had quite a no. of dreams last nite. can 'see' how well is my slp quality for last nite... was still tinkin tt i'd b slpin v.well since it was rainin wen i hit e bed & i felt reali tired yday thou we din manage to study much. one of e dreams was quite nice. cos it was back to e old days tt we miss alot...e gd old days when nuttin has changed yet. yep. tt was e gd dream i had last nite. bt b4 that i was actually havin a not so gd dream. one tt i fear would come tru one day... pls don let tt ever happen in reality. nt even sth close to tt. yep.e little little bit of negativity is sinkin into me again... argh!!!!! tryin v.hard to fend off all those negative tots... as e years pass, i begin to understand myself more n more but as i do that, i oso begin to doubt myself more n more too... isn't it better to be a baby??? e age whereby all will dote on & yr feelin is e most clear cut. happy u smile, sad u cry, angry u show, hungry u eat, tired u sleep. unlike now... how often do one show her true feelings???please don let bad dreams come true...
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