First post in 2010!!

IT's 2010!!!


Haven been able to access to the intERnet since i'm working. onli access to intRAnet everyday. how interesting. day in day out...facing the com doin work via the email has effectively resulted in this syndrome "NO more STARING at PC after work". I guess that explains the lack of posts here. right?


looking back at 2009...hmmm...cant reali rem much. i think that 2009 passed really quickly. completed my last yr of degree prog, elementary level of jap, worked at 2 places before I started out on my perm job. of cos, it's oso a year filled with outings etc. that's what all our lives SHLD be filled with thou. BALANCED work life. work 5days, rest/play 2 days. HOW BALANCED -_- !!


worked @ MOE had been quite hectic. so much so tat my meals time are quite irregular. I recalled how bz sum peak periods were. and how bz i really got. recept plus collect money. was reali quite stressed as i don like to handle money. money tt are not mine. esp wen dey belongs to GOVT. haha! but i met nice ppl dere fortunately. nice colleagues. m glad tt i din had to handle cmplts dere thanks to them. den it was work @ Yuhua. jus a short stay of 2weeks n i gotten a feel of how CC act functions. not too bad an experience. i had my first panel interview too. it was really scary. it was such a long journey + e security dere + e atmosphere at the waiting area. saw my fellow comrades. haha! wen i walked in i was like "wth! so many women in uniforms! who shld i look at???" so i ended up with playin w my chair turning from left to right...right to left... tryin hard to hide my uneasiness...haha. following it will be all e anticipation & waiting. yep.


right now, i've officially taken over already. gotten so bz in the 1st wk of Jan. i act went back to office on a sat morning. oh well... HELLLPS!!! daren't see my planner act. it's filled with events. one after another. haiz. e onli gd ting is, they made time pass super fast! :) at times i seriously wonder....wonder how successful a leader i'm gg to be. i've nv imagine myself to be at this but ya. it jus happened. i mean...experience shld be a v.crucial factor in e effectiveness etc. personality too. it gets demoralizing wen all this sets in n i'm tryin hard to come to terms to wat i shld n wat i HAVE to do. if i chge suddenly, ll ppl say tt it's cos of e authority so i can ya ya alr? ppl who noe me well shld noe e ans. but can i reali chge as n wen i wan? i reali do wonder abt tis at times.....will i still be e me if i chge...even if it's jus a teeny weeny bit??? oh well...we shall see how it goes. dn feel like tokin so much abt it here.


other than work...it'll be social life ba... everything shld b considered as quite well... i'm really glad actually. esp the heart to heart talk w silly tt day. i duno y i couldn't control them but ya, sorry for being so...stupid. haha! nonetheless, it was reali a good session. i guess this kinda sessions bring ppl closer to each other... rite? :) been slightly more than a year....and i really do hope that e figure will jus keep increasing and increasing! :) (to ans lily: yes. i call my bf silly cos he's silly. haha! you call yr hubby or yr lil bf??? don confuse me leh! :P ) as for family wise...tings do seem to pick up a little. bro's waiting to be enlisted. so this yr, hse shld be quieter i suppose?? hopefully financially everything'll pick up too. don wan my dad to work so hard. 2009 ended well w 2 long wkends. xmas plus new yr eve. wahahaha! but tt oso means very tiring. cos we stayed up tru e nite. haha! not bad. hopefully in 2010, things'll be better and we'll be celebrating elsewhere!!! :)


2010

i hope that everything will stil go smoothly. as smooth as possible ah! of cos hope tt everyone ard me will be well too! :) hopefully, we'll manage to squeeze out at least an overseas trip? plus mayb a short trip to sumwhere near?? haha! my desire to go Bintan to just R&R is still very strong. Yep! hope tat silly's application will be successful!! I will still work hard in my career and hope that everything will be fine!!! :D Most importantly of cos....hope to stay healthy! Shall con't w this again..... :)