Tired…sick of life

Haiz~ life’s been monotonous recently… it’s all abt lectures, tutorials, tests n ccas… nuttin interesting… wanted badly to go watch matches but cca tied me down… it’s nearing production date… so I guess sacrifices r inevitable… My apologies to xiaoyuen, yulin n xiangjing… stil cudnt make it for movie in e end… in e end, left sch at 8.45pm on Fri la… yday reach sch at 8.45pm! My god! Stuck in audi siaz… haha~ went out to search for stuffs twice la… so tired man… haha~ but in a way, it’s better than stayin in e audi all e while ba…

Lotsa stuffs happened recently… realised how fragile relationships can be… even a lil’ ting can triggered everything off n ‘terminate’ all e relationships… made me so unsure of all my relationships w e ppl ard me… who are reali my frens??? Who r reali true n honest w me? Am I treating all those who r true n honest w me nicely? Am I neglecting anyone of them? Haiz~ I reali duno… heard lots friendships probs… too many le… haven been so unsure n insecure before… mayb it’s better off being alone?? In this way, one wun be hurt wen he/she is betrayed by frens cos in e first place, he/she wun get involved in any friendships or put in too much efforts… haha~ mayb it’s true… maybe it isn’t… Wouldn’t it be better to keep sum of e questions in ur heart? Don ask n u wun be upset after hearing all e answers which u predicted n don reali wish to hear e answers? Haha~ yep! It’s true in a way… but if u don ask, u’ll never haf answers to e doubts tt u kept deep in ur heart… rite? Yesh! Life’s full of contradictions… No matter wat one did or don’t, one will haf to answer for his/her actions… Maybe it’d be better not to contribute or put in too much??? Haha… Cos stm I feel tt those who contribute e least tends to be e most fortunate… cos ppl ard him/her wld be tryin their best to contribute to salvage or maintain their relationships?? Life’s full of unanswered questions anyway… Each and everyone will haf their own answers to those questions…

Haha~ I’m crappin again… duno wat’s gotten into me… don ask me wat am I tokin abt… cos stm even me myself has no answers for em… but does it reali matters???

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Hectic~~

It has been a hectic week I guess… haiz… feelin v.exhausted nw… yday was SAJC’s Sports Day… well, it’s sorta my very last sports day le ba… After overcomin a lot of obstacles, we finally managed to take part in e inter-cg 10x200m relay... combined w 04s79… Was quite stressed out wen they put me as e 1st runner la… cos in my whole life, I’ve nv been e 1st runner… cos I alwys react slower to e command… haha~ But in e end, we made it into e A Finals… guaranteed of a medal but stil muz compete for e champions la… lane8…my god! It’s so hard to run in lane8…we came in 7th… a lil’ disappointed la… but it’s ok… cos all of us had done our best and our team was formed only on yday’s morning la… Haha~ Den went out w class for dinner loh… yep! A short dinner b4 all of us went hm…

Oh ya! Met up w sharon on Thursday!! Finally… Finally get to meet her… haha~ Quite happy tt day! Watched e movie "Divergence"… it’s not as nice as I expected but it showed e other side of e world… quite sad de… how e society has caused all e tragedies… causes ppl to change… it’s impt for one to make e right choice too… Ate pasta for dinner! Haha~ haven ate pasta for a long time… yum yum! Haha~ We had a hard time figuring out e various terms--- Bacon Aglio, Chicken Bolognese etc…Cos they changed their menus n there r no more no. for e ind. Names… haha~ I guess sharon n pong had fun "suaning" tl… tl’s colorblind! He cant differentiate e various shades of green n blue!!! Haha~ Oh ya… went to take neoprints too! Fun fun fun! Long time din catch movie w pong too… haha~ glad he’s able to make it in e end…

Today’s jus as tiring… mom woke me up super early to go marketin lar!!! Wen I’m achin all over frm yday’s race… but no choice, she nds buy lots stuffs ma… my bro wld nv help her de… so no choice la… we’ve our own responsibilities towards each other… muz weigh our priorities… cant always make ppl give in to us… Sumtimes, we must put ourselves in others’ shoes too… muz understand their priorities… their commitments n everything… diff families haf diff ways of living… cant expect everyone to be as fortunate or wat as u de ma… rite? Have u ever tot of how much efforts u’ve put in for ur family? Ur friendships w ppl? Hav u make sum sorta sacrifices for em? Or r u always e one who make em sacrifice for u? I guess in relationships everyone shld give n take… cant expect everyone to gif in to u de… yep! Anw, saw my 1 month old niece!!! Haha~ newly-born baby ger… her name is Glynis Lee En Xuan… Weird eng name but nice chi name… like her chi name a lot! Always tink tt names w "en", "xuan", ‘ling" are nice… haha~ she’s so tiny… wen I carry her, I was so stressed la…cos she’s so fragile n "soft"… haha~ she’s only e length of my palm plus lower arm… my god! Haha~ but she’s reali cute! I guess babies r reali fortunate… no worries… ppl dote on em… haha~ wonderful! Hope she’ll grow up healthily!!!

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memories

Hmmm… havin lots tests recently… econs just over…haha~ wat meishan said yday reminds me of lots tings… but yday too tired to blog le… haha~ she told me she missed mr chu n mrs choo… haha~ I miss em too! Esp mrs choo ba… as in as compared to mr chu la… haha~ misses lots ppl too… yday took bus home alone… wanted to take train hm cos it’s faster de… Realised it has been a lng time since I take e long way hm alone… so in e end I stil took e bus… haha~ Wat to say… Suddenly tot of e times wen we wld wait for each other to go hm tog… sharon used to wait for me n yilin to finish our band practices n go hm tog… haha~ we waited for each other b4 la… None of us wld ever complain abt e long waiting hrs or wat loh… so nice… haha~ Reali misses e times we went hm tog la… alwys rem. how e few Boon Lay ppl in 2/5 n 4/4 wld take bus no. 198 hm tog too…e bus wld be filled w our chatters n laughters la… At tt time, all of us were still feelin so malu wen everyone on board looked at us… But now, I guess sum of us wld wonder " wld tt scene ever happen again?" Saw e full moon e other day on my way to e interchange to go sch… haha~ reminds me of how e few of us who reached sch super early wld go ‘walk ard’ NH… chat n sing along e way, lookin at e moon… haha~ It’s always e few ppl who reach super early la… ppl like me, tsai, yingxiu, dil blah blah… haha~ den wenever there’s a bday celebration, sum1 will be in charge of pullin tt person to go walk walk while others got e cake ready n everyone preparin to sing e bday song wen dey cum back… haha~ or wen pp wan to tok abt secrets n stuffs… Wah… Misses those days man…

~ wat happen in e past mite not happen in e present…

but wat happen now mite not happen in e future too…

cherish e past, make e best out of e present n plan for e future~

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ShUxIaN’s bIg dAy cElEbRaTiOn~~~ mEmoRabLe!

HaPpY 18th bday to shuxian!!! Haha~~ today’s her bday… yday was a reali high n tiring day! I’m only half awaked now but stil haf to go sch so no choice… well hope she likes all e pressies tt we’ve got for her n enjoyed herself yday! Had a mini celebration w her yday n went to suntec’s KBOX!!! Cos yday was a haircut day for xj,ler n mingyuan… dey had made an appointment to cut their hair at Suntec’s red…so we went there loh…at first only me,yulin n e bday ger singing la… haha~ Was reali high in singin sum of e songs…den aft a while, xj, ler, mingyuan n amos arrived n came in wen we were singin… haha~ so funny leh… cos yday was e first time we go kbox w em ma… haha~ it’s quite fun siaz… den aft a while, amos n mingyuan left loh…so left me,yulin ler, xj n e BDAY GER! Haha~ We jus keep singin n singin… n finally heard xj sings la… everyone was lookin fwd to hearin him sing la… n finally, he sang! Haha~ not bad siaz~ xj, nxt time don shy le… muz sing k? haha~ we sang overtime la… for more than half an hour… so bad rite? but heck la… we paid money loh den we went in late oso… haha~ but soon, it’s stil time to go…

Throughout e whole walk to mrt, yulin was singin Angela’s Aurora… my god… inflluence me siaz… soon my mind was filled w tt song la… XJ took e other way home so left four of us on train… crap n crap again… oh ya~ was tokin abt ler’s new hairstyle… haha~ shuxian loves his new hairstyle siaz… v.punk! tink a lot of ppl will be shocked on mon! haha~ hopefully, ler can style his hair back to how e hairstylist helped him style… haha~

Shuxian came my hse after tt… cos she nds to wait for belinda to cum la… while waiting, showed her all my photos n autograph book…. Tok abt how ppl look like in e past n stuffs lidat loh… haha~ she opened her pressies too!!! Haha~ she received 2 towels tis yr!!! So I guess she wun nd to buy anymore… haha~~ belinda super late siaz… reach jp at 10pm loh! Not bad… dey stil went to swensens in e end… stil watched e movie "creep" la~ woohoo!!! Haha~ hope they had fun… thanks shuxian! For yday… enjoy ur day today!!!

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where am i???

Haiz... duno y... today like reali lost in my own world... engrossed in sum tinkin which haf not much use... tot a lot but no conclusion... haha~ tink I’m crappin again... dun reali noe wat to say... mayb like wat sharon say... I nd sum time alone... no mood to do anything or tok... I guess I’m tired... suddenly tired...haha~ tired of living in tis world… A world full of all kinds of ppl… it’s a cruel world in fact... wat dil told me today haf further assured my ‘assumption’... malign by own frens... backstabbed... bad-mouthed...betrayed... leak out ur secrets w/o ur permission... Yep... all these hurts... mayb it doesn’t matter to sum ppl but I’m sure it matters to MOST of us out there... Just becos tis world is full of tis kinda ppl, we haf to armour ourselves... guard against others... but tis is so tiring la...y cant we jus live in a pure n innocent world where ppl don scheme against each other n everyone can tok to anyone regardin everything n there r no cliques or groups or committee... wun e world b a much better place???

Humans r funny creatures... dey usually don speak wat they reali hope... Wen ppl r w a crowd, they’d probably wish to be alone... but wen they are alone, dey probably wish tt their frens r w em... haha~ Ppl usually demand for things tt r within their limits but chuck em aside once dey got sick of em... It’s reali contradicting... haha~ but I guess that’s y humans r unique... cos of this character of theirs...
Today’s chieu’s bday... Hope she enjoy herself n likes e pressie that we’ve got for her... noe her for almost 6yrs but only reali tok to her in sec3 wen we entered e same class... Time reali passes quickly... it seems just yday wen we made sandwiches for each other for recess durin e period of time wen O levels were nearing n we wld jus eat secretly in class durin recess... haha~ Now she’s 18yrs old loh... Hope she wun speak so slow again after today~ haha~ may our friendship lasts...

Lots tings happened recently ba... was quite shocked wen xiangjing said yday tt he wans to join in e ‘nanhua gang’!!! haha~ so funny~ oh ya... thanks to dil... e ‘thongler=bimbo’ tingy spreads to our classes n now sum ppl in cls noe tt’s his nick liao... haha~ “sum1” even ask me dilys chio anot... dil, wat shld I tell him? Haha~ xiangjing, u reali wan join in e ‘nanhua gang’ de huh... don say we force u de hor~ haha~~ Act wana blog yday de... but haiz... tis wk is reali my ‘lucky’ wk la... kana hit twice by ball... 1st time legs kana by soccer ball... 2nd time head kana by bball! Oh my~ reali lucky siaz~ e impact on head reali great... at nite wen I reached hm, my neck was so stiff la... so went to slp aft applyin sum cream onto my neck... Tis wk is reali not my week la... Has been lookin fwd to mtg sharon n dil tml in town since e day sharon cfm w me... den suddenly tell me she cant make it again... 3rd time liao... It seems tt it’s getting more n more diff to meet up la... haiz~ but I’m sure we’re nt gg to gif up de... I’m sure we’ll be able to meet up sumday de... meanwhile, sharon n dil!!! Pls take gd care of urself!!! Hope tt we can meet up w tsai soon too......

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MALU-ATING DAY!!!

WOohOo~~~ today is e best day tis wk le ba…today reali lighten up my mood alot la!!! thou I’m super tired now, stil wana cum online to blog abt it… first of all, hAPpY bIRtHdAy DiLYS!!! Haha~ Was super bz cos of her today la… bz searchin ard in Holland Village to find a helium balloon for her… ran into Chrysa… she v.clever wor… noe tt we are searchin Dilys’ present… stil asked soonhui to help her wish dil… haha~ I guess sum memories still take up sum place in everyone’s heart ba… Actually wanted to go HC meet Dilys de la… n it was a surprise loh… but then… too late liao la… her lesson off at 3.20pm n it’s only at tt time wen we found tt helium balloon loh… Wanted to gif her a surprise ma… so lied to her tt my lesson ends at ard 4plus la… haha~ thanks to HH… he gave us away… he act. told Dilys my lessons end v.early today n tt I’ve went home la… thanks a lot la hh!!! -_-" got e info tt she’s gg to CentrePoint mac to haf lunch I tink… but me n soonhui v.tired after e search den walk in e wrong direction wen we onli realised at tt X-road junction near Cine la… was searchin for Dilys in case she’s sumwhere near us la… & true enuff… she’s jus on e road opp us la! I immediately told soonhui n both of us ran n hid behind a pillar la w e balloon!!! Oh my! It’s so malu la! Ppl were lookin at us loh! Shucks! Malu-ating man… haha~ Wah… den tru’out e whole journey to CP I was lookin ard la… scared she sudd appear again…

Purposely took e long way to Mac la… walked super slow when we were approachin la… want to see where she’s ma… but in e end, she went to Delifrance instead la… which was opp Mac n she saw us walkin slowly la… my god! Malu again!!! Argh! Nuttin seems to go rite la… haha~ finally passed her her pressie n balloon only to find out tt she alr. has e perfume le la…it’s e 3rd box liao loh… her cousin gave her le… den it turned out tt her mom oso wan to buy tt la… haha~ see la… it shows tt it’s gd stuffs cos so many ppl buy… haha~ such a fortunate ger… I wan oso dun haf la… hehe~ den her mom left loh… n we went yoshi to eat… aft eatin went to take neos n then brought dil to enjoy another round of surprise la… haha~ hope tis one was successful! Wanli n dil’s HC gd fren, Chin were waitin for her w e cake la…haha~ it’s reali nice to do tt la… Sang bday song for her in BK aft much jokes n laughters la... haha~ had lots fun today la... all e lame jokes n crap tt we tok abt…

Hope tt dilys reali like our gifts for her… one of em reali consits a lot of our efforts… first time doin such ting… v.malu again la… haha~ all cos of dilys… today malu so many times… haha~ but nvm la… duno y all of us treat her so good oso… haha~ she must haf cast spells on us la… haha~ kiddin… jus hope tt she reali enjoy herself today!!! Love her lots… my nu er- cum- close fren leh!!! haha~~~

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~HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DILYS~

happy bday to u…
HaPpY bDaY tO yOu~!~
hApPy bDaY… HaPpY bDaY…
hApPy bDAy tO yOu~~~~~

Know tis lady for slightly more than 5yrs le…
shant use e word ‘ger’ anymore… haha~
she’s my nu er-cum-close fren… haha~

E first fren who came to my hse to stayover sudd jus aft smsin me to tell me…

E first fren whom I chatted on e fone for more than 3hrs…

E first fren whom I sms-ed w till wee hours at nite, hp stil in our hands e nxt day…

Haha~ she’s reali one fortunate lady…everyone jus dotes on her… pamper her… haha~ Stil rem TL say all of us pamper Dilys too much le… Told sharon abt it and sharon said "Of cos pamper Dilys la… if not pamper him meh?" haha… too bad TL… diff ppl haf diff fates… Just hope tt she enjoys her day n receive lots lots of presents!!! Haha~ stil rem. how is it like wen we first became close n e 2 of us were wondering y e 2 of us suddenly so close la… haha~ I guess till now, it stil remains as a mystery in our hearts… anyway, who cares abt e past… conc on buildin our future ba… I reali hope tt our friendship will last a day longer than forever… n we’ll stil b able to KIT w/o drifting apart…

DILYS: heyhey! Cherish all of us k? Don take us for granted wor! Thanks for all ur help n encouragement! Like our presents??? Oh ya! Don kp complainin tt we guys din treat u well le hor… haha~ take care will u??? mIsS yA lOtS~~

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Wat’s e point???

Life’s reali weird… haiz~ ppl are reali scary at times… esp hypocrites… sum ppl mite suddenly do e stuffs which u least expected em to do la… are ur ‘so-called frens’ reali ur frens??? How can we be sure tt they r true to u n not jus puttin a fake front??? Haiz~

Wat’s e point of leadin a life if u cant control e way ur life shld go?

Wat’s e point of treating others nicely while others don care abt u at all?

Wat’s e point of preventing anyone frm feelin left out wen dey don care if u feel left out at all?

Wat’s e point of giving in to ppl when dey don give in to you at all?

Wat’s e point of getting upset and angry when others wun cum n console u?

What’s e point????!!!!
Haha~ Tink at tis pt of time… e songs in Simple Plan album reali voice out my feelings… Dilys is rite… tis album reali RAWKS… haha~

Tokin abt Dilys…Hmmm… shall dedicate e next blog entry for her~ haha~

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updates~

Haven blog for a reali long time le… lots of tings happened, lots of tings to blog abt… but too much le… so in e end, don feel like bloggin at all… today, finally we got back all our results for BT1… haiz.. not v.gd… only improve by a lil’… if tis goes on, haha~ dn tink I can make it for As liao… hope I can improve faster… but ya… ran into 2seniors… one of em told me… heck abt BT… jus conc. n pia for e final As… it’s true… but it’s discouragin oso if e grades r no good… haha~ heck la… not e first time oso… cant gif up now… jus haf to pia all e way… Congrats to all those who haf done well… n JIA YOU to those who are still workin hard… it’s not e end yet… we stil haf a long way to go… let’s work hard tog… =)

Recently seems to be e " droppin sub" season… everyone’s tokin abt droppin… hope everyone has made his or her decisions carefully… yep! Everything’ll turn out fine de! Like I’ve said… lots tings happened… suddenly duno wat to write… Guess it’s jus far too much ba… haha~ Sometimes I reali feel v.tired…tired of bein wat tis world is tryin to mould us into… tired of bein stuck b/w 2 ppl… tired of makin decisions… tired of tryin not to step on ppl’s tails…. Ask urself… haf u neglect anyone ard u rite now??? I tink I haf… but one only haf 24hrs a day… 1pair of hands… surely will neglect sum1, made sum1 feel left out… wat are we suppose to do? Stm reali don feel like gg out… by gg out, it means tt u’ll haf to make sure tt everyone out there is not feelin outta place… no one is upset or wat….or tt everyone is hafin fun… but is tt possible? Maybe only… it’s not 100%… sum ppl jus take others for granted… feel tt u owe em sth… u ought to make everyone happy… a load of crap! Haha~ everyone shld gif n take wat… y shld one always gif but receive nuttin??? Not fair rite? but… haha~ nuttin’s fair in tis world… sum ppl born to enjoy life, sum born to suffer but both will get their own obstacles n happiness in a way…

Life has seems to be a cycle recently… a continuous cycle of sch…tutorials…work…slp den back to sch again… but I’m glad tt I managed to spend sum time w sum of e ppl whom I reali cherish… went to watch <<>> w shan, TL, HH n soonhui… haha~ For soonhui, it’s kinda last min tt he decided tt he’d go… I guess we kinda pissed hh on tt day… but hh, hope u wun b so petty k? Sorry k? Everytime we waited so long for u, we oso forgive n forget ma… so pls forgive n forget too k? haha~ it’s a nice movie la… e role tt Daniel Wu played in e movie was kinda unexpected… haha~ but tis whole show is reali full of laughters n action! Haha~ Ah Gil is so chio while she’s in action la… haha~ okok… Twins r reali chio la… jus tt Ah Gil is more chio… haha~ their new songs not bad too! Haha~ glad tt we watched tis movie… must watch more movies b4 e increase in movie tix prices hor!!! Haha~ Life’s quite weird stm la… Feelings jus cum n go as they like… feelin reali weird recently… starting to miss sum ppl again… ppl whom I haven seen for a reali long time… Stm wen I walked along streets, I wld search for familiar back views… but sad to say, I’ve found none… everytime also found those tt belongs to ppl whom I don wish to see… April Fools is over again… an old fren’s bday… but since pri sch, we’ve lost contact… quite sad… met her in JP last yr… but only had a short chat… wonder wen will be e nxt time I’ll get to see her… Phone Ko Joanna Tha Li Mei aka Godzilla… haha~ long name rite? she’s a nice ger… st.forward… best wishes to her…

Hmmm… haf been typin for a long time… tink v.long liao… will stop here for e moment ba… take care everyone!!!

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Back~???

It has been a reali long time since I last blogged… well… of cos… lots of tings had happened… BT1 has just passed… mugged tru’out the hols… but I guess my grades will be as usual… v.bad… haiz… guess there’s sth wrong w me la… jus cant seem to get all my facts right n stay put in my mind till e whole paper is over… It’s over… but wat does over mean?? It’s the end??? Or is it another start??? Haha~ life’s reali funny… I guess it all depends on how u look at it ba… in e optimistic way or in e pessimistic way… haha~

Went to support Tsai durin the hols… hmmm… her play quite chim… haha~ but overall, I tink it’s nice la… can see how much efforts they put in loh… yep! Haha~ hope tt everyting’s gg well for her in HC… let’s hope tt we can meet up wif her soon loh… it has reali been a long time since e few of us get together… Lots tings happened… sorta changed my views on sum stuffs… perhaps friendship is all about a ‘recorder’ and a ‘radio’. A listener is jus like a recorder… remember everything tt his/her frens said, listen to their woes n happiness… but it’s seldom tt they get to speak… haha~ The opp of listener/ recorder wld be a radio loh… always contributing his/her happiness & woes, complaints… but seldom listen to wat his/her frens haf to say… wen one of em break down, tt’ll be the end of their relationship, their friendship… I guess tt’s wat leads to broken frienships… haha~ enuff abt tt… wonder wat role each of u play in each individual frenships… haha~~

Ch 8 9pm show " You are the One" has cum to the end le… haiz… so fast…. It’s a happy ending! Haha~ e last episode changed my views abt Yukiko… haha~ in e beginning of the show, she’s just a spoilt brat… took everything for granted, only care abt herself… but in e end, she becum sum1 who cares abt everyone ard her… Tink e part where she n zhengxi sat on e bench to watch e sunrise is very touching… haha~ guess tis is e 1st show in tis year tt’s so nice! Now e 9pm show is abt NKF… another touching show… but I guess tis one is more abt health ba… haha~ anyway, seeing those ppl suffering is also v.sad… so frens, pls take gd care of urself n stay healthy!!!

Aft e BT1, went to play badminton w tl,soonhui,yeongtay n shuhui… haha~ quite fun… yeongtay changed a lot loh…crappier… talks a lot but it’s better than e old him, so quiet… haha~ den on sat, went to shuxian’s hse!!! Haha~ played mahjong n sing karaoke loh… not bad la…quite fun but not as fun as before loh… maybe too many ppl le… got shuxian, belinda, me, yilin, pong, hh, tl, soonhui,,,, haha~ nvm… mon gg out w them again… heard frm sharon tt she’s not feelin well, hope she gets well soon n get ready for MON!!! haha~ wah… tink I’ve written a lot le ba… lots updates le hor?

Shuxian… c la… I update le hor!!!
Xiaozhu: Hey bro, I update liao… haha~ meet up soon k???

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Start of Hols == Start of Revision???

It has been a reali long time since e few of us sat down tog to study liaO... pong la... so bz always... haha~ Even wan go out oso diff... but nvm la... we are old frens le... not only noe how to go out haf fun only...we oso noe how to settle down n mug tog de rite? haha~ Went to NUS & NTU Open House for tis weekend... haha~ wat to say leh? Saw a lot of ‘old frens’... but I guess, tings haf change... sum din even say “hi” wen we met each other la... NvM.don tok abt it liao... Anyway, NUS seems more happening as compared to NTU la... Hope everything can turn out e way we wan… meanwhile, let’s work hard together...
Haiz~ Wen I was typin tis blog... 933FM ‘s playin ‘Lang Hua Yi Duo Duo” ... maybe to many of u, tis is jus another ordinary song... but to me, it’s a reali special one... One song which holds so many memories for me... haha~ Don worry... it’s not tt I cant let go e past... it’s jus tt I’ve jus been reminded of e wonderful past n ‘reliving’ e moments for a short while... Haha~ Remember all e singing competitions we took part using tis song... It’s our theme song siaz~ haha~ all e different versions we had for it... e different actions we had for e different versions... but all done by e same group of ppl... 2-5’ 2001... haha~ A ‘happening’ class of fun ppl who had lots fun tog… 1st class who went to camp at Pasir Ris Park for 2 whole days instead of e usual chalet... Played ‘water bomb’ by e seaside while others shld be playin mahjong??? Lying under e sky, chatting, singing, telling ghost stories...haha~ tt’s so much fun la... Yep~ it’s all in e past liao... All of us have grown up... I guess tis kinda situations will nv happen again.. Don worry... I’m nt gg to be upset over it... Instead, I’m gg to lock tis memories up in my mind...in my heart... to make sure tt I’ll NOT lose em... Hope everyone will rem. em too!

~ " 40 as 1 isn’t EASY, but we are TRYING” ~

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<< FALLEN IN LOVE >>

haha~ fallen in love with e ch8 9pm show "You are the one" … not sum1… haha~ Tis show is super nice la… nowadays tis is e only show I watched on e nites of wkdays loh… haha~ I tink e main aim of tis show is to show ppl how wonderful it is to be in love la… haha~ I tink they haf succeeded! It reali makes ppl feel like gg into relationships aft watchin e show… haha~ but of cos… things aren’t tt simple in reality… but too bad…e show’s endin soon… nxt wk last wk liao if I’m nt wrong…

OH SHUCKS!!! Jus realise sth!!! Nxt fri gg to support Tsai in Huang Cheng which CLASHES WIF E FINAL EPISODE OF THE SHOW!!! OH MY!!! WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??? Y EVERYTIME LIDAT DE???!!! Y SUCH COINCIDENCE?? Argh! Thongler… pls help us record can??? Please??? Haiz… super gek liao…

Went back to my old hse area… it has been a few years since I went back to tt block of flats… wat to say? Wen I step into tt area again…memories from e past came back… it’s a pity tt a lot of tings haf changed since den… haiz… Was reminded of a fren who was once v.close to me… haiz… e tot of it hurts… even much more than e recent one… haiz… Went to find an old neighbor… quite close de… haha~ wen I moved out of tt estate, she was only p3 n her sis was in pre-sch I tink… rite now… she’s in sec4 while her sis in p3 le! oh my… time passes so quickly la… thou we mite nt be tt close, we stil can joke la… reali glad tt I went back w mom today… it’s a nice feelin… to be back to e place where I spent my 1st 12yrs of life… thou there’s a lil’ sadness… haha~ it’s unavoidable de ma… hope tt we can meet again soon… (haha~ tink it’s quite impossible…) all e best to them…
Haha~hey guys… it’s hols again… but tis time rd…it’s a wk for us to pia… haiz… sad… all e best k?! jia yoU!

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HITCH

Haha~ Pia down to JP to catch a movie w meishan n thongler… it has been a realli long time since I watched a movie… wanted to watch Series of Unfortunate Events de… but ended up watchin HITCH… I don regret la… it’s reali a nice show… haha~ a comedy… reali de-stress quite a lot la… haha… a lot of ppl luff v.happily la… haha~ tis show reali nice… should watch! J but I tink behind all those laughters… there’s sum meaning de loh… it reali shows tt true love can overcome anything… n once u fall in love, it wun be tt easy to get out of it… haha~ so, to all guys out there… go watch e movie if u wana win e ger of ur dreams… e ger who u reali like… it has been a long time since I went out or rather talk to meishan liao… last time got chi periods…but not anymore… haha~ can only hope to meet up as and wen to catch up w each other loh… haha~

Yep…tis is finally e last wk of term1… hope can rest well…. It has realy been tiring la… both physically n mentally… haha~ Next term is NAPFA liao… Hope everyone in e class can pass so tt we can play games tog… oh ya! Today I learn "forward pass" of Frisbee… haha~ it’s quite diff la… til now, my throw stil not steady…but quite fun la… reali hope tt fri there’ll be half day so tt we can rest… haha~ hopefully, e few of us can go out tog after block tests… reali haven go out tog for a long time liao… esp w pong… even meishan oso ask y seldom c pong w us recently liao… haha~ oh ya! today duno wat's wrong w NHSS...see so many NH-rians la... esp in e theatre...practically surrounded by em loh! haha~ but so noisy n vulgar... spoil our reputation man...haha.. so long!~

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dedicated to dilys...my cherished fren...

hey dil...
i'm reali sorry...
i din noe wat i wrote here affected u tt much...
ya, it's true tt tings haf changed...ppl haf changed...
my heart aches too..how did he manage to change so drastically?
8years of frenship... gone just like tt...doesnt i mean anything to him?
i noe tt u cherish him alot...but wat right does he haf to hurt u so deeply?
i hope tt after tonite, u wun shed anymore tears for him...
stm it's easier to let go den kp hangin on...
u get tired...u get upset...ppl ard u will feel e heart ache for u too...
so y hang on wen e person don cherish you at all?
mite as well cherish e ppl who reali cherish u...k?

i've learn to let go...it's time to do so...u too must do so k?
no use hanging on...i guess it's useless...how he replied u reali breaks my heart...
is he e HE whom i used to noe?it's reali scary how much one can change into...
after tonite...i hope tt u'll cheer up...
it's not worth gettin upset over him...(i almost use e word 'jerk'! but well, even if he don treat me as his fren anymore, i stil treat him as a fren...e old him...so i wun use tt word...)
cheer up ger... pls cheer up...
thou u've lost him, u've stil got us... e good old frens tt u've...
it's no doubt tt we haf change...be it a lil' or a lot...
but our hearts are still e same...e memories we once shared...e happiness n e pain...
they're nt sth which could be forgotten so easily...

a promise is a promise...and i give u my promise...
i'll be here for u no matter how many years pass by...no matter how much everything has change...
jus one sms from u, i'll be there... unless u haf found sum1 better than me...
unless u confide in others...i don mind...reali...as long as u r happy...
but no matter wat...pls stay happy...
cos u r one of my most cherished fren...
and i dun ever wan to see u upset...

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Looking Back…

Haha~ yeps! Met up w clara today for dinner after her SAT tuition… finally got my autograph book back… haha~ Miss it dearly… e autograph book looks so weird to me now la… read wat tsai wrote… sum "xin li hua" I suppose… Din reali notice tt these were wat she tot… guess we all neglected tt… muz find chances to make it up… haha~ Re-read e whole book… Suddenly realised a lot of ppl haf been out of my life le… haf neglected quite a lot of ppl… Ppl like my dear nu er-Michelle… my 7yrs classmate- Edwin…my bro- Long Qiang, my upper sec sitting partner- Stephanie… my slow fren- Chieu, my 4/4-rians… how I wish I can tell em how much I miss em now… haiz… n of cos my dear frens Tsai, Yilin, Sharon, Dil n Clara… and soonhui…

True enuff… time has changed everything… it’s quite scary act… reali miss sum of em… esp ppl who I haven heard from for ages… ppl like edwin… how to say leh… same class for 7yrs leh… is tis consider as fate? But ya… fate reali plays an impt part… guess tt’s e end of our fate ba… cos after JC started, we seldom talk le… Tink tis yr 2005 till now haven hear frm him ba… changed a lot… everyone… jus hope everything go smoothly for him… as for Tsai… miss her lots… read wat she say… but wat I can I say? We are close frens… We are gd frens thou we seldom haf heart-to-heart talks or meet up w each other… but perhaps for us… it isnt e heart-to-heart talks tt bind us together like others…it’s kinda a bond tt all of us share tt do so… e determination to keep in contact… to meet up once in a while… It’s enuff to keep e friendship gg rite? haha~ jus feel a lil’ sad tt we arent e ones she confide in whenever she’s feeling down or wat… but I’m sure tt no matter wat we’ll always be there for her if she ever needs us…

As for mic… jus had a short chat w her tt day online… catch up w her a lil’ la… hope we can meet up one day la… haha~ Miss e days we passed notes in class… e letters we wrote for each other… haha~ missed out on a lot of tings tt happened in her life aft we grad la… feel tt I haven been a gd fren to her… haven kept my promise… May she lives everyday to her fullest for e following years n hope she find her other half soon! As for soonhui… I noe he don feel good tt he is ignorant of a lot of tings tt happened to us tis few months… I feel bad too… but I reali duno how shld I go abt updating him la… it’s like we’ve stopped letter writing…den sum tings cant be easily explained over sms-es de ma… rite? haha~ hope he wun be offended la…

I tink I’ve written enuff le… reali will afftect my mood… miss sum ppl lots… but how shld I go abt tellin em? Haha~ suan le ba… letting go shld be better than hanging on aimlessly… not knowin wat lies in future ba… argh…don wan say le… wun be bloggin tt often le ba… block tests cumin up… anyone c me online muz pester me to go offline study! Haha~ take care guys~~

Dil: don get so stressed up again k? anything jus sms me... i'll try my best to help... even if i cant, i can stil be ur 'ear' k?
Clara: Nice meetin up w u... don get so worried over ur wt... n be more careful w ur stuffs k?
Pong: u watch movies so fast... we want meet up to watch movie w u oso v.diff leh... watch so many movies liao... sianz...u better slow down ur pace of watchin movies hor!
Hh: i hope u wun be offended abt wat i told u hor... jus hope u'd tink abt it... no offense k?

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