayb i shld con't w my xue jing chu geng first.... oops! did sum1 jus mention it's time to hit e books??? where's my discipline??? muahaha!
counting down......
e past wkend had been great... managed to catch HSM3! :) but i guess i still prefer HSM2... e songs r much nicer... watever it's...i still like e series! looking forward to 're-watch' e whole series again soon!!! it's certainly true tt it's hard to make decisions...esp wen u r standing in e middle of e junction...watever route shld u take??? discard e past & embrace e future? or let yr past join in yr future? or...a mixture of both?
oh ya! they copy SA's slogan!!! "Once a wildcat, always a wildcat..." Wildcats!!! haha!
hai...i cant stand all e darkness ard me! don wan e whole area to b surrounded by darkness! pls don let em enter anymore! spore's flooded!!! yep. went out for a lil' while yday n tis was wat i saw... total darkness. oh! e waffles dipped in choc is kinda nice! e whole stall looks outta place bt it's quite nice! can go back n try other products of theirs soon. :P
shall take my time to finish e puffs & chocs... my study mate for e upcoming weeks... yep! time to hit e books & take my mind off everything... yep!
can hotshots b uploaded quickly??? i cant wait to see e whole serial!! hai... mayb i shld con't w my xue jing chu geng first.... oops! did sum1 jus mention it's time to hit e books??? where's my discipline??? muahaha!
counting down......
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
W.A.I.T.I.N.G.
met up with dear clara yday...for our super late lunch cum dinner. well well well... ate at DING TAI FENG @ RC. i guess i shldnt mit up with this scary girl too much. she jus enjoy helping me to get more n MORE food! my plate was never empty for less than 3mins. ended up i was so so so FULL!!! thanks alot ah gal... anw it was nice catching up w her...toking abt all e silly moments in e past. it is so funny lo! not forgettin e malu-ating mistake i made! haiz~ becoming more n more blur... thanks ah!!! :P Gal, u muz take care of yrself k? con't to update me... hope tt everyting will be fine for u soon. enjoy yr trip!!!
finally had a dream tt's not scary... :)
at least there's no cryings or partings or scoldings... yep!
finally noe how e reason behind e apology... haha...
等待的感觉真不好受...没有人会喜欢这种感觉...
不管是什么事,让我们大家一起加油吧!
:P
Monday, October 20, 2008
Random
从小到大都是跟着别人的脚步, 小时候父母常在耳边说道
"girl ah...要好好读书,拿好成绩..." , "girl ah...别太晚回家...", "girl ah...交朋友要小心..."
长大了一点... "嗨! 我要去这里,陪我好吗?", "一起去这个吧, 好像很好玩"
是的, 我想这是大多数GenY人类所面对的问题吧, 失去了自己的主见, 让他人摆布, 跟随他人的想法
有人说这是随和,容易和他人打成一片.
但真是如此吗?
还是已经失去了自己,忘了自己到底要的是什么?
已经失去了自我判断能力, 什么是对,什么是错,
都是跟随着这社会所认为是对的,是准确的.
自我---现在它的定义到底是什么?
it's reali such coincidental tt those songs alw play at such an accurate time...
ok. perhaps it's reali so coincidental.
but it's more than once. so how do u explain tt?
:P
ESAP is reali quite an interesting module. not sure whether i'll score in it but i'm sure i enjoy those lessons.
元大鹰跟洁儿一模一样! 是个大傻瓜
两个大傻瓜...
付出了那么多,他们结局会是怎样呢?
apologies for such a disorganized n random post.
anw, i tink there's sth wrong w my hp. so in e case whereby i din reply wen i ought to & will reply, it probably means tt i din receive yr sms. please let me noe again k?
more apologies!
more apologies!
:(
Saturday, October 18, 2008
20th century boys + day out!
yday's was 215's last episode...
i bet it was another teary episode.
first caught it wen i was on e bus.
yep. it wasnt reali a great place to listen n display yr emotions.
at least it's e most 'perfect' ending tt e story could possibly had.
but well, nuttin's perfect in tis world anw.
muahaha!
yep. yday was kinda a quality day spent.
tuition, lesson, some time 4 myself to watch 'Hotshots', movie w frens
n caught up w dil for a lil' while via sms.
yes. happy happy me!
please let tis stay for as long as possible!
:P
anw, e movie's kinda nice thou confusing & unbelievable at times.
how could u possibly build such a gigantic robots w/o arousin any attention?
perhaps tt's e power of "Friends"
lol~
shuxian's leaving from 2nd feb to 28th june...
so long.........hais....
dn feel gd abt ppl ard me leaving spore for a long time.
cos it'll b even harder to contact...
bt guess, stm it's inevitable... :(
gal, u muz take real gd care of yrself & ctc us oftenly k?
mit up more often b4 u fly hor!
oh! don surprise us w an angmoh wen u return.
must tell us first k?
:)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
HSM3
finally it's here...
(click on it for official website)
been waiting since i watch e first 2...
despite the 'unglam' news...well, it's their privacy...
why bother abt em if e musical is nice?
tt's more impt isn't it?
cant wait!
:P
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
dream or reality?
我对我自己在梦里的反应感到十分惊讶
整个人好像疯了
只是一个恶梦, 为什么那么逼真?
而影响力又那么大?
梦里的人也是那几个熟悉的面孔
让我的失望却是那么的真实
也那么的恐怖
当我梦醒,回想时...
我哭了.
别问我为什么,我也不知道
一直哭, 怎样也停不了.
就仿佛发生了很重大的事
怎么克制,还是继续哭...
冷静下了, 扭开收音机等待 "215的约定"
这一集的剧情非常感人
我的眼泪不由自主的流下
跟着故事里的主角一起难过
这次的罐头剧场真的很不错
非常动人!
一个早上就这样了...
好累喔!
幸亏今天没课...
好好休息吧!
:)
Jerry Yan's 我会很爱你 melody is so catchy & gives ppl e sweet sweet feeling.
a nice new song by him... "Hotshots" nice too!
totally into the show. woohoo!
~thanks alot for being dere~
:P
start of 5th wk!
till now, e wk has been gg smoothly...met up w cousin, her fren + bro's fren on mon to hav lunch @ NP...den we proceed to JP's arcade for a gaming session.haha. no la..jus playin e bball n daytona.cant even rem when was e last time i went arcade.sx + pui alw say wana go bt alw end up din go.muahaha.anw, play bball till my arms were so tired.tired till i couldnt even lift up my arms.imagine e no. of times we play.muahaha!but i reali had fun.thou we are not v.close, it's jus a trip to REALLY have fun n nothing else.no deeper meanings...no nd to worry tis n tt... i guess we shld do tis more often! :P
yday yx came over to lunch w us at SIM. yep. for e seafood pasta. den we went over to bt timah to buy her fave durian puffs. catch up w her for a lil' bit. she ah... still e same. muahaha. hua chi & blur... but yep... ppl alw say... "傻人有傻福" i guess there's alw some truths in such sentences! :P
till now tis few days have been gg quite well...can it remain tis way??? it's time for catchin up...
clara...lunch soon rite? :P cya soon!
anw, jus wana say thanks to sharon n shan. for sms-ing to send yr regards... don worry k? everything's settled & okay already. reali glad to receive yr sms. well, i guess, no matter wat kinda situation u r in, a sms... or a greeting from someone who u noe & cherish will alw lift up yr moods... thanks alot darlings!~
Sunday, October 12, 2008
well, it turned out that a supposedly peaceful wkend isnt so peaceful afterall...
received a piece of news which was a bit too sudden for me to handle.
wanted to try to share but was too messed up
need some time to sort out everything..
sorry if i messed up everything.
if i din handle it correctly
give me time to sort out first
~如果都不知道如何告诉自己,又要如何对你说?~
in need of ur understanding
but i'm still sorry.
but pls noe tt u aint taken for granted.
not at all.
Friday, October 10, 2008
F.O.C.U.S.
losing the momentum to blog once again...
lots of tings...bt duno wat or how to write...
mental block~
weeks have been passing too quickly yet too slowly at e same time.
missing alot of tings tt happened...
e ppl ard...
losing the energy to follow up.
tink i'm fallin in love w my bed once again.
e temptation to stay on it is far too much.
muahaha!
ok. i'm gettin lazy perhaps.
f.o.c.u.s.
is e word tt i need.
is it better to have a smooth sailing life or one with a few setbacks in b/w?
think about it...
tml is saturday!
weekend is here again.
a short break from everything
a time to catch up on everything
love weekends!
:P
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
<<转机>> 潘玮柏
<<转机>> 潘玮柏
转机歌词凌晨的飞机 随歌忐忑飞行
从相机里面正视着回忆 背景是层影
我哪里都不想擦去 到哪里痛楚计算清
怕遗憾拖远 易碎的情绪我收听
想你在一起 我却身不由己
你每次伤心 我每次缺席遥远的距离
我以为我们的爱情 誓言里还会有转机
没想到陌生机场 写下结局 各自的转机
我放不过我自己 转一圈回到了原地
眼泪是一种提醒 我很爱你
让一切归零 我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹 人群中我正逃离
我抱着你 我们的爱情 还未完待续 (我放不过我自己)
转一圈回到了原地 眼泪是一种提醒
我很爱你 让一切归零
我放不过我自己 仍相信爱会有奇迹
寻找我们的转机 我抱着你
我们的爱情 还未完待续(我放不过我自己)
眼泪是一种提醒 让我们一起回忆
我们的爱情 我放不过我自己
眼泪是一种提醒
我们的 我们的 我们的爱爱爱爱
...another nice slow song by wilber pan... see e lyrics...feel for it...
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Pong's party @ Double O
as many of us noe...
fri was pong's ever-ground shaking, gonna-rock-the-house-down birthday party
yep. as self-proclaimed by e bday boy.
drank lots & witnessed how e drunk bday boy behaved.
bt yep. it was quite a wonderful party!
hope that e bday boy had enjoyed himself!
muahaha!
:)
well...act it's not a bad ting to drink once in a while...
yep. just let go off everything & jus enjoy e drink.
enjoy e after-effects of alcohol...
yep... the 'highness' tt all of us would enjoy.
yep!
a great nite of experience & fun!
:P
...Just 2 group fotos here...
(lazy to post so many here!)
