been too lazy to blog... wat can i say? past few daysSS have been kinda ok. if sian, it'll b due to all e muggin i muz do. gettin on my nerves & e weather isn't reali helpin. i tink e emo & 自闭 frens that hide inside a corner of me are makin their way out. i jus hope that e negativity don sets in too...totally enjoy e nite time wen it's so quiet n e whole space jus feels like it belongs to me onli. yep. no noise from e surroundings, texting, or conversations. jus e music comin from my player even thou i've to do sum muggin. don feel like steppin out of my comfort zone at times. sometimes i jus don understand...y some ppl can do tat n get away w it w/o all e bu-shuangness while i cant? cant i jus get tt little bit of right??? perhaps it's me tinkin too much again. watever. don wish to tink so much now. do as u deem fit. I just wan my own personal space & don wan ppl to intrude at times. oh well, don mind me. my mind's alw messed up durin tis period of time.

anw, on a lighter note...

attended shin's convocation last fri. e first convoc. i attended in my life. so shin, u shld be honored. n yep! tis greedy gal act. e first ting she called was to ask me to get her a big bear!! demanded me to travel all e way to Mustafa 2 get her e 'bear' that she wanted 10pm at nite! so much for bein a 'good fren' ah? :P bt ya, i've act prepared e bear le la. she's so greedy la. wan a BIG bear! haha! i tink tis is e biggest POOH i've ever bot. it's as big as my monitor! wahahaha! not that my monitor is tat big. bt stil, consider big enuf k? faster send me e fotos if you are reading tis! :P esp e one u took w my MM lecturer!! oops! no la! e fotos i took w YOU!!! k? :P Quick Quick!!

~e pooh bear which i got for her & i wanted so much to cuddle it to slp! wahahaha~

wkend was great. did sum quality muggin n yet had sum time for entertainment. crapped n luff so much till i was so tired at e end of e wkend. found out sum common traits. conclusion is we did reali stupid tings wen we are bored. thanks for everything.

:D

pls let all tis be over & done with ASAP!!!

anw, if given a choice, would u wan to go back to e past again?