tis wkend has been a reali mood-swinging one...
one moment i'm feelin happy, one moment i'm feelin irritated & angry...
one moment i'm feelin super down n one moment i'm feelin super upset...
happy till i feel tt i'm like on e top of e world...
irritated & angry till i don feel like tokin & felt so wei qu...
super down till a nt vsad song can easily bring tears to my eyes...
upset till i feel i haven cherish everyone ard me enuf & my anger is gone.

dn worry. rite now i'm fine. jus a bit overwhelmed by e news.
yep. was act. v.angry w my bro due to his refusal to help.
made me unable to go...
n wat was he so bz with? slpin at home.
irritating..so irritating tt i promise tt i'll stay angry w him for quite a while...
bt as i overheard his conversation w his frens+teacher jus now...
e anger in me jus disappear...
wat replaced it was sorrow & feeling of loss.

althou i duno his fren well, i've seen him enuf times
for me to rem how he looks like & wat's his name...
althou i duno e exact situation or wt happen to him...
i still feel upset for his sudden departure...
afterall, he's still so young...
i reali wonder wat happened to him...
nw i feel bad for bein mean to my bro jus nw...
althou all i did was jus ignore his presence n show my unhappiness...
i still feel bad...

life's reali unpredictable...
suddenly i'm so worried n scared...
i dn wish to see tis happening ard us at all...
i don wan...
i'm scared tt sum1 i love mite jus leave me...
i dn like tis kinda feeling...
tis isn't e 1st time i received such a sudden news on sum1's departure...
still rem tt day i was still tokin to mom abt it...
abt how blurred e image of her face i had in my mind...
din expect to get such a piece of news again now...
u dn hav to be close to e person...
bt as long as u noe him or her...
it's enuff to set u tinkin n affect yr mood....

how i wish i can tell u hw i feel...
bt i cant...cos tis isn't e rite time...
dn wana let tis b a burden to u...
pls take care & let e day come again soon...

to bro's fren...pls rest in peace wherever u are...althou u mite nt b readin tis...
& seriously hope tt bro & his frens wouldnt be too affected by his departure...