Thursday, May 19, 2005

Surprised~~~~

Was reali surprised today… almost threw e letter away la… cos e design on e envelop wasn’t familiar n it seems to be like those kinda advertisment brochures… PHEW! It was a mail from LANBO!!! Reali surprised la… cos it has been a long time since he replied me le… anw, I’m sure most of u will wan to noe how he’s doin in LA ba… He’s stil e same old lanbo… w cursive handwriting… he’s learning driving now… yep! Tt’s about all tt he has said… sum of e stuffs cant mention here la… of cos… haha~


Anw, today met up w sharon, belinda n yilin… haha~ not bad siaz… quite fun la… but I was reali too tired to ‘contribute’ to e conversation… spent most of e time listening to Yilin tokin abt SUMONE… n sharon gg crazy over …. again… haha! ate @ Pizza Hut… actually got students’ price la… but none of us realised tt til we reached hm la… haha~ so funny… took lots photos today… quite fun siaz… tml takin class photo… hopefully, it’ll turn out nice la… yep! Meeting tsai they all on sat!!! yesh!!! It has been a long time… a REALI LONG time since e 5of us go out for dinner together le… hope everything’ll turn out fine!!!


Everyone out there: haha~ I’m ok la… duno la… jus feel down aft readin sum stuffs… haha~ it’s kinda funny la… it’s better to tok abt such stuffs in here ba… seems to me it’s harder to talk abt happy stuffs here… haha


Pong: Don worry… I’m fine de… k?yep! reali lookin fwd to JUNE HOLS! let's play badminton again!!!

DIL: u good! dao me...don reply my sms... heartbroken le... i've simple plan cd la.. haha~i like em too!

Shuxian: i din bluff u ah...wen u ask me, i'm fine already...don worry... haha~

Xiaozhu: sorry abt mon... nxt time k?yep! let's tok more again~

Shuhui: ya... i'm fine k? don worry~

Monday, May 16, 2005

*untitled*

~~~~where r they wen i needed em??? feelin so lost n confused... will i ever see e light tt will brighten up my path??? feeling suffocated... haha~ suddenly duno wat to blog abt... it has been a long time since i blog but *shrug* there's jus nuttin to blog abt... certain tings jus cant be mentioned here... haha~ ppl cum n go in life... certain ppl can jus suddenly MIA out of e sudden... wen sms gets lesser n lesser... meetings too... but i guess tt's life... don worry la...i'm not sad or wat...k? so shuxian,don worry... haha~ too many tings had happened... no longer feel sad abt such stuffs... even if haf, it shld be feelin e pity ba... haha~ i guess we reali nd to cherish e ppl ard us... sum ppl get together jus to survive e day... do they reali care for each other??? haha~ i reali wonder...how much do u care for e ppl ard u? how much do they care for u? wat's gg on w e ppl here?~~~

Me Against the World--- SIMPLEPLAN
nice song...reali speaks how we feel at times...

We're not gonna be just a part of their game
We're not gonna be just the victims
They're taking our dreams and they tear them apart

To everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got nowhere to run.
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world

It's me against the world
We won't let them change how we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove all their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them

I've got no place to go
I've got nowhere to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
It's me against the world
World….world…world…Me against the world
World….world…world…Its me against the world.(scream)

Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit out you insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you win.

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own

Me against the world
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own

I've gotta prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world

Monday, May 09, 2005

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Cherish!~~

It hurts to lose sumone whom u reali cherish a lot… it hurts wen u lose sumone whom u love… It hurts wen u lose sumone whom u r close to… it reali hurts… Please don regret only after wen u lost e sumone whom u reali don wish to lose… So cherish! Do cherish em n u’ll realise cherishing sum1 u love isnt a very difficult task!!!


It’s Mothers’ Day today! HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY TO ALL E WONDERFUL MOTHERS IN E WORLD!!! I love my mom… my grandmas… May they be blessed with good health throughout e years!!! Heard sum stuffs recently from my mother… I reali hope it isnt true… but wen I visited her e other day… I guess there’s sum truth to a certain extent in e stuffs my mom told me… stil cant reali accept but I guess it’s part of life… I certainly hope tis yr wun be e last… I don wish for it to be true… Frankly speaking, I don feel good now… perhaps it’s better tt way but I dun wish for tt to happen too… Rite now, I’m just gg to cherish all e ppl ard me… esp my family members… I hope to spend more time w em… esp…. yesh… I hope everyone will do tt too… Afterall, I guess they are e only ones who wun backstabbed u or betray u cos they are our loved ones… n we are their loved ones too… Dun reali wish to tok abt such stuffs… Don reali noe who to tok to abt it oso and e most important reason is that I’m afraid I cant control my own emotions wen I tok abt it… so I guess e best ting is to write tis here… and thus, pls don ask me abt tis if u r reading tis… enuff abt tis le ba…


Dil & Cla : I hope everything’s gg smoothly in sch now… Don be too upset over all e tings tt happened… At least u two still haf each other… so life’s stil isnt tt bad afterall…Take Care!


Sharon, Yilin & Tsai: Meet up soon k? Miss u guys like crazy! Miss e times we chatted… Hope u guys are all doing well in sch n everywhere! Haha~ Pls take very good care of urself too! Don wana lose u guys!


Soonhui: Don Keep MIA… Dil miss u a lot… rem to contact her wenever u r free… meet up for a meal stm soon ba k? Persevere on ur diet program too!!!


Shuxian & Pong: Don be upset over SYF liao… it’s an experience for all k? Nuttin’s fair in tis world… u gain sth, u lose sth… one can be more fortunate or misfortunate in one way or another… be optimistic!


Shuxian: Thanks for all e help u’ve given… all e past encouragements! Tis yr’ll cum to an end very soon! Hope everything will go smoothly for u! take very very good care of ur CREAMIE TOO!!!

Pong: Don tink too much stm k? everyting'll turn out fine de... anything, ur frens r here k?=)


TL: Thanks for ur concern… hope you’ll be able to find sum LIFE in ur Life n be able to save up for all e stuffs u wan to get…


Xiangjing: One year n 3months of friendship liao! Haha~ not one yr n 5months k? Dn nd to b so polite… haha~ Work hard for studies k? Don be so stressed up!!! =)


Shuhui: Happy bday !!! May all ur wishes cum true… Drink plenty of water too! Work hard for YGYM!!!

Tired…sick of life

Haiz~ life’s been monotonous recently… it’s all abt lectures, tutorials, tests n ccas… nuttin interesting… wanted badly to go watch matches but cca tied me down… it’s nearing production date… so I guess sacrifices r inevitable… My apologies to xiaoyuen, yulin n xiangjing… stil cudnt make it for movie in e end… in e end, left sch at 8.45pm on Fri la… yday reach sch at 8.45pm! My god! Stuck in audi siaz… haha~ went out to search for stuffs twice la… so tired man… haha~ but in a way, it’s better than stayin in e audi all e while ba…

Lotsa stuffs happened recently… realised how fragile relationships can be… even a lil’ ting can triggered everything off n ‘terminate’ all e relationships… made me so unsure of all my relationships w e ppl ard me… who are reali my frens??? Who r reali true n honest w me? Am I treating all those who r true n honest w me nicely? Am I neglecting anyone of them? Haiz~ I reali duno… heard lots friendships probs… too many le… haven been so unsure n insecure before… mayb it’s better off being alone?? In this way, one wun be hurt wen he/she is betrayed by frens cos in e first place, he/she wun get involved in any friendships or put in too much efforts… haha~ mayb it’s true… maybe it isn’t… Wouldn’t it be better to keep sum of e questions in ur heart? Don ask n u wun be upset after hearing all e answers which u predicted n don reali wish to hear e answers? Haha~ yep! It’s true in a way… but if u don ask, u’ll never haf answers to e doubts tt u kept deep in ur heart… rite? Yesh! Life’s full of contradictions… No matter wat one did or don’t, one will haf to answer for his/her actions… Maybe it’d be better not to contribute or put in too much??? Haha… Cos stm I feel tt those who contribute e least tends to be e most fortunate… cos ppl ard him/her wld be tryin their best to contribute to salvage or maintain their relationships?? Life’s full of unanswered questions anyway… Each and everyone will haf their own answers to those questions…

Haha~ I’m crappin again… duno wat’s gotten into me… don ask me wat am I tokin abt… cos stm even me myself has no answers for em… but does it reali matters???

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Hectic~~

It has been a hectic week I guess… haiz… feelin v.exhausted nw… yday was SAJC’s Sports Day… well, it’s sorta my very last sports day le ba… After overcomin a lot of obstacles, we finally managed to take part in e inter-cg 10x200m relay... combined w 04s79… Was quite stressed out wen they put me as e 1st runner la… cos in my whole life, I’ve nv been e 1st runner… cos I alwys react slower to e command… haha~ But in e end, we made it into e A Finals… guaranteed of a medal but stil muz compete for e champions la… lane8…my god! It’s so hard to run in lane8…we came in 7th… a lil’ disappointed la… but it’s ok… cos all of us had done our best and our team was formed only on yday’s morning la… Haha~ Den went out w class for dinner loh… yep! A short dinner b4 all of us went hm…

Oh ya! Met up w sharon on Thursday!! Finally… Finally get to meet her… haha~ Quite happy tt day! Watched e movie "Divergence"… it’s not as nice as I expected but it showed e other side of e world… quite sad de… how e society has caused all e tragedies… causes ppl to change… it’s impt for one to make e right choice too… Ate pasta for dinner! Haha~ haven ate pasta for a long time… yum yum! Haha~ We had a hard time figuring out e various terms--- Bacon Aglio, Chicken Bolognese etc…Cos they changed their menus n there r no more no. for e ind. Names… haha~ I guess sharon n pong had fun "suaning" tl… tl’s colorblind! He cant differentiate e various shades of green n blue!!! Haha~ Oh ya… went to take neoprints too! Fun fun fun! Long time din catch movie w pong too… haha~ glad he’s able to make it in e end…

Today’s jus as tiring… mom woke me up super early to go marketin lar!!! Wen I’m achin all over frm yday’s race… but no choice, she nds buy lots stuffs ma… my bro wld nv help her de… so no choice la… we’ve our own responsibilities towards each other… muz weigh our priorities… cant always make ppl give in to us… Sumtimes, we must put ourselves in others’ shoes too… muz understand their priorities… their commitments n everything… diff families haf diff ways of living… cant expect everyone to be as fortunate or wat as u de ma… rite? Have u ever tot of how much efforts u’ve put in for ur family? Ur friendships w ppl? Hav u make sum sorta sacrifices for em? Or r u always e one who make em sacrifice for u? I guess in relationships everyone shld give n take… cant expect everyone to gif in to u de… yep! Anw, saw my 1 month old niece!!! Haha~ newly-born baby ger… her name is Glynis Lee En Xuan… Weird eng name but nice chi name… like her chi name a lot! Always tink tt names w "en", "xuan", ‘ling" are nice… haha~ she’s so tiny… wen I carry her, I was so stressed la…cos she’s so fragile n "soft"… haha~ she’s only e length of my palm plus lower arm… my god! Haha~ but she’s reali cute! I guess babies r reali fortunate… no worries… ppl dote on em… haha~ wonderful! Hope she’ll grow up healthily!!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

memories

Hmmm… havin lots tests recently… econs just over…haha~ wat meishan said yday reminds me of lots tings… but yday too tired to blog le… haha~ she told me she missed mr chu n mrs choo… haha~ I miss em too! Esp mrs choo ba… as in as compared to mr chu la… haha~ misses lots ppl too… yday took bus home alone… wanted to take train hm cos it’s faster de… Realised it has been a lng time since I take e long way hm alone… so in e end I stil took e bus… haha~ Wat to say… Suddenly tot of e times wen we wld wait for each other to go hm tog… sharon used to wait for me n yilin to finish our band practices n go hm tog… haha~ we waited for each other b4 la… None of us wld ever complain abt e long waiting hrs or wat loh… so nice… haha~ Reali misses e times we went hm tog la… alwys rem. how e few Boon Lay ppl in 2/5 n 4/4 wld take bus no. 198 hm tog too…e bus wld be filled w our chatters n laughters la… At tt time, all of us were still feelin so malu wen everyone on board looked at us… But now, I guess sum of us wld wonder " wld tt scene ever happen again?" Saw e full moon e other day on my way to e interchange to go sch… haha~ reminds me of how e few of us who reached sch super early wld go ‘walk ard’ NH… chat n sing along e way, lookin at e moon… haha~ It’s always e few ppl who reach super early la… ppl like me, tsai, yingxiu, dil blah blah… haha~ den wenever there’s a bday celebration, sum1 will be in charge of pullin tt person to go walk walk while others got e cake ready n everyone preparin to sing e bday song wen dey cum back… haha~ or wen pp wan to tok abt secrets n stuffs… Wah… Misses those days man…

~ wat happen in e past mite not happen in e present…

but wat happen now mite not happen in e future too…

cherish e past, make e best out of e present n plan for e future~

Saturday, April 23, 2005

ShUxIaN’s bIg dAy cElEbRaTiOn~~~ mEmoRabLe!

HaPpY 18th bday to shuxian!!! Haha~~ today’s her bday… yday was a reali high n tiring day! I’m only half awaked now but stil haf to go sch so no choice… well hope she likes all e pressies tt we’ve got for her n enjoyed herself yday! Had a mini celebration w her yday n went to suntec’s KBOX!!! Cos yday was a haircut day for xj,ler n mingyuan… dey had made an appointment to cut their hair at Suntec’s red…so we went there loh…at first only me,yulin n e bday ger singing la… haha~ Was reali high in singin sum of e songs…den aft a while, xj, ler, mingyuan n amos arrived n came in wen we were singin… haha~ so funny leh… cos yday was e first time we go kbox w em ma… haha~ it’s quite fun siaz… den aft a while, amos n mingyuan left loh…so left me,yulin ler, xj n e BDAY GER! Haha~ We jus keep singin n singin… n finally heard xj sings la… everyone was lookin fwd to hearin him sing la… n finally, he sang! Haha~ not bad siaz~ xj, nxt time don shy le… muz sing k? haha~ we sang overtime la… for more than half an hour… so bad rite? but heck la… we paid money loh den we went in late oso… haha~ but soon, it’s stil time to go…

Throughout e whole walk to mrt, yulin was singin Angela’s Aurora… my god… inflluence me siaz… soon my mind was filled w tt song la… XJ took e other way home so left four of us on train… crap n crap again… oh ya~ was tokin abt ler’s new hairstyle… haha~ shuxian loves his new hairstyle siaz… v.punk! tink a lot of ppl will be shocked on mon! haha~ hopefully, ler can style his hair back to how e hairstylist helped him style… haha~

Shuxian came my hse after tt… cos she nds to wait for belinda to cum la… while waiting, showed her all my photos n autograph book…. Tok abt how ppl look like in e past n stuffs lidat loh… haha~ she opened her pressies too!!! Haha~ she received 2 towels tis yr!!! So I guess she wun nd to buy anymore… haha~~ belinda super late siaz… reach jp at 10pm loh! Not bad… dey stil went to swensens in e end… stil watched e movie "creep" la~ woohoo!!! Haha~ hope they had fun… thanks shuxian! For yday… enjoy ur day today!!!

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

where am i???

Haiz... duno y... today like reali lost in my own world... engrossed in sum tinkin which haf not much use... tot a lot but no conclusion... haha~ tink I’m crappin again... dun reali noe wat to say... mayb like wat sharon say... I nd sum time alone... no mood to do anything or tok... I guess I’m tired... suddenly tired...haha~ tired of living in tis world… A world full of all kinds of ppl… it’s a cruel world in fact... wat dil told me today haf further assured my ‘assumption’... malign by own frens... backstabbed... bad-mouthed...betrayed... leak out ur secrets w/o ur permission... Yep... all these hurts... mayb it doesn’t matter to sum ppl but I’m sure it matters to MOST of us out there... Just becos tis world is full of tis kinda ppl, we haf to armour ourselves... guard against others... but tis is so tiring la...y cant we jus live in a pure n innocent world where ppl don scheme against each other n everyone can tok to anyone regardin everything n there r no cliques or groups or committee... wun e world b a much better place???

Humans r funny creatures... dey usually don speak wat they reali hope... Wen ppl r w a crowd, they’d probably wish to be alone... but wen they are alone, dey probably wish tt their frens r w em... haha~ Ppl usually demand for things tt r within their limits but chuck em aside once dey got sick of em... It’s reali contradicting... haha~ but I guess that’s y humans r unique... cos of this character of theirs...
Today’s chieu’s bday... Hope she enjoy herself n likes e pressie that we’ve got for her... noe her for almost 6yrs but only reali tok to her in sec3 wen we entered e same class... Time reali passes quickly... it seems just yday wen we made sandwiches for each other for recess durin e period of time wen O levels were nearing n we wld jus eat secretly in class durin recess... haha~ Now she’s 18yrs old loh... Hope she wun speak so slow again after today~ haha~ may our friendship lasts...

Lots tings happened recently ba... was quite shocked wen xiangjing said yday tt he wans to join in e ‘nanhua gang’!!! haha~ so funny~ oh ya... thanks to dil... e ‘thongler=bimbo’ tingy spreads to our classes n now sum ppl in cls noe tt’s his nick liao... haha~ “sum1” even ask me dilys chio anot... dil, wat shld I tell him? Haha~ xiangjing, u reali wan join in e ‘nanhua gang’ de huh... don say we force u de hor~ haha~~ Act wana blog yday de... but haiz... tis wk is reali my ‘lucky’ wk la... kana hit twice by ball... 1st time legs kana by soccer ball... 2nd time head kana by bball! Oh my~ reali lucky siaz~ e impact on head reali great... at nite wen I reached hm, my neck was so stiff la... so went to slp aft applyin sum cream onto my neck... Tis wk is reali not my week la... Has been lookin fwd to mtg sharon n dil tml in town since e day sharon cfm w me... den suddenly tell me she cant make it again... 3rd time liao... It seems tt it’s getting more n more diff to meet up la... haiz~ but I’m sure we’re nt gg to gif up de... I’m sure we’ll be able to meet up sumday de... meanwhile, sharon n dil!!! Pls take gd care of urself!!! Hope tt we can meet up w tsai soon too......

Thursday, April 14, 2005

MALU-ATING DAY!!!

WOohOo~~~ today is e best day tis wk le ba…today reali lighten up my mood alot la!!! thou I’m super tired now, stil wana cum online to blog abt it… first of all, hAPpY bIRtHdAy DiLYS!!! Haha~ Was super bz cos of her today la… bz searchin ard in Holland Village to find a helium balloon for her… ran into Chrysa… she v.clever wor… noe tt we are searchin Dilys’ present… stil asked soonhui to help her wish dil… haha~ I guess sum memories still take up sum place in everyone’s heart ba… Actually wanted to go HC meet Dilys de la… n it was a surprise loh… but then… too late liao la… her lesson off at 3.20pm n it’s only at tt time wen we found tt helium balloon loh… Wanted to gif her a surprise ma… so lied to her tt my lesson ends at ard 4plus la… haha~ thanks to HH… he gave us away… he act. told Dilys my lessons end v.early today n tt I’ve went home la… thanks a lot la hh!!! -_-" got e info tt she’s gg to CentrePoint mac to haf lunch I tink… but me n soonhui v.tired after e search den walk in e wrong direction wen we onli realised at tt X-road junction near Cine la… was searchin for Dilys in case she’s sumwhere near us la… & true enuff… she’s jus on e road opp us la! I immediately told soonhui n both of us ran n hid behind a pillar la w e balloon!!! Oh my! It’s so malu la! Ppl were lookin at us loh! Shucks! Malu-ating man… haha~ Wah… den tru’out e whole journey to CP I was lookin ard la… scared she sudd appear again…

Purposely took e long way to Mac la… walked super slow when we were approachin la… want to see where she’s ma… but in e end, she went to Delifrance instead la… which was opp Mac n she saw us walkin slowly la… my god! Malu again!!! Argh! Nuttin seems to go rite la… haha~ finally passed her her pressie n balloon only to find out tt she alr. has e perfume le la…it’s e 3rd box liao loh… her cousin gave her le… den it turned out tt her mom oso wan to buy tt la… haha~ see la… it shows tt it’s gd stuffs cos so many ppl buy… haha~ such a fortunate ger… I wan oso dun haf la… hehe~ den her mom left loh… n we went yoshi to eat… aft eatin went to take neos n then brought dil to enjoy another round of surprise la… haha~ hope tis one was successful! Wanli n dil’s HC gd fren, Chin were waitin for her w e cake la…haha~ it’s reali nice to do tt la… Sang bday song for her in BK aft much jokes n laughters la... haha~ had lots fun today la... all e lame jokes n crap tt we tok abt…

Hope tt dilys reali like our gifts for her… one of em reali consits a lot of our efforts… first time doin such ting… v.malu again la… haha~ all cos of dilys… today malu so many times… haha~ but nvm la… duno y all of us treat her so good oso… haha~ she must haf cast spells on us la… haha~ kiddin… jus hope tt she reali enjoy herself today!!! Love her lots… my nu er- cum- close fren leh!!! haha~~~

~HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DILYS~

happy bday to u…
HaPpY bDaY tO yOu~!~
hApPy bDaY… HaPpY bDaY…
hApPy bDAy tO yOu~~~~~

Know tis lady for slightly more than 5yrs le…
shant use e word ‘ger’ anymore… haha~
she’s my nu er-cum-close fren… haha~

E first fren who came to my hse to stayover sudd jus aft smsin me to tell me…

E first fren whom I chatted on e fone for more than 3hrs…

E first fren whom I sms-ed w till wee hours at nite, hp stil in our hands e nxt day…

Haha~ she’s reali one fortunate lady…everyone jus dotes on her… pamper her… haha~ Stil rem TL say all of us pamper Dilys too much le… Told sharon abt it and sharon said "Of cos pamper Dilys la… if not pamper him meh?" haha… too bad TL… diff ppl haf diff fates… Just hope tt she enjoys her day n receive lots lots of presents!!! Haha~ stil rem. how is it like wen we first became close n e 2 of us were wondering y e 2 of us suddenly so close la… haha~ I guess till now, it stil remains as a mystery in our hearts… anyway, who cares abt e past… conc on buildin our future ba… I reali hope tt our friendship will last a day longer than forever… n we’ll stil b able to KIT w/o drifting apart…

DILYS: heyhey! Cherish all of us k? Don take us for granted wor! Thanks for all ur help n encouragement! Like our presents??? Oh ya! Don kp complainin tt we guys din treat u well le hor… haha~ take care will u??? mIsS yA lOtS~~

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wat’s e point???

Life’s reali weird… haiz~ ppl are reali scary at times… esp hypocrites… sum ppl mite suddenly do e stuffs which u least expected em to do la… are ur ‘so-called frens’ reali ur frens??? How can we be sure tt they r true to u n not jus puttin a fake front??? Haiz~

Wat’s e point of leadin a life if u cant control e way ur life shld go?

Wat’s e point of treating others nicely while others don care abt u at all?

Wat’s e point of preventing anyone frm feelin left out wen dey don care if u feel left out at all?

Wat’s e point of giving in to ppl when dey don give in to you at all?

Wat’s e point of getting upset and angry when others wun cum n console u?

What’s e point????!!!!
Haha~ Tink at tis pt of time… e songs in Simple Plan album reali voice out my feelings… Dilys is rite… tis album reali RAWKS… haha~

Tokin abt Dilys…Hmmm… shall dedicate e next blog entry for her~ haha~

Thursday, April 07, 2005

updates~

Haven blog for a reali long time le… lots of tings happened, lots of tings to blog abt… but too much le… so in e end, don feel like bloggin at all… today, finally we got back all our results for BT1… haiz.. not v.gd… only improve by a lil’… if tis goes on, haha~ dn tink I can make it for As liao… hope I can improve faster… but ya… ran into 2seniors… one of em told me… heck abt BT… jus conc. n pia for e final As… it’s true… but it’s discouragin oso if e grades r no good… haha~ heck la… not e first time oso… cant gif up now… jus haf to pia all e way… Congrats to all those who haf done well… n JIA YOU to those who are still workin hard… it’s not e end yet… we stil haf a long way to go… let’s work hard tog… =)

Recently seems to be e " droppin sub" season… everyone’s tokin abt droppin… hope everyone has made his or her decisions carefully… yep! Everything’ll turn out fine de! Like I’ve said… lots tings happened… suddenly duno wat to write… Guess it’s jus far too much ba… haha~ Sometimes I reali feel v.tired…tired of bein wat tis world is tryin to mould us into… tired of bein stuck b/w 2 ppl… tired of makin decisions… tired of tryin not to step on ppl’s tails…. Ask urself… haf u neglect anyone ard u rite now??? I tink I haf… but one only haf 24hrs a day… 1pair of hands… surely will neglect sum1, made sum1 feel left out… wat are we suppose to do? Stm reali don feel like gg out… by gg out, it means tt u’ll haf to make sure tt everyone out there is not feelin outta place… no one is upset or wat….or tt everyone is hafin fun… but is tt possible? Maybe only… it’s not 100%… sum ppl jus take others for granted… feel tt u owe em sth… u ought to make everyone happy… a load of crap! Haha~ everyone shld gif n take wat… y shld one always gif but receive nuttin??? Not fair rite? but… haha~ nuttin’s fair in tis world… sum ppl born to enjoy life, sum born to suffer but both will get their own obstacles n happiness in a way…

Life has seems to be a cycle recently… a continuous cycle of sch…tutorials…work…slp den back to sch again… but I’m glad tt I managed to spend sum time w sum of e ppl whom I reali cherish… went to watch <<>> w shan, TL, HH n soonhui… haha~ For soonhui, it’s kinda last min tt he decided tt he’d go… I guess we kinda pissed hh on tt day… but hh, hope u wun b so petty k? Sorry k? Everytime we waited so long for u, we oso forgive n forget ma… so pls forgive n forget too k? haha~ it’s a nice movie la… e role tt Daniel Wu played in e movie was kinda unexpected… haha~ but tis whole show is reali full of laughters n action! Haha~ Ah Gil is so chio while she’s in action la… haha~ okok… Twins r reali chio la… jus tt Ah Gil is more chio… haha~ their new songs not bad too! Haha~ glad tt we watched tis movie… must watch more movies b4 e increase in movie tix prices hor!!! Haha~ Life’s quite weird stm la… Feelings jus cum n go as they like… feelin reali weird recently… starting to miss sum ppl again… ppl whom I haven seen for a reali long time… Stm wen I walked along streets, I wld search for familiar back views… but sad to say, I’ve found none… everytime also found those tt belongs to ppl whom I don wish to see… April Fools is over again… an old fren’s bday… but since pri sch, we’ve lost contact… quite sad… met her in JP last yr… but only had a short chat… wonder wen will be e nxt time I’ll get to see her… Phone Ko Joanna Tha Li Mei aka Godzilla… haha~ long name rite? she’s a nice ger… st.forward… best wishes to her…

Hmmm… haf been typin for a long time… tink v.long liao… will stop here for e moment ba… take care everyone!!!