Jan goes....Feb comes..

In a blinking of an eye... yes! this phrase was so commonly used in pri sch composition. it really happened this month. Cant believe January zoom past so so so quickly!!! January is a crazy month. Thinking back, I don really noe what happened in Jan too. Only noe my whole schedule was packed w mtgs after mtgs, events aft events. I'm glad all the events turned out well. First event gave me the opportunity to speak to Perm Sec of PSD, our own event gave me the chance to speak to our Cmdr again (alw felt better after tokin to him), last event i was arrowed to receive the award for our division from Acting CP. My hands were icy cold when i shook hands with him. After this, attended an auditing course which lasted for 3 days. skipped the 2nd half for e first 2 days. muahaha! 1st time was for my division visit to RWS (Resort World Sentosa!)!! woo!! visited the casino, Universal Studio and the security rooms. Took some shots too! but cant post unless i'm itching for a lawsuit. which is DEFINITELY NOT the case. hahaha! I think USS is gg to be a real hit. hope can go visit wen it officially opens to public! My daring colleagues tried one ride too. Admire their courage! haha! mayb nxt time den i try. wanted to try another ride but eventually, we couldnt due to some reasons. would wana try out tt ride!!! :) Casino was a great experience. thou dey haven started operating, took a few walks and went to the 'high' cls area which i doubt i'll ever get to visit based on the criteria. haahaa! my last day of audit course was conducted at PCG. woo! i love that place man! thou very inaccessible, their offices are facing the sea!! it's such a great scenery lo!! *jealous*

feb started off quite well..other than the last min risk mgmt course which i had to attend on 1st. wasted my day and i act went back to office to clear mails till 8pm!! imagine how tired i'm by the time i reach home. hahah! but...e next day went great! which is yday actually. yes! I CLEARED MY DRIVING!!! woohoo!!! haha! but that oso mean, I duno when will be the nxt time i will drive again. haha!! hope i'll be able to support one soon... *daydreaming......* anw, THANKS TO ALL WHO WISH ME!!! :) and of cos special thanks to silly who took leave and went down to support! muahaha!! :P just finished e 1st day of my Public Service Course today. ran into sum1 familiar. lol. tml will be e final day. Hope it'll be better. But I'm very glad the food is good there!! 1st ting to look fwd to wen i reach is tea, followed by lunch den tea again! woots!

tt's all for now....shall upload some fotos nxt time... :)

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First post in 2010!!

IT's 2010!!!


Haven been able to access to the intERnet since i'm working. onli access to intRAnet everyday. how interesting. day in day out...facing the com doin work via the email has effectively resulted in this syndrome "NO more STARING at PC after work". I guess that explains the lack of posts here. right?


looking back at 2009...hmmm...cant reali rem much. i think that 2009 passed really quickly. completed my last yr of degree prog, elementary level of jap, worked at 2 places before I started out on my perm job. of cos, it's oso a year filled with outings etc. that's what all our lives SHLD be filled with thou. BALANCED work life. work 5days, rest/play 2 days. HOW BALANCED -_- !!


worked @ MOE had been quite hectic. so much so tat my meals time are quite irregular. I recalled how bz sum peak periods were. and how bz i really got. recept plus collect money. was reali quite stressed as i don like to handle money. money tt are not mine. esp wen dey belongs to GOVT. haha! but i met nice ppl dere fortunately. nice colleagues. m glad tt i din had to handle cmplts dere thanks to them. den it was work @ Yuhua. jus a short stay of 2weeks n i gotten a feel of how CC act functions. not too bad an experience. i had my first panel interview too. it was really scary. it was such a long journey + e security dere + e atmosphere at the waiting area. saw my fellow comrades. haha! wen i walked in i was like "wth! so many women in uniforms! who shld i look at???" so i ended up with playin w my chair turning from left to right...right to left... tryin hard to hide my uneasiness...haha. following it will be all e anticipation & waiting. yep.


right now, i've officially taken over already. gotten so bz in the 1st wk of Jan. i act went back to office on a sat morning. oh well... HELLLPS!!! daren't see my planner act. it's filled with events. one after another. haiz. e onli gd ting is, they made time pass super fast! :) at times i seriously wonder....wonder how successful a leader i'm gg to be. i've nv imagine myself to be at this but ya. it jus happened. i mean...experience shld be a v.crucial factor in e effectiveness etc. personality too. it gets demoralizing wen all this sets in n i'm tryin hard to come to terms to wat i shld n wat i HAVE to do. if i chge suddenly, ll ppl say tt it's cos of e authority so i can ya ya alr? ppl who noe me well shld noe e ans. but can i reali chge as n wen i wan? i reali do wonder abt tis at times.....will i still be e me if i chge...even if it's jus a teeny weeny bit??? oh well...we shall see how it goes. dn feel like tokin so much abt it here.


other than work...it'll be social life ba... everything shld b considered as quite well... i'm really glad actually. esp the heart to heart talk w silly tt day. i duno y i couldn't control them but ya, sorry for being so...stupid. haha! nonetheless, it was reali a good session. i guess this kinda sessions bring ppl closer to each other... rite? :) been slightly more than a year....and i really do hope that e figure will jus keep increasing and increasing! :) (to ans lily: yes. i call my bf silly cos he's silly. haha! you call yr hubby or yr lil bf??? don confuse me leh! :P ) as for family wise...tings do seem to pick up a little. bro's waiting to be enlisted. so this yr, hse shld be quieter i suppose?? hopefully financially everything'll pick up too. don wan my dad to work so hard. 2009 ended well w 2 long wkends. xmas plus new yr eve. wahahaha! but tt oso means very tiring. cos we stayed up tru e nite. haha! not bad. hopefully in 2010, things'll be better and we'll be celebrating elsewhere!!! :)


2010

i hope that everything will stil go smoothly. as smooth as possible ah! of cos hope tt everyone ard me will be well too! :) hopefully, we'll manage to squeeze out at least an overseas trip? plus mayb a short trip to sumwhere near?? haha! my desire to go Bintan to just R&R is still very strong. Yep! hope tat silly's application will be successful!! I will still work hard in my career and hope that everything will be fine!!! :D Most importantly of cos....hope to stay healthy! Shall con't w this again..... :)

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the year is coming to an end already...tis year sure pass superbly fast... lookin fwd to e upcomin short wks @ work. after tt, i'll be 'alone' le. no more upperstudy to fall back on. wonder wat will happen... n worse thing is, e most experienced regular got into a mini yet serious accident and wun be comin to wk. oh great man! :(  haiz. sian! tis wk been filled w mtgs & had my first xmas celeb w e division too. n i gotten a thumbdrive for myself. wuahahah! it's been quite long since e last time i had a 'gift exchange' session....
was 'shot' badly on fri. by a mistake which wasn't committed by myself. but i do nd to play a bit of part in. haiz...shldn't be so trusting in future. but isn't it harder to work if there's no trust in e ppl u ask to do work? oh well...shall see how it goes...

it can be a simple msg...it can be an email...

it mayb be silent...

silent killer...

it just hurt you w/o you knowing...

e power of invisibility...

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celebs + FUN!!!

tis weekend been hectic. bottom line of e story is : I tink e workout is wasted!!! yep! met up w e peeps to play badminton for 2 hours on sat! althou i'm achin today (i hope tt means i did exercised yday), i ate sushi rite after e game yday, plus chips & peanuts for movie, LJS for dinner, today ramen + sushi for lunch, choc cake for tea + stingray,sotong+kangkong for dinner! omg!!! haha! but i had fun tis 2 days...or shld i say 2.5days (starting from fri??) ??? :) yep! e wkend started off well on fri!! dinner + daytona + mac. (omg! did i say mac?? i tink more exercises needed!) n e past wk passed quite quickly with e packed meetings, lunches! went to st james dragonfly for e first time... with a whole bunch of guys... n it's for a lunch event. muahaha! so funny to go to a club in e day. kinda like e place dere. quite nice but i doubt i'll be gg dere anytime soon. cos i'm not allowed to go dere.. :(


anw, tis month is reali a month of celebs... lookin fwd to e nxt 2 public hols!!! :) just went for my uncle's son's (my cousin) full month's celeb n we were informed tt tis comin wk there'll be another one for my newborn niece n e followin wk my cousin's gettin married (which clashes w another bday party). horrible! hahaa! dec is a festive month filled with celebrations! muahaha! shall update again nxt time... tml gotta reach office by 8am. n lookin at e time now scares me. no more mood to blog properly...

...jus some fotos to end off e post...

cute cousin 'chen yang'

ah heow's celeb @ BMC!!

some shots taken @ WCP today! :)

p/s: shuxian, pls take care of yr leg k?

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This marks the end of the 1st week at tis current job. A brand new yet unfamiliar environment. Just wonder if i do possess e ability to handle all e issues... hopefully i'll be able to do a gd job...n face e need to maintain my upperstudy's achievements. one word -- STRESS!

Completed all e jap tests last week. as expected, it's horrible! esp e oral. wen i entered e room, my limbs were iced cold n my heart was pounding superbly fast! :S listenin to ppl speakin jap...i guess i need time to register e words b4 i noe wat dey are sayin! haha! so i guess it's highly possiblity tt i mite not b able to move on to e next level???

E past few weekends had been great...managed to spend sum time w sum ppl...played wii too...so fun e game...hopefully i'll have enuff $$ to buy one set soon. but everytime e tot of buyin sth...it reminds me of e debts i owed my mom. haiz. wen can i 'redeem' myself??? late nite movie with e guys...last min plan...but not bad...tt nite dinner was consider quite gd too.thou e 4 of us shared 2dishes which attracted e attention of e cashier etc. muaahaha! been so long since i stepped into town with e few of them. muahaha! oh ya... gotta say thanks to ah heow once again! for coachin my bro! thanks bro!! for yr patience n precious time!!

lookin forward to the upcoming short week...more fun!!! :D

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2012...

雨季又到了...虽然不喜欢炎热的太阳, 但也不希望下那么大的雨...

许多的情绪...感觉...想法...都不知不觉地被它影响...

蓝色的忧郁...懒惰的感觉随着大雨打进了我的心里...

看了不得 "2012"...听了老爸的'经历'...真的让我感到又好奇又害怕

世界末日近期来是个热门话题...

但是,它真的会来临吗??? 又会是几时呢??

常常听到人类有多聪明,多能干...有多大的本事...

但是就像电影里所显现的...

在面临危机时,人类是多么的无助的...

因为人类种种的需要, 种种的渴望...

我们对这自然界做出了一次又一次的'改头换面'

让人类一代又一代地生存下来...

台风...海啸...地震...瘟疫...

近年来...一次又一次的'袭击'...

是提醒人类不要太过分...还是对人类的'反抗'?

如果真的有那么一天...

你会怎么做呢???

真的不想想那么多...

大雨...就要开始不停地下...我的心..我的心...已经完全地失去方向...

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Been a month since i last blogged...e frequency of me using my own pc at home dropped drastically. imagine i can stand 2wks not touchin my com. muahaha! starin at com for work is already enuf for me. i onli felt like watchin tv, psp-ing & slp wen i'm home. no time to listen to radio too... shld be super outdated for new songs le. now that work has stopped...it's time to rest n rest n rest... e unusual weather's affecting my mood... feelin so lazy... tonite marks e last lesson of my jap cls tis year. whether or not to con't nxt yr shall depends on whether i pass e upcoming tests...oral+listening+written. scary! doubt i can make it act. but nevertheless, shall jus try my best!


Nxt mon will be e commencement of e new job...duno wat to expect...but at least i noe tt i've a 'teacher' to learn from b4 he/she leaves the place...seriously wonder how will it be and y did he/she choose to leave e place? Wat lies ahead in my career...wat shld i be expecting...i've no idea... let's just hope everything will go smoothly... shall explore as time comes...


Meanwhile, let's just enjoy the rest of my rest days at home... i nd to go get tings!!! but i'm broke. shucks!

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this is my 600th post n it has been a MONTH since i blogged!!! muahaha! this month been quite a month... my last 2 days at wk was quite smooth sailing despite the sudden floods of ppl comin at e same time. quite peaceful :) on my last day, ppl were askin if i feel v.happy cos it's my last day!! but duno why...this time round, i don reali feel much of e happiness tt i shld enjoy or e excitement tt i do not have to go back to that place anymore! weird rite? but i seriously don have tt kinda feeling at all :S wat does tt imply???

perhaps it's cos it's only a short 2months job with no much interaction w e ppl dere??

or isit cos as one grows older, alot of tings don matter as much as b4???

after going through so much...after experiencing so many changes ard us...

alot of tings have been learnt...alot of tings we've come to realise...

wat we cant hold in our hands, wat we cant keep, we can only let go...

let go...release yourself from all e unnecessary sorrows n problems...

if those are not for you to keep, y force yourself n end up losing those tt we shld keep?

even for those tt we once/currently possess & cherish...

who can guarantee how long they'll stay???

anw, enjoyed the various dinners at bugis with peeps who came n dined w us b4 our jap class.

esp e last two dinners. they were great! great catching ups!!! :D hope i can c them soon again!

some fotos to end off this 600th post!

when was e last time we mit?? & wen will be e nxt??

e day we went to take e river cruise...

e cosplay pic we took at GC'09. Silent Hill....shhhh...

e cycling trip!!!

tt's all for now! a brand new environment to be adapted tml...

*crossed fingers*

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让我好好爱你吧!!

came across this book in Kino last wk while waitin for pui & chewy...

found this passage that is quite meaningful...

or rather which i like ba. :P

although the last part i cant reali remember...

[[ 也许我是一个非常平凡的人,

但是如果可以自私一次,

拥有梦想...

我想爱你...

这天空中有数不清的星星...

有些一闪一闪地让人欣赏

有些却默默的挂在那天空

虽然我们知道它们的存在

但是我们无法全部都看见...

就像这个世界有几千亿人...

有多少人是我们这一生中都不会遇到的

但是我还是遇见了你...

这又代表什么呢??

就让我好好爱你吧!!! ]]

既然有缘遇到又不如好好地珍惜呢?

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been bz bz bz... last wk went to JB with my relatives... haha! quite an 'unique' trip act. esp wen we chartered 2 minibus to go tog! haha! total of 26! not for holiday...but to attend a dinner...not weddin dinner but 80th Birthday Dinner!! stunned ba? i din even noe i had relatives in msia n don rem seeing those peeps at all! muahaha! the dinner is reali a new experience. n we found out that not only sporeans travel in to attend, there are stil relatives of theirs who flew over from CHINA! :X super kua zhang! but the celeb is kinda touching... haha! with the children of the bday gal (my kim-po) and her grandchildren holding a carnation each & sayin 'i love you' after planting a kiss on her cheeks to her god-daughters dancing a song for her & her joining them in the dance of cha-cha! it's kinda nice act. just hope that the family is as happy as wat dey show! muahaha!

received a piece of good news tis wk n a piece of bad news... shan't say much abt the bad news. jus hope tt everything will be fine soon... as for the gd news, i realised that tsai is workin ard my work area! woohoo!!! but the sad ting is my contract by rite shld end tis month... so not much chance left to mit her le...nvm...shall wait patiently for nxt wkend (i tink!) n hope tt we'll 'bump' into each other soon! muahaha!

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i'm tired...i nd time to sleep...miss those days where i can sleep in...i miss those days where mom would come back from the market w my fav breakfast...yet i hope there'll be better reasons for me to wake up earlier soon...for me to miss my breakfast...wen will e break appear???

other than all these, i've nuttin to complain about...except tt i wish for to have more time...yep! my nights are so short now due to e not too nice job...i slp 8hrs daily...n onli end up comin home feeling tired all over again. haha! seems like a healthy lifestyle eh?? :P

Sci centre, BBQ, movies, makan trips are the onli events tt make my current life more 'colorful'. but wkend is forever soooo short!!! :( haiz... shant say much for now. time to prepare to slp once more!!!

~sum photos~

tis is funny!!!

tis is special! :D

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bday celeb

Been too bz to update...

too many tings to do...

too lil time tt i've in my hands to spare...

first ting first...

jus wana say a BIG THANK YOU!!!

to those who rem n bother to drop me a msg to wish me!

esp those who wish on e dot.

thanks thanks!

nxt...

another HUGE THANK YOU

to those who are involved in the more successful surprise tis yr.

(u guys noe wen not to get my mom involved le tis time rd. haha!)

& for e gifts.

thanks for all the efforts & e wonderful time spent.

:)

n of cos!

thank you!

silly silly...

for takin leave n plannin such an act!

which became a kinda funny joke.

hope it din get too ps!

muahaha!

n for bringing me to underwater world & dolphin lagoon!

thanks thanks!!

Yep! first time i went to those places as far as i can rem

haha!

~sum fotos~

(lazy to upload all...)

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quite a while since i blogged...

quite a no. of events took place n now i've sorta lost track of em...

caught 3movies for e past weeks

Transformers, 20th Century & Harry Potter.

Transformers is reali action packed n yet there's e bit of humor in it.

20th Century is a bit confusing cos kinda forgot wat happened in e 1st part.

Harry Potter...was a bit of disappointment due to e massive amt of details dey left out.

hais... jus hope tt e last...e very last of Harry Potter movie would b a blast!

a action-packed yet emotional one!

:)

& yep! i kinda enjoyed e spag tt day!

love spag!! :D

saw a group of ppl makin lots of noise in manhattan.

as we had our dinner dere...

we realised or shld we say guessed tt dey are act a group of frens catchin up w each other.

yep. e whole group add up to 10ppl i tink.

and dey are all tokin n luffin tog.

not in individual small grps or anything.

den it suddenly strucked us...

will dere be e same no. of ppl if we act hav such gatherings a few yrs later?

n how would e atmosphere be like??

tt's for all of us to find out i guess.

yep. i'm sure most of us understand tt in life,

ppl come and ppl go.

we cant live in e past...n we cant hang on to it too...

we cant predict e future but we can adapt ourselves.

wat lies ahead of all our futures?

wat lies ahead of all our relationships?? our lives??

we shall all see it as time comes.

bt i noe it...

there will definitely be some changes which i wld not wan to see...

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WORDS

...words should be the most powerful tool in this world...

words allow communication

words enable understanding

words of concern pull people closer

words of cautions bring people back to the right path

words of advice helps people to make wise decisions.

but what about the other way round???

depending on the way you used them...

they can lead to miscommunication, misunderstandings and conflicts.

and even breakdown of relationships and distrust amongst people.

especially in non-verbal communications.

alot of words yet toneless context might lead to more question marks.

in e environment we are living in, with all the la,leh,lo,ma,meh.

how do you differentiate words of advice from words of sacarsm?

words of concern from words of distrust?

words of simple meaning from words of frustration?

at times i'm confused too.

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short post

Classic sentence of the day

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"eh??? where is my hp huh? u wait huh...oh! i'm using it!"

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*stunned*

omg! tis is so funny! wat a nice way to wrap up my day with.

made me luff & luff & luff...

thanks!

shall hit e bed soon!

hopefully e nxt will be good.

n not fumbled up like today.

:)

last wk was cool...w all the events!!!

badminton,steamboat,mtg up w chng+lucas,nite safari.

sun was spent quietly at home b4 gg out w mom.

quality time.

:)

hopefully, e gst package can last me for a while more & i'll get a proper call soon!!!

~it's e many times of coincidences tt never fails to bring e smile...~

:)

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